It's been a long time since you've fallen out of love verse 79
He's actually quite approachable, even casual.
Xu Qian sometimes teased that he was his own son, and Chen Bosheng would not be angry.
Zhai Rui asked him to be the best man, and he agreed without any shelf.
Even Fang Tian, who originally thought he was particularly difficult, became friends.
The evaluation of Chen Bosheng is very high, and I feel that he is not the same as the forced king in his imagination.
The reason why it looks very dragged may probably be that the eldest young master thinks it is very troublesome to say long sentences.
If he could, this young master would like to save even food and directly carry out photosynthesis to maintain life.
The reason why Jian Jia sometimes feels that he is out of step with the world.
It's because Chen Bosheng looks like he's alive, and he feels very troublesome.
Wang Weijin pushed open a south-facing second bedroom, and the smell unique to the old house in the air was not unpleasant. This kind of taste often carries memories, and Jian Jia feels that it should be the taste of time.
As soon as I smelled it, it was like going back to the summer vacation of my high school year.
"This is the room where Aibao used to live when he was studying, but no one lived in it for a long time, so I used it to put some old clothes and sundries at home." Wang Weijin said while making the bed: "The sheets and bedding are all new, I am afraid that Aibao will spend the night when he comes over today, and he will be washed early." ”
Chen Bosheng glanced at the small room, and sure enough, as Wang Weijin said, there were some winter clothes packed in cardboard boxes and stacked thick quilts on the wall.
The room is very clean and tidy, and the futon also exudes the smell of the sun after the sun, and the thin layer can be seen to be soft and comfortable.
Chen Bosheng looked around the room and imagined seventeen-year-old Jian Jia sitting at his desk biting the barrel of his pen and writing down those difficult mathematical formulas.
At that time, the moon hanging high in the night sky miraculously rushed towards him at this moment.
Then, firmly grasped by him in the palm of his hand.
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Jian Jia didn't sleep very well during this nap.
Drinking too much is one thing, probably back to the old room of the third year of high school, some dusty memories in the bottom of the heart have also opened the floodgates, and in the two hours of light sleep, everything that summer has gone through in his dreams.
Jian Jia dreamed of Jian Zhengnan.
Since Jian Zhengnan lived with that woman, Jian Jia hadn't dreamed of him for many years. It was as if he had jumped out of a crack in the stone, and if he didn't think about it, he would have forgotten that he once had a happy home.
In Jian Jia's impression, Jian Zhengnan has always been a docile and introverted man, with little ability, but he is better than being intimate and handsome, which is pleasing to the eye.
Ren Shuhe should be strong, do things one thing at a time, be resolute, and have big ideas for everything in the family, which proves that Nan has always been obedient to his wife, and is willing to be an ivy that clings to his wife.
He has no source of income, no ability to work, no social networking, and is preoccupied with taking care of his family and wife.
So when Ren Shuhe had an accident, Jian Zhennan's whole person collapsed, and it was only a matter of a second from the clouds to the quagmire.
Jian Zhengnan didn't run away with other women at the beginning.
During the time when the accident just happened, he was responsible for arranging Ren Shuhe's funeral and taking care of Jian Jia.
For a man who is accustomed to living a comfortable life, this suffering day is more difficult than a year, and every time he is asked to make an idea, he is forced to choose like holding a knife to his neck.
Although Jian Jia was in pain at that time, she did not completely give up on herself.
always thinks that he still has a father, and only by living well with Jian Zhengnan can Ren Shuhe go with peace of mind.
Until one day, Jian Zhengnan came home trembling and smoked one cigarette after another in the living room.
He had never smoked before, and after Jian Jia saw it, he asked, "Dad, what's wrong?" ”
"Aibao." Jian Zhengnan trembled: "You read more than your father, you look on your mobile phone to see if there are any cheap houses for rent here in Yunjing." ”
Jian Jia subconsciously sensed that something was wrong and muttered, "Why rent a house?" ”
"Something happened to Dad, and he may have to sell our house." Jian Zhengnan squeezed out a smile, which was more ugly than crying: "Don't worry, just put it in someone else's hands for a while, and when Dad makes money, he will buy it back immediately." ”
Jian Jia felt that her heart was half cold.
Asked word by word, each word seemed to be squeezed out of his mouth: "...... Something happened, you tell the truth, don't lie to me. ”
"I, I. My friend took me to play cards a few times, saying that I could make a lot of money, so I went. Then the luck is a little bad......" Jian Zhengnan explained to him, and hurriedly: "Aibao, at the beginning, Dad really made money, and won several times, but he lost only a few times because of his bad luck!" You believe Dad, the house is only temporarily mortgaged to them, I will definitely win it back, I will definitely be able to support you. ”
"You gamble." Jian Jia's face was pale without a trace of blood: "Are you crazy that you go to gamble?!" Are you crazy? Are you crazy! I have my own hands and feet to make money, did I let you gamble to support me?! ”
He said almost hysterically at the end: "Did I let you go gambling to support me?!" Yes?! Are you crazy! Are you crazy?! ”
"Aibao, Aibao." Jian Zhengnan knelt down with tears streaming down his face: "Dad knows it's wrong, but Dad really wants to make money, I don't want our father and son to have a hard life in the future, Aibao, you forgive Dad, just forgive this time, this is the last time." ”
It turns out that forgiveness is useless.
It is useless to kneel and beg for mercy, gambling is a black hole of desire to fill dissatisfaction, it is the devil.
First the house, then the car.
After the car is gone, it is a credit loan and a loan shark.
