Lang Yangyang: "You have won the prize." ”

"By the way, is your house the grave above?" Aunt Xie asked.

Lang Yangyang raised his head and looked at the place she pointed, and the second aunt replied Yes, there is only one grave further up, which is Lang Yangyang's grandparents.

When Aunt Xie was about to speak, Lang Yangyang spoke first: "Then aunt and aunt, you are chatting, I will go up first and clean up the weeds." ”

Without waiting for their consent, he turned around and walked up.

The second aunt said in the back, "Do you know where it is? ”

Lang Yangyang replied: "I know! ”

As I just said, there is only my own grave on it, and I will always find it if I look for it. I'm really not used to chatting with my elders, especially since the other party is Zhuang Shuo's mother.

There is a feeling of using a PPT with only the title written and the leader's report.

Aunt Xie is very kind, cheerful and talkative, and she appreciates and praises herself, which can also be seen by Lang Yangyang.

It's just that......

I'm just worried that this is not a thing, and now I am in contact with the other party's parents, which is a bit too much.

I am also worried that I am not as good as they imagined, don't wait until I find out that there is a gap in my heart, and both parties are uncomfortable.

This is Lang Yangyang's consistent way of doing things.

Lang Yangyang knew his inner anxiety and flaws, and it took many years to struggle and grope to find a little direction.

He is like a beginner surfer, finally determined to get on the real waves, stepping on the windsurfing board and shaking, not knowing when he will fall into the waves.

Seeing Lang Yangyang carrying a lot of things along the small mountain road, Aunt Xie smiled and said, "This kid looks so polite, and he smiles very cheerfully!" Unlike the one in my family, the black-faced Guan Gong, sometimes I want to just shut him up in the temple. ”

"Hahaha." The second aunt echoed and smiled.

Then there was a moment of silence, and she whispered: "You don't know him, this child is having a hard time." ”

"Huh?" Aunt Xie turned her head to look at the second aunt, and the smile on her face gradually subsided.

The second aunt pretended to smile lightly, thinking that if the two children were in contact and they had feelings for each other, it would not be a bad thing for the two children to get to know each other.

She said: "In fact, the relatives and neighbors around the family all know that Yangyang was born without parents and lived with his grandparents. ”

Aunt Xie sighed and asked cautiously, "What's the ......?"

"Not dead." The second aunt said, and the two sat down on the stone on the side of the road: "Yangyang's father, that is, my brother." He was not yet twenty years old when he and his girlfriend had Yangyang, two small children, pregnant in a daze, and had children without marriage. I quarreled during pregnancy, Yangyang was born only twelve days ago, my mother left, my parents scolded my brother and asked him to find his girlfriend to apologize, this time he didn't come back, and cut off contact with the family. ”

The more I listened to Aunt Xie's brows, the tighter she wrinkled, and her heart was distressed.

The second aunt continued: "He met his father once, in the fifth grade of primary school, and his father suddenly came back and stayed at home for about a month, and he was very good to Yangyang, and Yangyang was very happy. But within a few days, his father cheated his grandfather's money to run, only Yangyang and him were at home that day, Yangyang didn't let him go, his father kicked him to the door, his head was broken, and the door was broken. ”

After speaking, the second aunt turned her head to look at Aunt Xie, and said with a wry smile: "This is the last time Yangyang saw his father, the next year, his grandparents died one after another, Yangyang lived with me for half a year, and then the junior high school and high school were all living in school, and the university and work were all in Shanghai, and they were floating outside for more than ten years." He was insecure in his heart, and when he first came back, he didn't say a few words to me, and his heart froze into ice, and it had to be slowly warmed, and it was too violent all of a sudden, and he was also afraid. ”

Aunt Xie nodded.

"Tsk! What a damn thing! Aunt Xie was suddenly angry.

The second aunt looked at her, and Aunt Xie said angrily: "Why is his father like this!" Whoever gives birth to children deserves hell! cheated his parents out of money and beat the child, he ......"

Because she couldn't swear, Aunt Xie's output was stuck.

Second aunt: "We also scold, everyone scolds, Yangyang's mother is also miserable, I met this kind of man at a young age." The most pitiful thing is Yangyang. ”

Aunt Xie stretched out her hand and took the second aunt's hand: "Sister, this is a good boy, he has lived so hard, and he can grow into such a good adult, how many children can be so promising?" At least the days are good now, and they will be better in the future, don't you say? ”

She comforted a few words, but she didn't feel better when she saw that the second aunt was not in a better mood.

After thinking about it, he added: "You always have to look forward, the front is a good day, if the two children really have a future, although Zhuang Shuo is a stupid person, he will definitely protect him and feel sorry for him." ”

The second aunt finally laughed: "That's what I said." ”

The two chatted for a while, but they still had things, so they made an appointment to talk another day, and the second aunt picked up her things and walked up.

I was always a little uneasy.

It is said that Lang Yangyang is doing well now, but she can always see the anxiety in his eyes.

Thinking again, Zhuang Shuo's family is happy and harmonious, the family is lively, and his parents are also cheerful and optimistic people, maybe this environment can make Yangyang a little happier?

When she climbed halfway up the slope and turned her head to look below, her house was already collecting things, and Sister Xie was making a phone call with her mobile phone.

Lang Yangyang found the graves of his grandparents, but he had just walked around and around, delaying a lot of time, and when the second aunt came over, he took out a sickle and prepared to cut it.

