Chapter 36: Sweet Fragrance Prayer
Wei Chisheng froze there motionless like a stake, looking at Murong Lian affectionately, while falling into a kind of contemplation that seemed to want to get rid of his impetuous and anxious state of mind.
"Let's go! I don't need you here anymore, and I don't want to see you again...... We'd better not meet again......" Murong Lian suddenly relieved herself, it seemed that she had recovered from the tension and anxiety just now, but in fact, she was weak and breathless and said to Yu Chisheng.
"Of course...... But, my dear, I understand your feelings...... If my departure really brings you happiness and happiness, I will choose to leave without hesitation and without looking back. ”
Wei Chisheng replied while thinking about it, and seeing that Murong Lian was silent, he continued:
"But, when you are most painful, I can't choose to leave, I can't be so selfish...... I've never loved you so much and I don't want you to suffer a little bit. ”
"Pain is inevitable...... My son is getting sicker now...... What should I do if he has three long and two short? Murong Lian said sadly.
Her grief was as helpless and hopeless as a small boat on the sea lost in a storm, as if she could never find a way out.
"But you have to believe in the science, in the treatment techniques of the experts...... I can't leave you...... It will not have any effect on Cao Jing's disease cure......"
"No...... No, but it can't get over this hurdle in my heart......"
"If you have a knot in your heart that you can't solve, then feel free to tell me, I will be a good listener, you have to believe me!"
"I believe, I certainly believe you...... But ......"
"Not so much...... Besides, if I had not been with you, you would have confessed to your husband what I had hidden from you, as I had just done to frighten me, but fortunately your husband's mind was not on you, and he did not love you, so that he did not listen, otherwise he would ......"
"Or else...... What do you think? ”
"Don't you understand how terrible such an outcome is? Destroy both you and me. Have you thought about it? At that time, this matter will be all over the city, and it will be spread ten, hundreds, how terrible is that...... People will talk about this ugly thing with relish, aren't you afraid? ”
"Hmph, I'm not afraid ......" Murong Lian sneered - she seemed to want to use a sneer to cover up her inner fragility and uneasiness.
"Of course it's terrible, if people will blame everything for ...... It's all on you, and you can't wash it off when you jump into the Yellow River...... If there is too much saliva, it will gather into a river, and that will drown people! ”
"If that's the case, it's for the best! I hope so, too. She raised her voice a lot at once, and cried out almost aloud, "The more I suffer myself, the less sickness God has imposed on my son, and the pain will be lessened." ”
"No...... Seeing you so uncomfortable, I would rather go to the temple and become a monk...... I don't want to leave you alone with this sin. ”
"To be a monk? You can ......figure it out," Murong Lian said in surprise, as if there was a trace of flame stuffed in her throat, making her want to roar.
"It's not like I'm thinking about it...... And that's exactly what I thought. If I become a monk, I can pray for Xiaojing in front of the Bodhisattva every day, so that his illness will be cured soon, and happiness will return to your face......"
Yu Chisheng said softly, looking at her eyes that glowed with anger and a hint of tenderness.
"Ah......h
"I had to sacrifice myself...... Maybe this is the only way to appease the anger of God punishing you...... God, why don't you let me get sick instead of Xiaojing?"
Yu Chisheng said hypocritically. But although it was an insincere lie, just like reciting lines in acting, it still won a burst of emotion from Murong Lian. This kind of emotion is an indescribable beautiful emotion, which makes her heart surge with warmth, nourishing and comforting her heart.
"Ahh You love him too, do you love Jing'er too......" Murong Lian said as she walked over and fell into Yu Chisheng's arms. However, in an instant, she pushed him away in a panic as if she had been electrocuted.
"What's wrong with you?" Wei Chisheng asked puzzled.
"No, I can't hug you...... But I believe in you, dear! I'm sure you can do it...... But I don't want you to go. Murong Lian continued, "Why aren't you Jing'er's father?" If that's the case, I love you as a matter of course, and it won't be a sin. ”
"But...... Since you don't want me to go, are you willing to let me stay? From now on, I just love you as a male girlfriend, is that okay? I think this is the best way for us to interact, and we should be forgiven by the magnanimous God. ”
"What about me? I couldn't. She walked over excitedly, stared at Wei Chisheng's handsome face, like a finely carved and exquisite work of art, and said, "Can I bear to love you as a male best friend?" No...... No...... How? I really can't do it. ”
When Wei Chisheng heard this, his tears poured out of his eyes as big as transparent little insects, as if the dew in the morning was flickering with endless sorrow. Ignoring Murong Lian's refusal, he hugged her tightly in his arms and muttered:
"I will do everything according to your arrangement, and I will do whatever you say, because now I am uncertain and have no master."
"Hmm......" Murong Lian immediately broke free of his embrace.
"If you have to let me go, then I'll try to leave you for a few days...... Please allow me to go to the temple and make a wish to burn incense for Jing'er as a way to alleviate his pain, okay? Seeing that she didn't arrange it for him, Wei Chisheng took the initiative to bring up the matter.
"Wow......" Murong Lian agreed.
"And yet...... However, you must remember my words, and in the few days that I have been gone, you must not be foolish and tell Cao Pu the secret between us...... Otherwise...... Otherwise, I will never come back, and you will never see me again. Wei Chisheng repeatedly admonished.
"Good!" Murong Lian agreed to his request.
Wei Chisheng asked Cao Pu for a few days off, he didn't dare to say that he was going to burn incense and worship Buddha, but said that he had a personal matter.
Cao Pu granted him leave. So, Wei Chisheng drove to the Guanyin Temple, which was dozens of kilometers away from the city, and he planned to stay here for a few days.
He burned incense every day and prayed for the blessing of the Buddha and the fulfillment of his heart's wishes. A few days later, it happened to be the birthday of Guanyin Bodhisattva, if you can rush to burn the first pillar of incense to make a wish to the Bodhisattva, the Bodhisattva blesses it is the most spiritual.
After he heard about this mystery, he waited all night without sleeping to burn the first pillar of incense. He finally waited for his wish and spent 9,999 yuan to buy three large incense pillars...... While burning incense, he asked someone to record a video for him and send it to Murong Lian to see.
Murong Lian was extremely moved, and her heart was like a fire in the cold winter, bringing a trace of warmth to her cold and dark heart, making her see a hope and a bright dawn.
It happened that at this time, she saw that Cao Jing's condition was gradually improving, so she attributed all this to the results of Yu Chisheng's burning incense.
In fact, it was because Murong Lian was willing to spend money and hired the top famous experts and scholars in the foreign medical field to come by plane from thousands of miles away for diagnosis and treatment, so that Cao Jing's condition could achieve such a better effect.
But Murong Lian was extremely superstitious or infatuated with Yu Chisheng, and he would rather believe from the bottom of his heart that it was God who brought Yu Chisheng to burn incense and finally have compassion and understanding for her, rather than believe that it was the result of medical treatment.
So, she called Wei Chisheng back because of her longing.