Zhang Miao slapped her on the shoulder, "Knowing that since you like this, and knowing that you are very lenient with the soldiers, I am naturally very relieved." ”

…… What can you rest assured?

She stared blankly at the middle-aged man who quickly became radiant after picking up his family to Xiaopei, who laughed and clapped his hands.

Then, from a couple of carriages at the door, came down, seven or eight little women.

Tall, short, fat and thin, the age is not very big, ranging from teens to thirty years old, born quite upright, at least above the standard line, seeing Zhang Miao, Zhang Miao nodded, so this group of little women called "general", and bowed Nana!

She got up from the mat! Roll up, to be exact! Of course, you can also bounce it!

“…… What is it?! She felt her hands tremble again, "Brother Meng Zhuo, what is this?!" ”

"When Yongqiu was caged," Zhang Miao said, "the husbands of these women were killed in battle. ”

“…… And then what? ”

"Those are all my family's private soldiers, and their parents and children are naturally raised by me."

“…… And then what? ”

Then Zhang Miao pointed to this row of women and said, "They are still young, they should not be widowed, I told them about a young general, who has not yet married a woman, even if he marries a noble girl in the future, with the conduct of this general, he will definitely be able to protect them for a lifetime." ”

She stood there, listening to her own voice, which was very strange and strange.

“…… And then what? ”

This hero, who wanted to express his gratitude, but had completely taken the wrong path after hearing the recent hot news in Xiapi City, stretched out his hand and patted her on the shoulder.

"They'd love to see you! If you like her, keep her," said the eldest brother, "if you like both!" Just stay! ”

She looked around at the little widows and couldn't understand why she had become a widow lover.

What she didn't understand was why Zhang Liao suddenly came to the door at this time and looked at her with such frightened eyes.

Chapter 150

It was actually a pretty good afternoon.

There are flower petals floating in from nowhere, there is a gentle spring breeze, and there are children's jokes coming from afar.

But her situation was a little awkward, which made her want to pick at the floor a little.

"Ah, Wen Yuan." She felt that her already hoarse voice was even more hoarse, "This, you see......"

Zhang Miao was not embarrassed, this "as long as you return my brother to me, I can handle any occasion" The big brother in society greeted Zhang Liao heartily, and then turned his head.

"These women ......"

"Brother Meng Zhuo will bring it back first," she said cautiously, "These sisters are all good, but I really don't like this ......"

Zhang Miao stroked his beard in contemplation.

There were a few little women with expectant faces that turned to disappointment, and a few who didn't give up, two of them glancing at her affectionately, and one glaring at her viciously.

She pretended not to see it.

But the little woman who glared at her probably thought it would be difficult to miss this opportunity, and to find it again, so she took a step forward as the other sisters were retreating.

"The concubine's appearance is ugly, not enough to enter the eyes of the general, don't these sisters have a general to look at?"

"Ah, this ......," she said awkwardly, "it's not like that, I'm just young......"

The little woman stepped forward again, "The general has such military exploits and such a reputation, why is he still using his youth to prevaricate us!" ”

She looked left and right.

Zhang Miao thought it was very interesting and looked at her with a smile;

Zhang Liao also seemed to find it very interesting, looking at her with wide eyes.

"What kind of reputation do I have...... Lu Hangyu said, "I'm just an ordinary ......"

She looked pained, she couldn't talk anymore, so she could only forcibly change the topic.

"This sister, why should you?"

The pungency and resentment in the little woman's eyes turned into desolation in an instant, and she was a little stunned.

But the woman bowed, said no more, and withdrew into the ranks of the women.

"Brother Ci Yuxian has a guest, so I won't bother much." Zhang Miao glanced at the little women, and the women walked out quietly one by one.

She suddenly bounced, "Brother Meng Zhuo, that, and please stay with my sisters." ”

It is impossible to take a concubine, it is impossible to take a concubine in this life, no matter what reputation you have.

But she suddenly realized in an instant that these little widows volunteered to come to her as concubines, and there was not the slightest element of love in this.

They are widows, even if Zhang Miao will support his own troops, these widows can remarry, but compared to marrying another soldier, and then depending on God's attitude is to let themselves be widows again, or to stumble and live until they are old, if they can come to live in the mansion of this Xiao Lu general, there is no doubt that it is a pretty good choice.

There is no need to worry about starvation, and there is no need to worry about the life of being displaced, even if you give up a little "human" dignity, as long as you can live a stable life, it is already the life that many people dream of.

