Even Wanqiu can no longer accurately judge what is normal and what is abnormal.

"It's okay, Mom, I'm fine." Wan Qiu knew that Yang Xiaoyu was worried about him, "Don't worry. ”

Wan Qiu also hoped that Yang Xiaoyu would be more relaxed.

Yang Xiaoyu lowered her head and kissed Wanqiu's forehead: "You are my child, how can you not worry." ”

From Yang Xiaoyu to Wan Qiu's side, and after leaving, Wan Qiu smelled the shallow aroma unique to Yang Xiaoyu.

Mom and Dad are staying at home today because their friends are coming.

When you're so busy that you have to work from home.

Wan Qiu curled up in the sofa, looking up at the huge house in a warm, as if it would not be eroded by any cold.

So can he think that he is now living in a candy house?

Wan Qiu stood up and went in one direction.

It was the study that belonged to Chu Yigui.

Wan Qiu knocked on the door.

"Enter." Chu Yigui's voice came.

Wan Qiu pushed the door and went in, and what he saw was Chu Yigui sitting on a chair reading a book in the huge study.

Wan Qiu was the first time to come to Chu Yigui's study.

This is the place where Chu Yigui learns, and everything here belongs to Chu Yigui.

But after really coming in, Wanqiu will feel empty.

It seems that there is nothing else except books, just like Chu Yigui's bedroom.

"Brother?" Chu Yigui put the bookmark in the book, but did not close it.

Before Chu Yigui stood up, Wan Qiu moved a chair and sat next to Chu Yigui.

Chu Yigui didn't say anything, but turned around and faced Wanqiu.

Again......

Wan Qiu raised his eyes to look at Chu Yigui, still calm.

It's just that inexplicably, Wan Qiu noticed the alienation.

Wan Qiu leaned forward and put his hands on Chu Yigui's legs, as if as long as there was physical contact, there would be no more distance.

"Brother." Wan Qiu asked, "Are we close?" ”

It's a rhetorical question.

Chu Yigui lowered his eyes.

When Chu Yigui tried to make some judgments, Wan Qiu continued: "Can we still be very close? ”

Chu Yigui did not find any doubts and hidden emotions in Wan Qiu's expression.

Even if he understands a lot, even if he understands things that he didn't understand, Wanqiu is still Wanqiu.

It's in that environment, but it's still grown into the current Wanqiu.

"Hmm." Chu Yigui opened his mouth, and finally, he said the first intimate words in this period of time, "I really want to be intimate with my brother." ”

Wan Qiu seemed to be appeased, and his expression was too relaxed.

"I'm not going to bully my brother." Wan Qiu was very serious, and wanted to tell Chu Yigui all the expectations in his heart, "I hope my younger brother will always be fine." ”

Hopefully, the curse was nothing more than an illusion on his part.

I hope that the malice towards other people, especially Chu Yigui, will disappear.

"I ......" Wan Qiu opened his mouth, dazed, wanting to tell Chu Yigui what it was, "I won't bully you, I won't...... Absolutely not......"

However, no matter how Wan Qiu repeated, he didn't seem to find what he wanted to say in the end.

The impatience spread in his heart, making Wanqiu very flustered.

Wan Qiu grabbed Chu Yigui, and the anxiety that he couldn't tell his mouth was transmitted to his fingertips, and he handed the trembling to Chu Yigui.

Chu Yigui watched, looking into the depths of Wan Qiu's eyes, and in the end, he just sighed.

"Brother, do you remember? I once said that as long as we are close enough, there will be no bullying. ”

Chu Yigui's voice seemed to be determined about something.

It's as if you've given up something.

"We're close enough now, so no matter how much you bully me, it's okay, I won't fight back, and I won't resent you."

"It's not." Wan Qiu muttered, wanting to refute Chu Yigui.

What will happen, what will I say?

In Wan Qiu's mind, there was an unfamiliar word, but it suddenly broke in.

"Protect you......" Wan Qiu seemed to understand the meaning of this word, and sincerely wanted to tell his younger brother who was cursed by him, "I will protect you, I will not bully you." ”

If there is a person who curses himself with such a strong resentment.

What would it be like?

Wan Qiu couldn't imagine it, just memories, those malice were enough to suffocate him.

So......

If he protects Chu Yigui well, won't those resentful words endanger this person?

Chu Yigui's eyes slowly widened.

"Brother, what are you talking about?" Chu Yigui couldn't understand it.

This time, Wan Qiu said firmly: "I want to protect you." ”

Chu Yigui smiled, but his smile did not make his eyebrows expand: "Why did my brother say that?" I don't need my brother's protection. ”

Wan Qiu was not shaken by Chu Yigui's words, he firmly believed that his thoughts were correct.

Chu Yigui was under Wan Qiu's eyes, and finally sighed: "Then how can my brother protect me?" ”

Wanqiu didn't know.

But......

"I'm there for you." Wan Qiu said.

The people who hate them are not together, and if they are together, they are liked.

Wanqiu couldn't find the best way.

This was already the limit of what he could think of.

Chu Yigui was silent.

Wan Qiu in front of him seemed to show his original appearance more clearly.

The grit is being ground little by little, gradually polishing into the brightest and most beautiful pearl in the world.

The pearl fell in Chu Yigui's palm.

A beautiful pink glow shone to the bottom of his heart.

Chu Yigui approached Wan Qiu, and on the shoulder of Wan Qiu, who took the initiative to approach him, he silenced the anxious heart he had been suppressing.

"Thank you, brother." Even Chu Yigui didn't know why he needed protection.

Even Chu Yigui never needed anyone's commitment.

The two teenagers leaned on each other.

From each other, find what they need.

"Brother." Wan Qiu rubbed Chu Yigui's hair and asked, "My parents didn't love me before, didn't they love me?" ”

"Yes."

"Doesn't Grandma love me too?"

“…… Be. ”

"That's right." In Wan Qiu's voice, a trace of sigh escaped.

"Brother, forget about them."

"Nope." Wan Qiu shook his head, there were more complicated things between his eyebrows that didn't belong to him, either sad or helpless, "I love them." ”

Even if Wanqiu can't get the same love, Wanqiu still loves them.

The first time I lived in a big house, the first time I lay in bed, the first time I called grandma, the first time I learned to speak and pronounce ......

These things that would be found by chance from the fragments of memory were too precious to Wan Qiu.

The person in the memory will not understand him, and he will not understand the person in the memory.

Everything he experienced before he died was Wan Qiu's own.

Even if everything he gets is rubbish.

But before him, he didn't even qualify for garbage.

Whether it is Wan Xiaohua, Ning Qiaozhen, or Ning Hai, they all have a unique meaning for Wan Qiu.

Wanqiu is willing to define it as love.

"In the future, mom and dad, big brother and second brother will also love you." Chu Yigui's hand soothed Wan Qiu's back, and one by one, as if he was injecting courage into Wan Qiu, "You will have love." ”

However, Wan Qiu raised his eyes, and in the place where Chu Yigui couldn't see, there was confusion in those clear eyes.

Wan Qiu is still Wan Qiu, he is trusting Chu Yigui.

But whether he can have love or not, Wanqiu can't be sure.

Everything that happened in the past became a reason for him to deny himself.

Chu Yigui didn't get Wan Qiu's answer, and he left from Wan Qiu's shoulder.