39 Chapter 39

His voice is hoarse and deep, magnetic, and in the dark, he is sexy.

Yun Ye knew that he was right in front of him.

The body instinctively leans back, and the heart is in turmoil.

"Hiding from what?" Qin Yan stretched out his arm.

He just grabbed Yun Ye's waist and pulled it forward slightly, and his whole body crashed into his arms.

The distance between them is very close, as long as they go a little further, the lip flap will be close to each other, but the distance is not easy to cross.

The sound of the man's breathing seemed to be right in his ears, and the heat scratched the skin behind his ears, and Yun Ye felt that his heartbeat was almost unstable.

"Yunye." Qin Yan didn't do anything, just supported his body, "Sit down." "

Even these two words are understated, but they also hide the strength in his bones. Yun Ye unnaturally broke free from his arm and quietly moved to the side. He was afraid that if he got too close, he would not be able to control himself and pounce on him.

That's too unreserved. It's like I've never seen a man in my eight lifetimes.

Sensing his small movements, Qin Yan in the dark pulled his lower lip self-deprecatingly, "You're nervous about staying like this with me?"

Hearing the question, Yun Ye's cheeks were hot, and he felt like he was like when his love first opened, he was peeked into the secret in his heart, and he couldn't deal with it. "A little." He pretended to speak calmly.

"Why is it unnatural?"

"I .........," Yun Ye couldn't answer.

You can't tell the truth because you're too close to him. Maybe he just knew it and wanted to hear such an answer from his mouth, and he deliberately asked like that.

Without waiting for an answer, Yunye's silence condensed the air.

Qin Yan thought that he didn't need to continue asking. The reason why he brought Yun Ye in here was just to test his attitude towards him and his reaction when he got along with him.

What Yun Ye really likes is the one in his dreams, and when he stays with him, he will be extremely relaxed, happy, and comfortable, and he will not be as tense as he is now.

All his good things come from another him, and he likes it too.

Although they were the same person in different time and space, Qin Yan still couldn't convince himself that he didn't want to be anyone's "stand-in".

I'm afraid it's him.

Because the memory in his mind didn't belong to him now, he wouldn't feel that it was something he had done, and he couldn't fit in at all.

Every time he thought of those images, he had a kind of

The contradiction of pulling, trying to convince myself that they are one, but I can't help but be jealous and jealous.

The words that wanted to be asked were on his lips, but Qin Yan didn't open his mouth in the end.

Probably Yun Ye didn't even figure out what he was thinking. What was the point of asking him? It can only make it difficult for him.

"Didn't sleep last night, okay? Sleep here, I go downstairs and have something to attend to. Qin Yan suddenly opened his mouth to break the silence.

His voice was extremely faint, but there was an extreme patience in this calm, like a dark tide surging under the ice, seemingly unwavering, but ready to go.

After speaking, he turned on the light in the room, and Yun Ye looked at his back as he went out, and inexplicably felt a cold chill.

As Qin Yan himself said, his temper is indeed uncertain and incomprehensible, even if he is in front of him, he often can't figure out what he is thinking.

Tang Jingze saw Qin Yan going downstairs, and was about to tease him, why didn't he cherish the beautiful scenery of the good day, but found that his face was not good, and his voice was swallowed back instantly.

"You're having trouble with Yun Ye again?" Catching his word "again", Qin Yan narrowed his eyes.

Seeing the doubt in his eyes, Tang Jingze explained, "I have a feeling that you two don't seem to be able to get along well, it's not a personality problem, it's just that your aura doesn't match, so it doesn't look right."

"You're quite reasonable." It was rare that Qin Yan did not refute. "So what are you going to do? Do you want to get along with people?"

"Can this kind of thing be done by planning?" Qin Yan's head leaned back and leaned against the back of the sofa, "If you can get along well, it's really not good.. …"

He didn't say the rest of the words, but anyone could guess what they meant.

Tang Jingze gave him a thumbs up, "Your concept of love is quite free, but I don't know if you can do it, feelings are not about buying a dress, if it is not suitable, you will throw it away, and in the end, it depends on whether you are ruthless."

"Do you think I don't look like someone who isn't ruthless enough?"

"Huh." Tang Jingze laughed twice meaninglessly, giving him a look to understand for himself.

Qin Yan seems to be resolute on the surface, he doesn't care about anything, and he looks invincible, but he has been getting along for a long time

will slowly find that he attaches great importance to feelings and is full of righteousness to his friends, let alone to the people he likes?

Tang Jingze didn't say it thoroughly, and he didn't demolish him.

