32 Chapter 32
Jiang Yueran's face stopped more than ten centimeters in front of Lan Yu, and Lan Yu could even smell the smell of hot pot sesame sauce on his body, and tilted his head in disgust.
"Cousin, you have to take a good bath when you go back, the smell of sesame sauce is too rushing."
"......" Jiang Yueran's forehead jumped: "Lan Xiaoyu, I betrayed Hue to help you, and you still hurt me, right?"
Lan Yu picked his hand and changed the subject: "Don't talk about this, is your test over, I should go up, otherwise the door won't open after the curfew."
"You stand still."
Jiang Yueran looked back from the left, making sure that he could block Lan Yu and see the situation upstairs at the same time.
As if it was just a casual turn, Jiang Yueran's gaze drifted upstairs, where Ying Shen was standing just now. When his gaze fell on that point, he couldn't help but be stunned.
The man who was standing there just now is gone.
Can't stand this stimulus and go back to the dormitory? Still is... Stimulated stupidly, can't help but rush down? Judging from Ying Shen's reaction when Lan Yu was placed a candle to confess last time, Jiang Yueran felt that the probability of the latter was quite large.
He turned around, with a "pinched" expression, and patted Lan Yu's head: "What the test results are, you will find out when you go in later." "
Lan Yu was skeptical: "Yes...... Is it?"
"Of course." Jiang Yueran pushed him to the dormitory: "Go quickly, you, I'll put the things here, I'll take them back to Liyang City, and I'll send them over if you need them."
"Okay." Lan Yuxin said that he was going to leave the house soon anyway, and he would save him from moving these things when he brought them back. "Then I'll go up, bye cousin."
"Bye-bye~" A smile curled up at the corner of Jiang Yueran's lips and sat back in the car. Bentley beeped twice, then made a nice reverse turn and drove off the school.
Lan Yu didn't have much hope for the test Jiang Yueran said, not to mention that he had only seen Ying Shen on the photos of the forum, and it was hard to say whether he had just admitted his mistake or not, even if that person was really Ying Shen, looking down from the fourth floor at night, it was hard to say whether he could be recognized by the black light. All in all, Lan Yu felt that the test just now was completely useless.
He walked slowly into the dormitory building, took out the access control card from his pocket, and clicked in the third minute before curfew. Listening to the sound of the iron door slowly closing behind him, Lan Yu breathed a sigh of relief.
Anyway, I came back before the curfew, otherwise I would have to go back to Liyang City to live.
At night, the hallways of the dormitory building were lit with ceiling lights on all night, but the lights were ten
It is dim and can only slightly illuminate the road ahead.
He walked in with his head down, thinking about how he would explain to the other two roommates when he moved to the dormitory tomorrow, not noticing a shadow emerging from the corner of the first floor in front of him.
In the next second, a powerful big hand suddenly appeared in front of him, grabbed his wrist before he could react, and dragged him directly in.
Lan Yu could only let out a short exclamation, and the whole person disappeared into the darkness in the corner.
Behind him was leaning against the cold wall, and in front of him came a flurry of warm body temperatures and heavy gasps that didn't belong to him. Getting rid of the initial fright, Lan Yu pressed the panic in his heart and slowly opened his eyes.
"You are .shei
The third word says only half a syllable.
Through the light outside the window, Lan Yu recognized the identity of the person in front of him in the dimly lit stairwell.
The man's two hands held his shoulders on both sides, and even through the thick fabric of the down jacket, Lan Yu could feel that the other party's arms were trembling constantly.
It's like it's because it's excited, and it's like it's because it's scared.
The eyes were already all red, as if they had just rushed down from the fourth floor, the man was breathing heavily, and a pair of eyes full of remorse and horror stared at Lan Yu without blinking, as if he was afraid that someone would suddenly appear and snatch him away.
Lan Yu was completely stunned. No wonder Jiang Yueran just said with an oath: "What the test results are, you can go in and see for yourself later." ”
He thought inappropriately: Ying Shen is really so stupid...
