He commanded thousands of cavalry, and he was obviously able to trap Lu Lian, why did he go up recklessly and relieve the siege for Badun?!

When he gave such an order, the black flood that was about to rush to the Qingzhou army seemed to suddenly be equipped with a transparent high wall, and the cavalry scattered into two wings, roared and galloped, made a big circle, and returned to the depths of the plain, leaving only the Wuhuan people who were still fighting in astonishment looking at the last trace of the scattered wind.

…… The smile on Da Shan Yu's face disappeared.

But he wasn't the one who was the least happy in this war, because Lu Hangyu was even more unhappy than him.

Cavalry does not exist only at the moment when the horse is erected, the horse's belly is clamped, and the horse's hooves are raised in front of it.

They are a deterrent.

As long as she knew that there was a cavalry nearby, and it was not a small fight of 1,800 people, but a large army, it would be like the sword of Damocles above her head, reminding her all the time.

Whether she marched, camped, or transported her baggage, this cavalry could rush out at any moment, and at any time she could step on her face and charge, and trample on her army or the grain and grass baggage. Under this premise, it became extremely difficult for her to press the Chinese army to break through the Bunton.

…… Fortunately, there are always two sides to everything, and the retreat of Wen Chou's cavalry not only made her feel embarrassed, but also made Badun feel embarrassed.

With the rapid sound of the golden cymbals coming from the Wuhuan array, those Wuhuan people covered in blood also began to slowly retreat.

So when the sun went down, the two sides finally suspended the battle for the time being, took a step back, and vigilantly began to build their own camps.

…… There is really nothing to build in this camp.

Although everyone is very close now, it is said that a large camp should be built in earnest, but if you want to build a large camp, you need three layers of fences inside and three layers outside, and those fences are not carried by carts, but are cut down in the nearest place every time you go.

But now the situation is obvious, and no one can go far to cut down trees, so they can only use as many things as they can with them in the car.

Tian Yu is careful, and the baggage is loaded with some red pine poles, this kind of wood is light and hard, not easy to deform, and now it is used for emergency, whether it is to set up a tent, build a fence, or tie the antlers, it is very convenient.

The soldiers set up sentry posts in batches, cleaned the battlefield, dug trenches, and set up horses, and when it was getting late, they even set up a tent on the nearby hills.

Then I picked up some dry firewood nearby, added all kinds of ingredients brought by the car, and then went to the nearby stream to get some water, and came back to boil a pot of hot soup to drink.

Everyone is busy with their own business.

Someone carried the wounded and hurried by;

Some carried dead comrades and threw them into the newly dug pits;

Someone led the pig by, and someone drew a long knife and stabbed the poor beast in the heart.

It is not an easy task to kill pigs and slaughter sheep, before the ordinary army feast, there are always soldiers to watch the pigs killed, to see the recruits clumsily chasing the pigs, or being chased by the pigs, to see one of them unlucky eggs by the pigs, disgraced, even when eating meat to be ruthless, that is really a great pleasure.

But in this sunset, the pigs and sheep seem to have become very obedient.

They may have been aware of their fate, perhaps they were shocked by the bloody aura of this battlefield, or perhaps they had nothing to do with them at all, but the soldiers swung their swords with a different numbness and coldness.

And then the knife became extremely sharp.

The pork was cut into small pieces, with no other seasoning than salt, and floated in the soup pot, foaming layer after layer of blood.

Some people retched and turned their heads when they saw it, but many more just gathered around the pot, waiting intently to eat.

A bowl of broth with only two or three pieces of pork and a piece of wheat cake is enough to reward today's hard work.

- Besides, today's hard work is worth it!

As they sat cross-legged and talked about today's battle, the soldiers couldn't stop praising their general.

- Our general is truly invincible in the world! How exactly did she guess Hu'er's ambush? How did you get the Jizhou cavalry again?

- Originally, seeing that the Chinese army had not stepped forward to support, I was secretly afraid! Brother is really smart! Let's follow the general, we don't have to be afraid of anything!

- As long as you win this game, don't talk about Hu'er's heavy property, just look at the wealth of the soldiers and horses of the Jizhou people! If I have a colt, I will take it home, and I will never have to borrow the cows from the village again!

Some of them were still secretly crying, wiping their tears and eating at the same time, but the pace of eating was not slow, so others did not pay much attention to him.

Some people survive, and naturally some people die, what's the big deal about that?

That's what they do.

In the shadows were unremarkable creeps, who were also drinking soup and eating wheat cakes, listening to it in silence.

The man's presence was so weak that when she put down the empty bowl and got up to leave, the soldiers who were still trying to wipe the bottom of the bowl with wheat bread did not notice that it was their general.

But Gao Shun, who came back from the camp, noticed that Lu Hangyu looked different from before.

"General Ciyu?"

She was slightly stunned, "Bosson? ”

Gao Shun originally wanted to report some military information to her, such as the rear army has also been encamped, although it is ten miles away from the front army, but because many baggage is in the rear army, it is easier to build a camp than the front army and the middle army, and General Taishi Ziyi is also safe and sound.

In the face of such a thoughtful and well-equipped enemy army, Gao Shun had to admire her a little bit to be able to see the current situation.

But Lu Hangyu doesn't seem to be thinking about this at all.

Her mind seemed to be far away, west in Jizhou, across the Yellow River, through Xingyang, through the desolate land of Gyeonggi, and finally arrived at the place that was no longer human, but still made her nostalgic.

