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Ten years later, Kaka returned to his Heavenly Father's arms, and he spent more than 3,000 days and nights guarding Cristiano's tombstone, and even Dolores let go of his hatred for him.
And Basco and Simeone, after Kaka's unexpected death, finally chose to bury him and Cristiano together in accordance with Kaka's last wishes.
Kaka didn't feel that his soul was at peace, and returning to his Heavenly Father would not give him peace, and his soul had died ten years earlier.
It was just a physical-physical death ten years late, there was nothing he could do, he broke his promise again in front of Cristiano, he felt like a ridiculous and hateful coward, he could never forgive himself, and he could never get forgiveness from that man.
He thought so until his consciousness sank into darkness, and he thought, maybe this is the end.
Unfortunately, the Father seemed destined for him to be at peace, and the sudden noise in his ears woke him from his slumber.
Kaka opened his eyes suddenly.
"Kaka!" His younger brother Deegan grabbed his hand and shook it happily, "Look! Your team has scored! β
Kaka didn't react for a moment, he was surprised to find that his brother had become an adolescent, and when he heard the other party's words, he subconsciously turned to the old TV set, full of age, and the TV was broadcasting a match between AC Milan and a certain team.
He didn't understand where it was, what the situation was, could it be that the back of death was to revisit life like a marquee?
Then he wished he could see Cristiano again than his silly brother hereβsorry, though he missed this guy too, he thought, reaching out and rubbing a handful of Degan's curly hair.
"Kaka!" Deegan grumbled dissatisfied.
Kaka was surprised to find that his hand actually felt touch, not some spirit, and he jumped to his feet: "God! β
"Why are you so surprised?!" Deegan was taken aback.
"When is this?" Kaka grabs Degan.
"Nine and three p.m.?" Deegan turned his head to look at the bulky clock.
"No, I mean, how many years is it, what day?" Kaka stared into Degan's eyes.
"2002...... Isn't it, you're kidding me? Ha, I don't believe in your tricks! This time it was a good performance. Deegan braked triumphantly, glanced at his brother, and thought to himself, Kaka's rare childish ghost, hey.
At this moment, young Simeone and Bausko came down from the upper floor arm in arm, and couldn't help but raise their eyebrows when they saw this: "What are you brothers doing?" By the way, Caroline's parents invited us to dinner next week, so you can get ready. β
When Digan heard this, he swung on the sofa and scolded his brother: "Come on, Caroline's parents don't want to see me, do they?" β
Simeone chuckled, apparently knowing the purpose of the feast, and even though Caroline and Kaka had only known each other for a few months, their parents were already convinced that the other was the best choice for each other, and they had gone to great lengths to make the pair happen.
Kaka quickly remembered when it was, and he couldn't help but smile wryly and squeeze his palm tightly.
Although, he knew that he would never be able to find himself again, the man with a mature soul who was unusually resolute but also extremely fragile and beautiful, he had to tell his parents who he really was-
He was a sinner who loved a man so deeply that he didn't pray for blessings, but he didn't want to let down a girl again.
"Mom, Father, we have to talk." Kaka stood in front of Simeone and Bausco.
Ten years of vigil had turned him upside down, and he and the twenty-year-old little prince of San Siro were two very different people, his soul was bitter and cold, without the slightest anger, and when he said, "We have to talk", all he could think of was the despair of dying that day and not being able to do so.
Simeone and Bosco seemed to be taken aback, the two looked at each other and sat down, nodded and said gently, "Good boy, what do you want to say?" β
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The Wright family spent an unknown number of hours of silence digesting the news that Kaka had brought.
Of course, Kaka didn't tell them that the young shell contained the soul of a fifty-year-old man, because then he would only be sent to a psychiatric hospital.
He just told his family that he wasn't going to the feast, and he wasn't going to have a deeper relationship with Caroline, that he was in love with a man, and that's it.
During the following holidays, Bausco's cold violence and Simeone's crying completely changed the home.
Degan was quick to accept it, but it was a little strange - what a devout believer his brother was, and he actually fell in love with a man?! O God, is he not afraid of going to hell?
"Degan, I've already been there." Kaka looked at his brother and replied calmly.
Deegan covered his mouth, he didn't know that he had already shouted what was in his heart.
Simone and Bosco looked at Kaka in shock, wondering how their son could say such a foul word.