Not only did he believe it, but he took it seriously, and even now he seems to be on the verge of collapse.
Lan Yu felt that as long as he was a little sharper, only a little bit of stimulation, Ying Shen would be broken into several pieces in front of him.
In the silence, Ying Shen's trembling voice was heard.
"Xiao Yu... I'm sorry, I was wrong before, I can't see through my mind, I'm too selfish, I'm sorry... I broke your heart, I knew it was wrong..."
"Can you, just take pity on me, don't leave me, okay?"
Lan Yu was stunned. After a long while, he calmly asked, "Why did you suddenly change your tune, is this a new method that you have come up with?"
Obviously, he only proposed to be good friends with him not long ago, but why did he suddenly become "unable to see his own mind" again.
Lan Yuming knew that Ying Shen would shatter if he touched it lightly now, but he still couldn't bear it
I poked hard at the defense that was about equal to nothing.
Ying Shen was indeed as he thought, in a series of remorse and worry, his pupils trembled slightly, and a layer of tears suddenly surged into his red eyes.
With the tears came, he couldn't control the big tears that rolled down at all.
According to Ying Shen, when he was the most rebellious in junior high school, he fought with others and was injured in one leg, and when he went to the hospital to pick up his bones, he didn't say a word, and not a single tear fell.
When they went to watch a sensational movie together in the dormitory, Yang Xiao and Fang Mingqu cried a lot, but he didn't even have red eyes after watching the whole audience.
In the past, Lan Yu also teased whether he was born with a lackluster organ than others.
This is the first time Lan Yu has seen Ying Shen's tears.
Tears rolled down his cheeks and hit the suede of the down jacket with a crisp "pop". He was like a lone wolf about to lose his mate, and even explaining to him now was like a prayer and a wail.
"No, it's not a change of words, and I haven't thought of any new ways." Ying Shen suddenly let go of Lan Yu's shoulder, gently grabbed the boy's hand hanging by his side, and pressed it his left chest.
There was a heart that was beating alive and belonged to Ying Shen, and through the piece of fabric on his chest, Lan Yu's palms trembled and tingled.
"Xiaoyu, I like you."
"It's not an excuse to get back on track with you, I used to be so stupid, I thought I cared if you wanted to be close to you because I thought you were a brother."
"I... I'm anti-gay, I've always felt like I hate this group so much, so I certainly can't be like them..."
He began to choke up again when he said that, raised his arm and wiped it twice on his face, wiped away the tears on his face, and continued: "You are also gay, but I don't hate you at all, you will always be special in my heart, but I couldn't accept it at that time... The fact that Lan Yu is gay. "
"I want to reconcile with you because my heart tells me that I can't bear you, but I....I was still a blind fool at that time, and I couldn't see that I liked you, so I said that sentence and made you sad."
"I followed you to the library because I saw your and Cheng Mujia's cp post, and I felt uncomfortable, I'm sorry... I'm always doing things that make you hate..."
Ying Shen finished speaking more than halfway, and said with a little trill: "Xiaoyu, I really like you, and when I reacted, I found out about me
I already like you so much..."
Such a long paragraph, he wiped his tears as he spoke, wiped the water in his hand, it seemed that he had never cried like this, his eyes were already swollen, and he looked pitiful and funny.
But Lan Yu really couldn't laugh.
He felt the trembling body in his palms, and the tears that he couldn't stop because of fear and regret, and he didn't know whether it was the joy that his feelings had finally responded, or the grievances that had been lingering for so many days.
Lan Yu's nose was a little sour, and he asked in a dumb voice, "When did you find out that you liked me?"
Ying should not be absorbed in the apprehension in his heart, and immediately replied, "Last night."
"It's only been a day since last night, how can you be sure that this feeling isn't your delusion?"
"Not really!" Ying Shen hurriedly explained: "I, I liked you a long time ago, but I was brainwashed by what I said about my brother."
"Not an illusion... Last night I... I'll help you with your panties, I..."
