375 His dreams
Chapter 375: His Dream
Getting married and becoming a husband and wife is what people often say, people who can always be together! It is also one of the most important and sacred bonds between people in the heart of Lu Yexing.
Before the cataclysm, the road was invisible at night. Before entering the lab, he was left in the darkest corner of the orphanage, and when he entered the lab, he was locked in a jar full of water and electricity. After being rescued from the lab, he did not go to the other places where the special task force lived outside of the small room where he was kept.
Therefore, although Lu Yexing was born before the Cataclysm and grew up before the Cataclysm, he has never seen what he really looked like before the Cataclysm.
Later, when the cataclysm broke out completely, the office building of the special task force collapsed, and he crawled out of the rubble, only to hear painful wails and desperate cries.
It was the most terrifying and saddest day he can remember.
I don't know if it's a human dying, the experimenter who has been walking at night with the road closed suddenly became kind and pushed him to run away quickly.
"You go find a safe place to hide. When it's all over, go in the direction on your right, and keep going. Don't let anyone know what you're capable of, and don't sing. ”
"Child, you are free, take care of yourself."
After the researcher finished speaking, he pushed Lu Ye Xing hard. Lu Yexing staggered two steps forward, but heard the sound of a huge heavy object falling from behind him.
A boulder about the size of a man fell vertically against the back of the road. And the experimenter was stoned to death alive, and his flesh and blood were splashed all over his body.
A circle of metal rolled down to Lu Yexing's feet, and Lu Yexing squatted down, groping in a mess with difficulty, and finally held it in his hand. It is a small ring, and Lu Yexing can clearly feel that there are two English letters engraved in the ring.
One of them is the initials of the experimenter's initials, while the other is his wife's. The experimenter called her baby.
I heard it vaguely once on the road night.
Because he was so lonely, when he didn't need to sing, Lu Yexing would put his ear to the door of the special task force and listen to the sounds outside.
Since he couldn't see, Lu Yexing's hearing was very good, better than the police officers in the task force who were called the Anomalous.
So even though he was locked up in the basement at the bottom of the task force at first, he could still clearly hear the sounds of other people's activities coming from upstairs as he stepped on a stool and put his ears to the roof of the shed.
For example, after the training, the young police officers went to dinner together and discussed the conversation about the dishes in the cafeteria.
For example, a particularly bad-tempered forensic doctor chased a wounded person who refused to rest properly and cursed the street in the corridor with a stick.
There is also a son-in-law surnamed Bai, who has a big temper, and every time he comes back, he comes in without saying a word, and then when he arrives in an office where there are only his own people, he will return to his true nature and scold.
Every time he came back, he was very happy to walk at night. Lu Yexing knew that it was this boy surnamed Bai who rescued him. And he was very good to his younger brothers.
No matter which one it is, whether it is profitable or not, it is to protect it with life.
Lu Ye Xing sometimes dreams, especially when he is lonely, he dreams, dreaming that he seems to be the younger brother of this son. Probably the most useless and least cared for brother.
But when he is very bored, he will open the door and look at him.
is like the big brother in this boy's team, the big brother who once gave him balloons and told him about "Rapunzel". It doesn't matter if he never came back to see him after he left.
Lu Ye Xing only occasionally fears, fearing that one day, like those who are sent away by his singing or strange stories, his soul will disappear and disappear from people's memories.
He wanted to confide this fear on the current experimenter, and even in order to force the experimenter to listen to him say these words, not only did he spill food for many days in a row, but he also refused to complete the task they gave him.
But what was waiting was not a patient inquiry, but an electric shock of fear. and being moved to a higher upstairs cell.
It was empty, there was nothing. And Lu Yexing tried to put his ears on the ground, but found that he couldn't hear anything.
No one ever spoke to him again, and all the food was brought in by machines. Lu Yexing felt like he had returned to the nightmare laboratory before. The only difference is that he is rarely beaten here, but he is also more lonely.
Empty, quiet, silent.
The only temperatures that could be touched were the cold corpses that had been brought in.
Road night walking often crying, scared crying, fear crying, lonely crying, desperate crying.
But no one would pay attention to him, and even he gradually lost the breath of a living person, as if he was the only one between the heaven and the earth of Nuoda.
He began to sing day and night. Because that's his only use. Lu Yexing was afraid that he would become useless. He knew that in the laboratory, those test subjects that were turned into waste would eventually be destroyed.
Before, the brother who gave him balloons and told him fairy tales said, "Everything will be fine." ” 。 Therefore, Lu Yexing has always believed that he will also get better.
Therefore, he has not waited for the fairy tale, the princess will be rescued from the tower, and the prince who will take him to see the world will appear, and Lu Yexing does not want to die.
And it was the most desperate day of Lu Yexing, he heard the voice of the experimenter. He must have been too nervous, so he forgot for a moment that he couldn't make a sound, but silently recited a marriage proposal vow in his mouth.
There is a lot of content in it that Lu Ye Xing can't understand. But two of the sentences are the most memorable for the night walk.
The experimenter said, "Whether you are smart or stupid, you are my unique treasure." ”
Another sentence is, "I want to see you every day, get along day and night, and grow old together." Even if you are seventy or eighty years old, you can sleep peacefully at night and open your eyes in the quilt with you in the morning. ”
For the first time, Lu Yexing knew that there is also a relationship between humans and humans that can last until they grow old without having to be useful.
The experimenter said that this relationship is called a partner. And the relationship between them is called love.