Kaka thought in his heart, he had not only been there, but even stayed there for ten years, there was nothing terrible, the only thing that was really terrible was to look at the lover who was close at hand, but he couldn't touch it.
The holidays are coming to an end, and Simeone doesn't know what else she can do to save her son.
She came to Kaka's room, and she watched her proud son sit in the sun, as if he had not been the slightest different from a month ago, but as if nothing had changed.
She couldn't feel the vividness of Kaka, and the daily interactions made her terrified, as if their son was long dead, and here was nothing more than a shell that could still walk and speak.
She didn't understand what was going on, she wanted to know who had caused their son to look like this, but she was pretty sure it was just an adolescent impulse, because Kaka always stayed in a place where there were only men, and she was engaged in such high-intensity sports, and it was normal for her to have temporary misperceptions of sexual orientation.
Kaka looked at his mother, he knew Simeone, he knew what his mother was thinking at the moment, he spoke: "Mom, I said, I love a man, not impulsively, if you want to believe it, in front of you is a soul full of holes. β
"How long have you been at the club, and even with that man, you've only been together for such a short time, are you sure you have to give so much?" Simeone looked at Kaka, and for the first time she was no longer crying, she took a deep breath and tried to learn to be a caring mother.
Kaka was surprised for a second, but soon, he shook his head: "I feel that I have loved him for thirty years, and will continue to love him, until this body also returns to dust, and the earth returns to the earth, which is the end of my love." β
Simeone, you can't even be thirty.
But her words didn't speak, she crashed into her son's eyes, and was terrified, she knew her son so well, and this made her suddenly realize that Kaka was serious, and even his words were true, and he was not lying to anyone.
She involuntarily took two steps back, and she felt a sense of powerlessness, and she suddenly realized how deeply she could not change.
Kaka stretched out his hand to support her: "Mom, I didn't want to frighten you, but please understand that I really love him, even if I ......"
He didn't say any more, just closed his eyes forcefully, tears falling from the corners of his eyes.
Even if he can no longer find his true love.
Simeone watched her eldest son, who had always been obedient and pious, suddenly shed silent tears, and she felt the suffocating sorrow as if she could empathize, as if the air around Kaka had been taken away.
Simeone's eyes widened, her heart ached, at this moment she didn't even care that the other party was in love with a man, she took two steps forward and hugged Kaka, pressed him into her arms, and whispered, "Oh my God, Ricky...... You...... Who the hell is he? What did he do to you? He ......"
"Mom, don't ask." Kaka covered his eyes, embarrassed and ridiculous, he whispered, "It doesn't make sense, it's not what he did to me, it's me, it's me who lost him, it's me who let go at the beginning, so he left." β
"Whether it's in this world, or in ......" Kaka paused, even if Heavenly Father gave him a chance to live again, even if he could shuttle through countless parallel worlds, it didn't make any sense.
"I'll never find him again, Mom, I'll never find the exact same person again." Kaka curled up and whimpered in pain, and for a moment, it was as if he was twenty years old again, so he wanted to ask for comfort and shelter.
Simeone had a moment of panic, as if she was going to lose Kaka, and she hugged her child tightly, her eyes moist, and she looked up at the sky, as if she was talking to her Heavenly Father.
Heavenly Father, I beg your forgiveness, He has only loved others with all He has, Mercious Father, please let Him do what He wants, and do not torture your devout believers.
"Kaka, my poor child, God will bless you." Simone choked up and whispered, kissing Kaka's heart.
Kaka fell asleep in Simeone's arms, but his brow was furrowed, tears streaming down his brow, and he couldn't find peace even in his dreams.
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Deegan noticed that the atmosphere in the house seemed to be starting to change for the better, at least, they were talking again.
So Deegan bravely went to be the regulator and kept enlivening the atmosphere: "There's a ball game tonight, why don't we go to the bar and watch it?" It's a great atmosphere! β
In normal times, Simeone and Bosco would not have agreed, because Kaka already has a lot of fans of his own, and going to the bar to watch a football game may cause trouble.
But then, Simeone nodded: "Nice proposal." β
She hoped that maybe going out for a walk would help Kaka, or at least it might look better.
Kaka just said, "Go ahead, I want to watch some old games at home." β
"Come on, you're also watching Sporting Lisbon at home, so you might as well go to the bar with us to watch it in real time." Deegan interrupted, don't think he doesn't know anything, he bets that his brother's sweetheart, who is so distracted and willing to fall out with his family, must be in Lisbon.
