Children are easy to get sleepy after drinking milk, and the 60 ml milk has not yet bottomed out, so Yu Lan can't drink it, and falls asleep with a pacifier in his small mouth.

Occasionally, Yu Lan moved his body, pulled his arm, and felt a faint pain in the place where he had been vaccinated.

In his sleep, his mouth was deflated, and he looked aggrieved and pitiful.

Lan Lan is sensitive to pain, and the slightest pain will make him afraid. Do you remember when Lan Lan cried because of the robot? He had always been afraid of these toys. Yu Yue tried to sit next to Bo Jingshi, "When Lan Lan was younger, he liked to hold a doll and gnaw, and once he held a robot to gnaw, his mouth hit and he cried for a long time. ”

"From this time on, he was very afraid of toys such as robots, he thought that these toys would cause pain, and he was very afraid of pain." Yu Yue said, "He is very timid, he is easily hurt, and he is also easily left with psychological trauma. ”

"But Lan Lan can't speak, he can only cry when he hurts, and only when he cries can we know that he is afraid, and we know how to protect him." When Yu Yue looked at Bo Jingshi, she meant something, "When you are quiet, you are too." ”

"If you are wronged, tell your mother, don't hide the grievances in your heart."

The lounge was silent, and Yu Yue said a lot of bitter words, which didn't seem to impress Bo Jingshi.

He looked down intently at Yu Lan's sleeping face, as if nothing could distract him.

Bo Ningxin looked like she had a headache, she never knew how to communicate with her son. Suddenly, Yu Yue said: "Lan Lan is panda blood, do you know panda blood?" This is a very rare blood type, and if the injury bleeds, the situation can be terrible. ”

"You're not going to hurt your brother, are you?"

Bo Jingshi raised his head, his eyes were serious and determined: "I will protect him." ”

Yu Yue was slightly stunned.

She said hurt, but Bo Jingshi replied to protect.

Next, Yu Yue and Bo Ningxin prepared to go to the hospital again, this time to see a psychiatrist.

She said this matter casually, adults will always encounter all kinds of troubles, and seeing a psychiatrist is not a shameful thing, but a tool to maintain mental health.

When asked if Bo Jing wanted to be with him by the way, he actually agreed!

It's just that Bo Jing has a condition, he wants to go in with Yu Lan.

This is not the first time Dr. Liu has met Bo Jing, but it is the first time he has actually "met" Bo Jing.

She came to Bo's house countless times, said all the good things to shorten the distance, and she used all the methods she could use with her experience, but this little cool brother never gave a good face and always refused to cooperate.

Dr. Liu said gently, "The weather is so nice today, what do you think?" Speaking of which, we haven't seen each other in a long time. ”

Bo Jingshi ignored her, but focused on playing with the little baby in his arms.

Yu Lan sat on his lap, stretched out his little hand and hummed, he occasionally replied with a few "um", then pinched Yu Lan's little hand, and even took the initiative to bow his head and shout "baby".

Dr. Lau was amazed.

Needless to say, her professionalism is a rare stubble in her career, and she is thoughtful when she looks at the warm scene of the brothers in front of her.

Dr. Lau changed tactics: "Is this your brother?" So cute, I've never seen such a cute child. ”

The little cool brother who had been ignoring her suddenly looked up at her, and then continued to bow his head and said "um" quite approvingly.

The appreciative gaze seemed to say...... You're a bit of an eyer.

Bo Jingshi stayed in the consultation room for a while, and when he came out, Yu Lan, who was in his arms, was already asleep.

With the movement of opening and closing the door, the little baby lying on his shoulder rubbed his eyes sleepily, changed his position and lay on his shoulder, and continued to sleep.

Bo Ning anxiously said to Dr. Liu, "How is it?" Did he say anything? ”

Dr. Liu was a little helpless: "He has indeed changed a lot, but only for the little baby in his arms. It was only when I asked questions about the baby that he would take me a little and say a few words. At first, I tried to start in the direction of the baby, but it didn't take long for the baby to fall asleep and I wanted to talk, and he gave me an impatient look and motioned for me to shut up. ”

"Then he's concentrating on putting the baby to sleep."

Bo Ningxin: "......"

"He accidentally rolled up his sleeve when he was holding the baby, I saw a scar on his arm, it looks like it's been some time, did he accidentally get it?" Dr. Liu paused, "There are a few scars that look like they have been burned by cigarette butts. ”

Scar? Bo Ningxin was stunned for a moment: "No wonder he never refuses to wear short sleeves, some time ago, the weather was so hot, he was wearing a turtleneck." ”

Many servants thoughtfully sent short sleeves and persuaded Bo Jingshi to change to short sleeves, but instead of appreciating Bo Jingshi, Bo Jingshi insisted on going his own way, which deepened their bad impression of Bo Jingshi.

Smoke scars?

Bo Jingshi came to City A for half a year, and no one in the Bo family smoked, and the results were obvious. This is in Jingzhou.

You have these scars on your arms alone, but how many are on your body?

Bo Ningxin couldn't imagine it.