The cool water of the shower head extinguished the uncontrollable heat. He was ashamed and said, "No one... Will have a desire for his brother's body. Hope. ”
With a "boom", Lan Yu's originally prepared question stuck on his lips, and his fair face was instantly covered with a layer of redness. The heat spread rapidly from his cheeks, all the way to the roots of his ears that were covered by his hat, and burned his whole body.
"You..."
Ying Shen sniffed, looked directly into Lan Yu's eyes, and continued to repeat: "I like you Xiaoyu, I'm very awake now, I just saw it upstairs... You... You're with, that's why I rushed down. "
As he spoke, the tears that had been stopped began to fall again, and he said incoherently: "Am I awake too late, I'm sorry
Xiao Yu... You're already, already together, I... I can be your spare tire, I..."
Lan Yu couldn't listen anymore, and covered his mouth: "What spare tire, do you know what you're talking about?"
Ying Shen wanted to cry again.
He is even very resentful of himself now, why can't he wake up a day earlier, why he was blind and blind in the past, pushing Lan Yu farther and farther. Now that Lan Yu's hair is back, they...
Bang bang bang.
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Ying Shen's tear ducts today seemed to be connected to the sea, and after a while, Lan Yu's hands were also wet with tears.
Lan Yu opened his mouth, he didn't expect such a bloody trick to scare Ying Shen like this, he sighed heavily, took out a tissue from his pocket, wiped his hands clean, and then wiped the tears on Ying Shen's face.
He rubbed and said, "We're not together."
This sentence was like a spell, and Ying Shen was stunned in place when he ascended, and even the tears that were about to fall stopped in his eyes.
His heart was beating faster and faster, but his mind was still flashing the intimate and warm picture of the two downstairs, and he said bitterly: "But... You weren't just in..."
Kissing?
Lan Yu shoved a tissue into his hand after wiping it: "He's my cousin." The expression on Ying Shen's face went blank for a moment.
"It's also my hair."
"So..."
"So, so—" Ying Shen clutched the tissue that had been soaked with tears
, a layer of ecstasy appeared on his face: So you're not together, really not together!
Lan Yu let out a soft "um".
Then I...
"Then I..." Ying Shen slowly took a step closer to Lan Yu, and after the ecstasy, he did not get carried away, but looked nervously at the boy's close face, and asked cautiously: "Then can I chase you?"
Lan Yuzheng was stunned for a moment: "What?"
Ying Shen said again: Let me chase you. I like you and will never fake.
Looking at his nervous expression, Lan Yu asked softly as calmly as he could; If I don't promise you in the future, will you waste this time?
Ying Shen corrected: It's not a waste of time, and nothing about you is a waste of time.
The silence returned on the first floor, no one spoke anymore, Lan Yu did not answer, and Ying Shen didn't even dare to breathe.
His hand on his lap tightened, like a prisoner awaiting trial, with endless anticipation, but constantly sketching out the worst-case scenario in his mind over and over again.
It seemed like a lifetime had passed before he heard the boy's sigh that couldn't be softer.
"If you get tired of it in the future and want to be your straight man again, we'll break it completely
Finish. ”
"I won't!" Ying Shen denied this ending for the first time.
But after understanding the other meaning of Lan Yu's words, his eyes, which had been filled with apprehension, immediately brightened up: "Xiao Yu, you... You agreed?!
Lan Yu exhaled a white breath and said "um": Go back, it's late.
Good... Yes, yes, yes... It's late... The joy on Ying Shen's face couldn't be suppressed at all, he surrounded Lan Yu, and when he went up the stairs, he couldn't help but stare at Lan Yu's face and smirk, the voice-activated lights kept flickering with his laughter, and the picture was funny and ridiculous.
Xiaoyu, are you cold, I'm sorry I was too excited just now, go back to take a shower, I'll help you charge the hot water bottle. "There are several stars in the sky tonight, I don't know if you see them, but now they seem to be covered by clouds." Yang Xiao still thought that you wouldn't come back today, or I knew you, I knew that you would definitely come back!
Lan Yu couldn't help but say, "You have a lot to say."
