Raid Red Rui: ......

She never knew her sister was so stubborn, and she never knew she was so weak.

But in those calm eyes, Xi Hongrui especially wanted to pour out all her confusion, as if in this way, someone would pity her and recognize her, and she would be free.

After listening to the eldest sister's chaotic words, her eyes drooped for a moment, and then she raised her head, still very calmly, "Eldest sister, your logic is not right. ”

When she was looking at herself and hated to cut out her whole heart, she couldn't help but be slightly stunned when she heard the words of Lu Yan: "What? ”

Raid Luyan combed through Raid Hongrui's words, and said seriously: "Eldest sister, you said that there is a road guard who wants to ask you for a heart, and if you want to hold that knife, you have to cut off one of your own hearts." ”

"But the heart and the knife are two completely different things, and they are not equal in weight, so even if you choose one or the other, how can they appear in between?"

Raid Red Rui: ......

Is it possible that she is just a metaphor and does not really have to choose one or the other......

Seeing Raid Hongrui's indescribable expression, Raid Luyan couldn't help but laugh, and she also held her eldest sister's face just like Raid Hongrui held her face.

"Eldest sister, don't laugh at me for being stupid, it's you who really fell into the obstacle."

"Because there's never an either/or choice, and there's no way to ask you for something."

"It's just that your flesh and blood heart is too afraid of pain, so it's deceiving you."

Attack Hongrui: ?

Raiding Luyan ignored her expression, and just used a calm tone to help her comb one by one.

"Why is it that it is clearly a human world, but there is no dwelling place for anyone?"

"Of course, it's because being a human being is the most difficult thing to do, otherwise why would it be called the world."

"The reason why it is so difficult to be a human being is because people are born with a heart that is timid, afraid of pain, and always thinking about avoidance."

"There's never been a saying that you have to cut your heart to hold a knife."

"It's just that the knife cuts others at the same time, it also cuts itself."

"So the timid heart began to wail: 'Leave me behind!' Leave me alone! I'm in so much pain that I can't stand it! ’”

"The feeling is so painful that it is impossible for a person to bear it, so countless visions begin to appear in front of people's eyes, and all the voices in heaven and earth begin to emit the same temptation: 'Let go of that heart that hurts!' ”

"So the man who could not bear the pain slashed out his heart with a sword."

"When they lose that flesh heart, it doesn't hurt anymore, and when they pick up the knife again, they will find that they have become so powerful, wielding that supreme blade, they can cut anything that makes them feel pain."

"But sister, you know that when you lose your heart, you will become a monster who can only wield a sharp blade."

"Becoming a monster does have supreme power, but becoming a monster also loses a person's soul."

"So sister, you don't need to choose between a knife or a heart, you just have to choose whether to hold the knife that makes your heart more and more painful."

Raid Red Rui: ......

"Is that my fault? Why should I endure this pain when others can swing their knives without any scruples, why can't I retreat, why can't I move forward, why should I stay here and not be able to advance or retreat! ”

It was rare to see her sister so broken, so she was very bold, took her into her arms, and gently patted her back.

"Of course, it's not your fault, you're just too bold to hold the knife that hurts others and hurts yourself."

"This is my sister's second mistake, and you haven't seen the true face of that knife."

"How can a ruthless knife make a living heart feel pain?"

"There is only one reason, and that is that this knife is also alive."

"So sister, I'm your knife, right?"

Raid Red Rui: ......

She stared at Green Smoke with wide eyes, wondering why she could ask this question so calmly.

Lu Yan smiled at her: "There is nothing strange about this, a knife that can make the heart feel pain must have life and grow with the heart, so the heart will let out a mournful sound as the knife falls." ”

"Eldest sister, you must be in the position where you are now, you must have used many people as knives, you have mastered this power proficiently, but you never feel pain, because you are very confident in yourself, and you are sure that you can fully wield the power of this knife."

"But one day, unfortunately, the knife you held became me, and unfortunately, you know me so well, so you think that I will definitely be broken."

"It's only at this point that you feel the stinging sensation of the knife, and it's only at this point that you can see what you're holding in your hand."

"So you feel pain, and you start thinking, like everybody, that you can either throw away that hateful knife or rip out your heart completely."

"But sister, don't choose, it's a trap, now, listen to the sound of this knife."

"This is the human world, and some are just people, and there will be no unintentional demons out of thin air, nor an inanimate knife will appear out of thin air, everything here is human."

"It's just that some people seem to be born with the ability to hold the hilt of a knife, but some people can only become a knife that goes with the flow."

"Eldest sister, you are a person who can naturally hold the handle of a knife, and I am probably destined to become a knife in someone else's hand."