At the corner of the stairs, Yun Ye vaguely listened to their conversation. He wasn't surprised.

Because in his heart too

Having the same feeling. It's like a mountain between it and Qin Yan.

When he went out before, Yun Ye felt that something was wrong, but he couldn't say the specifics. Qin Yan's attitude changed a lot before and after, and that was a regular thing.

Although he had strong emotional control in his previous life, he occasionally made him feel hot and cold. Sometimes, one second he is still enthusiastic about him, and the next second he is as cold as ice.

I guess I'm extra sensitive if I care about it. In fact, there is no special change in the person at all, but your eyes will automatically amplify his emotions.

Yun Ye clenched his hands tightly, flustered in his heart, but he didn't know what to do. Both of them are a blank sheet of paper in love, and they want to paint the paper with colorful colors, but they don't dare to put pen to paper easily, lest any stroke be drawn wrong and destroy the composition of the whole paper.

The night is getting darker.

Yun Ye sat quietly in Qin Yan's room for a while, and figured out some things before going downstairs.

The hall was quiet, and he approached the sofa and saw Qin Yan half-leaning on it and falling asleep.

Seeing that his face was a little red, Yun Ye tested the temperature of his forehead with the back of his hand, but he didn't want him to be so alert, and opened his eyes at once.

Probably asleep, his gaze looked a little confused, and he paused for a few seconds before speaking: "Are you asleep?"

"Nope." Yun Ye didn't want to lie to him, "I can't sleep." ”

Qin Yan had just squinted for half an hour, maybe he was thinking about it day and dreaming at night, and in this short light sleep, he actually dreamed of the man who looked the same as him again.

Subconsciously, he didn't even want to admit that they were human.

This time, he dreamed that they were sitting in a restaurant eating with a steak pasta in front of each of them.

"Qin Yan, I didn't expect you to have this skill, the steak is fried just right, the taste is very tender, and the juice will burst when you bite into it." "Looks like you're quite fond of food."

"Of course, who wouldn't like it when it tastes so good."

The cloud in the dream was full of maintenance and praise, and his eyes were full of Xintang for that man.

After eating, they also shared with each other the books they had read today.

When Yun Ye faced him, he would always look like a shy little boy and dare not face him. There seems to be a pink aura around him.

After waking up, Qin Yan's heart was full of congestion.

It's good, and it's the same as losing.

He has a bad temper and can't cook.

You're done, and you're not done.

Qin Yan sat up, his irritable mood instinctive

The ground will appear on the face. If he had dreamed like this once a day, he wouldn't dare to sleep again.

Afraid that Yun Ye would see something wrong, he could only pretend to be sleepy and yawn to hide his emotions, and then got up lazily and said, "Let's go, go out to eat."

"Let's eat a little bit, I'll go back to school later."

".… Well. "

The two were relatively silent.

After leaving the hall, Qin Yan opened the door of the garage, and Yun Ye's eyes were greeted by a row of luxury cars.

Bentley, Lamborghini, Ferrari...... Bold orange red, cool sapphire ...... Each one is different.

He froze in place, surprised but yet expected. It turned out that Qin Yan's hobby of collecting luxury cars began at this time. But he plays the team and has to race at his own expense, where does he get so much money?

"You know how to drive, right?" Qin Yan's sentence is almost a sure sentence. "Yes, but ........." Yun Ye smiled awkwardly, "I haven't got my driver's license yet." According to the driving age in his previous life, he is of course an old driver now, but he does not have a driver's license and cannot go on the road.

"Pick a favorite car." Qin Yan's tone was light, but he was very domineering.

"I like that one." Yunye pointed to the most subtle pearl white.

The other sports cars were too dazzling to drive out, and he didn't like to have such a high rate of turning heads on the street, even if people outside couldn't see who was sitting inside, it would make him feel uncomfortable.

From this point of view, he is not in harmony with Qin Yan in this life. But how can there be two people who are naturally suitable? When the car was driving on the road, Qin Yan asked Yun Ye what he wanted to eat.

It was also when he mentioned this question that he suddenly realized that he knew very little about him, and he didn't even know what he liked to eat and play

Chu, the only thing that is certain is that he loves sweets and is sour and spicy.

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Qin Yan began to suddenly understand, when did he like Yunye, and why did he like him?

Could it be that he has been chasing him for so long, and seeing him suddenly ignore him and have a psychological imbalance? Or do you want to compete with him in your dreams, and see who Yunye prefers?