"Master Bo's IQ is much higher than that of a normal person, he is withdrawn, has an amazing memory, and has obvious speech disorders, which is very consistent with the symptoms of high-functioning autism." "It's not that he doesn't want to communicate with others, it's that he doesn't know how to communicate with others. There have been many geniuses throughout history who have autistic traits, gifted in some areas and stunted in others. They have their own world and don't need to rely on the outside world to gain recognition, which may be why they show apathy. ”

"There are few interests and hobbies, and I am paranoid about certain things. You can also understand that you are too focused on one thing to be distracted. "Now, he should be in this state." ”

*

Their dinner was settled in the restaurant, and during the serving, Bo Jingshi took the initiative to make milk powder for Yu Lan.

He is indeed very smart and a quick learner.

He has only soaked milk powder once, and his movements are extremely proficient.

Bo Jingshi was not satisfied with letting Yu Lan sit in the children's high chair to drink milk, he must hold Yu Lan on his lap and fry, and pinch Yu Lan's upturned little feet while feeding.

Focused, serious, unable to be distracted.

After returning home after dinner, Bo Jingshi did not go back to the room immediately, but robbed Aunt Chen's job and checked Yu Lan's diapers.

During this time outside, the diapers were almost full.

Bo Jing went to the toilet to get warm water, took a few clean towels, and helped Yu Lan wipe her ass very seriously, and immediately replaced Yu Lan with a new diaper.

After finishing his work, he wiped the sweat from his forehead, and before leaving, he reluctantly pinched Yu Lan's little feet, like saying goodbye, and turned around to go back to the room.

"Quiet—" Bo Ningxin called out to him. She said, "You...... Want to go back to Gyeongju? ”

Bo quietly turned his head suddenly.

The day still came.

He had long known that he would not be in City A for long, and that sooner or later he would be sent back to Jingzhou and kicked around like a ball.

Seeing his son's guarded and indifferent expression, Bo Ningxin didn't know what to say.

She is not good at sensational pictures by nature, and she really doesn't have much love for Bo Jingshi, but her responsibility makes her unable to let Bo Jingshi go.

She sighed, squatted down in front of Bo Jingshi, and reached out to touch his head, "If you don't go back, okay?" After that, they all lived at home. Grow up well with Lan Lan and be happy. Mom is really not very good at taking care of children...... But you can try to trust me. I'm not that good, but I shouldn't be that bad. ”

"Do you want to stay and sleep with Lan Lan tonight? Aunt Yu is leaving tomorrow, just to familiarize Lan Lan with what it's like to sleep with you. ”

"Next, you can also sleep with Lan Lan every day."

Bo Jingshi's eyes flickered and struggled.

In the end, he couldn't resist the temptation.

After taking a shower, Yu Lan was full of energy, just changed his diaper, and couldn't wait to crawl around on the bed, his movements were flexible and fast, and laughter filled his whole face.

When he was tired of playing, Yu Lan lazily leaned on the pillow, as if he was on a beach vacation, and his little feet were in the air, kicking and kicking.

Bo Ningxin couldn't help but say: "It's so lively, I'm still kicking my feet now." ”

"Lan Lan likes this when he's happy," Yu Yue pinched Yu Lan's feet, Yu Lan thought that he was playing with him, and he was even happier, "At this time, you have to be careful, he has a lot of strength to kick his legs, I was kicked by him before, and it hurts a lot." ”

A small baby looks small, but it has a lot of strength.

Bo Jingshi looked at this delicate face and thought, what if it was such a cute baby, what if it was kicked?

The laughter in the ears is endless, and the atmosphere is joyful and eager. This was not the case with the Bo family in the past.

At least from the day when the light was quiet, not so.

Everyone in the Bo family was afraid of neglecting Bo Jingshi, knowing that Bo Jingshi might have mental problems, so he was careful in many places.

For a long time, the Bo family was lifeless, and even used angry voices to communicate, for fear that the noise would pierce his "sensitive" nerves and make him go crazy again.

The day Yu Lan came was extraordinary.

The Bo family laughed and laughed that day, the baby's laughter was crisp and loud, and the sound of natural healing made Bo Jingshi, who should have taken a nap, unable to fall asleep for a long time.

He looked at the ceiling and listened for a long time.

He set his gaze on the tightly drawn curtains.

It's a contradiction that the bedroom is brightly lit, but it doesn't like to open the window when it's quiet.

The place where he used to live was always dark and damp, with no sunlight, and the air was as rotten and cold as he was, but now that the environment is better, he should be happy.

But when he opened the curtains and felt the sun, he felt dazzling and deep fear.

It's like a rat that is used to the dark, but suddenly gets hit by a flashlight and runs away.

Maybe it's the poor sound insulation, or maybe the little baby in the garden is smiling too happily and too happily.

Bo Jingshi still got out of bed, opened a small curtain like a bad thing, and peeked into other people's happy lives.

The baby is surrounded by flowers, bathed in the spring breeze and sunshine, and under the sunset, his eyes seem to be filled with the sea.

The moment Bo Jingshi saw him, it was brilliant everywhere.

……

Originally, Bo Ningxin and Yu Yue were ready to let Yu Lan sleep in the splicing bed, mainly because they were afraid that Bo Jing would press Yu Lan.

