198 He must win
"What do you know?" Shen Mingyi couldn't help but ask when she saw Li Sheng blocking her from finding her brother and sister-in-law.
Li Sheng said: "My uncle also wrote to me, saying that he had found my cousin's whereabouts, and it was in Yangzhou." ”
Shen Mingyi frowned: "But now it's so messy, why run around!" How dangerous is it, what if you are caught by the rebels? ”
The Shen family is a relative, although it may not be able to threaten the dynasty, but if it falls into the hands of the rebels, death is inevitable, Shen Mingyi has only a few relatives, and he doesn't want to lose it again.
"It's all to blame on these Chu thieves, if you have to make the world chaotic, everyone can't live in peace!"
Li Sheng comforted her and said, "Queen Mother, don't worry! Everything will be fine, and my aunt and uncle and cousin will be safe. ”
In the past six months, Li Sheng has grown a lot, and he already has some calculations in his heart at a young age.
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Inside the Chu clan's tent.
Because of Wei Yu's leadership, the Chu clan has suffered two defeats in a row, and their morale has become low.
"Aren't you very successful? Isn't it still being chased and beaten by that kid from the Wei family, it seems that you can't compare to him. ”
Chu Hou scolded Chu You with a slash on his head and face.
There is no scolding at all, and Chu You doesn't care, but when he mentions that he is not as good as Wei Yu, Chu You can't bear it.
"Since you're not satisfied, father, wouldn't it be nice to change someone else to fight? I think the second brother is very good! It's time to go through the experience. ”
Chu Xuan on the side was clicked, and immediately confessed: "Father dissipates his anger, it's all that Wei Yu is cunning, and the eldest brother is already very powerful." ”
Just kidding, leading troops to fight, how can Chu Xuan, a person who can only study, do it?
When the time comes, if he loses the battle, his prestige will be completely ruined, and this kind of troublesome thing that has a bad reputation, it is better to let Chu You come, he just needs to follow, take people to finish, comfort and comfort the people, and gain a good reputation.
Chu Hou looked at Chu You coldly: "Give you another chance, if you lose to that kid from the Wei family again, don't come back to see me." ”
Chu You's face was gloomy, and he didn't reply, he turned around and left the tent directly, leaving Chu Hou's words behind.
Chu Hou was very angry, Chu Xuan secretly rejoiced in this kind of scene in his heart, and began to say good things to appease his father: "It's not good to be angry." ”
Chu Hou looked at Chu Xuan and said, "If only he were half as sensible as you." ”
When Chu Xuan heard this, he was even more excited, he could be loved by his father, and he was much better than those military workers.
When the world is defeated, with his father's affection, he can sit back and enjoy it, and what happened to Chu You.
Chu You turned his head and saw the picture of the father and son in the camp tent, and his face was full of ridicule.
"Looks like I'm really redundant."
Perhaps, the old man had long forgotten his mother, let alone cared about his son.
Zhang Tian hurriedly said: "Don't say that, the prince, Master Hou still attaches great importance to you." ”
"What do I care about!"
Chu You said it categorically.
A lot of sad things had been hidden, and he hadn't remembered them for a long time, and now, he suddenly remembered them.
I used to think about the relationship between father and son, but now I think about it, where does my father take care of himself?
What his father cares about has always been his mother, and his own birth is just a tool to bind his mother.
In Chu You's memory, his mother said that she was a gentle and beautiful woman, but she was locked up all day long, and she began to be depressed and unhappy, with no vitality on her face.
On that occasion, after my mother escaped, my father was furious and asked people to arrest her with all his might.
He said to his mother at that time, but he was also afraid that if his mother was arrested, his father would persecute his mother.
Until one day, the mother was still arrested, and there was a man who was arrested together.
The mother and the man sympathized with each other, and the father looked at it with anger in his eyes, and let the two be separated.
The father locked the man up and tortured him, and the mother was imprisoned and chained.
Mothers are miserable.
On that day, he looked at his mother, and when his mother saw him, the emotions in her eyes were a little complicated, but she still hugged herself: "I'm sorry! ”
"Mother, don't be afraid, I will protect you."
But at that time, I was so young, what could I do to protect my mother?
That night, he had not spent much time with his mother when his father returned.
He saw that his father had a bowl of medicine in his hand, which was so dark that people would be disgusted when they heard it.
"It's time for the medicine."
"I don't drink!" The mother was terrified.
But the father's face was cold, and he was bound to force the mother to drink it.
Although he was scared at that time, he still went to pull his father and said, "Don't hurt your mother." ”
The father didn't have any nostalgia, and kicked himself away.
"Take the son down."
At that time, he was dragged away by his grandmothers, and no matter how he resisted, he failed.
He saw the sad woman in the house, and when he looked at him, his eyes were full of reluctance and rejection.
Little did he know that it was the last time he saw his mother.
He saw his father feeding the bowl of medicine to his mother, who was retching on the ground holding her stomach.
The father then scolded angrily: "You have protected this evil seed very well, but you don't take any of our son to it, it's really hateful!" ”
He didn't know much about these things at the time, but then he figured it out.
The mother was pregnant at that time, and she was pregnant with someone else's child, and the father was angry and knocked the child out of the mother's womb.
The mother may not have been able to bear it anymore, so she killed herself.
When he saw his mother again, it was when his father was grieving and holding his mother's corpse to madness.
"You'er, come and call your mother, your mother is asleep, and she can't get up after sleeping for a long time."
My father spoke very softly at that time, but when he heard it, it was very terrible.
He followed his father's wishes, shook his mother, and kept calling her, but she didn't move.
Chu You touched his mother's cold hand, saw his mother's defeated face, and the blood on the corner of his mouth, he suddenly understood something, and he was extremely scared in his heart, crying all the time.
"It's noisy! Your mother hates being noisy the most! I don't care about you! ”
His father, perhaps annoyed, kicked him away again, and he suddenly hit the pillar, and when he fainted, he heard his father angrily scolding him: "What is the use of useless things, what do you want!" You can't even keep your mother! ”
What is the use of asking you!
He was really a useless thing, he couldn't keep his mother, and he couldn't keep what he wanted.
A person who is just a tool even when he is born, he really doesn't know what the meaning of living is.
Chu You looked up at the sky and felt very bored, now he is fighting and killing all day long, and he is very bored.
If it weren't for Shen Qingji, he wouldn't have fought the world, and only when he had power in his hands could he get what he wanted.
Even though he hated his father very much, he also understood this truth, so he had to win this battle.