Ying Shen said "hehe" twice: "I'm so happy, I haven't talked to you like this for a long time."
Lan Yu glanced over his head at his sparkling eyes.
Ying Shen is really happy, a bit like the happy puppy in the cartoon, as soon as he is happy, he can't wait for the whole world to giggle with him.
Turning his head, Lan Yu looked at the sky outside the window again. As Ying Shen said, those stars are no longer visible, and the thick clouds cover the starlight, and I don't know when it will float away.
And he didn't know whether it was right or wrong to agree to Ying Shen's request. Ying Shen was so determined that he didn't like men before, and he who had persisted for so many years, would he really change completely because of himself?
He has already broken his heart once, and whether he will be hurt a second time in the future because of this decision, the current Lan Yu is unknown. But at the moment, he still chose to follow his heart.
He also likes Ying Shen, and he likes it very much.
Ying Shen said that he wanted to chase him, and put the initiative in his hands, if... This time he looked away again, and he still had a way out when he was on the initiative.
The stupid dog was still smirking next to him, playing back and forth with the voice-activated lights, obviously a pair of eyes were swollen bigger than walnuts, and he couldn't cover the smile that was about to overflow in his eyes.
Lan Yu couldn't help but show a faint smile.
Ying Shen, don't let me down again.
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Ying Shen, who was still standing outside the corridor ten minutes ago, suddenly disappeared, and the two of them were scared enough, and after searching around the balcony, toilet, and corridor without finding anyone, they began to call Ying Shen.
The mobile phone rang in the dormitory, and Ying Shen didn't take the phone out at all.
The two of them even glanced downstairs.
Ying Shen has been in an unstable mood for the past few days, Yang Xiao is afraid that he will suddenly not be able to jump off the building, but fortunately, there is no trace of the scene of the tragedy except for snow or snow downstairs.
When they saw Ying Shen come back again, they found that the person walking in front had become Lan Yu, who thought he would spend the night outside.
Yang Xiao suddenly breathed a sigh of relief: "Xiao Yu, you're back, it turns out that the boss suddenly disappeared to pick you up."
Fang Minglu: Boss, you are really, we thought you...
Lan Yu approached, revealing that his eyes behind him were swollen like Ying Shen who had been beaten.
Yang Xiao: ????????
Fang Minglu: "Boss, what's wrong with your eyes??? You bumped ??? when you went downstairs."
Ying Shen walked in after Lan Yu's back, and took the time to reply: It's okay, I'm fine. I was so excited to hear that I couldn't even hear a cry of pain.
The only thing that was different from usual was that Ying Shen's original magnetic ability to charm the little girl within a radius of ten miles had a very thick nasal voice.
Resemble... Just cried.
This assumption made Fang Minglu's hairs stand on end.
Yang Xiao is okay, after all, he once watched Ying Shen cry secretly on the balcony once, but it is still very terrifying that his eyes are swollen when he cries like today, and they believe that Ying Shen fell more than crying.
Compared to the surprise of the two of them, Ying Shen didn't care very much, Lan Yu took off his coat and wanted to take a shower after entering the dormitory, so he helped people charge the hot water bottle, and then asked: "Who has a small plastic bag, I'll go out and put some ice water on it."
Fang Minglu raised his hand mechanically: "I have it, I'll palm."
Yang Xiao hurriedly rushed to Ying Shen's side, looked at the bathroom, and then looked at the corner of his boss's mouth that couldn't stop smiling: "Boss??" You and Xiaoyu, the two of you have reconciled??
I guess so. Ying Shen's smile grew bigger and bigger when he mentioned this: "Just had a little accident, I talked to Xiao Yu, he... He agreed to me chasing him.
"Damn, it's really fake!" Fang Minglu came over with a plastic bag: Congratulations!
/ > took the two plastic bags, Ying Shen walked to the balcony with a happy face, and said as he walked: "I'll invite you to dinner another day."
"Yes, yes." Someone invited them to dinner, and the two naturally responded: But boss, are your eyes really swollen from crying?
