65 Nigerfri (5)
Who is Mr.?
Is it a former lover?
Is that the lover?
Maybe it's him, and when we first met, Sang Yi also called him sir.
Of course it can't be, Darcy knows it.
Feeling a little sour in his heart, Darcy woke up Sunny from the nightmare.
Sang Yi opened his eyes, and the person in front of him was still vague, but Sang Yi knew who it was.
The vague person in the dream also faded, and gradually became the person in front of him, becoming clear little by little.
It's Darcy.
Sang blinked softly, "Darcy...... Mr. ”
The tone coincided with the tone that Sang had just muttered, and Darcy's throat was a little hoarse, and he said, "It's me." ”
"I poured you water, didn't you want to drink it?"
"Thank you, Mr. Darcy." "Actually, you don't have to ......."
"Don't say you don't need anything." Darcy looked calm, and he said, "I don't like that very much. ”
Sang Yi shut up.
He drank from Darcy's strength before whispering, "Thank you, Mr. Darcy." ”
Darcy gave Sang a deep look and said, "I told you to call a doctor, you're in a terrible situation. ”
Sang Yi didn't say anything more.
He lay down and heard the system say that he had gathered the energy to help him get better quickly.
Sang Yi was stunned for a moment and said, "I just had a dream. ”
"I dreamed of very gentle people, but I don't remember, maybe it was someone I met in the previous world."
The system didn't speak, it could help Sang Yi close his memories so that he wouldn't feel uncomfortable in the next world and when he left, but it couldn't seal Sang Yi's feelings.
So it's normal for Sang Yi to occasionally dream about people from the previous world, or to be touched by something.
"I felt tenderness from Darcy just now, maybe the system is right, he doesn't hate me that much."
[I've said it all.] 】
Darcy soon returned, this time with Bingley and the servants.
"Why are so many people here?" Sang Yi asked blankly.
"You're sick." Bingley shook Sangyi's hand, "It's hot, it's all because I didn't pay too much attention to it in the afternoon." ”
Sang glanced at Bingley's hand and whispered, "It's none of your business." ”
"Yes." Darcy didn't like to see Bingley holding Sangyi's hand with affection, so he pushed Bingley's hand away, "He's sick, it's better not to touch him casually." ”
"San." Bingley came closer, and he reached out to try to remove the hair that covered his eyes in front of Sonny's forehead, "The doctor is coming soon, what is wrong with you?" ”
"I ......"
"Don't touch him, he'll be comfortable." Darcy pushed Bingley's hand away again, "He's already uncomfortable, what do you always touch him for?" He'll be more uncomfortable. ”
Bentley: "......"
He felt that Darcy was targeting him.
"I told Bentley just now that he doesn't have to come." Darcy said, "After all, he said in the afternoon, you are not seriously ill, who knew he was here now." ”
Bingley: "......" Why did he think that Darcy was talking weirdly?
Son blinked softly and looked at Darcy.
Darcy pretended to be calm under Sanyi's gaze, "What do you see me doing?" ”
"Nothing." Sang Yi whispered, "Thank you. ”
……
There is still a day left until the prom.
During the day, Sanyi's fever subsided.
But he still felt that his body was very heavy, and he didn't want to move at all, let alone go out to meet people.
Darcy came to Sang Yi frequently from midnight to daytime, and Sang turned over the time door, and Darcy came in from the outside again.
Sang Yi couldn't hold back, "Mr. Darcy, have you noticed that the door to my room looks like your back garden?" ”
Darcy: "......"
Seeing that Darcy seemed to be choked by his words, Sang Yi smiled again and said, "Mr. Darcy, you should go and prepare for tomorrow's ball now." ”
"Oh." Darcy sullen, "Prom? Are you unable to go? ”
"I don't know, let's talk about it." Sang Yi yawned, "I'll go if it's all right tomorrow, after all, I've promised Bentley." ”
“…… Oh, because I promised Bentley, I have to go when I am sick. Darcy's tone was a little cold, and he deliberately accentuated Bingley's name, "Looks like you like him." ”
Sangyi: "......"
"It's a pity that Bentley doesn't like you." Darcy was inexplicably happy when he said this, and he said, "So you're sure you won't like him either." ”
“…… This one. "It doesn't have much to do with Mr. Darcy." ”
Darcy: "......"
After the two of them choked each other, Darcy said, "You're right, it has nothing to do with me, I'm going back to London not long after the ball, and you don't have to tell me if you and Bingley are really together." ”
Sanyi: "......" If Darcy hadn't helped him, he would have really wanted to ask Darcy if he had something wrong with his brain.