The more you gamble, the bigger you go, the more debts you owe.
Until one day, the debt collector came to Jian Jia's school and blocked him at the school gate to ask for debts, which was almost known to everyone. In the end, the matter was resolved with the help of the police and the teachers and the principal.
The debt collector snorted and scolded his family for not paying his debts.
The son of the stinky old man is also a fucking shameless little thing.
But only Jian Jia knew that the surprised and shocked eyes of his classmates fell on him that day, almost like a knife.
It was also from that day that his self-esteem seemed to be trampled on the ground, shattered into pieces, and could never be picked up again.
Later, Jian Jia took a leave of absence.
Zhao Qin didn't know where he had gone at first, so she and Wang Weijin asked around.
I ran all over the large and small schools in Yunjing, and even went to find some boarding houses. However, Jian Jia seemed to have evaporated out of thin air, and there was no news.
When I saw Jian Jia again, it was already the summer of the second year.
Wang Weijin still remembers that on a gloomy thunderstorm day, Zhao Qin had just come back from school, made three dishes and one soup at home, and did not forget to continue to ask his colleagues about Jian Jia's recent situation.
That's when there was a knock on the door of the room.
Zhao Qin went to open the door, Wang Wei was inconvenient to enter his legs, so he sat on the stool in the living room, and through the open door, he saw Jian Jia who was almost soaked.
Wang Weijin was surprised for several seconds.
Zhao Qin likes Jian Jia's child and often mentions him at home.
Wang Weijin also knows Jian Jia, the son of the mayor's family, a young student with a bright future and excellent spirit.
He had seen the seemingly never-ending smile on Jian Jia's face, as dazzling as the morning sun.
But I haven't seen this child's embarrassed appearance, the sky is swaggering, he stands at the door with his eyelashes down, his excessively long bangs covering his eyes, like a puppy abandoned by the world, and it will be broken in the next second.
Zhao Qin was startled and said softly, "Jian Jia, what's the matter?" Come on, come on, come in and talk to the teacher. ”
Jian Jia stood at the door, her voice lower than hers, and she was weak: "Teacher Zhao, you said before that I can come to you if I have difficulties." ”
It's like it's extreme, it's hard to speak.
Jian Jia's head lowered and lowered, as if he had sunk into the dust.
"Teacher Zhao, I can." The young man's voice choked, and his arm wiped his cheek: "Can I stay at your house for a while?" ”
"I don't have a home anymore," he said. ”
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To this day, remembering that afternoon, Wang Weijin still remembers it vividly.
Jian Jia had already fallen asleep in bed, and it could be seen that during the time she lived with Chen Bosheng, she was well taken care of, and her cheeks were a little baby fat.
He was quiet when he slept, only his eyelashes fluttered slightly.
It means that he didn't encounter anything good in his dreams.
"Aibao, this kid, hey." Wang Weijin covered him with a quilt: "It's just too sensible, you said well, why did such a big thing happen at home." ”
"It happened to be in his third year of high school, if it wasn't for the ...... later," Wang Weijin didn't finish speaking, and sighed: "Fortunately, he figured it out and went to repeat it later." Now that I'm finally getting better, I have a job and my debts have been paid off, and I want to see him get married and have someone to take care of him in the future. I can close my eyes and feel at ease. ”
Chen Bosheng whispered "um".
There was no more sound in the room.
Wang Weijin patted his head and said, "Ouch, look at me." I'm just old and love to remember the past, and I say that there are yes and no. ”
"Ah Sheng, I think you are a good boy. You live with him now, Uncle Jin is a cheeky person, and he wants to trouble you to take care of him a little more. Aibao, don't look at him all day long and he doesn't seem to have anything to worry about, he just doesn't say anything, he hides everything in his heart, and feels that everything is over. ”
Wang Weijin continued: "If Aibao has anything in the future, you should take care of it a little more, and my uncle will apologize to you first." ”
"No, it won't." Chen Bosheng said: "He's fine. ”
He paused, repeated, as if to himself: "He's really good." ”
Jian Jia slept for two hours and woke up with pure thirst.
After a nightmare of the afternoon, I opened my eyes to see that a thick cumulonimbus cloud had accumulated outside the window, and the black pressure was stacked on top of each other.
The familiar aluminum alloy anti-theft window comes into view.
In a trance, Jian Jia felt as if she hadn't fully awakened from her dream, and was still stuck in the summer of her dream.
Until Chen Bosheng's voice came from the bedside: "Awake? ”
He seemed to have been dragged back to the world, and nodded confusedly: "Hmm." ”
"Senior brother, how long have I been asleep?" Jian Jia sat up, and her head still hurt a little after drinking too much. However, after a good night's sleep, the brain is much clearer, and the drunkenness disappears without a trace.
So I remembered that a few hours ago, I went crazy on the rooftop with the strength of wine, and asked Chen Bosheng a question that was almost equivalent to a confession.
Shame and embarrassment, as well as remorse, welled up in my heart at the same time.
…… Exercise. It's better to drink the fragments directly!
"Two hours." Chen Bosheng gave him the glucose water mixed in front of the table: "Drink this when you are thirsty." ”
Jian Jia held it with both hands, suppressed the extreme embarrassment in his heart, and prepared to pretend that nothing happened: "Thank you, senior brother." ”
"Hmm." Chen Bosheng sat on the chair in front of the desk, staring at him casually.
Obviously, he was also sitting, but Chen Bosheng still had the advantage of height.
It looks a few centimeters higher than his line of sight, and when staring at him, there is an inexplicable sense of scrutiny.