203 She regretted it
In the dream, Chu You looked at a festive red in his home, this was when he got married, he looked at the young man in a wedding dress, he had a shallow smile on his face, but this smile did not enter the bottom of his heart.
The only one who can enter his heart may be Shen Qingjian alone, but he is always unwilling to admit it.
On the day of his wedding, Shen Qingzhen still avoided himself and sulked.
"Shizi, do you want to coax Aunt Shen?"
Aunt Shen, Chu You listened to this title, and it was particularly unpleasant.
When the young man heard Shen Qingji, his face suddenly sank, and he said unhappily: "I coaxed her to do something, and after a while, she will definitely figure it out." ”
The boy always felt that she was his own person, and he didn't need to think about it anymore.
Chu You shook his head, looking at all this, he felt a little frustrated in his heart.
Could this be another ending after marrying Shen Qingji as he wished?
If Shen Qingzhen promised to marry him after he proposed, would he not cherish it like this dream?
What will happen to them?
He had been following the boy and had been watching all this.
Watching herself marry her wife, smiling with her wife, looking at Shen Qingzhen in the corner with a sad face, and watching herself hurt her heart more and more.
Because of Cui Lingxin, his quarrels with Shen Qingzhen became more and more frequent.
Perhaps because of anger, because of dissatisfaction, Shen Qingji's flattery for Chu You became less and less, and she became more and more irritable.
And this kind of flattery has become less, which also makes Chu You's heart not very happy.
He was twisted in his heart, on the one hand, he didn't want Shen Qingji to be too proud, and on the other hand, he didn't want Shen Qingji to give up, so he would occasionally give her some sweetness and say a few words of concern.
At the beginning, this method still had an effect on Shen Qingjian, but slowly, Shen Qingzhen began to be angry and began to turn a blind eye to him.
Chu You was angry, but he had no place to vent, so he couldn't question Shen Qingji, right? can only pick her thorns frequently.
She should be the same as before, the same as she was to listen to herself, the same to please herself, but unfortunately not, she only has anger at herself, and she should turn a blind eye to how she picks on herself.
Shen Qingzhen has changed.
Chu You sneered in his heart, Shen Qingzhen was afraid that he would regret marrying him, right?
Later, when Chu Hou got into trouble, he took people overnight and took Shen Qingzhen and Cui Lingxin to escape.
At this time, the military was getting busier and busier, and he couldn't take care of Shen Qingzhen at all, and Shen Qingji's temperament couldn't help him, but Cui Lingxin, who was gentle and considerate, and helped take care of the Chu family's family, which won the hearts of many people.
Shen Qingji rarely came to walk around in front of him, and gradually, his feelings for Shen Qingji began to retreat.
Later, the Chu family won, he returned to Beijing, and was named the crown prince, although the crown prince is glamorous, there are many people who want to harm him behind his back, he just occasionally thinks about Shen Qingji, and pretends not to care.
She became the crown princess, and she can be regarded as a beauty, and Chu You rarely troubles him anymore, if nothing goes wrong, they may live so plainly.
Shen Qingzhen may have a place in his heart, but he has never been important to himself.
It's just that he didn't expect that Shen Qingzhen would be stupid enough to poison Cui Lingxin.
Cui Lingxin is the crown princess, and when she investigated this matter, it was found out that it was her hands and feet.
He has the heart to protect him, but the Cui family moves quickly, and he needs the assistance of the Cui family, so he can only abolish Shen Qingji for the time being.
Although he demoted Shen Qingzhen to the cold palace, he asked someone to arrange everything, and the food and clothing of the cold palace would not be too bad.
It's just that he passed by the cold palace a little bit, and he went in to take a look at her with some concern.
I saw Shen Qingzhen sitting alone by the window, there was no anger in her eyes, she was not at all different from the lively and vivid girl in her memory.
Chu You felt guilty for a while, but it was only for a while, he walked in, thinking of reconciling with her, and if she changed, he would let her out.
It's just that Shen Qingzhen didn't have any joy on his face when he saw him coming, he just looked at him in a daze, and he didn't mean to come to greet him.
Chu You frowned and sat down by himself.
Shen Qingzhen didn't look at himself either, he looked at the moon outside the window, and ignored himself.
Chu You was a little annoyed, and asked her in a deep voice, "Do you know it's wrong?" ”
This matter was Shen Qingji's fault, he didn't punish her heavily, and let her live in the East Palace with good food and drink, he was already very kind to her, as long as Shen Qingzhen had the heart to change, he could let her out.
However, Shen Qingzhen didn't pay attention to himself at all, which made Chu You very annoyed.
"Shen Qingjian! Did you hear Lone talking to you? Did you know if you were wrong? ”
There was a bit of anger in his words, if it was before, Shen Qingzhen might have nervously explained to please himself.
But now, Shen Qingzhen completely ignored himself.
Chu You was furious, and directly grabbed Shen Qingji, pinched her face and forced her to look at herself.
Shen Qingji's shallow eyes focused, and he finally saw himself clearly, and sneered: "Is there any difference between knowing and not being wrong?" Anyway, the mistake has already been made. ”
Chu You was annoyed: "It seems that you are really unrepentant!" Do you really want to stay in the cold palace for the rest of your life? ”
Shen Qingzhen said: "It's good to stay here." ”
"Pure? When did you love purity? ”
Shen Qingzhen used to be the most lively.
Now, she's lifeless.
Why did all this become the way it is?
Is it time to make them become things and people?
Chu You could only attribute this to time, and he didn't admit that it was his fault.
"Shen Qingji, Lone gives you a chance, as long as you admit your mistake, Lone will take you out!"
Although he knew that Shen Qingji had changed, he inevitably felt nostalgic for the former Shen Qingjian, the Shen Qingjian who was full of his own eyes.
However, Shen Qingji, who was full of her own eyes, was ruthlessly tortured by herself, and the love for herself in her eyes had dissipated.
"Shen Qingjian! Speak! He pinched Shen Qingji's chin.
Shen Qingzhen looked at himself and said coldly: "I don't admit my mistake!" It's you who is wrong! ”
Chu You's face became gloomy, and he said without remorse: "What's wrong with Lonely? Did Lone let you poison you? ”
Shen Qingzhen snorted coldly: "You are wrong, you are wrong, marry me!" ”
"Shen Qingjian! Lone only gives you this chance, if you quickly admit your mistake, Lone will take you away, if you don't recognize it, you will be alone in this cold palace for the rest of your life. ”
"I wasn't wrong! I don't admit to it! ”
Shen Qingji's back was very straight, and when he looked at himself in his eyes, he not only lost his previous love, but also had a little hatred.
Chu You was stung a little by the hatred in her eyes, and a lot of anger welled up in his chest, and he gritted his teeth and said, "Shen Qingji! Don't regret it! ”
Shen Qingzhen sneered: "I won't regret it, I just want to stay away from you." ”
Chu You's eyes widened with anger: "Shen Qingji, do you want to stay away from loneliness now?" Don't forget, you had to marry Lone in the past! I'm not begging for you! ”
Shen Qingzhen laughed: "Yes! Oh, yes! I shouldn't have married you before! ”
Chu You's heart was stung by Shen Qingji's regret, and anger surged in his chest.
Regret? Shen Qingzhen regretted it! She really regretted it!
But what's the use of regretting? She will never be able to leave herself, she will be tied to herself for the rest of her life.