34 Chapter 34
The one who wants to marry Yu Yi is Gao Qinchang's younger sister, her own sister, in her early twenties, and she is still a college student.
Born in a family like theirs, marriage is almost a lifelong fate, so Gao Qinchang quickly accepted it, but it was his own sister, and he had some true feelings.
I don't know what he was thinking, he selectively said a few words to his sister about Luo Ding's words.
The sister of the Gao family was not very satisfied with this marriage, and she was an arrogant character, so she made a fuss directly after hearing these words.
In Mr. Gao's extremely threatening eyes, the sister of the Gao family threw down a sentence, "If I want to marry you, I will marry you." So he ran out, and no one was found until the next day.
Yu Yi buckled his phone and didn't answer those calls.
Whether it was the Gao family or the Yu family, he didn't pay attention to any of them, and sat alone by the window drinking coffee.
Outside, in the open air, there was a huge ginkgo tree, its golden leaves falling all over the ground, and it was painted on the empty wooden chair as a picture of the alternation of autumn and winter.
He looked sideways out the window and couldn't help but think that it would be nice if Lu Yiman was here.
……
Yu Yan looked at Yu Yu's face a little distracted.
Just by looking at their appearances, they really don't look like each other, and no one would think they're twins, but in fact, they're really only a minute apart.
But it was this minute that decided the position of Brother Yu and gave him those heavy responsibilities.
"I really hate that tattoo on his neck." Yu Yan muttered.
Lu Yiman raised his eyes to look at him, and changed his sitting posture, which was a listening posture.
Yu Yan glanced at him, lowered his eyes again, and when he raised his head again, it was his own contempt and arrogance.
"Lu Yiman, how could it be you." He laughed out loud for some reason.
He knew Lu Yiman earlier than Yu Yiman.
After all, at that time, Yu Xianming was chasing Yu Yanming enthusiastically, of course he wanted to find out all the people around Yu Kaiming, and Lu Yiman entered his eyes like this.
To be honest, he was not very satisfied with Yu Qiming at that time, because he didn't like the other party to have such an unclear relationship.
"Didn't you choose me?" Lu Yiman looked at him without emotion.
Yu Yan paused, looked into his eyes sharply, and suddenly laughed.
"So you were eyeing Yu Yi at that time?"
Lu Yiman glanced at him lazily and brushed the long hair from his sideburns.
"My choices have nothing to do with yours."
The sharpness in Yu Yan's eyes receded.
At the beginning, Yu Kaiming brought so much struggle and pain to Yu Xian, and he didn't get Yu Kaiming away, because he understood that Yu Kaiming needed a pillar and someone to accompany him.
But Yu Yanming was too weak, he couldn't support all of Yu Yan's emotions, so all he brought to Yu Yan was the pain of falling into the abyss.
But Lu Yiman is different, this man who is different from the outside can stabilize Yu Yi very well and provide him with all the emotional value he needs.
This is something that Yu Yan can't provide to Yu Yan either.
So he thought that Lu Yiman was more suitable for melancholy, so he chose him.
If not, then
The sky is on the Pearl Coast, and he will not suddenly tell Lu Yiman the secret of hiding flowers in his cuffs.
It's just that I didn't expect their relationship to get out of control, Yu Yi lost control, and he fell in love with Lu Yiman.
This has never appeared in Yu Kaiming, and he has always been Yu Kaiming is a toy that accompanies Yu Xianming.
Even he thinks that Yu Yi will not understand what love is.
But Yu Yi was born to Lu Yiman.
Maybe from the time he allowed Lu Yiman to cross the line, he should have understood that this man was not under his control in the first place.
It should be said that no one can control him.
Looking at Lu Yiman on the other side, Yu Yan knew that the other party's gentle appearance was the ultimate danger.
In the confrontation between the eyes of the two parties, Yu Yan finally compromised first.
Maybe since he came here today, he can't help him, he can't help Yu Yi, he can't help himself, and the pain and fear buried in his heart are also tormenting him.