But unconsciously, Yu Lan had nestled into Bo Jingshi's arms slimy, and Bo Jingshi also hugged him tightly, and gently patted his back with his other hand to put him to sleep.

Anyone who sees it is a picture of brotherly love, and they can't bear to destroy it, so be it.

Bo Jingshi is not a family lover, because he has no home. A place to provide a place to live cannot be called a home, not a relative's grocery room, a basement, or an attic.

And now he has a wonderful sense of belonging.

The hot little body was held in his arms, and the satisfaction was really indescribable.

The moment I hugged Yu Lan, it seemed that I had the whole world.

Bo Jing hugged Yu Lan and let Yu Lan stick to him closer.

The little baby was afraid of the heat, and hummed dissatisfiedly, but finally resigned herself to his arms.

He touched Yu Lan's back soothingly, buried his head in Yu Lan's neck, and sucked the milk powder on Yu Lan's body.

Clean, pure, warm.

Occasionally, Bo Jing would hear the maid chatting at the door of the room, and he always thought that Yu Lan would leave soon, but Yu Lan not only wouldn't leave, but he could stay.

They can be together for a long time.

It may be that today is too beautiful, and Bo Jing dreams of many things from the past.

Bo Jingshi's father never cared about him.

Only occasionally when Bo Ningxin wanted to video with him, his father would change his face, change into good clothes to cover the possible wounds on his body, and sternly order him to behave well.

There are many sources of his wounds, which may be burned by the male tutor hired by his father with cigarette butts, or the male nanny may not be used to the bad temper of the employer and vent on him.

After that, Bo Ningxin became more and more busy, and his father found that he could not play a role in saving his wife.

Bo Jingshi was left in the compound, and his father gave him a sum of money to ask relatives to help take care of him.

Knowing that he was not taken seriously, his relatives were also very lazy, and randomly cleared out the dusty grocery room, the damp basement, and the attic full of bugs...... "room" was very dark and dark, even if the lights were turned on, it was very dark, there were no windows, no temperature, only rats and insects rampant inside.

He rarely goes out of the room, no one likes him, no one welcomes him.

He often lies in a cold, dark room, like a rat hiding in a sewer.

For a long time, he couldn't tell the difference between hot and cold and the four seasons, and there was no difference between spring, summer, autumn and winter for him.

But there will still be people who come to the neighborhood to taunt him and provoke him.

- I don't want him anymore, his father left him to fend for himself, and he still comes to rub my family's food every day!

- He used to live in my house, so I didn't like him. I told my parents that he stole from me, and my parents wouldn't let him live in my house.

- Why hasn't this day come yet? I really don't want to see him anymore. Or when the is coming to pick him up?

- His mother didn't want him for a long time, just like his dad.

- What a pitiful wretch, a poor creature that no one wants, no one likes.

The door opened, and Bo Jingshi looked at a group of children with a blank face, and then beat them up.

Many people think that children are innocent and innocent, but in fact, children at this age do not understand anything, and their malice is more pure and undisguised, and lies come out of their mouths, without empathy and guilt.

All the relatives said that they couldn't control him, the white-eyed wolf, and the grandmother of the Buddha in the family couldn't stand it, so they decided to take him in for the time being.

But Bo Jingshi knew that sooner or later he would be "driven away".

Bo Jing had a lot of nightmares, his whole body was cold and shivering, and his chest seemed to be crushed by a boulder, and he couldn't breathe.

He opened his eyes suddenly, took a big breath, and realized that there was a warm little body in his arms.

Yu Lan leaned over in a daze, got into Bo Jingshi's arms, whined, obviously sleepy, and clumsily stretched out his little hand to help Bo Jingshi wipe his tears.

After that, he patted Bo Jingshi's chest like a little adult, and screamed, obviously sleepy and spitting bubbles, obviously still so young, he already knew how to comfort people.

Bo Jing was stunned for a moment, and his chest shook violently, dissolving the warm current that filled his whole body, helping him drive away all negative emotions.

Many people say that he is a problem teenager, but he does not refute it, he really does not feel much joy, anger, sorrow and emotion. But at this moment, he knew that it was not.

It turns out that people have temperature.

Bo Jingshi gently held Yu Lan's hand, hugged Yu Lan tightly in his arms, and rubbed the tip of Yu Lan's nose silently and slightly.

Yu Lan's eyelids were trembling so sleepily that he tried to open his eyes wide, and shouted in a daze: "Gege? ”

Then he twisted his ass and slipped into Bo Jingshi's arms.

……

The next day, Yu Yue told Bo Ningxin about it.

She has poor sleep quality, shallow sleep, and is easily woken up by small movements.

There wasn't much time for Yu Yue, she had to put herself into work immediately, and after admonishing Bo Ningxin again, she came to Bo Jingshi.

"Jingshi, you are a good boy, and you are also very smart. It doesn't matter what kind of person your father is, but your mother is different from him, different from them. She's a nice person. Yu Yue said, "I heard Ningxin say that you were born in winter, and you also came to City A in winter. Now spring is coming to an end, but—"

"Spring is over, and we can still meet the next spring."