Lang Yangyang turned his head to look at Zhuang Shuo: "What?" ”

Zhuang Shuo: "It's not ......"

Lang Yangyang still has a bit of eyesight, and he can see that Zhuang Shuo has thoughts about what he said just now.

"I mean, there's a sense of realism about weddings. Don't you think it's magical that a group of parents will give us two gays a banquet? ”

Zhuang Shuo thought about it, shook his head and said, "No." ”

Lang Yangyang pulled Zhuang Shuo to the new sofa and sat down, and asked him, "How did you come out?" ”

"Out of the closet? Hmm......" Zhuang Shuo leaned back on the back of the sofa, his arm muscles were squeezed obviously when he hugged his chest with his hands, and he said while recalling: "When I was in high school, our class president was my tablemate, and she liked to watch movies very much, so she recommended a few to me, and I came back to watch them one by one, and when I saw "Lan Yu", I ...... See ...... Hmmm......"

"Look hard?" Lang Yangyang looked serious.

Zhuang Shuo hummed a little embarrassed, and then said: "I found a lot of movies to watch later, and the more I watched them, the more obsessed I became, and then I had a dream that the English teacher in our class ......."

This seemed to be a very unbearable memory for Zhuang Shuo, and his eyebrows were about to wrinkle.

"I really don't know why, he's not handsome and fierce, maybe because he's younger and he has a lot of classes, anyway...... Feed! Don't laugh at me! ”

"Hahaha okay, okay, I don't laugh." Lang Yangyang smiled a lot more relaxed, leaned back gently, and his arm touched Zhuang Shuo's arm, and Zhuang Shuo reached out to hug him into his arms.

The atmosphere eased a lot, Zhuang Shuo continued: "Later, I searched the Internet, I felt like I was a gay, I felt that I was abnormal, I was scared to death, and I was scared of myself for more than half a year before I slowly accepted the fact that I was gay. Then before I went to college, my mom joked with me one day that I could have a girlfriend when I went to college, and I told them that I liked boys. ”

Lang Yangyang was shocked: "And then they accepted it?" ”

Zhuang Shuo turned his head to look at Lang Yangyang, "I thought about it for two days before I accepted it, and in those two days, they were like thieves, they checked on the Internet, and they went to the bookstore to check, avoiding me." After knowing that it was not an illness, she thought that I could live a good life and be happy, so I accepted it, and then my mother said that if I had a suitable partner in the future, they would also hold a wedding for me. ”

It was already dark, Lei Gong was playing in the yard, biting sound toys and running around, and the elm tree at the intersection also began to know the sound of chirping.

The lively appearance has already begun to show signs of summer.

The waves in Lang Yangyang's eyes were also very turbulent.

"What's wrong?" Zhuang Shuo sensed that Lang Yangyang's mood was wrong, and gently pinched the flesh on his arm.

Lang Yangyang shook his head: "No, uncles and aunts are really good parents, if only all parents in the world could do this." ”

After speaking, Lang Yangyang smiled, came out of his emotions, and when he raised his eyes, he found that Zhuang Shuo was a little melancholy, "What's wrong with you?" ”

Zhuang Shuo wanted to speak and stopped, and several times he wanted to open his mouth and then withdrew it, but he just stared at Lang Yangyang.

Lang Yangyang had a guess in his heart and said to him: "It's okay, you can say it." ”

This has always been a problem that Zhuang Shuo buried in his heart, not only him, but also the second aunt is the knot in the heart of his parents. But no one dared to speak, for fear of hurting Lang Yangyang.

Zhuang Shuo weighed it again and again, but still said: "Yangyang, have you ever thought about what to do if your parents come back?" ”

It's the same as Lang Yangyang just guessed.

He thought about it very seriously and said, "Actually, I have thought about this question too, and there is only one answer after thinking about it. ”

"Huh?"

"They have their lives, I have my own lives, I'm almost thirty years old, and these questions have long been thought out. To put it coldly, I wouldn't even call them mom and dad, for me, they're just strangers by blood. There is no need to worry about property, my grandfather made a will before he died, and everything in the family was left to me and my second aunt, and there was no share of them. ”

A trace of distress flashed in Zhuang Shuo's eyes, but Lang Yangyang smiled and took his hand to comfort: "Don't think I'm miserable because of this, really." Of course, I didn't think about it that way at the beginning, and when I was an adolescent, I also felt hateful, and I felt that it was innocent and unfair to let me get into this kind of family, but then I grew up and worked, and I slowly looked away. ”

Lang Yangyang adjusted his sitting posture, tilted his head and leaned on Zhuang Shuo, looking at the half moon exposed on the wall outside the window.

