Early spring was rainy, and the dark sky outside the window was shrouded in damp mist.

When Qin Yan entered the bedroom on crutches, Yun Ye had just drunk a bowl of bitter medicinal soup. Looking back at her husband, the man's pale face was flushed with drunkenness in the light.

He knew that it must be the affected part of Qin Yan's stump that was in severe pain again, so he would use alcohol to paralyze his nerves.

For more than a year since she got married, every rainy day, Qin Yan's life has not been easy. Listening to the housekeeper Uncle Lin, Qin Yan's phantom pain is a relatively strong kind, and he has not taken painkillers after amputation.

Yun Ye brought a warm water bag, trying to relieve his pain with a hot compress. Considering Qin Yan's self-esteem, he never dared to take the initiative to touch his affected area, so he only handed it to him.

Qin Yan leaned back on the sofa, the collar of his shirt was loose, revealing his amazingly thin collarbones.

When he raised his hand to straighten his clothes, the black watch on his wrist was faintly visible, and the gray elements in this bedroom were the same, and the whole person was cold.

With his eyes closed, he said to Yun Ye in a dumb voice, "You can help me." ”

Yun Ye whispered, gently rolling up the man's empty trousers.

Qin Yan's right leg only has a short section left, and he can't even do a prosthesis. Of course, Yun Ye had seen his stump, but it was not enough to erase every distress he had seen after that.

The hot water bottle was applied to the stump, Yun Ye raised his head, saw that his brows were tightly locked, as if he was trying to restrain the pain, and hesitated: "Do you need me to help you get painkillers?" ”

After a few seconds, Qin Yan opened his eyes, looking at him with a somewhat confused gaze.

This man has a pair of very affectionate eyes, and when he focuses on who he is staring at, it will give people the illusion of spying on love.

Yun Ye never dared to look at him, straightened up slightly, and was about to help him pour water, when Qin Yan suddenly stretched out his long arm and grabbed him over.

At that moment, the heartbeat seemed to miss a beat.

"Your hands are so cold." Qin Yan muttered and slid into his fingers, "Help you cover it." ”

Yun Ye simply thought that he just wanted to warm his hands, but the next second, Qin Yan closed his eyes and slowly leaned towards him.

The moment Qin Yan's lips touched him, Yun Ye heard a deafening sound from his chest.

Since they got married, he has only kissed his forehead, all with restraint and a sense of proportion. Never like at this time, the tip of the tongue broke through his teeth, poked in strongly, and robbed him of all his oxygen.

It was so close that he could smell the cold pine smell on his body, and he could feel the burning heat and heavy breathing between the wings of his nose.

The gentle man has shed his shell and has no scruples.

Yun Ye had no experience in kissing, and he was forced to bear all that he gave, and he couldn't even breathe, and his face was red, like a fish dying after going ashore. If it weren't for Qin Yan's palm around the back of his head, he might have fallen down at any time.

The craze in the room spread like a prairie fire......

Unknowingly, Yun Ye ripped off a button on Qin Yan's shirt.

His hands rested on his waist and wandered unconsciously.

"Do you like me kissing you like this?" A hoarse tone spilled out of the man's throat, tearing out a bit of lingering in the night.

He smelled of wine on his body, his neckline was torn messily by him, and the corners of his lips were hooked with a careless arc, which was very Sven scum.

Yun Ye's red face was the best answer, and his heartbeat was so fast that it tended to be unbalanced.

Qin Yan's kissing skills are not very good, but that kind of fearless recklessness is the most deeply rooted in the hearts of the people.

Under the light, Yun Ye saw his amorous eyes staring at him kissing, as if he was unwilling to let go of any subtle expression on his face.

Yun Ye's withered heart suddenly came to life.

But how cool it is to fly to the clouds, how ruthless it is when it falls.

When he was teased to the top, Qin Yan suddenly pushed him away.

Then, he threw up his crutches and rushed into the bathroom with a somewhat embarrassed figure.

Yun Ye sat on the sofa in a daze, in a trance for a few seconds, recalling that he touched the fleeting feeling like a dream, and the fog gradually floated in front of his eyes.