"Yu Yan, tell me everything you want to say."
Lu Yiman's eyes that could perceive everything drilled into Yu Yan's heart.
This was the second time they had met in a café, and the first time, Lu Yiman's eyes and words to him echoed in his mind almost every night, lingering like a nightmare.
At that time, Lu Yiman was extremely aggressive, his eyes pierced his heart like a needle, and he saw through all his selfish thoughts.
But now Lu Yiman is so gentle, full of patience, and also dangerous. Lure.
Yu Yan's suppressed and repeatedly self-pulling heart couldn't bear it at all.
Sometimes a gentle knife is the deadliest weapon.
He pursed his lips, his eyes began to struggle, and it was a long time before he opened his mouth.
"You know, his tattoo wasn't just to cover the scar?"
He clenched the coffee in his hand, and when he tried to tell Lu Yiman about the past, he was also trying to peel himself off.
……
The relationship between the Yu family is relatively simple, because Old Man Yu has only one daughter, that is, Yu Yu's mother.
may be the reason why they lost their mother since they were children and failed to get love from Old Man Yu, Yu Yan's mother is a very rebellious and extremely stubborn woman.
The only young lady in the Yu family, the only pearl in the palm of her hand, left with an ordinary man at a very young age.
Probably to rebel against the old man, or maybe at that age, she was still looking forward to fantasy love.
After getting married, they soon had children, and before that, they were very happy, but everything changed after they had children.
Firewood, rice, oil, salt, the trivial things of life began to wear down her patience, and at the same time there was poverty.
She had never thought of picking out cheap promotional items when she was shopping, recording the day's expenses in the ledger every day, and even after having a child, she even had to buy the cheapest can of milk powder!
And so the quarrel began.
A man thinks he works hard, but the world doesn't treat you differently because of your efforts, she is a noble lady by nature, and these things are beyond his reach in his life.
Now he is blamed for the problems in his life, so his work and his value are denied
Why!
Quarrels are only numerous after one occurrence.
"For as long as I can remember, they have been arguing endlessly, and the house is messy, sometimes there are a lot of glass shards, and there is a pungent smell of alcohol."
After losing each other's enthusiasm for life, everything will become cold.
Naturally, they couldn't detect Yu Qi's anomaly.
It wasn't until he was three years old that he suddenly realized that Yu Yi couldn't speak, even cry, or laugh.
He was an unhealthy child.
This is undoubtedly another hammer blow to their lives.
"Mother started blaming her father incessantly, she thought that his father was a waste, and if it weren't for him, everything wouldn't be the way it is, and her life wouldn't be so bad."
Yu Yan looked sideways at Yu Yi in the café opposite, and said with a sneer: "Since then, they seem to have started to hate us." ”
When children bring not happiness but burdens, the source of all suffering is placed on them.
The quarrel became more intense, and everything went to a more extreme abyss.
I don't know when they started to fight to blame each other, and when the conflict was about to erupt, they would smash everything in the house to the ground.
Such a fierce and violent act did not realize that there were two young children who were also suffering from it.
At that time, she was still holding on to this marriage and was unwilling to let go.
Probably because she didn't want to admit defeat to the old man, she didn't want to go back in embarrassment, and she didn't want to admit that she had such a bad life after leaving Yu's home.
As a result, any little trivial matter in life can erupt into more violent contradictions, which can bring about the torment that cannot be escaped.
"Everyone thinks that Yu Yi can't speak, but it's not, I've heard it."
Yu Yan looked deeply into Lu Yiman's eyes and said in an extremely soft tone: "He would cover my ears and say to me 'Don't be afraid' when they were arguing. ”
This was the first sentence that Yu Yi spoke.
The child who was rejected by his parents, he opened his world to Yu Yan.
Yu Yan was suddenly a little excited, and even his eyes were red, and he propped up the table and said: "We have been curled up together for six years, and he is protecting me when I am completely unconscious!" ”
The violent mood swings made his chest rise and fall slightly, and he calmed down and sat back down.
