"Is it okay for my brother to supervise me in practicing my skills in controlling the Kraken?"

Ye Sheng took his hand down with a look of "are you disgusting" and said, "How can I supervise you?" ”

Ning Weichen: "You can just be by my side." He deduced many of Ye Sheng's thoughts from one sentence, Ning Weichen's smile deepened, and his eyes took on a little bit of pitifulness. Five fingers shook Ye Sheng's hand and said softly: "Actually, if you don't say it, I also want to learn the Kraken skill after I go out." ”

"I can't protect you here at all. In the past, everyone in the Unnatural Bureau looked down on me, and I didn't pay attention to it. But the thought that you might be hurt right under my nose makes me feel that there is nothing wrong with getting in touch with heretics and becoming stronger for your sake. ”

Ye Sheng: "......"

Does everyone in the Unnatural Bureau look down on him?! Why didn't he see it?!

Everyone in the Huaicheng Unnatural Bureau was respectful to Ning Weichen. Although Luo Xingyan has a yin and yang weird "prince", this fool still calls him "princess", and he is naturally cheap.

However, Ye Sheng thought that he was also complaining about Ning Weichen's ability yesterday, and he really pulled his hips.

Suddenly, there was an eerie silence.

The Unnatural Bureau is very large, and the Huaicheng Branch is just the tip of the iceberg, not to mention the first military academy of Butterfly Island. Perhaps Ning Weichen's growth environment is not as starry and smooth sailing as he imagined.

Ning Weichen's identity is destined to be watched by countless people. To be talked about,

Well, the Unnatural Bureau really doesn't have a good thing.

Ye Sheng hid the irritability in his eyes, closed his eyes, and said calmly: "Let's go out and talk about it." ”

He also felt that Ning Weichen was an A+-level ability to destroy the heavens, but this did not mean that he could accept that the group of executives looked down on him because of this matter.

Ning Weichen couldn't laugh and buried his head in Ye Sheng's neck and shoulders: "Well, okay." ”

Ye Sheng: "......" He was about to push Ning Weichen's head away with his hand, but his fingers touched his hair, thinking that he and Ning Weichen had done anything to cross the line.

Ye Sheng thought, forget it, how about love.

Catch the last train and get off at Jiahe Road. Today is their last day in the world of a hundred years ago.

When night falls, the chance of surviving is only 1 in 100.

The one percent was still gambled by Ye Sheng. But ever since he came into contact with heresy, every time he was gambling.

In the train, eat the fetal girl. In Qin's house, try to summon spirits. In the student dormitory, sewing needles are loaded into guns. In the Luohu Mansion, follow the heresy into the mirror. In the old sports and art hall, end the story with a story.

In the radio building, fight with the ghost mother.

His chips are always his life, but his opponent is getting stronger and stronger, and he still earns it.

Ye Sheng suddenly said, "Ning Weichen, I am beginning to believe your words now." ”

Ning Weichen: "Huh? ”

Ye Sheng: "That night at the Rose Imperial Hotel." You say, do I want to redefine my life plan, I don't know enough about myself. ”

Ning Weichen: "So you're going to re-define your life plan?" ”

Ye Sheng: "Hmm. ”

Ning Weichen asked casually, "So, will there be me in your life plan?" ”

Ye Sheng was stunned.

What is his life plan? From the moment he opened the relic, he had been forced forward by an unwarranted anger and anger, and he had died all his life to find the truth.

Was he really interested in heresy, in the forum of Jeremiel?

No, he's just interested in his past.

And Ning Weichen, he is the person who runs through his past and present.

Ex-boyfriend ...... Ex-boyfriend.

I really didn't expect it, the first time I heard it, it made him almost want to hit people directly.

Now for him, just thinking about it has a very peculiar feeling.

Ye Sheng thought of this and burst out laughing.

After hearing his laughter, Ning Weichen was stunned and looked up directly.

This is the second time Ye Sheng has laughed in his life.

Every time he laughs, it is because he thinks about something clearly, and the smile is very short, fleeting, like ice and snow melting.

Ye Sheng is very good-looking, but the coldness in his eyebrows and temperament crushes that kind of beauty. A sword is terrifying, but you can only see the blade that seals his throat with blood. When a person sees him, his first reaction will not be that he is good-looking, but that he is very difficult to deal with. So Ye Sheng has been in Yinshan for many years and has never been targeted. It's full of outlaws, and outlaws have an instinctive instinct for danger.

Ye Sheng has always disliked laughing. Because he doesn't laugh and doesn't bother to laugh. Whether it's crying or laughing, it's silly and scary to do it yourself.

But now, Ye Sheng's voice has recovered, as if he has just pulled out of the successive thrilling changes. After the mind is relaxed, laughter is a natural thing.

After Ye Sheng finished laughing, he said lightly: "Aren't you my ex-boyfriend." Since I am looking for my past, how can my future be without you. ”

Ning Weichen asked, "Are you looking for your past?" ”

Ye Sheng: "Hmm. You'll know later, but I don't want to say it now. ”

Ning Weichen's steps paused slightly, and his face was gloomy. He looked up at Ye Sheng, then pulled his lips and smiled, the emotion in his eyes could not be said to be good or bad.

"Brother, you're a bit of a foul."