"I'm leaving." Darcy stood up, "I was going to stay here for a few more days after the prom, but I don't think you're welcome to me, and in that case, I'm not going to stay here to be annoying." ”
Sangyi: "......"
He didn't react for a moment, why did this person suddenly say such a thing.
He is not welcome...... He doesn't have the qualifications to be unwelcome, right? What's more, wasn't it before that Darcy had been-
Man, it's really hard to understand.
Darcy, the hard of the hard.
Sunny shook his head slightly, and Darcy came back as he walked out the door, he looked at Sunny again, "You don't have anything to say?" ”
"I ...... What to say? Sang asked, he really didn't know what he had to say to satisfy Darcy.
Darcy felt himself holding his breath again, and he said, "It's nothing, I'm leaving." ”
Sang Yi raised his hand slightly, "Slow down, Mr. Darcy." ”
Darcy stood in place, staring at Sunny for a long time before saying, "You didn't even contradict me, so I really annoyed you, didn't I?" ”
He asked this question inexplicably with a feeling of grievance, Sang Yi was stunned for a while, and it took him a long time before he said, "You misunderstood, I didn't hate you, it's just that it's better for me to not know how to answer when you speak." ”
Darcy was in a better mood, and he was even a little happy, "So you really don't hate me, do you?" ”
"Of course not." Sang Yi laughed, "Mr. Darcy, I've said it all, although you don't speak very well, but you are a very good person, and I will not hate you because of this." ”
Darcy even had a smile on his face.
"Still." "Doesn't Mr. Darcy hate me now?" ”
The smile on Darcy's face froze.
Sunny tilted his head slightly, "Although Mr. Darcy said that he would leave Hertfordshire and return to London after the ball, I still wonder why Mr. Darcy doesn't seem to hate me so much. ”
Darcy took a step back, "I still have some business, let's go first." ”
His back almost felt like he was running away.
Sang Yi looked at Darcy's back suspiciously, slowly withdrawing his gaze.
……
Why don't you seem to hate Sang anymore?
Darcy rode aimlessly.
Even worried about him that much, which was obviously not quite right.
He knew very well that Sang liked men.
He also knows that he likes talented, intelligent and beautiful women.
But he now pays more attention to a man than he ever thinks.
Is Sang Yi talented? Of course, he could play the piano, he could ride a horse, he could draw, he could do a lot of things, and many times, even Darcy would be surprised.
Is Sang pretty? It's beautiful, and even has a mystery peculiar to Orientals, at least Darcy really can't guess what Sunny thinks.
Is Sang smart? Sometimes he's smart and sometimes he's stupid, but Darcy doesn't mean to belittle, he even thinks Son is cute.
It's cute, but the gender isn't quite right.
Darcy thought bitterly that he might be finished.
He may really have a crush on a man, and it doesn't even seem so simple right now.
Fortunately, he was about to return to London.
But the thought of this made Darcy even more uncomfortable.
At that time, the whole Nigerfri will be Sang and Bentley, and it seems that the two of them are also very topical, and Sang will not treat Bentley like he treats, so ......
"Don't tell me if you're really together." Not long ago, Darcy had said this to Sang himself.
At that time, he said it with anger and resentment, and now that he thinks about it, there is jealousy.
How could he watch his favorite person with someone else? It doesn't matter if that person is a Bentley or not.
The dance party half a year ago may indeed have made him miss it, maybe not because he hated and didn't want to remember it as he imagined, but because of panic or ......
However, Sang Yi used to have lovers, and it even seems that he has a deep affection for his former lovers.
Darcy's pride would never allow him to be a second choice, nor would he allow his feelings to be used as a substitute, and since Sang could recognize the wrong person, it meant that he must have a resemblance to that person.
Maybe he'll be back in London for a while, maybe he'll forget that he had a crush on a man.
Thinking so, Darcy suppressed all the miscellaneous thoughts in his heart, and calmly rode back.
On this day, he did not go to Sanyi again.
……
The day of the prom was fast in coming.
Sangyi has almost completely recovered.
"Can I participate?" Bentley was worried, "If it's really uncomfortable, forget it." ”
Sang Yi smiled, "Didn't you keep me from attending the prom before?" And maybe find a suitable lady like that......"
"There's no rush for this kind of thing, and you're young." Bentley repeatedly confirmed, "Are you really feeling better right now?" ”
"It's already good."
