11 Chapter 11
The parabola was blurred in the dim environment.
I don't know where it was thrown, and it landed silently.
Looking at the end of the item's disappearance, Yun Ye's eyes widened helplessly.
He clearly felt a sharp pain in his heart, as if a hole had been broken in it, and the blood was gushing out endlessly, and the cold wind in the mountains followed it vigorously into it.
Tears welled up in his eyes, and Yun Ye roared at him for the first time, "Qin Yan, you are too much!" ”
His voice trembled violently, and Qin Yan felt hopelessness and loss of control in the person he considered "good-tempered".
Yun Ye seemed to have his soul emptied, and his whole person became so empty and fragile.
Qin Yan's palm was inexplicably numb, and he still remembered the weight of things in his palm, which was obviously very light, but it seemed to be extraordinarily heavy.
Yun Ye stared at Qin Yan for a long time without speaking, he could see God, as if he was looking at another person through him.
Qin Yan was not used to being stared at all the time, and he didn't have time to spend time with him here, and he wanted to leave, but he suddenly scolded and stopped him.
Yun Ye was like a docile cat stepped on by someone's tail, and asked sharply: "Qin Yan, is it fun to trample on other people's sincerity?" You don't want to even hit me in the face, so why throw it? I brought it back to you on a special trip, I just want you to be safe and happy, does that also have to be measured by money......"
As he spoke, Yun Ye's nose was sour, and hot tears dripped from his eyes, and the more he tried to control it, the more tears flowed.
In the distance, on the high mountains, the clouds and mist were shrouded, and the evening breeze blew the green pines, making a low whistling sound, and the bare branches stood hideously, bleak and silent.
His accusation is in his ears.
Qin Yan saw him crying, and inexplicably felt uncomfortable.
He hides his awkwardness and doesn't want to be disturbed by his emotions.
Yun Ye is principled, right and wrong, and from a certain point it is an extraordinarily stubborn character. He grabbed Qin Yan's arm tightly and demanded that he apologize to him.
Qin Yan was born arrogant, he never bowed his head to his parents, and in his dictionary, there was no word "sorry" at all.
The air froze for a moment, the eyes of the two people were glued to each other, the faint light in the distance jumped in their faces, and Yun Ye's deep eyes seemed to be filled with water, staring at him in silence.
Qin Yan knew that he was excessive, but he didn't think there was anything wrong with what he did, so he broke Yun Ye's fingers one by one and pushed them to the side, "Since you see clearly how a bastard I am, I will take a detour when I see me in the future." ”
He was full of careless ruffians, in a tone of nonchalance.
Yun Ye looked at him as a stranger everywhere.
In his previous life, Qin Yan had experienced strong winds and waves, was mature and steady, and looked cold, but he was warm. He will respect him, take care of his feelings, and will not make him cry.
And Qin Yan in this life, completely uninhibited, has always lived a smooth life, just wanton and happy, it doesn't matter how others love him. He only has himself in his heart, and he rejects people thousands of miles away.
To put it bluntly, one has him in his heart, and one does not have him in his heart.
"I should have known that you weren't his ...... at all"
Yun Ye wiped away his tears fiercely and muttered in a low voice.
After saying that, he rushed to the place where Qin Yan threw things desperately, the dense thorn forest, mosquitoes were everywhere, and he was naked. His exposed arm was cut by a branch, and he didn't feel any pain.
Qin Yan stood there.
It's not the first time he's rejected someone so indifferently and ruthlessly, he's annoyed by the suitor, he just wants to cut through the mess quickly, and he doesn't want to have anything to do with the other party anymore. Especially Yun Ye, after having an unbelievable dream that night, he always felt that something was wrong in his heart, and he always felt that his appearance was extraordinary.
Seeing Yun Ye chasing him here again tonight, Qin Yan felt that the emotions he had been stuffy these days were like a balloon that was constantly being heated, about to burst.
Of course, he knew how excessive the words he had just said to Yun Ye were, and even if he was teaching the team members a lesson, he would not say such ugly and insulting words to poke people's hearts.
The reason why he let himself behave so badly was purely because he didn't want to give him hope, because he knew that Yun Ye's simple and pure character would not be on the same path as him.
The two of them are black and white, pure two extremes.
Destined not to fit together.
Qin Yan stood there for a while, wanting to leave, when he suddenly heard a scream coming from the woods.
He frowned and hesitated, worried that Yun Ye would have an accident inside, and wanted to take a look, but finally gave up.
If you can't be together, then break it cleanly.
Otherwise, Yunye will misunderstand again.
In the thorn bushes, Yun Ye turned on the flashlight of his mobile phone and shone it, and finally found it with a lot of effort.
Recovered.
He clutched his chest, and a heart finally hit the ground.
Fortunately, Qin Yan didn't throw it too far.
Yun Ye got up and was about to go out, but the light of the flashlight flickered, and he mistook the plastic bag hanging from the branch for a snake coiled on it, and screamed in fright.
As if stepping on Hot Wheels, Yun Ye quickly escaped, and there was no one outside.
His heart suddenly emptied, and it was even more uncomfortable than it had just been.
Qin Yan didn't know when he left.
He went into the dark woods alone, he was not worried at all, but if he had the slightest special affection for him, he would not be so indifferent.