He was pleasantly surprised by the night walk that day, and he felt how much he knew something he didn't know before. And the two oaths of the experimenter were also repeated many times in Lu Yexing's heart.
Later, he even felt more expectation and warmth from this oath. It even made him feel less scared and less lonely a little.
Especially in the first few days when I first heard it, I would often be in a daze and dream at night.
He dreamed of a prince in the future who broke the glass in this room and took him out of confinement. And he said unto him, We shall be together forever and ever.
Lu Ye Xing thought, that must be the most beautiful person in the world. Because in fairy tales, the prince is the most handsome.
By that time, he would be very happy and happy.
So, even if it's hard now, he can endure it. With hope, you can stumble alone in the dark, and then you can glimpse the glimmer of light.
Tenacity and will are the core traits of human beings.
Lu Yexing thought, he is also a human being, and he also has such a trait, so he can wait.
But when the cage in which he was locked was broken, Lu Yexing waited not for the prince, but for the nightmarish real world.
At that moment, his dream was shattered. And his whole life seems to have been denied.
Because in this world, there will be no prince who will come to save him, and no one will hold him, give him warmth, give him hope, tell him that he will not be alone in the future, and comfort him not to be afraid.
Fairy tales are fake, made up by people to coax stupid kids like him who will believe everything.
On that day, Lu Yexing followed the researcher's last instructions and kept walking in the direction of the right-hand side.
The more he walked, the more despair he heard.
The more he walked, the stronger the smell of blood became.
But this is not the world he wants to see, nor is it the world he dreams of. Why is this happening? He didn't want that!
If the price of freedom is the shattering of dreams. If the whole world of humanity is gone, then won't he be able to wait for the human who will embrace him?
Lu Yexing didn't want to do this, he was unwilling, so in the end, he chose to sing the last farewell poem in the place where the cry of despair was the loudest.
He had never sung so loudly, and he had never sung in front of so many people.
But the road is not afraid of night walking.
What he feared most was that all his dreams, the ones that supported him to crawl forward in the darkness, were fake.
He was afraid that if all the human beings disappeared, the prince he wanted to wait for would never come again.
"Actually, it doesn't matter if you don't come." In the end, Lu Yexing thought, as long as the prince lives well, as long as he exists, for him, it will be a dream come true!
When he regained consciousness, Lu Yexing found that the cataclysm was over, and although his soul was shattered into many pieces, each piece was locked in the tower and locked up with those monsters. But he could let his will attach to any fragment of his soul.
And he himself has become a god in the mouth of the special task force.
In fact, many people don't know that when it comes to falling gods, Lu Yexing really doesn't regret or care. He was even a little excited. Because after becoming a so-called god, Lu Yexing found that he was able to see.
He had never seen the world well in the past, and he was able to see it with his own eyes!
Not only that, but the attitude of the people in the special case team towards him is also different. They don't keep him locked up anymore, they talk to him.
In a prayerful way.
Although the content of many people's prayers is not very interesting for the night walk, it is also very boring and boring. But the road night walk is very cherished. Because of these voices, even if they are on the tower, even if they are singing farewell poems that consume themselves, but Lu Yexing knows that there are still people reading him, So, even if he is still lonely, at least, he does not have to be afraid.
It's just that he can't go to see it often. Because the people in the special case team are very timid. Every time he passed, everyone was very happy and the atmosphere was very harmonious. But when he appeared, he became restrained.
Therefore, the road night walk is quietly watched. If you look at them laughing, you will laugh at night, and if you see them happy, you will be happy at night.
Then, his dream had new material.
In the dream, the prince he was waiting for would play with him like this in the future, and he would live such a happy life with him.
And in this anticipation, Lu Yexing has waited for another two hundred years.
He finally waited for the day when the Sparrow prayed to him.
A particularly gentle voice asked him a series of words in very monotonous terms, and it was the first time that someone had tried to communicate with Lu Yexing in a human way. So Lu Yexing was stunned and didn't know how to respond.
After he reacted and observed through the peep screen after the god descended, he understood that this was a kind of teasing and joking between friends, and he also learned to reply to an emoji in a ridiculous way.
It's a pity that the man is no longer waiting for him.
I waited for a long time after Lu Yexing, and then I waited for him again.
This time, Lu Yexing learned his name.
His name is Shi Que.
He told a very interesting story to Lu Yexing.
After a long time, he came back, wounded. But the spirit is very good, and there are new friends.
The clown who can only throw three balls is really boring, but he seriously hopes that his happy appearance makes Lu Night Walk very touched. He loved it.
The monsters that are with the Sparrow are also cute.
Sparrow...... The best to see.
Lu Yexing has seen so many good-looking people, and Shi Que is the person he has ever seen with the warmest smile, the softest voice, and the most prince-like person.
And the most happy thing for Lu Yexing is that Shi Que is really a prince.
He gave him flowers, befriended him, and told him that his home was also his home.
In the end, Shi Que also took the clown to smash the tower and bring him out of the tower.
And now, Shi Que in a bridal dress is more like a prince who has been walking at night for more than 300 years, and every time he dreams of it, he doesn't dare to touch it, and the one who will get along with him day and night, hand in hand until he grows old...... Mate.
No, he was even more beautiful than in his dreams, making his heart beat out of order, and even a feeling that he was really stupid and couldn't even dream.
Because the real partner, the real bride, is a beautiful appearance that he can't dream of!!
(End of chapter)