Breaking the Cocoon verse 86
The sun will not rise.
The darkness before dawn is always the loneliest, the longest, the most deadly, like a century quietly passing away.
The ticket back home was bought on Friday afternoon.
Summer Kites chose the time for the showdown on Wednesday night. She couldn't drag it anymore. She was afraid that if she saw You Lie one more time and heard his voice one more time, she would become completely selfish, shameless, and careless, desperate to stay.
She didn't dare to call You Lie, she sent him a message.
Xia Yuandie got a translation fee that had just been settled, and she made an appointment that night, at a restaurant not far from their residence, she said that she would invite him to dinner.
In fact, she was in a good mood that night, Xia Kites thought, everything was going according to plan, and it should have developed according to the rhythm she had planned.
But there are always surprises, and it is useless to plan early.
So it rained that day, and it was very heavy, and You Lie didn't know where he went, and when he was late, his hair was half drenched, and he was a little embarrassed. But casually thrown in the pile, it is still very top-notch and beautiful. When he came in from the door of the restaurant, Long Legs stopped at the front desk, and when he looked out the window at the heavy rain and lost his mind, he heard Xia Butterfly, and the foreign girl at the next table laughing and chatting "he'ssohot".
While they were talking about whether they wanted his Skype or Facebook account, You Lie finally found Xia Kitese in a busy restaurant.
His long black eyelashes lifted up at once, and a smile flickered into his eyes, like a long river of sparkling stars.
He walked through the crowd towards her.
Without the slightest hesitation or distraction, You Lie just looked at her like that, without blinking, as if she was the only one in the vast world and the vast sea of people.
Xia Butterfly was suddenly swept away by sadness.
She lowered her head, avoiding his eyes.
She thought that she would have to finish this meal, but You Lie always couldn't take care of dinner, so he drove back from school, he was late tonight, and he didn't know what he had done, and he seemed to be more tired and a little more excited.
Then Xia Butterfly waited for the second accident that she had not planned.
You Lie put the scarf she had given him hidden under his coat, and it barely rained at all, but his jacket was half wet.
When he sat down, he took something out of the inside pocket of his coat.
"I've prepared a birthday gift for you," You Lie raised his eyebrows slightly, his eyes shining, "Fox, guess what." ”
The summer kite-butterfly held its breath, almost suffocating.
And under her gaze, You Lie took out the box that he had carefully put away.
Black velvet.
Ring box.
“——”
Xia Butterfly heard a sharp and piercing and heavy phantom sound like thunder suddenly sounding in her ears, and the vibrations alternately thundered, and her mind roared.
So she didn't even finish his last meal.
"You Lie."
The girl raised her hand and suddenly pressed Yulie's hand before she could open the box.
She almost shuddered.
"I'm sorry," she said, "let's break up." ”
“……”
It's weird.
A sentence that you thought would bring your world to collapse is so easy and calm to say.
And when you say it, it's as if you don't care about anything.
Without even shaking his hands, Xia Butterfly slowly got up, and he withdrew his hand from You Lie's cold finger bones that were soaked in the rain.
She touched her phone, calmly opened the call log, and showed him the transfer information.
"I asked Uncle You for a sum of money, which he paid me for you...... Break-up fee. ”
"I asked for it. If you are not ashamed, you can ask. ”
The girl lowered her eyes and turned sideways, she didn't even look at the other side of the table, and she didn't move or say a word from the moment she spoke.
She didn't dare look at him.
"You can't give me what I want." Xia Kitese left the table, her tone calm and cruel, "I've waited for you, really, but I can't wait." With you I don't see any hope for the future – you know, I've just crawled out of the quagmire, and I don't want to go back. ”
“……”
After Xia Kitten finished speaking, she walked outside.
As the long seconds passed, she heard the hoarse voice behind her that he finally came to his senses, the crash, the tables and chairs that fell to the floor, the broken dishes, the screams and screams of chaos......
The girl didn't look back, and walked faster and faster.
She ran into the night rain.
There was not a single street away, and You Lie chased after him. As the rain fell, he grabbed her wrist and pulled her back in front of him.
