181 is that I am not worthy of my cousin
Wei Yu hugged the girl, and his mood did not calm down for a long time.
He slowly found that he was moved by Shen Qingji.
This kind of cognition made him feel very wrong.
He shouldn't like Shen Qingji, he has always been a rational person, and the object of his marriage should be a woman of the same family as himself, she should be beautiful and wise, and she should be gentle and housekeeping.
And Shen Qingjian only accounts for the beautiful item, so Shen Qingjian is not in line with the choice of wife in his mind at all.
He asked the maid to send Shen Qingjian back, and he couldn't sleep this night.
And on the second day, Shen Qingzhen came again, and she came to apologize to herself as if she was a nobody.
Shen Qingzhen said with an innocent look: "Cousin Yu, I'm sorry, I was drunk last night and broke into your yard without permission, and I came to make amends for you." ”
"Cousin Yu, I didn't do anything I shouldn't have done last night, did I?"
Wei Yu frowned and looked at Shen Qingji.
Shen Qingji's eyes were clear and he smiled lightly.
She only said that she was drunk, but she did not mention the offense she had committed to her last night.
Did she really forget? Or is it deliberately pretending not to remember?
Wei Yu felt that his heart was pressing, Shen Qingzhen was like this, which made him want to have a seizure, but he couldn't do it.
"Cousin Yu? I apologize to you if I do anything offensive to you, don't be mad at me. ”
The girl pulled her sleeve and apologized sincerely, anyone who saw it would feel that there was no need to be angry with her, as if, the person who did the wrong thing was himself, he shouldn't be angry.
But I was a little angry in my heart, and I felt a little funny.
But it's just a kiss, it's nothing? Since ancient times, it's not men who have suffered from this kind of thing, have they?
Besides, she didn't care herself.
Wei Yu pulled out his sleeve, his tone was a little colder, and told Shen Qingji: "It's nothing, I'm not angry." ”
"Really?" Shen Qingzhen looked at Wei Yu, still a little unconvinced, "But I think, cousin, you're angry with me." ”
"No, if it's okay, you can go!"
Wei Yu didn't want to entangle with it anymore, it would only be a waste of his energy.
In the past, he only felt that it was more fun to keep her by his side, but now, he feels that this fun is slowly eating away at his reason.
There is no result between him and Shen Qingji, it is better to break it off early, no matter how much entanglement there is, it will be a waste of time.
"Cousin Yu, then I'm leaving?" The girl seemed to be a little aggrieved.
Wei Yu watched her get up, and said coldly in his heart: "I'm going to read a book, you can go quickly!" ”
Shen Qingzhen nodded: "Then I won't bother my cousin." ”
"If you have nothing to do in the future, don't come to me."
When the girl heard her words, she shook her head, and then the girl turned around and walked away.
She hung her head, as if she was a little depressed, but her pace was very fast, making people feel that she didn't seem to have any nostalgia.
Wei Yu couldn't help but wonder, did he say something serious this time?
It's just that, there shouldn't be any intersection, if she breaks her mind this time, it's fine.
At least this way, I don't have to be bothered by weird emotions in my heart anymore.
Wei Yu returned to the house, picked up the book and read it, but he couldn't read it, his heart was messed up.
Then, Shen Qingzhen did not come to disturb him for a long time.
Wei Yu felt that this time, she might have really given up.
That's good, that's good.
Wei Yu returned to his previous state, but every now and then, he would think of Shen Qingji.
For example, when the kitchen brought lotus seed soup, he would remember the appearance of the girl carrying the lotus seed soup to him with great anticipation.
For example, when the camellia in the garden is defeated, she will think of the joy of the hairpin on the girl's head.
Although this kind of moment is not too much, he can deliberately suppress it, but the girl's face can't dissipate.
His heart was in turmoil.
He thought that as long as Shen Qingji left him, he could change back to his former self and not be disturbed by anyone or anything.
But when Shen Qingzhen was not around, he still felt that something was wrong.
Perhaps, he will never be able to return to his former self.
Wei Yu felt that time would make him forget.
However, the more time passed, the more times he thought of Shen Qingji, it became more and more.
So much so that when he got up in the morning, he wanted to see the cheerful, joyful, and shy face of the girl when she came to him.
Wei Yu felt like he was going crazy.
Wei Yu also realized that he missed Shen Qingji.
Shen Qingzhen hadn't come to him for a month.
This time, she didn't secretly look at herself behind her back.
So, what did Shen Qingzhen do?
He was desperate to know Shen Qingji's whereabouts.
He began to ask people to inquire whether Shen Qingzhen had come to the Wei Mansion recently.
After Yang Feng inquired, he came back and told him that Shen Qingzhen had not come to the Wei Mansion for a month.
Wei Yu realized that Shen Qingzhen was real, did he give up?
Thinking back to the last time, he asked Shen Qingzhen not to bother him again.
So, did she really listen to herself? When did she become so obedient?
Wei Yu frowned, very displeased.
But then I thought that if I said it last time, maybe it was really heavy.
He instructed Yang Fengdao: "You want to find a way to let Wei Xinxin know that you are inquiring about Shen Qingji." ”
Yang Feng looked at himself a little strangely.
Wei Yu didn't care, as long as Wei Xinxin knew that his entourage was inquiring about Shen Qingji, he would definitely tell Shen Qingji.
And after Shen Qingji knows, he will definitely rekindle hope.
As he thought, Shen Qingji soon appeared in front of him again.
Shen Qingzhen smiled and came to find himself, telling him how much he missed this month.
"Cousin Yu, you don't know how much I want to see you, but I'm afraid of disturbing you, so I don't dare to come to you."
Wei Yu looked at her and listened to her, and there was a moment of satisfaction in his heart.
It's also good to have her by your side like this, and it seems that you shouldn't say too much to her in the future.
Shen Qingzhen continued to circle around Wei Yu, and at the same time, she also began to curry favor with Wei Yu's own sister, Wei Yue.
Wei Yue was spoiled by her family, she thought very highly of herself, and she never looked down on Shen Qingji's identity.
And Wei Yue has always admired his brother, and he hates the picture of Shen Qingzhen wandering around Wei Yu very much, and every time he sees it, he has to mock a few words in private.
Shen Qingzhen only endured her grievances, she knew that she couldn't offend Wei Yue.
Wei Yu occasionally saw her aggrieved appearance when she was scolded by Wei Yue, and he also felt a little unhappy in his heart, he occasionally reprimanded Wei Yue for being open-mouthed, and his soft reprimand had no effect on Wei Yue.
He helped Shen Qingzhen reprimand Wei Yue, and Shen Qingzhen was really moved: "Cousin, thank you." ”
Wei Yu looked at her dejected appearance, frowned and asked her, "She scolded you, won't you fight back?" ”
Shen Qingzhen only said: "Actually, Wei Yue is right, I am not worthy of my cousin in terms of the appearance of the talented scholar's room, and I shouldn't pester my cousin." ”
Wei Yu heard her say that she was unworthy, but she was even more unhappy in her heart.
"Since you know that you don't deserve it, you should be more motivated."