It turned out that he was not wrong.

The reason why Qin Yan didn't touch him all the time was probably because his physiological organs were also injured, and he could only last for a short time, not like a normal man.

Thinking of this, a suffocating pain came from Yun Ye's heart.

He couldn't imagine how a man like Qin Yan, who had lived a chic and unruly life, would face his embarrassing situation now.

There is a room in this big villa, which was specially set aside by Qin Yan to display the countless honors he has received.

Yun Ye inadvertently broke into it once, and in the transparent window, the golden medals and crystal trophies were dazzling, symbolizing Qin Yan's youthful blood.

He loves racing so much, but because of racing, he harmed the rest of his life, and he doesn't know what it feels like in his heart.

-

Regarding that night, Yun Ye and Qin Yan tacitly never mentioned it, and still respected each other as usual, and got along with each other plainly and harmoniously.

A kiss didn't change their relationship at all, and I don't know if Yun Ye was sensitive, but he felt that Qin Yan's attitude towards him was even more indifferent.

For a passive character, the positive sense of energy is provided by the other party, but if he perceives the slightest negative emotion of the other party, he will immediately transform into a national first-class retreating player on the spot.

Yun Ye's physical condition has not been very good in recent days, Qin Yan asked him to stay in the villa to recuperate, he obeyed his arrangement, and his daily routine was to do some manual work to cultivate his body and mind.

Life is still relatively comfortable, in addition to frequent heartache and cough, he has to hang up needles every day, and his adoptive parents come to him every once in a while.

Every time, in the name of visiting, they came to Yunye to solve the company's troubles. After supporting their biological son to ascend to the throne, they kicked Yun Ye's adopted son away, lest he would care about the interests of the company and threaten the status of his biological son.

However, his biological son is not the material for business at all, and a good company is a mess by him, and he runs it in a miasma, always leaving a mess for his parents to solve.

The adoptive parents saw the importance of Yun Ye and wanted to invite him back to the company to be an "auxiliary minister", but Yun Ye refused, so they encountered a thorny problem, so they could only come to Yun Ye with a shy face, and carry out moral kidnapping and coercion under the guise of parenting.

Yun Ye understands that he has a fatal flaw, that is, he is too soft-hearted. Although he knew that his adoptive parents had never been sincere to him, after all, it seemed that they had been with their biological parents for many years, and he still had the heart to refuse their request.

It is understandable to love one's own son.

Anyway, it's just to help out behind the scenes, anyway, it's to repay their kindness......

Each time, he persuaded himself with such thoughts.

In the end, it's just a matter of balancing off the fact that you don't get their love.

-

On Yun Ye's thirty-third birthday, there was still a week before the second wedding anniversary of his and Qin Yan.

Qin Yan is on a business trip in Jincheng, and according to him, he will go for more than ten days this time and will come back next week.

After waking up from a nap.

Yun Ye picked up his phone, only the birthday wishes sent by his long-time friend Xie Jiayao, and the message list with Qin Yan was still stuck in an emoji that he had replied to before.

If her birthday is not remembered by her husband, she will inevitably be disappointed. But it's only four o'clock in the afternoon, maybe Qin Yan is busy now, and he will send it in the evening.

With such expectations, Yun Ye replied to Xie Jiayao.

[Just one happy birthday?] You're not sincere enough. ]

Xie Jiayao almost replied in seconds.

[What's the hurry, the gift is still halfway there.] ]

[Can you get there today?] ]

[You're married to Qin Yan, and you're still worried about me? ] Don't be shabby. ]

Yun Ye typed with a smile, his finger poked on the screen, and before he could click send, a call suddenly came in.

A smile froze at the corners of his lips.

Yun Ye had already guessed the purpose of his adoptive mother's call.

Last night, his younger brother Yun Jing called him to borrow money, and as soon as he opened his mouth, it was 30 million. He told Yunye that he had lost tens of millions of dollars in gambling abroad, resulting in a deficit in the company's account, and the funds could not be turned over for a while, so he could only come to him for emergency.