She thought for a moment, beckoned a personal soldier to come over, and gave a few orders.

After a while, a pile of silk silk was moved out of the backyard.

Lu Xuanyu didn't know how to keep this account, if Tian Yu knew, he might be hungry and she wouldn't be allowed to eat for three days, but the little Lu general still stubbornly said, "Sisters, come back, you can't be empty-handed." ”

Zhang Miao patted her on the shoulder, meaningful.

[Is it my fault?] 】

[I have two answers, subjective and objective, which one do you want to hear?] 】

[You can talk about it all.] 】

[You are the master of the black blade,] the black blade said, [everything you do is taken for granted, you can't be wrong, especially this kind of thing that involves what others think of you - the strong don't need to care about the opinions of the worms. 】

【…… I'd like to hear it objectively. 】

[Okay, let me ask you, if Tongxin is a man, a gentle, handsome, young man who fits your aesthetic very well, but he is married and separated from his wife,] Black Blade asked, "Will you live with him?" 】

【…… What the hell is this?! She said, "Of course not! 】

[He is your neighbor, he has helped you a lot, he is very good to you, and he is ......]

"No, no, no, it has nothing to do with that," she said, "He's a married man, so of course I'll have to avoid suspicion." 】

[Hmm.] 】

She suddenly understood what the black blade meant.

She was a "man" in the eyes of outsiders at this time, and since she had taken Tongxin, a married woman, with her all the way, even if her life settled down, she did not place her outside to live alone, but continued to leave her in her back house, this behavior is suspicious.

…… But she was a woman, and she was not aware of this suspicion at all.

[Then why does no one accuse me except Chen Qun? She thought for a while, [Because I am already a general who is highly regarded by Liu Bei. 】

You don't have to care about what other people think. 】

【…… I still care once in a while. She said, "I've seen a lot of people who don't care what other people think, and most of them end up miserable. 】

[What about a small part?] 】

[The reputation of later generations is also miserable. 】

[Do you care about this? There was surprise in the voice of the black blade, [I said, you can live a little more wanton, you have become a general, you ......]

"I don't care about the reputation of future generations," she said, "but I care about how I was and what I think of me now." 】

I hadn't seen Zhang Liao for a few days, and now that Zhang Miao was gone, and the group of little women were gone, he sat down.

"Is there any wine?" He asked.

It's a little strange, that Zhang Liao didn't like to drink before.

To be precise, of course he drinks, but he doesn't have any special hobby for wine, just a little when he eats, a little when he's happy, and a little when everyone is in a hurry.

But now that the wine was sifted and put on the table, Zhang Liao poured two glasses in silence, handed her one, and didn't even let him let it, and drank the wine in one go.

"What's wrong with you?" She was cautious, "Did anyone you off?" ”

That face has completely taken off the last bit of childishness, and has also taken off the last trace of youth, and has become much colder.

"Since I was reunited with the hanging fish," he said, "I have never visited my home." ”

"Didn't you visit?" She said, "Ate half a year's worth of food from me. ”

"That," a hint of shame appeared on the grim face, "that doesn't count as a visit." ”

"What's that?"

So Zhang Liao looked away, "I've been hungry for a long time, and I've come to you to find food." ”

…… What a frankness!

"So this is the second time I've come to the door," she reached out and poured him a little wine, "Anyway, we're all old acquaintances, don't hide it, what's wrong with you?" ”

Zhang Liao looked at her again, "Why are you under Liu Bei?" ”

"Well, because ......," she thought for a moment, "that's a long story. ”

The young general on the opposite side drank the wine in the lamp again, "I'm not busy at all. ”

…… Let's talk about it.

She is not a good storyteller, her voice is not very good, and she does not have the literary style to describe those past vividly and thrillingly, but Zhang Liao still listened attentively. Especially after hearing that she was rescued by Liu Bei, this dark-skinned young man was so focused that he didn't even drink alcohol.

She had a very strange feeling.

Zhang Liao was not so much listening to her story as listening to Liu Bei as she told it.

By the time she finished her last sentence, the sun was slowly setting in the west, and a wisp of cooking smoke drifted from nowhere, and a hint of the smell of rice was there.

…… Anyway, she was hungry, and Zhang Liao had no intention of leaving.

“…… Stay for a meal? ”

His mouth turned up, revealing two small white teeth.

"Your bolognese sauce is delicious."