Chen Yunyun breathed a heavy sigh of relief, and turned her head to look at Wen Jie who was sitting in the driver's seat.

At this time, it was in Wenjie's car, on the side of the seaside road.

After three hours of dinner, under the offensive of Wen's father and Wen's mother, Chen Yunyun was also a little overwhelmed. They simply regarded her as a daughter-in-law, which made Chen Yunyun very happy. But at this time, Wen Jie's mood was not at all what he imagined.

Rolling down the window, Wen Jie lit a cigarette and took two puffs.

Chen Yunyun rolled down the window to let the smoke out faster, but she didn't stop Wen Jie from smoking.

"Why, you don't look very happy. Chen Yunyun asked, "Because your parents asked you to marry me quickly?"

Wen Jie turned his head to look at Chen Yunyun, his face was very ugly, "It's just a play." ”

"Since it's a play, why do you take it seriously?" Chen Yunyun asked rhetorically.

Wen Jie was speechless for a while, yes, it's just acting, why bother with it.

"The point is, how do I explain to them?" Wen Jie said with a sigh.

Chen Yunyun pushed the car door, "You come down." ”

Wen Jie was stunned for a moment, pushed the door down, and followed Chen Yunyun to the embankment, looking at the night view of the pier on the other side by the railing.

The cool breeze blew for a while.

Chen Yunyun turned around, looked at Wen Jie, and said, "Wen Jie, if, I mean, if this is true, will you marry me?"

Wen Jie looked at her and said in a deep voice, "I have long sensed that you are deliberately pretending, and it seems to be true." Why are you doing this?"

With a slightly bitter smile, Chen Yunyun shook her head, fell silent again, turned her head, and looked at the harbor at night.

After a long time, she whispered slowly, "Do you know what my biggest feeling has been in recent times? I have lived in vain, and I have been wasting my life for many years. I thought I had a very clear goal and that I wanted the life I wanted to live. Only now do I realize that the clearest period was the most confusing period. ”

She slowly turned to look at Wen Jie, "That night at the hotel, after you left, I was in a daze all night, very uncomfortable." I don't know why. It may be that the process of growing up is accompanied by severe labor pains, which are painful and uncomfortable. At that time, I realized that I couldn't become an immortal or a god, just a mortal, just an ordinary woman who needed love and a normal family. ”

"You know, many times I've wanted to talk to you. As time goes on, I think more and more. But I don't have the courage, I should say I don't dare to face you. I am filthy and humble before you. My so-called aura that used to be high above is simply vulnerable. ”

"I never imagined that a man would make such a sacrifice for me. I was blown away. I thought I would resolutely disbelieve in the existence of love, but when you gave up the competition, I believed it. Wenjie, I'm in love with you. ”

Looking at Wen Jie's eyes, Chen Yunyun said slowly, "To borrow a sentence you once said, I love you, it's my business." ”

"Yes, I took the initiative to help you, not because you had helped me, but because I wanted to take this opportunity to get to know you better, and deep down I wanted to make you love me. I don't think there's anyone who can make me lose my soul more than you. ”

Smiling self-deprecatingly, Chen Yunyun said, "My past is very unbearable in your eyes, right, I admit it, now, even I look down on myself." But I still gave myself the confidence to be strong, and I want to go in a good direction, you say, do I have this opportunity?"

She laughed, but tears came out.

Wen Jie was shocked.

It turns out that rehabilitating can be so beautiful.

Of course, he didn't completely give up on Chen Yunyun, as Li Zewen said, he still had illusions about Chen Yunyun in his heart. To be precise, even though he thought that he would not be with Chen Yunyun, he even more thought that he would not be with another woman. Chen Yunyun still occupied his feelings.

He had thought that Chen Yunyun might wake up one day in the future and then change. But he didn't have a lot of confidence, and all that Chen Yunyun gave him was despair.

So he was surprised.

From Chen Yunyun's eyes, Wen Jie saw something that he could hardly see before—the truth. He believed that Chen Yunyun understood it thoroughly, woke up, and turned back.

For that moment, Wen Jie wanted to reach out and hold Chen Yunyun tightly in his arms, and then tell her that he had been waiting for her. But at the last moment, he still controlled it sensibly. Li Zewen's words echoed in his ears - to deal with such a woman, you have to hold on, so as not to let her pounce and be about to be disappointed, you can't completely see her clearly.

Wen Jie didn't want to go on like that, this was the last chance, to see Chen Yunyun thoroughly, it was her who was her, not to give up completely.

Taking a deep breath, Wen Jie almost bit the words and whispered, "But I'm already disappointed in you." ”

Chen Yunyun heard the sound of heartbreak, but as she expected, she was not unprepared. However, even with psychological preparation, it is still so uncomfortable.

"I know, I know. Chen Yunyun laughed self-deprecatingly, wiped her tears, and said, "I know I must disappoint you, you must be very disappointed." The results weren't too bad. Shaking her head, she said, "I understand a truth, how to live is my own business." The changes you make for you and for others have nothing to do with you. But if it weren't for you, I wouldn't have come back to my senses, maybe I'd continue down the old road, sinking deeper and deeper. Maybe I'll figure it out someday, but I'm afraid it's too late. ”

Shaking her head unconsciously, Chen Yunyun tried her best to hold back her tears and said with a smile, "Anyway, Wen Jie, I really want to thank you." Not only because I couldn't be the deputy director without you, but also because it was you who made me aware of my own problems. ”

With a sniffle, Chen Yunyun looked at the harbor and the starry sky, "The air in my hometown is so good." It was late and I went back. ”

As she spoke, she glanced at Wen Jie deeply and turned to leave.

Wen Jie looked at Chen Yunyun's back as she gradually moved away, and suddenly shouted, "I'll send you back!"

Chen Yunyun stopped and didn't look back, "No need, you can go back." ”

With that, she continued to walk forward, tears pouring out of her eyes, blurring her vision.

Wen Jie didn't catch up, he stood there, looking at Chen Yunyun's back getting farther and farther away, and felt the same uncomfortable. He wanted to catch up, but he couldn't, he knew it wasn't time yet, it wasn't that time yet.

Suddenly, he remembered what Li Zewen said a long time ago: "When you fall in love, two fools take turns to stab each other in the heart, and they will choose to negotiate a solution when they have no strength in the end." ”

Wen Jie has always disagreed, but when he thinks about it at this time, he has such an image.