"It's more rewarding to work hard and exercise more than to dwell on painful memories that have passed and can't be changed, or even to eat something delicious and listen to better songs. How hard it is to study, how tiring it is to work, I am just a very ordinary and ordinary person, and I am very happy to be able to come to this day and have my own dessert shop. ”

"Yangyang."

"Huh?"

Lang Yangyang felt that he was very optimistic and cheerful when he said this, and his speech was quite positive, but for some reason Zhuang Shuo looked sad when he looked at him.

Zhuang Shuo raised his hand and gently touched Lang Yangyang's cheek, there was a layer of calluses in his palm, which made Lang Yangyang's face hurt.

"Don't do that." Lang Yangyang smiled.

Zhuang Shuo also smiled, but he didn't smile sincerely, as if he was smiling to comfort Lang Yangyang. He whispered, "You study well, you work hard, and you're brave enough to do what you love." ”

For some reason, Zhuang Shuo said it himself, and his nose was a little pantothenic.

He looked into Lang Yangyang's eyes and told him very seriously: "I'm really proud of you, you have gone through many difficult moments alone. ”

Lang Yangyang's eyes trembled, and after a while, he finally smiled very sincerely.

He didn't cry, and he didn't want to cry at all, but he felt calm somewhere in his heart and felt very relieved.

Lang Yangyang, who looked cold, finally dared to admit in his heart that he also needed the approval of others, if this person was Zhuang Shuo, it would really be better.

Lang Yangyang saw that Zhuang Shuo was about to shed tears, and stepped forward to kiss him, but was about to step back, but Zhuang Shuo hugged him hard and kissed him again.

The kiss started roughly, then slowly became gentle.

Lang Yangyang did not evade, he understood that the little saltiness on his lips was the softness of the tough guy.

In that case, he leaned back on the soft pillow and rested for a while.

The yard has been almost repaired, and when you have time to go to the flower and bird market to pick some flower seedlings to plant.

In the past few days, the farm has been drying rapeseed, and Zhuang Shuo is at ease here to prepare with Lang Yangyang. The next morning, he had to go to work with Lang Yangyang.

"I'm really sleepy so early, how nice it would be to sleep at home." Lang Yangyang casually pulled a dog's tail grass on the side of the road and dangled it in his hand, turned his head and said to Zhuang Shuo: "You just watched me busy." ”

Zhuang Shuo said: "How can I sleep lazily when you go to work, and I can walk with you." ”

Lang Yangyang: "I'm afraid you were too tired last night." ”

"You're not tired, how can I be tired?!" Zhuang Shuo thought that Lang Yangyang was trying to beat him.

Could it be that he was not satisfied with last night's performance?

Lang Yangyang thought of something, smiled a little evilly, turned his head to look at Zhuang Shuo and said, "Isn't there such an old saying?" There is no ploughed land, only tired oxen. ”

Zhuang Shuo Zhengse: "That's impossible, I'm very confident in my physical strength." ”

Lang smiled and didn't speak.

After a while, he said, "I'm used to this kind of routine, so why should you follow me." ”

Zhuang Shuo finally smiled, looked at Lang Yangyang who was about to hit Yueji who climbed out of the wall, pulled him out a little, and said to him: "My schedule is the same, when a farmer has a 9-to-6 day, when he is busy, it will start before dawn, and he will finish work in the middle of the night, and I am used to it." ”

Lang Yangyang turned his head to look at him.

Look at his wheat-colored skin and rough hands.

Yes, there is no ease, especially for farmers.

I thought that Zhuang Shuo went to the store to sit and watch Lang Yangyang work, but he didn't expect that he himself was watering the greenery and washing utensils, and he could also come to help when kneading the dough, and he was not idle at all after three or four hours of busyness.

Maybe it's because there's work in the eyes.

When you arrived, Lang Yangyang and Zhuang Shuo had just finished breakfast and were about to go home, and Aunt Xie called half an hour ago to say that she was leaving immediately.