Sang Yi smiled helplessly, "Bingley, even if I go to the prom, I just like to hide in the corner, don't you have to worry about me, okay?" ”
Bentley said, "If there's a girl who wants to dance with you......"
"I don't think girls want to dance with me." "In comparison, you can dance with someone you like." ”
Bingley also laughed, and said, "I don't have anyone I like, and if you were a girl, I'd definitely like your mulberry." ”
"That's a real pleasure for me."
Seeing that Sang Yi was already ready to put on his dress, Bingley glanced at his back before withdrawing.
Darcy stood in the doorway and watched Bentley come out, and he asked, "What are you doing in there?" ”
"Make sure how Mulberry is doing." Bentley replied.
Darcy's gaze fell on the closed door, "Bingley, what are you letting him do at the prom?" Can't you wait to find a wife for him? ”
Bingley glanced at Darcy, "No, I don't have that idea, but I guess you can find a girl you like at the ball." ”
"Darcy, I hope you have a nice night today."
Darcy's friend's wish upset Darcy.
He stood in the doorway of Sangyi, stretched out his hand and lowered it, and when he turned to leave, the door creaked open.
Darcy subconsciously turned his head.
He was stunned for a moment.
Sang Yi did not wear a wig, his face was extraordinarily fair, and he wore a very simple long coat and waistcoat, which fit his waist well, making him appear slender and flexible.
Darcy subconsciously thought that it was a good fit to be embraced.
Darcy took a step back when he realized his thoughts.
"Mr. Darcy." Sang Yi said, "You are exceptionally handsome today. ”
Darcy's face quickly turned red.
He quickly turned around and said, "That's the dress that Bentley gave you?" ”
"That's good." Sang Yi was puzzled, "Is there anything else you need?" ”
Darcy was calm, "There's no need for anything, that's fine." ”
"Is Mr. Darcy okay?" Do you want to go there together? ”
"No need." Darcy said, "I do have something to do. ”
"San."
Miss Bingley's voice came, and she smiled sweetly, "Can I dance with you tonight?" ”
Darcy stepped aside, and he looked at Sang, wondering what he would say.
"I'm sorry." Sang gently refused, "I'm probably not very good at dancing. ”
"You're going to reject me again." Miss Bingley was a little angry, "You always reject me again and again, and I want to know what kind of girl you like." ”
"I told you, I don't like girls." Sang Yi sighed lightly, "This is not an excuse. ”
Darcy gave Sunny a complicated look, and he knew that Sunny said this because of his former lover.
He was a little envious and jealous of Sangyi's lover.
Although he is well aware that he has no position.
"Shall we go over together now?" Miss Bingley asked again.
Sang Yi looked at the girl, and the girl smiled and asked, "Is that okay?" ”
Darcy said, "He's already asked me to come along." ”
Sang Yi looked at Darcy with some surprise.
Darcy didn't look at Sangyi, he took Sangyi's hand and said, "He just asked me out, so I think you'll have to find another companion." ”
After Miss Bingley was out of sight, Sang called out, "Mr. Darcy." ”
"Don't you want her to die?" Darcy said, "Isn't it good to be like this now? ”
"You'll be misunderstood, right?" "And didn't you say you were okay?" ”
"What about misunderstandings?" Darcy looked at Sang, "I won't be here for long anyway, will I?" ”
Sang Yi paused slightly, "You're right." ”
"What about you?" Darcy asked, "Will you go back to London later?" Or have you always lived here? ”
He'd already asked about it, but Darcy wanted to ask it again.
Although he had already made up his mind to go back to London after the ball.
It was meant to be like this.
But Miss Bingley's behavior makes him feel uneasy, and Darcy knows that Son doesn't like girls, but Son is likable.
It's not that Bentley doesn't dislike Sang Yi completely, it's just that he has always felt that Sang Yi is male.
"I don't know." "We'll talk about that later." ”
Darcy clenched his wrist slightly, "So, can you tell me about the lover you once was?" What happened to the door between you? Why is it so unforgettable. ”
Sangyi: "......"
Why is Darcy always so interested in his non-existent lover?
He was a little remorseful, how could he make up the fact of love between himself and his non-existent lover?
Maybe......
"I don't want to talk about him, Mr. Darcy." Sunny looked at Darcy, his tone a little lonely, "You don't have to ask, can you?" A lot of times I don't want to remember him like that. ”
Darcy's heart jumped, and he said, "I'm sorry, I won't be talking about it later." ”
"Mr. Darcy, if you really can't let go of that...... Mr. Darcy, did you just say you're sorry? ”
In hindsight, Sang realized that he seemed to hear Darcy say sorry to him.