Touching the scratches on his arm, Yun Ye suddenly felt ridiculous.
Insist on covering a cold stone, can you really cover it hot?
And behind a tree, Qin Yan didn't turn around and leave until he saw Yun Ye walking out safely.
"Yunye."
After a while, Xie Jiayao walked over quickly with his suitcase, "I just saw Qin Yan go back, what did you tell him?" ”
"Didn't say anything." Yun Ye staggered his inquiring gaze and whispered, "I'm hungry, let's go down the mountain." ”
The boy's voice was hoarse, even worse than before.
Xie Jiayao tightened his eyebrows, and dimly noticed that his arm was not quite right, so he took out his mobile phone, turned on the flashlight and shone it.
It doesn't matter if you don't look at it, just look at it and make him call him a good guy.
"How many times did you cut your arm? How? ”
Yun Ye was difficult to speak, and when he was asked, all the grievances came to his heart in an instant, and his sadness began to surge again.
"I ...... I don't want to say. He choked and shrugged his shoulder.
"Hey, you're not going to cry, are you?" Xie Jiayao panicked and quickly put away his mobile phone, "Actually, it's okay if you want to cry, it's not ashamed for a boy to cry." ”
Such a sentimental Yun Ye is normal in his opinion, at their current age, they should vent all their emotions, why should they be so mature?
"Who's going to cry." Yun Ye retorted, "I don't ......"
Before he finished speaking, Xie Jiayao hugged him nervously, forcibly pressed his head and buried it in his neck, and solemnly patted him on the shoulder, "Yunye, although I don't know what has happened to you in the recent period, it will make your temperament change drastically and have such a fierce conflict with your family, but we are friends who grew up together, you can rest assured of me, tell me if you have any difficulties, don't carry it yourself." ”
Xie Jiayao has always been arrogant, and he has almost never been so sensational.
At this moment, Yun Ye thought of his previous life, after he passed away, the gift Xie Jiayao sent to him arrived, it was a starry sky lamp made by him, which was turned on at night, and he could see the sky full of stars, each of which could be named.
At his funeral, Xie Jiayao didn't cry, but what he said made Yun Ye feel sad when he thought about it.
He said, "You will never receive my gift again." ”
In his previous life, he and Xie Jiayao's friendship was very long, but it was also very dull, since he went to school and work in other places, the two met less and less, and only met during the New Year's holidays and drank together.
But even so, they have not disconnected from each other, and they will still chat online every once in a while, and there will never be a sense of alienation.
Being comforted by Xie Jiayao, Yun Ye's mood was indeed much better, he raised his head and solemnly said "thank you".
After experiencing his previous life, he naturally understood how valuable Xie Jiayao's sincerity was, and it was his luck to have such a friend.
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After descending the mountain, Xie Jiayao found a clinic to treat Yunye's wounds, and then the two went to a nearby farmhouse to eat.
Yun Ye was not very interested, and he didn't want to eat, Xie Jiayao could see that his mood must be terrible.
"Your injury has something to do with Qin Yan, right?" He asked tentatively, "Did you two fight?" ”
"It's not." Yun Ye shook his head, seeing that he was really curious, so he simply told him, "I brought him a small gift from Chuancheng, but he rejected me, didn't want to give me hope, and threw it into the woods next to him, I went in to pick it up, and I was accidentally scratched by a branch." ”
After hearing this, Xie Jiayao was so angry that he exploded, "Why is he so lacking in virtue?" I don't want to give it back to you, so why throw other people's things? You too, if he loses it, he loses it, what's the point of you picking it up again? ”
"This is a peace charm that the master asked for him in the temple, and he can't throw it around."
Xie Jiayao blocked his chest with a breath of turbidity, "The co-author is not a person to you inside and out, and you still want to be good to him?" Yunye, can you have a little backbone? Is there no man in this world? I admit that Qin Yan is very good, but he is not suitable for you at all, no matter how you two look at it, you will be hurt even more if you persist believe it or not? ”
Hearing this, Yun Ye lowered his eyes, covering the loss in his eyes, and opened his voice with a hint of hoarseness, "I know everything you say, but what can I do if I just like him?" ”
"What do you like about him?"
"........." Yun Ye couldn't answer.
It was also at this moment that he suddenly came to his senses.
After being reborn, he seemed to have the idea of doing tasks to upgrade and fight monsters, but because they missed it in their previous life, they didn't have the courage to express their hearts, so they didn't want to repeat the mistakes of the past in this life, thinking that they must be with him, but they didn't think about it, what does he like about Qin Yan in this life? What he really has in his heart, isn't it Qin Yan in his previous life?
Seeing that Yunye didn't speak, Xie Jiayao sighed, "Don't humble yourself because of your feelings, you just like him and don't owe him." ”
Listening to his words, Yun Ye's heart became much clearer, "I've known you for so long, but I didn't find you living so soberly." ”
"You don't understand, I'm called wise and foolish." Xie Jiayao raised his eyebrows, "You should eat, you should drink, and you should not take everything to heart." ”
Yun Ye smiled reluctantly and nodded.
He understood, but he didn't know if he could do it.
To love Qin Yan seems to have become a mission that must be achieved.