Yun Ye refused, saying that he didn't have that much money. At that time, Yun Jing slandered him for a while, and seeing that his attitude was unwavering, he could only give up temporarily.

Yun Ye knew that he would not give up easily, except for the way to come to him to ask for money, the Yun family could not have any other way.

After the phone was connected, the attitude of the adoptive mother Chu Siling was good at first, but later saw that Yun Ye did not let go, and her tone became more and more bad.

"If I hadn't picked you up next to the trash can, would you think you'd be alive today? Maybe they were torn apart and eaten by stray dogs. ”

"For so many years, you have eaten ours and drunk ours, a stinky boy from a poor family has been a young master for so long, and when he is gone, he also found you such a big tree as the Qin family, you are not a little grateful?"

"What are you asking you to marry Qin Yan for? Doesn't it just want you to be of some use in critical moments? Otherwise, what else can you do to our Yun family with your sick body now? ”

Although Yun Ye had long been accustomed to Chu Siling's swearing, he still felt very uncomfortable every time he heard it.

She was a man of a bad temper, who used to blame him at every turn, and who often roared loudly, and in her eyes his adopted son must be perfect, preferably like a marionette, at her mercy.

Before she knew that he was adopted, Chu Siling's words to Yun Ye were very similar - if I knew that you were so disobedient, it would be better to strangle you when I was born.

At that moment, Yun Ye really didn't understand.

He studied hard, worked hard, was admitted to a prestigious school, chose the major they liked, entered the company without graduation, and multiplied his performance several times, what else should he do to be truly obedient?

Suddenly, the heart contracted violently, and there was a crushing pain, and breathing became more and more rapid. Yun Ye had a premonition that something was wrong, and hurriedly went to the drawer to get the medicine.

His hands trembled like a sieve, and he opened the drawer with a shudder. However, in just a dozen seconds, his face was as pale as paper, and his lips began to turn purple.

And Chu Siling's angry voice was still ringing in her ears:

"If our Yun family can't overcome this difficulty, maybe they will go bankrupt, Yunye, are you just waiting for this day?"

"No wonder your own mother threw you away when she was born, maybe she will count you as a cold-blooded and ruthless wolf at that time! To put it mildly, a person like you who doesn't talk about family affection should have died a long time ago! ”

"If you really die one day, I won't shed a tear for you!"

Yun Ye's last consciousness stayed at Chu Siling's words.

The freshly unscrewed vial slipped limply from his palm, and the white pill spilled all over the ground.

His body fell on the bed, his hands hung down from the edge of the bed weakly, his heavy eyelids gradually closed, and his ears seemed to be echoing the phrase "I won't shed tears for you when I die".

The beautifully decorated bedroom was empty, and the warm afternoon sun shone through the gauze curtains, and the man half lying on the bed was fair-skinned, with thick and curly eyelashes, like a quiet prince asleep.

The sun set in just a few seconds, and when Qin Yan pushed the door and walked into the bedroom, the room seemed to be shrouded in a layer of mist.

He was also worried about waking up Yun Ye, so he moved lightly, until he saw the medicine spilled on the floor, his inky pupils suddenly constricted, and he rushed to the side of the bed with a cane.

When Yun Ye was taken into his arms, his body was still warm. Qin Yan didn't dare to call him, his fingers trembled and reached his nose, and the whole person seemed to have fallen into the embankment of a 10,000-year-old glacier at that moment.

His soul was out of his body, his fingertips almost stiff.

Yun Ye takes a nap at a fixed time every day, and he is not used to having someone to take care of him when he sleeps, so he is always alone in his room.

Why is this time in the first place?

After a moment's pause, Qin Yan called his friend Dr. Tang and asked him to come as quickly as possible.

However, in the end, there was no way back.

After hearing the words announcing Yun Ye's confirmed death from Doctor Tang's mouth, Qin Yan's only leg was so weak that he almost fell to his knees.

No, he didn't believe it.

The villa was in chaos at this time.

The housekeeper Uncle Lin has always been a person who can stabilize the overall situation, and he is also panicking at the moment.