Ye Sheng pulled the corners of his mouth, expressionless: "I want to beat you every time you don't say anything." ”

The emotion in Ning Weichen's eyes was still invisible, but he still smiled and said, "Then I'll tell you one thing too, in fact, there was a time when I was also curious about my past." ”

Ye Sheng: "...... Your past? ”

Ning Weichen: "Hmm. The first time I lost control was because of this, I lost my mind, and I was imprisoned in Butterfly Island ......" Ning Weichen was stunned for a moment, staggered the topic, his tone was very calm, as if he was talking about someone else's business: "Curiosity will kill cats, let him go in the past, the important thing is the present." Didn't I say I was looking for a forum founder? This is my biggest obsession right now. ”

When he said this, he looked at Ye Sheng.

When he first came into contact, he was always elegant and ambiguous, and he was at ease, at this moment, Ye Sheng saw the purest smile in his eyes.

"It's not that I don't talk to people, it's because I don't know what obsession is."

"It's like you're trying to find your past and provoke Jeremiah for some reason. I don't know why I'm so desperate to find the forum founder. ”

"I thought, kill him."

Ning Weichen said the last five words lightly.

Ye Sheng was stunned and remained silent for a long time. The wind of dusk was hot and dry, passing through the ruins of the construction site, through the narrow and cramped alleys, and around them. Long ago, Ye Sheng's conclusion was confirmed again at this moment.

Ning Weichen has always been to him, exchanging sincerity for sincerity.

The ghost sent the gods to the ground, Ye Sheng said: "Ning Weichen, let me talk to you about my past." ”

Ning Weichen was slightly stunned, raised her eyebrows, and showed a smile.

"Absolutely glad."

Ye Sheng raised his head again and looked at the coffin complex standing in front of him.

"The life of Changming Mansion is not very incredible to you. A group of people lived in a 10-square-meter coffin room because they had no money, and they were scolded for stealing electricity and using water. Before dawn, I was about to be woken up by the sound of the construction site, and every family was arguing. ”

Ning Weichen didn't speak.

"When I was a child, my life was almost as depressing as it is now."

Ye Sheng said.

"I rarely talk to you about my grandmother. Although she influenced me deeply, treated me very well, asked me for peace and blessings, and told me a lot of truths, she asked me to be a good person. But I know she's afraid of me. ”

Ye Sheng rarely tells people about his past and his heart. From his words, perhaps Ning Weichen only knew that he had a grandmother who depended on him for his life.

A kind and simple old man who took care of him since he was a child and gave him the only tenderness and love.

But behind those memories that are constantly beautified by him, there is the fear of the old man who he was born with a keen and can easily perceive him, the jealousy of him, and the humble hope that he will not take revenge on Huang Yiyue.

She told him that kindness is important, and told him that it was not easy for his mother.

So he went to Huaicheng and tolerated Huang Yiyue again and again.

He was a deal made by his grandmother in order to save her own daughter and others, and he was re-conceived by Huang Yiyue in the form of a blood bead. He saved Huang Yiyue's life, but Huang Yiyue trampled on him and abandoned him. Grandma knew that he was an evil thing, and the more she grew up, the more scared she became, worried that he would take revenge on her daughter, and she always saw a little bit of stitches in her daily life.

He had never smiled since he was born.

Because in his life since he was a child, there has never been a single thing that makes him feel like laughing.

None of them.

As for the old man who came from behind, it was even more difficult for Ye Sheng and him to say that they had any emotions. The old man's thirst for money was engraved in his bones, and Ye Sheng often felt that when the old man dealt with him, he was dealing with a deal.

These are the two few people in his life who can be taken out and talked about. Because when these two people are mentioned, others will think that he is not very withdrawn. He received warmth when he was a child, so there should be a little bit of humanity in it.

Not really.

If it was really pure love, he would not have left nothing, leaving a five-year-old boy to live with his biological daughter in Huaicheng. But at that time, my grandmother was sick and needed to go to a big city for treatment, so it was nothing to say goodbye.

It's not that he can't live alone in Yinshan. One cannot be greedy, and one cannot deny everything that has come before because of one thing.

Ye Sheng never hated his grandmother, he remembered that she wept and boiled medicine for herself, and remembered that she carried herself to the mountain and wished him peace and security.

People can be ruthless, and he believes that his grandmother also has feelings for him.

But this is not pure family affection, often dodging eyes, and always coming out of the bitter heart.

Not so, to give him a happy childhood.

Chapter 125: Strange City (25)

Probably never had a newborn born with such hatred as he had. He is aggressive towards the world, so the world is equally unkind to him. In the first few years, sickness, hunger, and cold followed.

After many people understand his experience, they will always show pity in their eyes and put a lot of labels on him in their hearts: they feel that he is pitiful, and they are glad that the existence of a relative gives him the only warmth, so that he will not go astray.

Actually, it's all wrong. No matter what role his grandmother plays in his world, Ye Sheng's character will not change.

The undertones of his childhood were black and red. Ye Sheng didn't feel pitiful. When a person says that he is pitiful, he will use the word "miserable" to describe himself, so what is life?

Ye Sheng has long forgotten the memories of his childhood, but he still remembers the pain of hunger and cold and the bloody anger that was about to explode in his heart.

He really felt that the world should not exist - it should be bloodbathed, reorganized, and subverted.

The world-weary emotions flowing in Ye Sheng's bones are full of crazy and extreme aggression.

"My family lives halfway up the mountain, and when I was hungry to the extreme, I ate everything, tree roots, stones, earthworms, snakes. It's impossible for a small child to survive on these things, but I survived. ”