11 Chapter 11
After finishing speaking, Yu Yanming lowered his head a little embarrassed, he clenched his fingers, and his voice gradually became softer, but the determination in it did not decrease.
"I am very happy and grateful to Professor Yang, so I don't want to miss this opportunity."
He looked up at Lu Yiman again, his eyes were very bright, flashing with brilliance, and there was a hint of shyness and shallow relief, and that little bit of amazement was hidden in the deepest place.
"Brother Yiman, I'm leaving tomorrow."
After saying this, the suppressed emotions in his heart were completely empty, and the person became relaxed.
There may be times when making changes is the best way to deal with a stagnant status quo.
"So fast?" Lu Yiman was a little surprised.
"Well, I'm afraid that if it gets longer, I'm reluctant to leave."
He laughed, his eyes crooked into crescent moons.
Lu Yiman's eyes softened, and Yu Yanming, who was smiling, actually had some youthful youthfulness on his body.
He raised his hand, patted him on the shoulder, and said softly, "If you really make up your mind, then I support you and believe that you will definitely achieve great things in the future." ”
Yu Weiming smiled at him, and lowered his head to hide his reddish eyes, the confusion and apprehension about the unknown road ahead in his heart gained unprecedented strength in Lu Yiman's gentle support.
"If you have any financial difficulties, you can tell me."
"No need, Brother Yiman, Professor Yang said that if I decide well, he will help me apply for a special funding channel......
"That's good, I hope you go well on your trip."
"Thank you, Brother Yiman, thank you."
At this time, Yu Yi, who had a high fever that did not go away, was lying on the hospital bed with a frown, seeing him like this, Yu Yan could not hide the worry on his face.
Seeing him tightly clutching a black trench coat in his hand, he suppressed his depression and asked, "Where did this dress come from?" ”
The assistant on the side hurriedly replied, "It seems to be Mr. Lu's." ”
"Like?" He raised his eyebrows.
The assistant's scalp tightened, and he immediately said with certainty and certainty: "I'm sure, this dress is Mr. Lu's, and when Da Shao came back, he was wearing this coat." ”
Yu Yan stopped talking, but his eyes darkened a lot.
And Yu Yi, who was lying on the bed, seemed to be dreaming, his eyebrows frowned, his fingers were forced, and the not very thick fabric was immediately scraped open by his nails.
Yu Yan's eyes were faint and said, "Check Yu Yuming...... Don't ......," he lipsed, "Cha Lu is full." ”
……
Today is a rare good weather, the rainy days have turned into today's bright sunshine, and even the morning air is more refreshing, as if to show the brightness of the road ahead.
Lu Yiman sent Yu Yanming to the airport, and along the way, the other party didn't speak, he was in a daze, he took out his mobile phone several times, looked at it in a daze, and then put the mobile phone back, and didn't even press the screen.
"Is there something missing?" He asked gently, as usual with concern.
Yu Yanming, who was hesitant, was called back to his senses, looked at him, was stunned, and then smiled emptyly, took a deep breath and said, "No." ”
Nor can there be.
He finally made up his mind to leave, and he couldn't stumble himself over these things anymore.
Throwing away all the thoughts in his mind, he smiled briskly and looked at him with a sparkle in his eyes.
"Thank you, Brother Ichiman."
"You've said thank you many times." Lu Yiman smiled slightly.
Yu Qiming couldn't help laughing, yes, he had already said thank you to the other party many times.
People around him passed by him, turning into vague shadows, facing Lu Yiman, who was standing in front of him, I don't know why, he was a little in a trance, and he was a little stunned.
"Brother Ichiman......" he muttered, and couldn't help but clench the suitcase in his hand.
"What's the matter, are you reluctant?" Lu Yiman smiled, his eyes sparkling with color.
He suddenly woke up, and came to his senses in an instant.
The tugging in his heart at that moment really almost made him want to retreat.
But no, he couldn't give up so easily.
Exhaling a cloudy breath that held the terrible backing and hesitation firmly in his heart, he held his head high and tried to look more confident.
"How is it possible, I want to become a painter in the future, and let everyone know my name Yu Yuming."
"That's good." Lu Yiman smiled lightly, his voice was soft, and the corners of his mouth were raised.
Yu Qiming didn't dare to delay any longer, he always felt that there was an inexplicable emotion pulling him, wanting him to stay in this land.
He's really leaving.
As he took the first step, the feeling of his heart suddenly sinking made him feel terrified, and the act of going away alone was even more difficult than he had intended.
But he walked out anyway.
After that step, he seemed to have broken through an invisible barrier.
The ups and downs in his heart surged even more violently, to the point that he was a little scared.
He turned his head and looked at Lu Yiman, who was watching him leave.
The other party stood in the crowd with his back to the light, his hands in his pockets, his graceful figure stood out from the crowd, and his face could not be seen clearly in the shadow of the backlight, but the occasional floating hair and the smooth facial contours under the light and shadow could still make people feel that he was smiling.
He was always smiling, soft and dazzling enough to make anyone stop for him, as could be seen in the footsteps that had stalled because of him.