However, he was curious, had his brother played against Sporting Lisbon before? When did you meet?
He squeezed his eyes at his brother: "Today's friendly match between Sporting Lisbon and Manchester United ......"
Kaka was stunned for a moment, that game was played today? He remembers that it was this game that made Sir Alex Ferguson look at Cristiano.
Then he interrupted Deegan and replied, "Okay." β
Deegan kept his mouth shut, and raised his eyebrows triumphantly at Simeone and Bosco - who's your big clever baby?
Simeone and Bausko exchanged a look and seemed to understand something.
Kaka casually took a piece of clothing and changed it into: "Then let's go, shall we?" β
"Huh? So early?! Degan was surprised.
"Find a good location."
Degan: "......"
When Deegan saw his brother huddled around a group of strong men smoking cigarettes and tattoos β it was indeed the best place to watch the game β but Simone and Bosco clearly didn't like the environment and almost pierced Digan with a knife in their eyes β Deegan covered his face and cried out inwardly, "Oh my God, what did that guy in Lisbon do to his brother?"
Kaka was almost to watch all of Cristiano's games at Sporting Lisbon, and the young boy who had not yet faded his youth would clench his fists and kneel for a long distance with excitement when scoring a goal, his eyes and eyelids would be red with excitement, and he would lie on the turf with his whole face buried in the turf and sobbing all over.
Kaka couldn't be clearer, those were two souls.
But he swore to himself that he would love and protect Cristiano Ronaldo by his side, in the name of his best friend, the most solid backing.
The game started and Kaka calmly watched the game.
Cristiano was the starter, and the boy was busy in the camera, and Kaka noticed that the boy seemed to be starting to apply hairspray during the game.
He couldn't help but smile slightly.
Seeing this, Degan, Bosco and Simeone, who were always observing Kaka, immediately sat down and analyzed intently and whispered: "I haven't seen Kaka like this for a long time?!" I'll just say, it must be one of the players! β
"What number do you mean? Just shook a couple of them, number 18? Number 25? Number 28? Simeone asked one by one.
Basco pulled a face: "I have to say first, I am very, very reluctant to get involved in your nonsense. But personally, in my opinion, it's the 28th. β
Simeone didn't bother to roll her eyes at her husband, but she did heed his advice: "Number 28? I didn't have time to see it clearly, so let me take a closer look later. By the way, why? β
"The other two are too old." Basco snorted coldly.
Degan: "......" As far as he knows, those two are only about the same age as his brother, are they polite?
Besides, the 28th is too small, right!? He even suspected that the number 28 guy wasn't as old as him! I'm afraid that if I am hit on the court, I will have to fall out and cry and chirp.
He was sneering like this, and almost ten minutes after the game began, he suddenly exclaimed:
"The ball is at Ronaldo's feet! The rising star of Sporting Lisbon, Mr. Cristiano Ronaldo, is incredibly fast! He tricked Scholes on the opposite side and managed to bring it into the penalty area! β
"Leon foul! This flying tackle knocked Ronaldo down! Oh, he fell so hard, the team doctor came up and did a simple treatment, God bless him. β
There was boos in the bar, and Deegan spread his hands to see how accurate he was.
He subconsciously looked at his eldest brother, and his eyes widened in surprise, and he saw Kaka clenching the beer glass in his hand, almost no different from the sturdy drinking man who stood up next to him and complained about his dissatisfaction.
Deegan felt that he hadn't seen such an emotional Kaka for a long time, he blinked vigorously, and then he heard his parents talking to each other:
"Number 28."
"That's right."
The team doctor took a bit of a long time to deal with it, because Cristiano Ronaldo's face was bleeding profusely, and his whole body looked confused, as if he didn't feel pain, but the skin on the tip of his nose and both sides of his cheeks was red from the physiological pain, and he looked very pitiful.
Simeone and Bausko couldn't help but gasp when they saw the camera cut, and Bausko slapped the cup on the table: "This is too much!" β
"Poor boy...... Will he be able to play again? β
Simeone said worriedly, looking at Kaka, and saw his eldest son's face tense, his lips pursed into a straight line.
She had no doubt that if Kaka was on the court, the guy named Leon on the other side would be beaten.
Simone paused, shook his head and shook off the thought just now, Kaka won't beat people, should he?