Jian Jia didn't notice anything about him, he glanced sideways at the hall next door, and the wedding banquet was also being held.

Jian Jia seemed to murmur a little: "You are getting married today?" ”

Chapter 78: Memories

The wedding hall was full of people, many of whom came up from the elevator and walked towards the door of the guest registration office.

Passing by the door, he frequently cast his gaze over, looking at this father and son, who were somewhat similar in appearance.

Jian Jia's eyes fell on the floor-to-ceiling display shelf at the door, and there were wedding photos of Jian Zhengnan and Jiang Mei.

He actually prepared for the two to get married very early, and if they didn't get married before, most of them couldn't get over the face. Less than a year after Ren Shuhe left, Jian Zhengnan lived in Xiao San's house, and many people knew about it.

But when this day really came, Jian Jia's heart was not as calm as she imagined.

The phone buzzed and vibrated a little.

Jian Jia subconsciously glanced at it, it was a WeChat message from Chen Bosheng.

The "Brother Treasure" character he deceived him before has now become a stalk between the two.

[Go home early]

Jian Jia was stunned for a moment, and her nerves suddenly relaxed.

Yes, in the face of Jian Zhengnan's remarriage.

He also didn't have the hysteria he imagined.

Because the world is in tatters, puppies will sew and mend.

Jian Zhengnan felt Jian Jia's relaxation in an instant, and those words that were originally difficult to speak, he tentatively said carefully: "There are many people here, so it's inconvenient to speak." Dad and you'll go to the café next door, okay? ”

"No, you don't." Jian Jia spoke: "Aren't you the groom, aren't you busy today?" ”

"Aibao...... Father. Jian Zhengnan spoke: "Dad just wants to say two words to you, just a few words, okay?" ”

Jian Jia looked at Jian Zhengnan, and suddenly didn't know what he was trying to do.

Jiang Mei walked out of the wedding banquet hall and saw Jian Jia's face change.

Jian Zhengnan explained: "I just have to say a few words to him. ”

"Hurry up." Jiang Mei said: "Everyone at the wedding banquet is waiting." ”

Jian Zhengnan looked at Jian Jia pleadingly: "Aibao, it only takes five minutes." ”

Jian Jia actually wanted to leave, but now, he didn't know what else he could say to Jian Zhengnan.

He should have hated him, but he hated him for too long, and hated him until he was tired and grew up. He felt that to Jian Zhengnan, even if he hated him, he was wasting his emotions and wasting his time.

Jian Zhengnan didn't force Jian Jia to go to the café with him, and the two walked a few steps to the side and came to a quiet corner.

After hesitating for a long time, Jian Zhengnan spoke: "Aibao, after so many years, Dad is sorry for you." ”

At this moment, Jian Jia's emotions were still out of control for a moment.

The growth and maturity he thought might not have been completely enough to be able to face Jian Zhengnan calmly. His heart is a concrete floor that has not dried, and the psychiatrist carefully avoids it, and his once dearest family members can step heavily on the softest place.

"Do you think it's useful to tell me I'm sorry? Are you sorry for my first time? Who are you worthy of? Do you have a word of truth in your mouth?! I don't understand why you're talking to me that I'm leaving? What do you want to talk to me about? Talking about your new family? Talk about how happy you are now? Talking about me growing up, and then the previous things can be in the history books, right? What do you want? Want me to forgive you? ”

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry." Jian Zhengnan's tears soaked his eyes: "I'm sorry, son. I didn't want you to forgive me, I just didn't want you to hate me. ”

"I ......," Jian Zhengnan muttered, "I was a bastard at the time, and I did something wrong." I just want Jiang Mei to accept you and give you a new family. But I thought so well, I didn't think Jiang Mei would come to you alone...... Dad was in too much pain at that time, and he just wanted to get out of the situation as soon as possible. Your mom...... I'm sorry for your mother......"

"Don't mention my mother!" Jian Jia raised her voice sharply.

"I'm sorry, okay, Dad didn't mention it." Jian Zhengnan hurriedly stopped the topic: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry." ”

"Do you think I can stop hating you?" Jian Jia's eyes instantly turned red, "When you were with Jiang Mei, did you think about me?" Have you ever thought you have a son? ”

"Yes." Jian Jia said calmly: "You want me to understand you, I can understand." I understand that before you become a father, you are yourself first, you are free, you are your own. You want to remarry, you think about yourself, I have no opinion. ”

"Then I ask you to understand my freedom." Jian Jia said: "I will hate you." It was you who left me with no relatives in this world. ”

His tears rolled down, and he didn't hit the ground directly, looking at him deadly: "I will hate you forever." ”

Jian Jia sometimes wondered if he should hate Jiang Mei or Jian Xingyang.

In fact, he was more bored in the face of those two people. He only hated Jian Zhengnan, because he used to worship his father so much.

