149 She is Shen Qingji
Shen Qingzhen slept for a long time, feeling that he had walked into an illusory dream, which was full of fog and couldn't get out.
"Where the hell is this?"
Shen Qingzhen couldn't see this place clearly, but she felt a little familiar, she kept walking forward, walking forward, until she saw a little light in front of her, she saw hope, and walked straight to that bright place.
Through the mist, everything in front of her began to brighten and become clear.
She saw a house.
Here it is......
It seems to be a familiar place.
"Come after me!" A little girl ran briskly and happily, directly through Shen Qingji's body.
Shen Qingzhen looked at the little girl's familiar eyebrows and eyes, and immediately recognized it, this seemed to be his childhood self.
When I was a child, I was cheerful and lively, not as pampered and rude as I grew up, and I treated my subordinates extremely well.
It's just that as soon as the picture turned, the girl suddenly hit the stone pillar, her head broke and her blood flowed, and everyone hugged her.
The doctor dared to come in a hurry and heal the girl, and when the girl woke up again, she had changed her appearance, her liveliness had become pampered, her friendliness had turned to vanity.
Shen Qingzhen looked at the empty eyes of the little girl sitting on the bed, and suddenly felt that they seemed to have something in common.
"Do you want to come back to life?" Suddenly, a voice came to her ears.
Shen Qingzhen didn't understand whose voice it was.
The voice said again: "Do you want to come back to life?" ”
Who wouldn't want to live?
The voice continued, "We will breathe life into you, but you must live as we say. ”
"To live as you say?" The girl's eyes became confused, and she muttered.
"Yes, you have to listen to us in everything from now on."
"What if I say no?" The girl frowned.
"Then you have to die!" Suddenly, the girl felt suffocated, and her vitality was passing little by little......
"Nope! I don't want to die! I want to live! ”
She chose to live and chose to listen to them.
She is just a thoughtless tasker, and only when she has completed all her tasks can her soul be free.
Shen Qingzhen suddenly remembered all this, and when she looked around again, when she looked around at the parents and relatives around the girl she supported, she felt that this was so familiar.
This is......
Master Shen, Mrs. Shen, Wei Xinxin......
These are all Shen Qingji's relatives?
The memories in her mind suddenly swarmed in.
She is Shen Qingji.
Shen Qingzhen is himself.
In order to live, she sold her soul to the system, and she went on one mission after another, shuttling through time and space, so that she forgot her original identity.
By the time she returned to her own plane, she had become insensitive, a tasker without a heart.
Shen Qingzhen suddenly felt a pain in his heart.
Suddenly, I felt that all this was a fool.
"Why are you doing this?" She clutched her chest and questioned them.
The system replied, "Because this is your mission, you should not be out of our grasp!" It's a pity you're still not obedient enough! Fortunately, all this is back on track. ”
Shen Qingzhen felt that she had been fooled, but she was just a paper person, and she couldn't resist the system no matter what.
"This is your last mission, and once you're done, you'll be able to live forever like us, traveling through every plane and plane."
"So, my end up is to die, leave my original life, and gain immortality alone?"
If she hadn't thought of all this, she could still hide her heart and keep advising herself that immortality is a good ending.
But now, she remembered her original identity, remembered the bits and pieces of everyone around her, and she couldn't deceive her heart no matter what.
The voice of the system replied again: "You can also come back to live in this world from above, but this world cannot have the identity of Shen Qingji!" ”
Shen Qingji's ending was that he was abandoned by everyone, and then he was seriously ill and died.
She is just the vicious female partner of this world, and the vicious female partner deserves the tragic end she deserves.
Shen Qingzhen understood.
She can't rebel against such an ending, but she can live in this world as a different identity.
So be it!
She used these tasks in exchange for a new life, and endless life, good, good......
She advised herself.
But there was still a wave of emotion in my heart.
can't live as Shen Qingji, which means that she can't see her old people again, can't appear in front of them, and can't get close to them.
The dream faded from her mind, the fog cleared, and she slowly woke up.
She felt a little cold on her face, as if some raindrops had fallen on her face.
Shen Qingzhen slowly opened his eyes and looked at Zhou Nan's dark and moist eyes.
Zhou Nan cried.
Zhou Nan didn't seem to expect Shen Qingzhen to wake up suddenly, so he quickly turned his head, wiped the wetness in his eyes, lowered his head to hide his emotions, and asked in a dumb voice: "Miss, do you feel uncomfortable?" Are you hungry? Tell me anything you want. ”
Zhou Nan's every sentence revealed concern.
Shen Qingzhen didn't think about why Zhou Nan appeared in her room for a while, and the moment she saw Zhou Nan, she had a strong emotion in her heart at the moment, so strong that she couldn't suppress it anymore, so she suddenly got up and hugged Zhou Nan.
Zhou Nan's eyes were open, and his heart had never been like this for a moment, beating wildly and violently.
When Zhou Nan came back to his senses, the entanglement in his heart had already been abandoned, he raised his hands, hugged Shen Qingjian back, and gently comforted her on her back.
"Miss, is it a nightmare?"
Hearing Zhou Nan's gentle inquiry, Shen Qingzhen only felt a choke in his throat, a little uncomfortable, and the emotions pressed in his chest could no longer be suppressed and burst out.
She cried softly.
"Miss, what's wrong with you?"
When Zhou Nan heard Shen Qingji's cry, he became a little at a loss, and his heart tightened, for fear that she would be uncomfortable.
He had never seen the young lady cry.
Zhou Nan let go of her, held her shoulders, and asked her firmly: "Is there anything uncomfortable?" ”
Shen Qingzhen shook his head in a choked voice, and his heart was so uncomfortable that he couldn't speak.
In the dream, I remembered all this, remembered my final ending, and remembered my hidden emotions.
The two looked at each other in the dim candlelight, and in a hazy way, this emotion was rendered a little higher.
Zhou Nan stretched out his hand, held Shen Qingji's face, and gently rubbed her cheek with his thumb, wiping away those tears one by one.
"Don't cry, miss, everything has me!"
Zhou Nan's eyes couldn't help but heat up, her throat rolled, and she endured those surging emotions, his sadness at this moment would only make her more unstable.
"Is Miss hungry? I'm going to make you something delicious. ”
Zhou Nan was about to withdraw, but Shen Qingjian held her hand tightly, and she said, "Don't go, stay with me!" ”
She doesn't have much time left, she wants to spend more time with Zhou Nan.