Chapter 80: Asking for Forgiveness

"You know, I, like you, am also a pretentious person, and I have to have a strong personality." Yu Chisheng said to Ouyang Shan with a tired face.

When Ouyang Shan heard this, she suddenly stood up. This way she could hear him speak more clearly, and it was a great joy for her to be able to stay with Yu Chisheng at this moment.

She tried to find some proof of how much she loved him and how much she hated her, but found nothing but her own pretensions.

"Maybe it's because of my pretentiousness that you're impressed with me, aren't you?" Wei Chisheng continued, "If I don't have perseverance and bravery, and don't think of some way to make you submit, you may not look at me squarely. But I may ......"

Ouyang Shan shuddered involuntarily at this time, and there was a strange and worried look in her eyes.

She thought that Wei Chisheng might have to make a decision about herself, and she was about to hear his sentence on her, and her heart was crumpled like a mess. Her changing look could not escape Wei Chisheng's keen and observing eyes.

Wei Chisheng continued: "It is undeniable that I have a little affection for Nalan Ju, and this is when you ignore me...... Of course, I'm not sure if she's treated me like that, because I don't have any strong evidence that she's just as fond of me. ”

Without waiting for Ouyang Shan to answer, Wei Chisheng said again: "Even if I don't have that kind of love affair between men and women with Nalan Ju, I have to thank her because of her help and encouragement...... When everyone laughed at me, she was the only one who comforted and encouraged me......"

"She encourages you?" Ouyang Shan asked.

"Yes, of course she. But what about you? Where did you go when I needed you, and how could you help me? No, apparently not, am I not angry? ”

Wei Chisheng's tone was firm and intense.

"Why didn't I encourage you? I'm just silently blessing you in my heart. You don't want to think about it, my strong feelings for you, and the intense pain after you ignore me, these are the best encouragement I can give you. ”

Ouyang Shan was emotional and even a little out of control, and she replied in a trembling voice. She grabbed Wei Chisheng's hand tightly as she spoke, as if she would never let him leave her side again.

Wei Chisheng felt that he was about to compromise and give in to her again and bow down under her pomegranate skirt, he felt that this could not be the case now, so he pretended to be calm and withdrew the hand held by Ouyang Shan, and stimulated her with obvious respectful words:

"Okay, then please give me a moment to think about it!"

After saying that, he turned away, and without looking back, he quickly left.

"This dog thing can actually pretend to be indifferent to me, expressionless, why is it so cold?" Ouyang Shan thought to herself. Thinking like this, and feeling that something was wrong, she thought:

"How can I call him a dog thing? He is kind and gentle, witty and intelligent, brave and resourceful, and he is a man of life, and he is deeply liked by everyone...... It's all because my pretentious attitude stimulates him, it's my fault, it has nothing to do with him at all, he didn't do anything wrong! ”

Ouyang Shan spent the whole day in a daze with such thoughts.

During this day, she felt the joy and happiness that she had never felt when she reconciled with Yu Chisheng. Because she found that no other man could occupy her heart except for Wei Chisheng.

She is loving Yu Chisheng with all her heart.

Wei Chisheng was also very excited this day, and even when he was at work, even the meetings that he had always hated and frequent became lively and interesting. He felt that he had tamed Ouyang Shan, a wild horse, and subdued her arrogant heart.

That night, when Ouyang Shan and Mrs. Ouyang went out shopping, he returned to his room after work, turned on the music, and danced.

But he danced for a while, and the scene of talking to Ouyang Shan echoed in his mind from time to time.

"You have to make her afraid, or ...... She's going to be capricious again. He suddenly thought, so he turned off the music, "Only by making her worry and fear, will she be good to me, and will be dead set on treating me well." ”

Yu Chisheng walked back and forth in the room, indulging in happy fantasies.

"Yes, it just makes her worry and scared! Otherwise......" he muttered to himself, "Otherwise, Ouyang Shan is enjoying the love and happiness I have brought her, and at the same time, she will not forget her disdain for me." In my eyes, she was a pretentious woman, and I had to make her convince me. ”

Although Wei Chisheng longed for love in his heart, he still warned himself:

"I must not tell her that I am using a scheme, let alone who taught me, and let her be entangled in the doubts of whether I love her or not."