But that strangeness suddenly hit him, even to the point of palpitations.
"What's the matter, Mingming, did you forget something?"
The soft voice made him a little stunned, obviously only a few meters away, but it seemed to be the other side of the world.
He shook his head, forcibly recalling his mind.
"No, Brother Yiman, I ......"
He opened his mouth with some difficulty, his hands clenching tighter and tighter.
"Yu Qi he may have some aspects of the disease, maybe it is related to his life experience, he did not have the surname Yu before, but later changed his surname, he ......" He was in a trance and didn't know what he was talking about, and his head was dizzy.
The center of his eyebrows was twisted up hard, and he was sweating.
Suddenly, he didn't continue, his expression was sluggish, thinking of the black tie hanging on the balcony in the apartment, and the other party's occasional gaze at Yu Yi.
He opened his mouth suddenly, "Brother Yiman, you have to think clearly." ”
The air was quiet for a moment.
"Okay, thank you."
Receiving this gentle reply, he looked at the man standing with his backlight, and he didn't know why, and sank even more emptily.
"Then I'll go, Brother Yiman, goodbye."
The last two words were as light as the wind, and he looked deeply at the man who was looking at him in the shadows, and this time, he didn't look back.
As his steps became lighter and lighter, everything behind him was far away from him, but his heart seemed to be stripped of something, and there was a kind of emptiness that everything in the past would have nothing to do with him......
Seeing Yu Yanming's figure disappear at the end of the crowd, a ray of light behind him spread on the ground like a spreading golden thread, illuminating half of his body.
Half of his face in the halo raised the corners of his mouth, and he smiled softly.
"Yu Qiming, goodbye."
Turning around, a large golden dazzling light greeted him, he picked up the phone and walked out towards the exit.
"Professor Yang ......"
He smiled, his lowered eyes slightly bent, and when he raised them again, his eyes were full of brilliant brilliance, attracting passers-by to turn back frequently.
Under the blue sky and white clouds, he stopped, lit a cigarette with one hand, and opened his mouth with a smile, and the white mist blurred his face.
Save the protagonist?
From this moment on, the story will no longer develop with the predetermined ending.
Everything will be a new beginning.
The deep peach blossom eyes stared ahead, he extinguished the cigarette butt, and with a flick of his fingertips, half of the residual cigarette was flicked into the garbage can on the side of the road, and he strode forward, his raised braid sweeping the last gust of wind.
……
By the time I woke up, it was already after dusk and sunset, and the rare good weather also brought a large area of dazzling afterglow, and the orange-purple light almost covered half of the sky.
Yu Yi sat on the bed a little dazedly, stared out the window blankly, suddenly lowered his head, and looked at the clothes in his hand silently.
A small hole was scratched by his fingernails at some point near the neckline, and his index finger had been poked into it while he was unconscious.
Just the width of a finger.
He looked at it with a straight face for a moment, then threw his clothes away with an irritated expression, just looking at the trench coat with a fine texture, it was hard for him to ignore the crack in the neckline that he had pierced.
When Yu Yan pushed the door in, what he saw was a picture of Yu Yan staring at the clothes at the end of the bed, secretly competing with a cold face.
He paused for a moment and said loudly, "Brother? ”
Yu Yi raised his eyes and looked at him without any emotion.
"Brother, are you feeling better now?" Yu Yan breathed a sigh of relief, walked straight over and touched his forehead.
The fever subsided, the stone in his heart fell to the ground, and the tension in his eyes eased.
In fact, he was particularly afraid of Yu Dian getting sick, because Yu Kui was a person who couldn't speak no matter how uncomfortable he was, and even sometimes the more urgent he was, the more he couldn't speak.
"Brother, don't go to the drinking party on the Pearl Coast tonight, let's rest for a while."
Compared to this, of course, Yu Yi's body is more important.
It's just that Yu Yi frowned.
He was already fine, and he was even sweating all over his body, and he was lying upset.
"No, you don't."
He lifted the quilt and got out of bed, glanced at the black trench coat at the end of the bed, and quickly looked away.
Yu Yan opened his mouth, wanting to say something, but still didn't say it.
It's just that even if he didn't want to say it, Yu Yi still asked, "What about Ming." ”
Taking off his clothes, he glanced at Yu Yan behind him.
Yu Yan coughed and didn't speak, even if he was decisive outside, in front of Yu Yan, he would naturally bow to him.
"Speak!" Yu looked at him impatiently.
Yu Yan immediately stood up straight, raised his head and looked straight over, but when he met Yu Yi's eyes, he instinctively looked away.
"Yu Qiming is gone."
"Gone?"
"He's out of the country."
Yu Yi's eyebrows were sharp, and the shirt he had just put on had not been fully buttoned, revealing a large and strong chest, but his cold face still brought an invisible sense of oppression.
"When!"
Yu Yan counted silently, and this time he said four words at once, more than usual.
"Morning."
He raised his eyes to look at Yu Yi and opened his mouth, "Yesterday morning......"