Did you hear it wrong? Sang thought uncertainly.
"What did you just want to say?"
Darcy wanted to ask, but the ball was already close at hand.
Sang Yi looked at Darcy's hand and whispered, "It's nothing, should you let go first?" ”
The skin under his hands was smooth and delicate, and Darcy even subconsciously pinched his wrist when he heard Sunny say, and then released it violently.
Sunny thought Darcy was a little weird, but he didn't think much of it.
There are quite a few beautiful girls who come to the prom.
Sang and Darcy caught the eyes of the crowd as soon as they entered the stadium and looked eager.
Sunny wasn't very used to such occasions, and Darcy seemed to feel it, and silently covered Sunny for a while.
Sang whispered, "Thank you, Mr. Darcy. ”
Darcy's heart jumped again.
He even thought, can he invite Sang Yi to dance?
"San." Bingley came over and pulled Sang away from behind Darcy, "You're so good-looking today. ”
"Thank you." Sang Yi smiled, "You are also very handsome and gentlemanly. ”
Darcy: "......" is handsome, right? Even Bentley had one more compliment than him.
"Sang, these are the daughters of Mr. Bennet's family."
Sang Yi was also introduced by Bingley to the Bennet family's five daughters.
Mrs. Bennet praised Sang Yi repeatedly, which left Sang Yi a little overwhelmed and unable to cope.
He glanced at the girl named Elizabeth one more time, and sure enough, this girl was much more beautiful than all the girls in the room.
Sensing Sang Yi's gaze, the other party smiled politely at him.
Sang Yi also smiled and retracted his gaze.
Darcy was in a bad mood watching from the sidelines, he had been paying attention to Sangyi, but Sanyi had laughed at many people and just didn't look at him.
"Mr. Sanyi especially looked at Elizabeth." Mrs. Bennet whispered, "I think he may have a crush on Elizabeth, after all, Elizabeth is beautiful, isn't she?" ”
"Mom." Elizabeth said, "He doesn't look at me with any of the feelings you say, he doesn't like me." ”
Mrs. Bennet seemed a little regretful, "but I think he is really good, although he is Oriental, he is rich, good-looking, and polite." ”
"That's right." Darcy sneered, "He's nice, but alas, he won't like any of the girls in the door between you." ”
Mrs. Bennet: "......"
She was upset, "Sir, I don't think it has anything to do with you. ”
When Sami looked back and realized that the quarrel had started because of him, he pulled Darcy over with some helplessness, smiled and apologized to Mrs. Bennet.
"I don't think you're a good fit for the ball." Sang Yi pulled Darcy out, and he said helplessly, "They just say a few words, why do you have to make do with it, it has nothing to do with you." ”
Darcy was incredulous, "I helped you speak and you still accuse me, do you want to be bothered by Mrs. Bennet?" ”
"I didn't accuse you ......"
Seeing Darcy's expression becoming more and more aggrieved, Sang Yi almost couldn't say anything more.
Eventually, he said, "I'm not blaming you, it's just that if you make such a fuss at the prom, everybody's going to have a bad impression of you, you know?" ”
"So what does it matter?" Darcy paused at this point, and said, "Are you worried that I'm being hated?" ”
"I just don't think you should do this for me, Mr. Darcy, and everyone was very optimistic about you in the beginning. ”
"I don't care what other people think." Darcy looked at Sangyi, his eyes brightening, "But are you worried that I will be misunderstood?" ”
"If you have to say it, it's really worried about you." Sang Yi said.
Darcy couldn't help but chuckle.
But soon, he pressed the corners of his mouth down again and fell silent.
He seems to have forgotten what he said yesterday that he would never have anything to do with Sang Yi again.
Sang Yi too, I don't want to have anything special to do with him.
And after the ball, he will return to London tomorrow or the day after tomorrow, and he will not have any special intersection with Sang Yi after that.
Maybe San would find a partner in Hertfordshire, or he might die alone, but none of that had anything to do with him.
He also forgets about it when he returns to London.
"Go in." ”
"Sang." Darcy stopped the youth.
Sami looked back at Darcy and asked, "What's wrong?" ”
Darcy paused for a moment to meet Sanyi's pretty eyes before saying, "Nothing. ”
"If it's nothing, just go in."
"Sang."
Sang Yi frowned slightly, "Mr. Darcy, do you have something to say?" ”
"Can I stay in Nigerfedo for a while after the ball?" :,m..,.