"You were then! He always persevered in sending me things, and at that time, the people in the academy laughed at me for eating soft rice. ”

Gu Dingzhi said to himself.

Shen Qingzhen didn't want to deal with Gu Dingzhi, he had done a lot of things to be sorry for him in the past, but now he has paid it off.

In these last days, she just wanted to care about Zhou Nan.

These people used to be her task, but Zhou Nan was not.

Shen Qingji's thoughts were heavy, but he could remember the past.

At that time, Zhou Nan was only about ten years old, right?

She was focused on her tasks at that time and paid little attention to Zhou Nan, but she didn't know Zhou Nan's state at that time, she should be running errands for herself, right?

Every time he sends something, he orders the color ring, and the color ring is used to calling Zhou Nan.

As long as it is his own business, Zhou Nan will do it well.

She remembered that when she saw Zhou Nan dressed up neatly for the first time, she only thought that this child was well-behaved and likable.

Thinking of Zhou Nan's small appearance of running errands for himself, Shen Qingzhen couldn't help laughing.

Gu Dingzhi heard her laugh, and was also infected, and asked her, "Qingji, did you remember anything funny?" ”

Gu Dingzhi thought that Shen Qingzhi must have thought of their past.

They still have many fond memories of the past.

Qing Ji said that she had liked her in the past, and now they must be able to get along well.

Shen Qingzhen ignored Gu Dingzhi.

Gu Dingzhi sighed and rubbed Shen Qingji's head affectionately: "Don't be angry with me, it's not good for your body to be angry all the time." ”

Shen Qingzhi didn't start, and didn't let Gu Dingzhi touch him.

Gu Dingzhi retracted his hand.

The two walked around for a while, and Gu Dingzhi pushed Shen Qingji back.

It seems to be better today, Gu Dingzhi feels that their relationship has eased somewhat, and there is something to look forward to before going to bed, maybe they can return to the same state of getting along as before, and when they fall asleep at night, they are especially happy in their hearts.

It's just that he gradually fell into a dream, and everything in the dream made people feel very uncomfortable.

He saw his former self.

was expelled by the Wei family, his mother died due to the delay of illness, and he left the country full of hatred.

It's just that at that time, he only hated Wei Yu.

At that time, he was still thinking that he would definitely get ahead and come back to marry Qingji.

It's just that when he went to Beijing to catch the exam, he actually saw Qingji, and when he was full of joy and wanted to step forward, he found that Shen Qingji was chasing a young man with a delicate and flamboyant appearance.

She used to run after her like this, but now she has a different object.

Who is that boy? Gu Dingzhi clenched his fists, looking at the disgusted expression on the young man's face and Shen Qingzhi's pleading look, his heart was cold to the extreme.

He also thought about going back to marry Shen Qingji.

But Shen Qingzhen didn't wait for him.

Also, who would use their youth to wait for someone who is far away?

It's your own fault.

Gu Dingzhi thought so, but in the end he still didn't want to watch her marry someone else.

He originally planned to go to Shen Qingjian to propose marriage after the imperial examination, but now he had to advance.

Shen Qing was only angry because she disappeared, so she didn't want to wait for herself, as long as she made it clear to her, she was so understanding, and she would definitely forgive herself.

But when Gu Dingzhi went to see Shen Qingzhi and told her everything.

Shen Qingzhen changed his previous look of admiration for himself, and his face was full of sneers: "Don't say anything, what am I waiting for you to do?" ”

"Qingji, don't be angry, I'll apologize to you, wait for me for a few more months, okay?"

Gu Dingzhi wanted to pull Shen Qingji's hand, but was thrown away by Shen Qingji.

"Gu Dingzhi, who are you to me? Why should I wait for you? I don't like you anymore, you go away for me, don't be an eyesore in front of me! ”

Gu Dingzhi frowned, he had never seen Shen Qingzhi such a side, saying such cruel words.

How could Shen Qingji be like this?

He didn't understand, where did the former love, the former questions considerate and empathetic, go?

"Qingji, I know you're still angry, but if you believe me, I will definitely come to marry you."

Shen Qingzhi shook off Gu Dingzhi, and suddenly, ran to someone else's side.

It turned out that it was that Chu You.

It is the young man that Shen Qingzhen is pursuing now.

He saw Shen Qingzhen running towards Chu You without hesitation, and explained: "Shizi, I have nothing to do with him, don't get me wrong." ”

"What does it have to do with me?" The young man looked at Gu Dingzhi with a sneer, his eyes full of disgust.

Gu Dingzhi frowned, he was indeed poor and white at the moment, compared with this flamboyant and wanton teenager, it was indeed much worse.

Shen Qingji's choice is reasonable.

It's just that I am unwilling.

He has never disliked his family, but here in Shen Qingji, he is a little inferior.

The people Shen Qingzhen likes, the people who marry him, the family is so good, but what about himself? Only a good skin.

Although he has talent and learning, the imperial examination of the imperial court is prevalent, and he is admitted to the imperial examination, and he is not as good as the future of these wealthy families.

No!

Gu Dingzhi's clenched fists.

He doesn't believe in fate.

What he was born with, he will earn it, and when the time comes, Shen Qingzhen will have no reason to dislike himself.

Gu Dingzhi knew that what he said now couldn't change Shen Qingji's mind, so it was better to wait for the imperial examination, and then come to her after he got his fame.

It's just that what he didn't expect was that he didn't wait for the imperial examination, but first waited for a violent beating.

"What kind of identity do you dare to rob people from the world?"

Those who beat him muttered, and Gu Dingzhi knew that it was Chu You's people.

"Smash his hand!" Gu Dingzhi was wrapped in a sack, and he heard the young man's fluttering voice.

Gu Dingzhi was suddenly humiliated, and he tried his best to resist, but he couldn't defeat this group of people in the end.

His hand is used for the imperial examination, it is her future, the imperial examination is imminent, if he hurts his hand, his future is hopeless, how can he marry Shen Qingji?

Chu You! He did it on purpose.

Until the pain in his hand hit, Gu Ding's heart suddenly despaired.

Why is fate always so cruel to itself?

He didn't ask for much, but Heaven wouldn't let him get it.

His hand was broken, and he couldn't hold the pen anymore.

Gu Dingzhi lay on the ground in despair for a long time, until Tian Bo found him, took him back for healing, and cried that his life was miserable.

But there was only dead silence on Gu Dingzhi's face, and he knew what he had lost this time.

He lost his future and lost the opportunity to be with Shen Qingji.

The next imperial examination will be three years later, even if he is sure of the next middle examination, Shen Qingzhen will not be able to wait for three years, and a woman's youth is particularly precious.

Even though he was so sensible, in the end, he still went to Shen Qingji.

Maybe Shen Qingzhen is willing to wait for himself? Didn't she say that she was willing to wait for herself?