"However, I am willing to be held in your hands, not because I am your sister, but because I know that you are a knife wielder with a heart."

"You can still hear the sound of the knife, and you can still feel pain because of the knife, so every time you swing the knife, you are terrified that the knife will be hurt."

"Holding this knife that hurts, holding a bleeding heart, standing in a group of heartless demons who are like madmen, slashing and slashing, you must be frightened, sister."

"But don't be afraid, since this is the world, the gift given by God must be the best, and the heart that will ache and bleed will be the best."

"Listen, the knives in the hands of other demons must be wailing madly, because demons without hearts can no longer hear such sounds, and they will not feel pain, and they will cut this knife in any direction."

"Their knives have broken into countless cracks, and their hands have been drenched in blood from this knife, but they are still madly wielding their strength."

"Sister, you are different, you still have a heart that hurts, you can easily hear this wail, you can hear both your own and others."

"You lose the power to wield freely, but you have ears that can listen to all sounds."

"Demons full of flaws, you can easily defeat."

"So, listen to my knife, too."

"As a knife, I am not afraid of being held by my sister, because this is a world where it is inevitable to protect oneself with a knife, and everyone is looking for their own knife, and each knife is looking for its owner."

"I know that my master will not want me to be broken, but she will use all her power to preserve me, for if I do, she will be more miserable than me."

"So, I can give myself, peace of mind, to her."

"But if one day, under such care, I still break, it must not be the fault of the owner of the knife, she has done her best to protect me, but it is just that no one can overcome the sky."

"At that time, my break will surely become the most stinging knife to pierce you."

"But sister, please listen to the voice of my knife, except that I don't have the same ability to hold a knife as you, other things are exactly the same as yours, and I also have a heart that belongs to a living person."

"You can feel pain for me, your heart can be poured with blood for me, but never let go of this knife for me, and don't give up this heart for me."

"It might be a little unfair to you, but who made you that strong, strong enough to hold that knife."

"If you want to hold that knife, you have to bear the fate of everyone in the knife, and this may be the fate of the person who wields the knife."

"I may never relate to that feeling for the rest of my life, but I know it must be painful."

"But no matter how painful it is, you have to feel it soberly, because only when you reach the end of the line, when you are still alone, can you come to me."

"One of the things that people are strongest about demons is that they have souls."

"So even if we are far away from the afterlife, we can still be sisters."

The candle flame that burned to the end shook a few times, and finally it was completely extinguished, and the four weeks became an indistinguishable darkness.

In the darkness, she finally couldn't hold back her silent tears, she looked at Lu Yan, and for the first time wanted to ask for help from this sister who didn't know anything: "Then what should I do......

Lu Yan blinked: "I don't know, but eldest sister, you must know that you are much smarter than us, and you have always done a good job." ”

"From tomorrow onwards, don't doubt yourself anymore, because you have a human heart, so the decisions you make are always right."

"If a person makes a mistake, even a bodhisattva will forgive him."

"Don't be angry with Sister Mei'er and Lamei anymore."

"I know they must have provoked you somewhere, but they will be engulfed by anger and do things that are beyond the norm, which is really not like you."

Raid Red Rui: ......

"What does it look like me?"

Lu Yan couldn't help but laugh: "Of course you will be smarter, eldest sister, you will never use fear to intimidate others, because that is a stupid method used by stupid people, everyone likes you very much, eldest sister, you can easily make everyone around you like it, so think about a smarter way." ”

Raid Red Rui: ......

"I really don't want to be taught by you to do things one day......"

Hearing this, although she knew that she couldn't see it, she still smiled at her.

Raid Hongrui looked away and looked at the darkness in front of her without blinking, her mind filled with complicated thoughts.

She seemed to really see the knife in her palm as she had said, and finally heard what kind of wailing was underneath.

It turned out that what she was holding in her hand was actually a knife made of people.

It wasn't until dawn the next day, when she looked at the sky in front of her, that she realized that it was another sleepless night.

Turning her head to look at the green smoke, there was no doubt that she was asleep again without any problems.

She groaned in pain and slapped her head on the back.

Why is that!!

Chapter 56: This is not a question of proof

Even so, I have to get up hard before I sleep.

But when she got up, she saw two people who couldn't sleep all night like her.

Lamei knelt on the ground, panicked, and sobbed quietly, but Ruyi just looked at Yu Hongrui fixedly.

She has always been calm and self-controlled, so even at this time, she still doesn't show too much sadness.

Xi Hongrui looked at her expression, thinking about the bold words she had said in high spirits before, and only felt that her face was hot and she slapped her face.

He stepped forward, half-knelt in front of her, and took her in his arms: "I'm sorry, it's my fault. ”

Ruyi's eyes widened slowly.