Chapter 416

How can anyone be able to strategize and win a thousand miles?

How can anyone talk and laugh and be wiped out?

When she detained the Chinese army and asked the veterans of the former army to face the main force of Badun alone, how could they trust her so much?

They are different from her, she came to this world alone, and she will leave this world alone, but they are born and raised by their parents, cared for by their brothers and sisters, and after marrying a wife and having children, they have to bear the burden of the whole family.

How could they put their lives in her hands with all their hearts?

The Chinese army remained motionless behind them, just watching them coldly and bloodily, watching their comrades fall and die one by one, and their brothers falling and dying one by one...... Didn't they even complain?

How could they not complain?

Even she herself can't help but think about it, if Wen Chou doesn't arrive today, she will have to complain about herself!

That's not a few pigs, a few sheep, that's a soldier all over the hills! That is the one who believes in all her decisions until death, her soldier!

They died in battle because of one of her decisions! Is that decision really the only right answer? Those soldiers who can never return to their hometowns and take a look at their parents, wives and children, is it really worth their death?!

"You don't look like someone who thinks like this," Gao Shun looked at her face and said calmly, "When I returned to the camp, I heard the pro-army beside you say that General Xiao Lu has a magnificent bearing and talks and laughs freely. ”

She glared at him, "What kind of ability is this?" Kong Beihai also has the ability to talk and laugh freely when the enemy goes to the city. ”

"Kong Beihai can't retreat from the enemy, you can."

"Am I always going to?"

So Gao Shun was also rarely silent.

The soldiers are still methodically busy.

After eating and resting, a wave of people immediately got up and went to clear the battlefield and strengthen the camp for their comrades, so that they too could take off their blood-stained clothes, go to the stream and wash their faces and hands, and then come back and sit down around the stove and eat a hot meal.

The soldiers who sat down again did not look very rich, they all looked very hungry, munching on wheat cakes and drinking broth, as they did every night when they grabbed food.

They're just tired, who wouldn't be tired on a day like this? 】

She exonerated herself like this, and a moment later, the voice of a black blade sounded, full of sarcasm.

[You know they're not tired, they're just numb, they don't have the same abundant emotions as you, they're just a bunch of ants driven forward by you. 】

[But don't worry, don't feel sorry for them,] the black blade-like voice sounded again, [You have been doing a good job, and being your soldier is already the luckiest fate they can obtain in this troubled world. 】

"The first time I saw you, you knelt in front of the Duting Marquis's Mansion and wanted to get a position as a handyman."

Gao Shun suddenly said this.

If you use the general world situation, a person from a humble background like her should be very taboo to mention her past, but Gao Shun doesn't want to hide it at all.

He also seemed sure that she wasn't ashamed of that experience.

Gao Shun only knew that this was a young swordsman that Zhang Liao tried his best to win over, but he was a little disapproving.

This young man is very chivalrous, acting according to his own likes and dislikes, and has some naïve obsessions. It is true that he has a noble character, but fighting a war is not something that can be persevered by relying on "high conduct".

It's a job to wallow in the sludge, and no one knows when they'll be able to crawl out of the mud.

Maybe a few years, maybe more than ten years, the martial artists of other generations were originally despised by the scholars, if one day under the cold eyes of the heart of quick success, Dong Zhuo is the first to end, and Wen Hou is the second.

Gao Shun didn't know the joke that was a long, long time later, if he knew, he might be able to tell his thoughts more intuitively:

If Lu Hangyu was assertive and virtuous, she would not be loyal to the general;

If Lu Hangyu is virtuous and loyal, then she is a person who has no opinions;

If......

Cough.

…… I don't know what Gao Shun thought, as he spoke, he suddenly had a little embarrassed look on his face, and coughed unnaturally.

"At that time, I always felt that you were not like a person who was a servant, but you were able to be a marquis with military merits, which shows that you are quite talented in the art of war.

She suddenly felt a sense of boredom in her heart.

"I've never thought of paying homage to the prime minister," she said as if angry, "that's your business!" ”

Gao Shun glanced at her, "Ci Yu is just joking, from ancient times to the present, there are very few people who can be crowned marquis with military merits, who dares to ask for this?" ”

"If it's not a feudal marquis, why bother from Rong?"

The sky was getting darker, and now that the sunlight was gone, the temperature in the soil was slowly dissipating.

She stood at the gate of the camp on the hills, looking at the battlefield below that was full of broken arms and stumps, and at some point the wind rose, rolled up with a cold and sweet breath, and rushed up.

She seemed to be asking Gao Shun, as if she was asking herself, but Gao Shun didn't answer her self-questioning question at all.

He just looked at her silently, turned and walked away.

The wind swept up his robe, but it still couldn't shake his steps and figure, so that the back did not hesitate or doubt until it gradually disappeared behind the firelight.

She suddenly figured out the answer to that question.

[I have many reasons why I have to kill, I want to defeat Sun Ce, I want to defeat Cao Cao, I want to defeat Xianbei Wuhuan, I want to defeat Yuan Shao, not only do I have to kill many, many enemies, but I will also indirectly kill many of my own soldiers because of my own decisions, I fight for a new future in my mind, but they can't see that future," she said to herself, "I feel pain because of this. 】

[You don't have to be so painful, you work hard, you've done your best,] the voice gently persuaded her in her mind, "Instead of hating yourself, it's better to accept this-]

[I will never accept this life, I will always hate it, I will continue to suffer, I have become what I hate. 】

【…… But what's the point? 】