"At the age of six, they may have finally grown tired of the relationship, and at that time, they didn't even want to see each other again, and they didn't want to see us again."
Yu Yi was not accepted by the normal school, but they could not send him to a better place with more money.
In the endless quarrels and mutual accusations, they finally exhausted all the stubbornness in their hearts, chose to give up this marriage, and decided to divorce.
At the same time, they also brought Yu Dian and Yu Yan over, planning to leave directly with a child after the divorce.
But the funny thing is that even on the way to the divorce, they still quarreled over who would take Yu Yi away.
No one wants to take this burden with them.
They listened quietly in the back seat, Yu Yan was still a little ignorant, but when he heard that they were going to separate him from Yu Qi, he was a little scared and couldn't help it
Nervous.
Yu Yi was still expressionless and did not cry or laugh, and when they saw his face through the rearview mirror, they were bored at the same time.
And so it happened.
During the argument, they did not see the traffic light at the intersection.
When the impact occurred, Yu Yan didn't have time to react before he was hugged into Yu Yan's arms.
Yu Yi, who has always been immersed in his own world and is very slow to react to everything, protects Yu Yan at a fast speed.
"The glass cut his neck, blood splattered on my face, and when I looked up, there was a terrible wound and his vibrating pupils, and I knew then that he would be afraid, too."
Yu Yan stared blankly at the coffee on the table, tears flowing unconsciously.
Lu Yiman's eyelids drooped slightly, and the hand on his lap was tight.
"Later, we were taken back to Yu's house and changed our surnames, and as for the previous surname, I forgot."
He looked at Lu Yiman blankly, he forgot his surname, and he forgot what his parents looked like.
Only the first time Yu Yi covered his ears to tell him not to be afraid, he remembered the bouquet of lilies that smashed in front of them with the vase.
It was the only thing his mother would take care of.
Later, when he returned to Yu's home, he found that there was a flower garden full of lilies.
If they want to trace back to Yu You, it is the line of the old man's younger brother
children, he put them in front of him to cultivate, maybe it was really for the future Yu family.
But when they were picked up and their surnames were changed, Old Man Yu no longer needed them.
Because what he needs more is his own blood.
"At the beginning, what he wanted was not me, he chose Yu Yi."
Yu Yan wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes, leaned on the back of the chair, and looked so noble again.
"He thinks that Yu Yi, as an elder brother, is still calm after facing such a thing, which is very in line with his requirements."
Yu Yan smiled, with the ultimate mockery.
At that time, Yu Qi, who was only six years old, had already begun the cultivation of his heir, and he was often taken away, and when he came back, he was still the same, but Yu Yan noticed his changes.
Because Yu Yi was forcibly pulled out of his own world.
The calm and dead silence in his eyes changed, and became chaotic and violent.
No one knows what he went through.
But in Yu Yi's eyes, Yu Yi is still his Yu Yi.
He would climb into his bed and hug him when he was scared, pat him on the back to lull him to sleep in this strange and dark place, and calmly wipe away tears from his eyes when he woke up from a nightmare.
Yu Yan couldn't leave Yu Yi at all.
At that time, Yu Yi was seriously injured in the neck, so the gauze he had wrapped for a long time took a long time to heal.
So Old Man Yu always thought that he didn't speak because of the wound on his neck.
Although the scar looked hideous, Yu Yu's indifferent attitude made Old Man Yu extremely satisfied.
What the Yu family needs is such a person.
However, the change happened after provoking Yu Yan, and they have always had a hostile attitude towards the two outsiders.
But because Yu Ran's identity is different from theirs, the child who is only a few years old has already understood the pros and cons, and he doesn't dare to provoke Yu Ran, so he targets Yu Ran, who follows Yu Ran's ass all day long.
At this point, he directly kicked a stone and smashed Yu Yan's head.