"There are spare desserts in the fresh-keeping cabinet, I didn't decorate the fruit for fear that it won't be fresh, you talk to Xiaowen and Huang Yun, remember to add it before you go up." Lang Yangyang hung up his apron and said as he leaned over to the pool and washed his hands with Zhuang Shuo.

Youyou was used to Zhuang Shuo appearing in the store, so he checked the remaining coffee beans in the bar and said, "Okay, you can go back with confidence." ”

"I made a croissant today, I updated the price tag, and the takeaway platform hasn't gotten it yet, so please trouble you to get it." Lang Yangyang said and said, feeling that there were too many things for Yoyo to do, so he simply came directly to the computer, "I'd better get it done first before leaving." ”

Youyou smiled: "Worry about your life." ”

Zhuang Shuo carried a paper bag and waited beside him.

"By the way, Brother Yangyang, are you going to go to that TV show?" Yoyo asked.

Lang Yangyang was putting croissants on the shelves, looked at the screen intently and said, "I don't know, I haven't thought about it yet, the TV station said that you can reply within a week." ”

Youyou leaned over: "I think it's a good opportunity, why don't you go?" ”

Lang Yangyang entered the price, "I'm afraid of losing face on the show." ”

"How so?!" Yoyo and Zhuang Shuo said in unison.

Lang Yangyang smiled and said, "Why not, I'm a halfway monk, not as good as you think." ”

Zhuang Shuo and Youyou glanced at each other and did not speak.

On the way back, the sun came out, and when I looked up at the sky, there were no clouds, a breeze gusted, and the best time for the weather in Changxi City was coming.

Every year in late spring and early summer, Changxi City is full of greenery, the weather is sunny, and occasional showers fall, washing the ground clean.

There are many cosmos planted in the green belt, and now they are budding, and they look very leisurely and beautiful when they sway in the wind.

Lang Yangyang and Zhuang Shuo walked side by side, the downhill road was easy to walk, and they arrived home after turning two intersections.

Back home, Lang Yangyang turned on the computer and continued to make a plan for the farm, and Zhuang Shuo went to walk the dog. Zhuang Shuo has good physical strength, every time Lei Gong pulls and walks a long way, Lei Gong likes it very much, and now he is more excited when he goes out with Zhuang Shuo.

Lang Yangyang asked Zhuang Shuo again for some pictures of the farm.

These pictures were taken with drones and high-definition cameras when the city TV station came to interview before, which was much better than Zhuang Shuo's own shot, but there was no authorization, Lang Yangyang called the city TV station again to ask for authorization, this tossed down, PPT only made three or four pages, Zhuang Shuo came back.

Lang Yangyang sped up and divided the content and pictures first.

Not long after the separation, Aunt Xie and the second aunt also arrived.

Lang Yangyang had just poured them a glass of water to drink, and Lao Wei and Zhang Xiaojun also arrived in a hurry.

Last time, when Lao Wei and Zhang Xiaojun came to help change the doors and windows, they wore anti-made old clothes, and today they are dressed with more personal characteristics.

The old crooked man was dressed in cotton and linen and wore a hat, and Zhang Xiaojun wore a pair of pants with four or five pockets, and he was very repairman.

The small living room was full of people, Lang Yangyang counted the people and poured water, and went to wash the fruits and pack small biscuits.

Zhuang Shuo turned his head and found that Lang Yangyang was gone, so he went to the kitchen to look for him.

"Isn't it a little unaccustomed?"

Lang Yangyang admitted frankly: "Well, there are a lot of people. ”

"Don't be nervous, I'm here. My mother and second aunt are in charge of this matter, and we just listen to the command on the side. Zhuang Shuo found a large plate of washed grapes.

"Not good."

"What's so bad." Zhuang Shuo turned his head to look at the living room, everyone was busy, and no one paid attention to them. He quickly kissed Lang Yangyang on the face.

Lang Yangyang scolded in his mouth, "Pay attention to the occasion!" ”

Although Zhuang Shuo said that there is an adult presiding, he doesn't have to worry about being nervous, but Lang Yangyang still thinks about this matter of the two of them, how can he really let others worry about it?

That's how he grew up since he was a child, and he can only rely on himself for his own affairs.