The problem of feelings cannot be delved into, and the more you think about it, the more confusing it becomes. There are many things that cannot be answered definitely, and can only be found in the minutiae.

Yun Ye originally wanted to say "whatever", but the words came to his mouth and swallowed back.

"Why don't we go eat Lincheng's specialties? There is an authentic restaurant, I don't know if you have been there. ”

As if he had seen through Qin Yan's thoughts, there was a bit of deliberateness in his smile.

"I can do it all." Qin Yan twisted his eyebrows and picked what you like to eat.

"You're obviously very picky, and if you want to take care of your tastes, you must be your priority."

The strength of holding the steering wheel increased a few points silently, and Qin Yan's throat rolled a few times, with suppressed unhappiness on his face.

His emotions were not directed at Yun Ye, but at the self in his dreams.

"I'm picky, that only shows that I have high requirements for food." Qin Yan was confident, "What do you say you want to eat, Lao Tzu......... I'll make it for you later.

When the words came to his lips, he suddenly turned a corner.

Yun Ye couldn't help but laugh, "Are you cooking? Don't spoil the kitchen. Seeing that his face was full of disbelief, Qin Yan's anger value was upup.

Why does that man know how to fry steak and cook pasta, and it will be child's play when he comes here? Don't be too double-standard. Since they are one person, then he will, and he will definitely be able to.

Last night, Qin Yan sent Yun Ye back to school and then turned around and returned to Lincheng.

Although he didn't say what he was going to do, Yun Ye already knew that he was going to prepare for his mother's sacrifice day.

After driving for several hours at night, Yun Ye asked him if he was tired, Qin Yan said that he was not tired when he went, but on the way back, he had the illusion of going to the west to learn scriptures.

After the official start of school, the days will become very regular, and the daily classes are fixed, and Shangda is still very strict with its studies, and the schedule is full at the end of the day, occasionally interspersed with a few open classes.

Just by looking at the class schedule, a few people in the dormitory complained, saying that the only thing that was easier than high school was that there was less evening self-study.

This kind of life can still be adapted to by Yun Ye quickly, in his previous life, he was too demanding of himself, and he squeezed in every day until he didn't even have time to take a breath.

Sometimes he was very tired and wanted to take a break, Chu Siling would keep chanting scriptures in his ear, so that he could seize the opportunity every moment and spare no effort to study.

The first day of classes was relatively relaxed, and after the class, Yunye went to the pet store to visit the kittens.

The shopkeeper knew that they were all students and didn't have so much time and energy to raise cats, and after Yun Ye came over, he said that a girl who drew cartoons came to them, took a fancy to the kitten, and asked him if he could buy the kitten home, and he told the other party that it was fostered by someone else, and he had to ask the owner what he meant.

The reason why he left a mouth to talk was that the shopkeeper also saw that the girl was gentle and generous, and her career was very free, so he thought that he would be able to take responsibility for giving her to raise.

Yun Ye was naturally very happy when he heard this.

At the beginning, Qin

Yan chose to bring the cat back to the house, also considering that it is a stray cat, the breed is ordinary, and no one wants to raise it, since there is now a caring young lady, it is God's arrangement.

Called to discuss with Song Yan, he said that he had no opinion, so Yun Ye asked the shopkeeper to contact the other party. A sweet voice came from the phone, and when she heard that she had time tonight, Yun Ye waited in the store for a while.

Only half an hour later, a girl wearing a pink T-shirt and suspender pants walked in with a smile on her face.

The moment he saw her, Yun Ye was in a trance. Why does this girl seem to have never seen it, but it makes him feel so familiar?

The other party didn't seem to know him, and politely greeted him, saying that he didn't expect the owner of the cat to be a handsome guy with no dead ends in 360 degrees, just like a beautiful boy who came out of her comics.

She praised people when she was generous, without twisting, which made people feel very sincere, and took the initiative to share her daily life with Yunye, so that he could rest assured that he would hand over the kitten to her.

The girl has a comic studio in the city center, and she herself is the boss, so Yun Ye can go to her at any time if she wants to see the cat in the future.

After chatting for a while, the two sides remembered to introduce their respective identities. The moment she heard the other party say her name, Yun Ye's mind immediately connected it with the deeply buried memory.

Thinking about who she was, I almost gasped.

Su Xingruo...... Chen Weizhou's girlfriend who has been with him for many years.

Yun Ye has seen the video of her and Chen Weizhou attending business events, although she rarely appears, she is generous because of her beauty, and her name is like a fairy, which is extremely impressive.

can walk with Chen Weizhou, this girl's background is certainly not bad, and she is the daughter of the CEO of an Internet company in Shangcheng.