The blood was soon dripping down.
Yu Yan's face immediately changed.
And Yu Yi, who witnessed all this, lost all his senses, and his black eyes stared at him deadly, and in the frightened eyes of the other party, he carried a chair and directly smashed his leg here.
Once is not enough, the second time, the third time!
Frightened by this, he crawled on the ground and struggled to escape, but Yu Yi was still unwilling to let him go.
If the housekeeper hadn't arrived in time, I am afraid that he would have been stoned to death by Yu Yi directly.
Yu Yan was also stunned, but there was another brilliance flashing in his eyes.
That's his Yu Yi, the Yu Yi who protects him.
Old Man Yu was very strict with these children, and such a bad incident happened to his appointed heir, so he immediately went to ask Yu Yi why he did this.
But Yu Yi did not respond to him, but looked at the ground in silence, without speaking or answering.
Old Man Yu finally found out that something was wrong, his face quickly became gloomy, and he asked the doctor to examine him at the moment.
Of course, Yu Yi is a smart and very capable child.
But other than that, he's an abnormal child.
Old Man Yu's face changed immediately, he couldn't accept this result, and even when he saw the scar on Yu Yi's neck again, he thought it was a fool of him!
"Yu Yi's tattoo was tattooed at that time, and he didn't cry every time the stitch fell, but I knew it was very painful."
Yu Yan's fingers curled up, and the vine that imprisoned him like a lock was entangled in Yu Yan's body in the old man's cold gaze, carved into his bones and blood.
"He gave up on Yu Yi, just as he had given up on them, and easily abandoned him, and I, became his target."
At that time, he knew what Yu Yi was learning every day.
The heavy and unbearable pressure weighed on him more and more intensely every day.
It was also from that day that he waited for Yu Yi to go home to Yu Yi waiting for him to go home.
But after Yu Yi was forcibly pulled out of his own world, he couldn't go back, he began to be pulled by the two, and his emotions became more and more out of control.
Old Man Yu has a new heir, and he will not pay more attention to a child who has been abandoned.
At that time, it was the nanny who was taking care of Yu Yi, and she was also the wife of the old housekeeper.
The other party is a very gentle and amiable woman.
When Yu Yi first lost control of his emotions and scratched his clothes, she embroidered a flower for him on them.
- "In that case, will you feel better?" ”
Yu Yi looked at the flower that was only the size of a fingernail, and heard the other party say gently: "Xiao Yi didn't smash the cup on the table today, this is the little red flower rewarded to Xiao Yi." ”
That was the first time Yu Yi had light in his eyes.
……
The days at home were very depressing and cold, and they didn't have time to experience the pain of their parents' deaths, and they didn't come
As soon as they could accept these changes over the years, they were forcibly plucked at a very terrible rate.
They were forced to accept the heavy and unfamiliar things, to be rigorously educated, and to abide by proper etiquette.
Since then, Yu Yan has grown rapidly.
Perhaps he always felt that whether it was Yu Qi's hideous scar or that indelible tattoo, it was the wound he inflicted on Yu Qi's body.
"When a person has a firm belief, the passage of time will no longer make people feel painful, and I want to get everything in the Yu family, whether it is wealth or power."
There was an ambitious cold light in Yu Yan's eyes, like a sharp blade stained with blood.
He did get a lot of things, which allowed him to take Yu Yi out of his home, and also gave him the right to speak and a place to climb to the top.
Until now, he is still playing with Old Man Yu.
"But the victim is Yu Yi, right?" Lu Yiman looked at him calmly, and there was a trace of cold power that rushed straight into Yu Yan's heart.
Yu Yan was stunned, his fingers began to tremble, and pain appeared in his eyes.
"I didn't want to do that either, I really just wanted to protect him at first!"
Desire. Wang is a bottomless pit, when Yu Yan tastes the taste of power, he wants more, and wants to eat it away with the old man.