When he was babbling, he sat on his father's shoulder as if he were sitting on a mountain, and he could reach out and touch the sky.

The mountain in his heart became flat.

Is the world a bit worse?

No, it's that he's grown up and can see the bad side of the world.

At this moment, Jian Zhengnan's throat was so blocked that he couldn't say anything.

He blinked, covered his face and cried silently. His shoulders slumped, and he suddenly looked like he was ten years older.

Jian Jia stopped looking at him, wiped her tears, wiped her face indiscriminately, and said to him: "Don't contact me in the future, I will treat myself as an orphan." ”

He glanced at his phone, turned his back on Jian Zhengnan and left, leaving only the other party's back.

The wedding banquet door on the other side of Fang Tian noticed him and called his name, but Jian Jia didn't hear it.

When he hurriedly got off the elevator, all that flashed was his red eyes and extremely wrong emotions.

Jian Jia knew that after today, he would probably never meet Jian Zhengnan again.

He did have a new family, a new wife and a son.

He rushed to a new life, as if he only left Jian Jia in place.

Jian Jia had never been so strongly aware of it at that moment.

He has no home, and the last of his relatives in this world is gone.

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Jian Jia thought that he would hide in the car and cry, but he recovered faster than he thought.

It seems that the moment he left Jian Zhengnan, his depressed mood recovered a lot.

After thinking about it carefully, it seems that it is no different from my own life in the past few years.

He hasn't contacted Jian Zhengnan for a few years, and he is still alive and well.

It's just that I touched the scene today and didn't control my emotions.

Man is actually a creature with a strong ability to resist stress.

Sometimes I feel that my emotions have reached the limit, and as a result, I can resist the first antibody with some pressure, and it seems that I can hold on for a few more days.

Jian Jia also habitually adjusts her mood.

In order to briefly prove the emotional internal friction of the south, it is really not worth it.

He originally wanted to drive back to Yonggu Lane, but he felt that he was in this state and a bad mood brought Chen Bosheng.

He was a little upset.

Ben was spinning around on the ring road, Jian Jia had no purpose, and he drove wherever he went.

Probably a subconscious hint, unconsciously, Jian Jia drove the car to No. 8 Huancheng Road.

This area is the last old town that has not been demolished on the ring road.

The fifteen-year-old neighborhood stands in rows, and the red brick walls were still popular when they were built, but now they are covered with ivy and look a little outdated.

This is where he used to be.

Huancheng Road Garden Community is a comprehensive community with a mix of ordinary residential buildings and townhouses.

Jian Jia used to live in Townhouse 8, which is a small three-storey building.

The car was parked outside the courtyard of Building 8, and Jian Jia got out of the car and leaned against the car to look at the building.

The house is still the old house, and the people have been replaced by new people.

The lights were on in the villa, and when you looked up, there were many people on the balcony on the second floor. It used to be Ren Shuhe's room, and she often worked at the desk in front of the window.

The window was closed, and Jian Jia unconsciously breathed a sigh of relief.

Ren Shuhe has a bad habit.

When I am alone at home, I always like to open the window for ventilation. There are so many things that I forget to close the window from time to time. The murderer climbed into the room through the window on the first floor, and I don't know how long he hid in the closet on the second floor.

When Jian Jia thought of these old things, her tears fell uncontrollably.

With no one around, he cried even more violently, covering his face and sobbing, his voice extremely muffled.

He thought that his tears had been wiped away in the year he learned of Ren Shuhe's death.

As a result, it is still painful to think of her now. The death of a loved one is not a sudden rainstorm, but a never-ending return to the south of the sky. The damp mist would eat away at the heart little by little, and every day after losing her was a new day that I couldn't let go.

He really missed her.

Every minute and every second.

Jian Jia didn't know how long she had been standing at No. 8 Huancheng Road.

Until nightfall, the surroundings were quiet. The street lights in the old neighborhood were dim, and almost all of his people and cars were swallowed up by the night, as if they were going to disappear with the night.

When the sky began to fall with light snow, Jian Jia came back to his senses.

He opened the car door and was about to take a look at the time, only to find that his phone was turned off.

Jian Jia's mobile phone doesn't know what's wrong with it recently, and it will automatically shut down when the weather is cold. Sometimes when the screen is off, he doesn't even know if the phone is on standby or self-contained.

After stuffing her clothes pockets for a while, Jian Jia restarted her phone.

It's okay if you don't turn it on, as soon as you turn it on, Fang Tian's phone called.

Jian Jia picked it up, and Fang Tian's high decibel sounded in the earpiece: "Jian Jia!! Where did you go??? ”

Jian Jia was stunned: "What's wrong?" Do I drive around? ”

Fang Tian: "Fuck, where did you go, do you know that your senior brother is looking for you crazy??" The whole Cloud Kyoto is about to be turned over by him??? What are you doing with your phone turned off? ”