"You make it clear." You Lie's voice was so hoarse that he ran out without anything, and in the bitterly cold rain in Los Angeles, he was only drenched with his shirt and trousers.
Xia Kitedie had never seen him embarrassed to this point.
She was thankful for the rain.
She could finally look up at him, and as long as there was no expression, he couldn't tell that she was crying.
And under the girl's hollow and almost cold eyes, the boy slowly bent down his unruly neck bone, he lowered his head, and his voice was hoarse and pleading: "Xia Iris, what happened, you tell me, I will definitely be able to solve it, okay?" ”
"You can't solve it."
The girl curled her lips lightly, and she tiptoed: "With these millions, I can live well in China, and I will have no worries about food and clothing for the rest of my life, why should I stay away from my family and friends, run to a foreign land tens of thousands of miles away, and accompany you to suffer and suffer abroad?" ”
You Lie squeezed her wrist, and Xia Butterfly almost felt for a second that she would be crushed by him in this rain.
But he just bit his cheekbones and shuddered: "You're lying." ”
"You know very well that I have always been such a person, I have never concealed it in front of you, and you said that I am very similar to You Huaijin - have you forgotten?"
Xia Butterfly stared at his dark and pure eyes, word by word, like wedge a cold nail with her own hands:
"You Huaijin abandoned you and Auntie, and I will abandon you after all."
“——”
The second the words came out, like an illusion, Xia Butterfly saw the light in You Lie's eyes and fell silent.
He stiffened and let go of her wrist.
Summer kites stand in the rain.
It was the softest and most unguarded place in his heart that he had only opened up for her to see. He held her there, like a piece of nephrite glass at the tip of his heart.
Then she stabbed the deepest and most ruthless knife there.
She was probably born to be a wicked person.
Look, how thorough.
Xia Butterfly turned around, stiffened, and walked forward.
The night was dark under the rain curtain.
Then her wrist tightened, and with her disbelief, You Lie grabbed her again.
"Summer kites."
That was the last accident of the night.
She knew that he loved her, but she never thought that You Lie, the pride of the sky, could be proud of her, and at the last moment he was extremely embarrassed but didn't care, he only stubbornly held her hand, and his voice was hoarse.
"Five years, five years at most, and I'll give you everything you want."
"Wait a little longer...... Good no good? ”
“——”
The thunder roared, and the summer kites and butterflies finally couldn't cry in the rain.
Fortunately, the rain was heavy enough and the night was dark enough.
She didn't look back, she broke his fingers one by one, and shook them off. Xia Butterfly walked out, parked a taxi on the side of the road, got in the car, and closed the door.
Xia Kitedie reported the name of the hotel, and the taxi tore open the rain curtain.
In the rearview mirror, the embarrassed figure gradually faded away.
The body turns.
He disappeared from her vision.
The girl calmly sat in the back seat.
As if nothing happened, she lowered her head and slowly arranged her hair, clothes, and backpack.
The driver looked in the rearview mirror worriedly: "That person is your boyfriend, right?" What bad thing did he do, and you want to punish him like this? (English)"
The fingers that are arranging the long hair stop.
Like a sand castle collapsing.
In the rearview mirror, the expressionless girl suddenly curled up and cried.
The last night before the plane takes off.
Xia Kitese went back to the apartment and packed up her things. Hearing that alcohol can numb a person's emotions and perceptions, she went to the convenience store to buy a bottle, went back to the hotel to drink it, brushed her teeth, rinsed her mouth, tidied up her clothes and long hair, and then went back to her apartment.
Before going upstairs, Xia Butterfly was quite calm.
Then she found that the door to the apartment was not closed.
There is a gap open.
It was pitch black in the door, and there was a faint sound.
Xia Butterfly pushed the door in.
All the lights were turned off, except in the living room, when You Lie bought a projector that he had bought but had not used several times, the curtain was lowered, and the glowing light brightly extinguished most of the living room.
Xia Butterfly walked in and saw the simulation of the origin of the universe being played.