Yun Ye's body is weak, and these subordinates know it, but no one dares to think that he will end his short life due to sudden cardiac death at such a young age.

Today is still his birthday, Qin Yan made a special trip back from Jincheng, and made a birthday cake for him in the kitchen alone while he was napping, wanting to give him an unforgettable surprise.

The cake hasn't been eaten yet, and he doesn't know Qin Yan's intentions yet.

Uncle Lin looked at Yun Ye, who was lying quietly on the bed, covered his mouth, and shed tears silently.

Yun Ye treats his subordinates very well, never puts up a fight, and there is a faint sobbing sound in the corridor of one door.

Everyone was crying.

Only Qin Yan, looking at Yun Ye's corpse, pursed his lips quietly, like a statue, without crying or speaking.

Time passed minute by minute, and Uncle Lin had to step forward to remind him that the person who should contact the funeral home pulled Yun Ye away.

This sentence touched Qin Yan's reverse scales, and he turned around and yelled, telling everyone to get out.

Dr. Tang and Uncle Lin looked at each other helplessly, so they could only leave the room.

Qin Yan's entire disguise collapsed at the moment the door was closed, and his fragility was exposed, like an abandoned child holding Yunye's corpse and crying loudly.

He no longer hides his sincere love.

The kiss slipped off his face, picked up the back of his hand, kissed the dense pinholes, and sobbed in despair, "Your hands are so cold, why can't I cover them hot......"

The people from the funeral home eventually arrived.

And Qin Yan was completely crazy.

He refused to accept the reality that Yun Ye had passed away, and his whole body was like a dead tree standing by the bedside to talk to him.

The atmosphere in the bedroom was sad and solemn.

Uncle Lin has been working in the Qin family since he was eighteen years old, and he has never seen Qin Yan so helpless when he has watched him grow up. Even if he had amputated his leg in a car accident, he quickly cheered up, and he had never held Yunye's body like now, not letting anyone touch it, and not taking it away from him.

The Qin family came to persuade Qin Yan for a long time.

This is not the way to go, and people should be buried when they die.

Thankfully, he finally listened.

……

After Yunye's body was cremated, his ashes were scattered into the sea by his life.

This matter was told by Xie Jiayao to Qin Yan.

He said that Yunye wanted to be a free man, and he did not want to be buried underground after death.

Qin Yan walked on crutches and came to the beach alone.

It was he who scattered Yunye's ashes into the ocean with his own hands.

When he got home, he took out the birthday cake that had been sitting in the refrigerator for three days and mechanically stuffed it into his mouth. In the past, it was the hardest to endure the sweetness of the cream, but now it is like the taste buds have failed.

The cake that was supposed to be shared by the two was left to eat alone.

The cream choked in his throat, and Qin Yan's heart was full of remorse.

When Yun Ye was alive, why didn't he treat him any better?

……

When someone close to him dies, the saddest moment is not the moment when he learns of death, but when he opens the closet, he sees his shirt hanging on the hanger, he opens the book he used to put on the small table on the balcony, overhears the song the two have listened to together, and sees his avatar in the friend list......

This life can no longer go on smoothly, and there will always be memories at a certain moment and a certain event.

The momentum was suffocating.

When he realized that he would never see him again in this life, Qin Yan only thought about this last life.

Later, he finally mustered up the courage to sort out Yunye's relics. Qin Yan saw a card in the book he hid on the top floor of the bookcase, and his eyes turned red from crying in an instant.

- Qin Yan, I like you.

On that day, the love that no one knew was frankly and clearly exposed to the sun.

Outside the floor-to-ceiling window, the sunflowers planted by Yunye were in full bloom, and he could no longer see them.

The light shining in the dull and boring life turned out to be a big dream in the end.

-

The picture of his previous life passed through Yun Ye's mind like a slide, and he withdrew from the drowning sense of near death, and he suddenly opened his eyes and saw the white ceiling.

The white gauze curtains blown by the wind, the anime figure model on the table next to the windowsill, and the countdown to the last page of the college entrance examination on the bedside table.........

The familiar setting of the room is a silent reminder that he has been reborn!