Chapter 25: Gains and Losses
Just as Wei Chisheng was struggling with whether to respond to Murong Lian, he secretly thought to himself:
"Murong Lian may not be suitable for me, she changes her face faster than the sky...... Besides, whether it is from the moral and ethical aspects or from the laws and regulations, my feelings for her are subject to sanctions or condemnation! β
"Moreover, there are no impermeable walls in the world, and there are so many eyes on the two of us in the villa, and it is possible for me to offend whoever I am not paying attention to, and who is likely to tell her husband...... Sooner or later, her husband Cao Pu would find out or find out...... At that time, I want to get out, I'm afraid it won't be so easy......"
"However, Kan Ying is the right one for me. She is now divorced, she is extremely beautiful, and I am also single...... I feel that Kan Ying has that kind of meaning for me, but I don't have feelings for her, and I pretend not to know......"
"Alas...... It doesn't matter if he has feelings for her or not, maybe he will feel it slowly in the future! β¦β¦ I think both of these women are good, and I must have at least one of them. β
Thinking like this, compared with it, Wei Chisheng found that it might be more beneficial for him to pursue Kan Ying.
Because of his image in Kan Ying's mind, he is not only handsome, but also so cultured - his conversation is such a humorous and connotative male god.
He was not a vain driver, but a learned and respected governess.
But unlike Murong Lian, Murong Lian investigated him and knew him well.
From the beginning to the present, she has seen what he looks like and demeanor, such as cautious and timid, to bold and brave, unrestrained, etc.
However, he didn't understand that it was precisely because of his initial bold and brave and even shy way of hugging and holding hands that Murong Lian had compassion and admiration, and hired him here, so that he was deeply trapped in it and couldn't extricate himself.
At this time, Wei Chisheng became smarter.
He feels that in addition to the right and wrong, there are also good and bad and pros and cons in the relationship between men and women.
Right and wrong are used to reason, and good and bad are used to weigh the pros and cons. If there is a good thing, agree with it, and if there are disadvantages, it is not necessarily a bad thing.
However, there will be a pause...... He thought about it again, and tried not to pursue Kan Ying.
The pursuit of Kan Ying is logically correct and beneficial, but not necessarily good.
Because he has no feelings for Kan Ying or feels less, he is so awkward to get awkward, but he is not as smooth as being with Murong Lian.
Moreover, Kan Ying may have already noticed that Murong Lian was in love with him, but she just pretended not to know anything.
Kan Ying didn't go to the yellow cypress tree to chat that night, and Yu Chisheng already vaguely felt that she had noticed that they were in love.
A woman's mind is the most sensitive, especially when it comes to the relationship between men and women β as someone said, this is the sixth sense.
After thinking about it like this, Wei Chisheng had no choice but to go back and reconsider Murong Lian.
"Before, I grabbed her hand and put my arm around her shoulder, and she jerked or shrugged back."
"But tonight was different, when I withdrew my hand, she took the initiative to grab it, and put her mouth over, meaning that I should kiss her."
"What's wrong with her?"
"Whatever she isβthis is the right opportunity to regain her respect and respect for me, a poor bastard, no matter how rich she is."
"Except for me, only God knows how many lovers she has, although she doesn't look so watery, but because of this, she has attracted more men's affection."
"And her love for me now may only be a momentary interest, or because of her loneliness, she just wants to play with me, or maybe it is just because we are so close and so easy to meet."
This is the misfortune of the sexual liberation of men and women in modern civilized society, in which a young man under the age of thirty, who is not yet thirty years old with a little higher education, tends to regard what is right as wrong, and what is wrong as right.
Alas...... The young and frivolous Wei Chisheng, where did he understand these truths? ββIn the love between men and women, if there is a lack of standards of right and wrong, it will not be a sweet result but a tragedy.
"I must get her and possess her, even if not for the rest of my life." Wei Chisheng thought again, "If one day I inadvertently make a fortune, such as making a fortune or becoming a big official, if the world laughs at me for serving her and being her lover, then I will tell them that it was the love that made me stay by her side." β
Thinking of this, Yu Chisheng withdrew his powerful big hand from Murong Lian's soft little hand, then turned around and tightly held her delicate, narrow, plump and white hand, and kissed her lips...... Like two small rivers with temperature converging together, it has caused countless ripples.
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After kissing passionately, Murong Lian put her arms around Yu Chisheng's neck, which was as strong and masculine as an erected iron pillar, and she whispered and gently asked in Yu Chisheng's ear:
"Honey, have you recently decided to leave me and earn a living elsewhere?"
Yu Chisheng, who was carried away by love, replied helplessly:
"I ...... Because I fell in love with you unconsciously, what a blessing for me! Leave or not, you have the final say......"
Hearing Wei Chisheng's words, which seemed to be confessing to her, Murong Lian was so happy that she was paralyzed on his chest, and she felt like she was about to suffocate.
She gasped and leaned on Yu Chisheng's shoulder, which was as upright and thick as an iron tower, so intimate and tight as a whole, that she could feel Yu Chisheng's deep and heavy breathing that was as strong and powerful as the impact of the hour hand.
At this time, it was already past twelve o'clock in the evening, and the two of them were still unsatisfied, both of them had very different feelings, and neither of them wanted to take the initiative to leave.
Murong Lian was completely immersed and intoxicated in this happy sky, at this time, no sorrow, even the slightest annoyance, could make her mood ruined, and of course, there was not the slightest disappointment that could make her retreat and cool down with his strong passion and enthusiasm.
She no longer had any scruples about the thought of chastity and integrity, which shone like the brightest stars in the night sky...... Even with the slightest scruples, she would sweep them out as easily as she did with the garbage piled up in the corners of her heart.
She thought: "I want to keep with Yu Chisheng like this, even if the sea is dry and the rocks are rotten, I will never change my heart - I will never be separated from him......"
Of course, it was just her dream β and for her, it ended up being a nightmare. Because both of them are playing with fire, they will inevitably self-immolate.
Wei Chisheng was in a tangle at this time - he was thinking about his future prospects, on the one hand, he was considering Sun Yuan's suggestion to cooperate in running a school and doing business, and on the other hand, he was thinking about taking the civil service examination or other establishment to enter the system...... Anyway, no matter what, he can't always work with her and be her lover for life!
Thinking of this, this made him upset and uncertain.
In the end, he thought that with the support of Murong Lian, a rich woman, no matter what the future holds, at least for now, he could get the slightest moment of pleasure.