She has lived in a privileged environment since she was a child, and she thinks she is the daughter of a leading cadre. Everywhere she goes, flowers and applause accompany her...... All of this made her a little too pretentious, and I had to keep her from acting pretentious in front of me. ”

When he came back from work in the evening, when Wei Chisheng saw Ouyang Shan's pale face and sitting on the sofa weakly, he couldn't help but feel distressed.

When Ouyang Shan saw him coming, he stretched out his hand and said with regret in his tone, "My dear, I offended you yesterday. I'm so sorry, I shouldn't have looked at your phone information, are you still angry?"

Yu Chisheng unconsciously grasped her slender fingers. Listening to her honest and apologetic words, he was suddenly moved, and almost told his true feelings.

"I promise you...... I'll never leave you again, and I'll never play with a child's temper again. Seeing that Yu Chi Sheng was still silent, Ouyang Shan continued to speak, "Let's make peace, just like the original, okay?" ”

At this, she quickly withdrew her hand, and held her blushing face in painβ€”because the inherent chastity of women and her deep love for Wei Chisheng put her in an embarrassed atmosphere.

"Alright! Don't be angry, even if you win, I'll lose, okay? You've got me done! I'm totally convinced. She sighed helplessly, "I swear, I'll never change like that again, that's my promise to you." ”

Wei Chisheng was silent for a moment, calming down his mood, and he pretended to say in a cold tone:

"You have to count when you speak, and you can't go back on your word...... Just like last time, you said you would always love me, but the next day changed, and I couldn't stand you anymore...... I can't stand you tossing me like this. ”

After Ouyang Shan heard his words, she fell into deep thought and said slowly: "Of course, this time it must be counted...... Otherwise, if you don't believe me, just record a video of me and save it! ”

After a while, Ouyang Shan held his hand again and asked softly, "Why don't you speak?" Does your expression tell me that I am not worthy of you?"

Wei Chisheng didn't answer, he was silent, but involuntarily hugged her. Then the rational belief churned in his mind: "If I let her see how much I love her, she will leave me again." ”

So, with a cold and indifferent expression, he pushed her away from him.

Since then, Wei Chisheng has disguised happiness every day. For this reason, he gave up the happiness of holding her in his arms.

However, Wei Chisheng is young after all, he will not disguise it for too long, and the frenzy of happiness will overshadow the rational state of mind brought by him before.

There is a statue in the garden. Yu Chisheng often looked at Ouyang Shan from the window of the small attic in a daze under the statue, lamenting her capriciousness.

Next to the statue is an osmanthus tree, the trunk of which is just right to block the view of others observing him, so that he will not be ridiculed by some troublemakers.

One night, when Yu Chisheng and Ouyang Shan walked past the statue hand in hand, the pain of the past suddenly came to his heart, forming a strong and stark contrast with the happiness of the present.

Wei Chisheng couldn't bear this strong impact, and couldn't help but burst into tears.

He said to Ouyang Shan: "Here, I dreamed of spending a happy time with you. I've looked at you here countless times, just waiting for you to look up at me......"

Unconsciously, Wei Chisheng expressed his feelings to Ouyang Shan, depicting his painful state of mind in the past with emotional colors that were by no means made up, and lamenting the happiness and happiness of the present in a concise, clear and joyful tone......

"What's wrong with me?" As he was talking, Yu Chisheng suddenly woke up and secretly complained in his heart, "I can't help but show her that maybe everything is over again!" ”

He seemed to be able to feel that Ouyang Shan's love attitude towards him was declining rapidly at this moment, so that he didn't dare to look up at her beautiful eyes.

But Wei Chisheng became more sophisticated, and he told himself that he had to be calm. He changed his face to the same indifferent face he had for her before, and looked at Ouyang Shan with an empty gaze, even a little hostile.

"Honey, what's wrong with you?" Ouyang Shan felt the change in him, and asked with some uneasiness in her heart.

"I'm talking nonsense, what I just said was a lie." Wei Chisheng replied, "I am self-examining and reflecting at this moment, but I am serious about you, and it is not right to lie to you." I know that you love me and are loyal to me, and I don't need to say such rhetoric to please you. ”

"So, what you just said to me, are you lying to me?" Ouyang Shan asked painfully.

"I'm sorry, dear. I retract what I just said, which were deliberately made up to coax a woman who loves me but I don't...... This is the result of my character shortcomings, and I have to confess it to you, so please forgive me! ”

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