Yun Ye never thought that he would meet her in this way.

Su Xingruo is really good, cheerful and straightforward, and he doesn't have any eldest lady's shelf.

She took the initiative to tell Yun Ye why she fell in love with the kitten, because she had raised one before, with a small piece of white hair under her ears, and then after the cat died, she never raised it again, and when she was itchy, she went to the cat café or pet store to pick up the cat.

It wasn't until she met this one that she saw the same mark as the cat she had raised, and she immediately felt that her previous cat had come back to her, and fate had arranged for them to meet each other again.

This reason is very sincere and moving. Yunye handed over the cat to her, of course, rest assured, the kitten met such a good owner, that was its blessing. Yun Ye and her added WeChat to each other, and Su Xingruo also sent the address of his store, so that he could definitely go to play when he was free.

People who didn't have any intersection in their previous lives because he came to Shang

Involved in college on the side of the city, Yunye had a feeling that the gears of fate had deviated from the trajectory that had turned.

The next day was Qin Yan's mother's sacrifice day, and it was a rainy day, and it had been raining non-stop since morning. Yun Ye had already made plans, and after the last class, he went straight to the high-speed rail station and rushed to Lincheng to worship, and there was still time to worship.

The trip was in a hurry, and after getting off the high-speed train, Yun Ye didn't eat dinner, so he sent a message to Qin Yan first, asking him where he was.

Usually, if Qin Yan doesn't reply in seconds, it means that he is busy, and he can't get a reply in a short time.

Yun Ye went to the flower shop to buy a bouquet of white roses, and called him directly after he came out.

He knew that Qin Yan must be in a very bad mood today, and he couldn't let go of it after fifteen years, let alone now.

However, as soon as the phone was dialed, there was a cold shutdown tone. Is it because he stayed in the cemetery tonight and deliberately turned off his mobile phone?

A cold wind hit. Yun Ye stood on the side of the street, his body shivering inexplicably.

He quickly got back into the taxi and told the driver the address of the cemetery.

In his previous life, he followed Qin Yan to worship once, but he only remembered where the cemetery was, and where it was, and he had to find it after entering.

If it's dark today, the driver can't help but ask, "Young man, why don't you choose a day for worship?" Aren't you scared when the big night passes?

"Don't be afraid." He's a man who has died once.

Without saying anything more, the driver drove to the gate of the cemetery.

The wind was bleak and desolate, Yun Ye got out of the car with the flowers, and looked up at the sky in the cemetery, which was dark and oppressive, pitch black, and he couldn't even see a star.

This side is heavily guarded, there is a duty booth outside the gate, and there is an uncle sitting inside.

Seeing Yun Ye coming alone so late, he pushed open the window and asked, "Young man, who are you here to worship?"

Yunye reported the name of Qin Yan's mother. As soon as the words fell, a male voice sounded behind him: May I ask who you are? How can I visit my mother?

Looking back, the person standing behind him was Naro Nan.

Wearing a pair of rimless glasses and leather shoes, he looks very gentle at first glance, as if he is polite and very humble. Yun Ye's strength in holding the flower increased silently, and he replied quietly: "I am Qin Yan's friend."

"It's my brother's friend." Qin Luonan stepped forward and said very politely: "Why did you make a special trip so late? Looks like I have a very good relationship with my brother.

Qin Luonan maintained

A gentle smile, as if there was something in the words.

If he hadn't seen him as a person in his previous life, he would have really been deceived by his fox skin for the first time. Yun Ye naturally wouldn't poke at him, but said: I only came after class, is Qin Yan there?

"He." Qin Luonan sighed, "I haven't shown up for a day today, I don't know where I went."

"Didn't show up?" Yun Ye was very surprised, he knew how important today was to Qin Yan, and couldn't help asking: Is he sick? Qin Luonan shook his head, He won't tell us what to be our brother, no one knows where he went. After saying that, he deliberately asked Yun Ye: "Didn't you contact him before you came?"

"His phone is off."

"That's right, I call him at noon and turn off the phone." Qin Luonan pretended to be puzzled.

Turned off at noon? Yun Ye's heart sank, and the hand holding the flower trembled slightly.

Qin Yan won't disappear for no reason, something must have happened to him.

Qin Luonan admired Yun Ye's changing expression, and a gentle smile appeared on his face, but the eyes under the lenses suddenly flashed a trace of cold light.

I'm afraid Qin Yan won't be able to come back in a short time.

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