"Yangyang, will you do this? Let me do it. The second aunt walked over on the grass.

Lang Yangyang: "It should be possible." ”

When he was born, his grandparents had already lived in the city, and he had never done farm work, and he was not skilled in using a sickle.

The second aunt pulled a handful of grass as a small broom on the side, and gently swept the tombstone and the place where the offerings were placed in front of the tombstone.

Come here once a year.

After fiddling for a while, Lang Yangyang mastered a little trick of the sickle, and felt that it was hot, so he simply took off his coat and bent down to speed up the progress.

After half an hour of cleaning, I finally found a place where I could put my things.

The graves of the grandparents were side by side, and the old man walked before and after three months, and the address of the grave had already been chosen by them.

Lang Yangyang took a wet tissue to wipe the photos on the tombstone.

"Do you remember what your grandparents looked like?" The second aunt asked while lighting incense.

"Remember, I wasn't too young back then."

The second aunt's hand shook and shook the flame on the incense, "I can't remember it clearly, I always forget things when I'm old, so I have to take out the photo album from time to time to take a look." ”

The two chatted and laid out their things, lit incense, burned paper, and sat down in front of the grave to eat.

Other people's tombs on the mountain on the Qingming Festival are lively, and the two of them are in this lonely mountain forest, drinking saliva has an echo, and it is very deserted.

An hour later, ready to pack up and leave, the second aunt asked Lang Yangyang to fix the weeds again and make them more beautiful.

Lang Yangyang said okay, and when he stood up, his eyes were dark, and he felt a little headache.

At this time, I heard someone shouting "Yangyang".

Lang Yangyang looked down, it was Zhuang Shuo's mother calling him, and there was one more person next to him.

- Zhuang Shuo.

How did he get here?

I just heard from my second aunt that Zhuang Shuo went to his father's hometown to worship his ancestors.

Lang Yangyang waved his hand, signaling that he had heard.

Next, Aunt Xie said a few words to Zhuang Shuo, and Zhuang Shuo walked up.

When he was carrying something up just now, he felt that it was very difficult, he didn't know the way and walked slowly, and it took him more than ten minutes to walk, and it took Zhuang Shuo three minutes to appear in front of them.

"Yangyang, Auntie is good." Zhuang Shuo is probably also shy, after all, for him, the second aunt is Lang Yangyang's parent.

Lang Yangyang glanced at him, both of them were a little embarrassed, and then Aunt Xie shouted below and asked the second aunt to go down and chat.

Obviously, they wanted Lang Yangyang and Zhuang Shuo to be alone.

Seeing that his aunt went down first, Zhuang Shuo said, "I'll help you clean up." ”

He brought a sickle himself, and bent down to work hard without waiting for Lang Yangyang to speak, he has been dealing with the land all year round, and he is very comfortable doing these things.

Every year, the family also goes back to the countryside to worship their ancestors, and he knows how to take care of the grave.

Lang Yangyang packed up the tributes that had just been put out, and they had to be taken home.

In just ten minutes, Lang Yangyang finished packing up the tribute, and when he was picking up the garbage, Zhuang Shuo came over with a sweat on his head and said: "It's all done, you see, there is a shrub there in the mountain god, it looks like it has grown for many years, I didn't cut it, just fix it." ”

"Thank you." Lang Yangyang said.

Seeing Zhuang Shuo sweating, he turned around and went to find wet wipes to wipe his sweat.

"Thank you."

Zhuang Shuo wore a long-sleeved T-shirt today, khaki cargo pants and boots, his hair seemed to grow a little, and his bangs hung down from time to time to block his eyes, and then he stroked it up with his hands.

Lang Yangyang put on his coat, still feeling a little dizzy, and before leaving, he turned his head to look at the tombstones of his grandparents.

Thinking that he hadn't come back for so many years, he knelt down and kowtowed to them three times.

got up and went down the mountain, Zhuang Shuo took two-thirds of the things, and walked in front of him steadily.

"Why are you here?" Lang Yangyang asked.

Zhuang Shuo turned his head to look at him, "Come and pick up my mother." ”

Lang Yangyang's forehead was covered with fine sweat, his cheeks were red and he was panting rapidly, and even his eyes were a little hazy.

If someone else is different, they might think what this kid is doing with such charm.

Zhuang Shuo saw it at a glance: "Are you having a fever?" ”

Chapter 13

"Huh? Is it? Lang Yangyang stretched out a hand to touch his forehead, not feeling anything different, "It shouldn't be." ”

Zhuang Shuo: "Your forehead is sweaty, and your face is red." ”

He didn't know how to describe the feeling, when a person has a fever, it looks a little hazy, it's the hazy feeling that the eyes are full of water and the bones are soft.

I couldn't say clearly, and I was in a hurry, Zhuang Shuo wanted to come forward and try the temperature.

Lang Yangyang hurriedly said: "It should be hot, it's okay." ”

His refusal was not obvious, Zhuang Shuo almost didn't see it, but the words that Fang Cai's mother said flashed in his mind.

"He had a hard time when he was a child, he was adrift for many years, he was used to being alone, and he would be afraid if he was too anxious."

"Okay, let's see after a while, are you dizzy and weak?" Zhuang Shuo said.

Lang Yangyang: "It seems to be a little, but it's okay, let's go, go down first." ”

Lang Yangyang and the second aunt still have to go to the grave of the grandfather and grandmother to worship, and Zhuang Shuo and Aunt Xie have to go to other places.