Ying Shen: I don't know about that.
Yang Xiao: ...
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Fang Minglu: ......
★ Big six
On the first night of reconciliation with Lan Yu, Ying Shen didn't dare to be too presumptuous, and after Lan Yu came out of the shower, although he really wanted to propose to let him replace him
A hot water bottle, but when the words came to his mouth, he still didn't dare to say it.
After all, he is just a suitor now, although Xiao Yu seems to have forgiven him, Ying Shen clearly knows that the other party has not completely accepted him.
To eliminate that invisible barrier, when Xiao Yu really puts down the mustard and is with him, he can become the other party's humanoid hot water bottle again.
On a cold night that was no different from usual, Ying Shen felt that the air in the dormitory was sweet. Before the lights went out, he said good night to Lan Yu, and Lan Yu also replied to him with a good night.
Ying Shen lay on the bed with excitement, stared straight at the top cloth, and laughed again without paying attention. Yang Xiao hadn't yet laid down, he asked, "Boss, are you a ghost?" Ying Shen: ...... I'm in a good mood and don't bother with you.
Lan Yu probably knew why he was laughing, so he opened his phone a little helplessly and poked Jiang Yueran. The other party was about to reverse jet lag, but he didn't sleep, and he immediately replied in seconds when he saw his message.
Jiang Yueran: [How's it going, did he come down to look for you?]
Lan Yu was surprised: [Why do you know everything?]
Jiang Yueran: [Blind, the kid disappeared as soon as I finished making a gesture with you, and I knew that he couldn't hold it down as soon as I guessed, so I went to find you!] Tell your cousin, what did he say to you?]
Lan Yu recalled the scene in the stairwell, and said word by word: [He... confessed to me, and cried a lot]
Jiang Yueran: [I can understand the confession, why are you crying?]
Lan Yu: [... He thought I was with you and said he wanted to be my spare tire]
Jiang Yueran: [Hahaha
Lan Yu
: [Are you laughing too loudly?]
Jiang Yueran: [The straight man is so funny that I can't help it, what else is there?]
Lan Yu: [He says he's going to chase me]
Jiang Yueran: [Chase, let him chase, you have suffered so many grievances before, how can you forgive him directly because he cried once, you must let him suffer a little!]
Jiang Yueran: [By the way, since that's the case, will you move to the dormitory tomorrow?]
Lan Yu: [I asked the counselor when I came back from the car with you in the evening, and he agreed]
Jiang Yueran: [Okay, my cousin will come over tomorrow to help you move]
Jiang Yueran: [He won't cry again, will he?]
Lan Yu: [.....]
.… Maybe。
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Ying Shen was so excited that he couldn't fall asleep no matter how he lay down, so he simply didn't sleep, got up and sorted out the chasing method that Guo Rongshen taught him into a note.
Although the methods such as buying him breakfast, picking him up from school, and spending money on him are no different from the way he used to get along with Lan Yu, there are still many other things that can be used as a reference.
In this way, he stayed up until half past seven in the morning, from Baidu Encyclopedia to Sogou Browser, there is only the same sentence in the history of each browser search box: How can chasing people seem the most sincere?
At eleven o'clock at noon, Lan Yu got up and washed, he should have fallen asleep too deeply, and he also got up when he heard the movement. It's just that before he washed up with him, there were a few unhurried knocks at the door of the dormitory. Yang Xiao's voice came from the curtain of the bed: Boss, is my takeaway here, you can help me get it! Ying Shen had no choice but to put down the tooth cup first, turned around and came to the door.
As the deadbolt was opened, a familiar and unfamiliar handsome face also appeared in front of Ying Shen. He'd seen this face, just last night, downstairs in the dormitory. This man is... Lan Yu's cousin.
The first time I saw Ying Shen at close range, he was several times more handsome than the photos of the forum. Jiang Yueran raised his eyebrows, smiled and raised his hand to greet him: Hello, I am Cousin Xiaoyu.
I'm here to help him move his dorm today.