But he was unwilling to let go of Yu Ran, with that guilt and secret selfishness, he tied Yu Ting to him, he gave the power he had snatched to Yu Ran, and forcibly let Yu Ting step into this swamp.
In his eyes, his brother is smart and capable, but that prejudice made Old Man Yu give up on him!
He wants the other party to see it, and he wants everyone to see it, Yu Yi is no worse than anyone else!
Of course, this is just his high-sounding reason.
He was just too scared, too lonely, he was afraid that Yu Yi would leave him once he was free, and he was also afraid that he was really lustful. There is no turning back in the tide of hope.
As long as Yu Qi is still by his side, then all the turbulent darkness can be dispelled.
But at the same time, this will be sent into the hands of Old Man Yu.
Everything he did was to challenge the authority of the old man, how could an indifferent and selfish person allow the heir he cultivated to bite him in turn!
After noticing that he was starting to lose control, Old Man Yu began to take action, which made Yu Yi the first target of Old Man Yu.
Yu Yan was unwilling to admit defeat, and he didn't want to give up what he had gotten, so he and Old Man Yu started a tug-of-war.
Caught in the middle, Yu Yi began to suffer the pain caused by the game between the two of them.
"I don't want that either." Yu Yan remembered what Old Man Yu said to him that day.
- "Because, what you want is here with me, so it's you who really traps him." ”
He is too greedy, he wants everything, he is not willing to give up the power in his hands, and he also wants to tie Yu to his side, so his self-righteous guilt is actually asking for it.
It was Yu Yi who suffered the price he deserved after gaining power.
"I'm hurting him." Yu Yan was very painful, he was unwilling to accept this fact, for so many years, Yu Yan was him
The spiritual pillar is all his emotional sustenance.
As long as Yu Yi is still there, then he can be regarded as having color in this world.
"If he knew that I had brought him all this that he had been unable to get out of the family, he would not have forgiven me. ()”
Yu Yan clenched his hands, nervous and frightened, like a child who was afraid of being blamed.
Lu Yiman glanced sideways at Yu Yi on the other side and sighed softly.
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Yu Yan shook violently and raised his eyes to look at him.
For so many years, although he was taken out of Yu's house, he was trapped in his own small villa.
Every request he made to Yu Kui, so that Yu Dian never said it, was it really because he didn't know anything.
Or did he know, just because it was Yu Yan, the only person he had been with in his lonely years, so he knew and he was willing.
Yu Yi is in love.
That kind of love with the responsibility of his brother is incomparably heavy.
Yu Yan cried, crying messily, a mess.
He loves Yu Dian so deeply, and in this love he selfishly deceives himself, trapping Yu Ting with high-sounding reasons, but it is not as sad as Yu Sorrow is willing to bear the pain he gives.
Lu Yiman looked at him crying and sobbing, pushed the carton on the table over, and said calmly: "Yu Yan, you are really naïve sometimes. ”
Yu Yan hiccuped and looked at him with teary eyes.
Lu Yiman stood up and looked down at him condescendingly.
"Everyone should learn to pay for themselves."
Yu Yan is unwilling to give up everything in his hands, so he should become a bargaining chip to play with Old Man Yu.
If it weren't for his self-righteous binding of power to Ran, Yu Kui would not and should not have suffered these things that he should not have endured.
"Don't cry, it's ugly."
He glanced at Yu Yan and turned around and left without looking back.
He knows everything about Yu Yi.
It's just that when he heard it from Yu Yan's mouth, the real and vivid person still hurt his heart.
Yu Yan stared blankly at the back of his departure, sniffed, stretched out his hand to wipe his tears, and after crying, a hole broke in the dark place in his heart, and fresh air flowed in.
He turned his head sideways and watched Lu Yiman walk straight towards the café opposite.
And Yu Yi, who was originally looking out of the window, lit up in his eyes after seeing Lu Yiman.
That was the light in Yu Qi's eyes when he saw the flowers on his sleeve for the first time when he was a child.!
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