October 6th.

The school hospital during the holidays has a kind of cold silence.

Zhu Jundu sat alone in the bench in the hall, gloomy and sad. The coat was thrown on the seat by him, the white T-shirt with jeans, a clean appearance, full of juvenile feeling.

His left hand, with a needle pierced at the moment, had a distinct knuckle in his fingers, and his muscles were flare-up, trembling uncontrollably.

Tick, tick.

Tears swirled in his eyes, but he stubbornly refused to fall. In the infusion tube, the sound of liquid falling seems to be a portrayal of his mood.

Three days without food or drink.

Fever to 39.2 degrees.

Isn't it just that when you go shopping during the National Day holiday, you happen to see the posters that are plastered all over the city? Isn't it just a life-saving benefactor who suddenly marries another man? What's the big deal?

Watching a movie alone.

Alone to the cafeteria.

A man running wild in the playground.

You can pretend to be in a bad mood, you can act when you are tired, and no one can fake the painful physical symptoms. He lost his appetite, couldn't sleep, was listless during the day and didn't want to speak, vomited, anorexic, suffocated, collapsed, his heart ached, his head was drowsy, and his limbs were weak...... Why can't I forget her?

What a terrible and beautiful thing love is!

It's stupid, it's crazy.

If you meet a good lover, she will make you feel that everything in this world is beautiful and make you understand how happy two people can be together. But if she marries someone else, she will instantly send you from heaven to hell. Is this kind of torment punishing himself, or is it a crazy temptation on the verge of death?

Seek love and make a living first.

Love your neighbor before yourself.

Such a simple truth, Zhu Jun doesn't understand! It's just that she has been haunted by her for twelve years has long lived in his heart unconsciously...... After 21 days of getting along day and night, she really came to his world, and let him gradually get used to her existence! Now, it takes time, and even more courage, for him to suddenly get out of that habit.

In the hallway, someone hurried in.

The familiar figure appeared in his sight, which made him mistakenly think that it was a hallucination that only appeared after his own dazzle. Isn't tonight her wedding night? Shouldn't she spend candles with a certain rich third-generation cave house? How could it be in front of his eyes?

"Are you okay?" Lu Ying's eyes were full of worry.

In a word, Zhu Jun's tears collapsed in an instant.

All the pretended strength, the forbearance of love, the crazy jealousy, and the grievances in the bottom of her heart all collapsed in her voice.

"Senpai...... What are you doing here? ”

He got up, planning to confess to her in person today, regardless of indulging his willfulness. However, because of the excessive movement, he caused a burst of dizziness, and Venus appeared in front of him, and his tall figure was also shaky.

Lu Ying hurriedly reached out to help.

He was weak, and his whole body smashed at her. He subconsciously raised his hand and easily encircled her waist.

"Zhu Jun? Zhu Jun? ”

Her voice was anxious, revealing a hint of panic.

Don't look at the younger brother is very thin, the weight is not light, and it is like a hill when he falls! If it weren't for the tight arms around her waist, the two of them hugging each other and borrowing each other's strength, she was afraid that she would not be able to bear it and would be crushed directly.

"Senpai...... I'm dizzy......"

This weak voice, combined with his sickness of not eating for three days, his pale complexion, and his whole body was weak, instantly made Lu Ying's heart soft and distressed.

How awkward is this hugging posture......

Lu Ying couldn't avoid suspicion, so he could only pat him on the back again and again, and his tone was very nervous and reassuring.

"Don't move, be careful of running needles!"

"Maybe it's because of low blood sugar! Doctor He called me and said that you were sick and had a high fever in the dormitory alone, and I was worried that something would happen to you. ”

"Hold it down for a while, and I'll help you sit down when you don't faint, okay?"

"Hmm." The corners of his mouth curled slightly.

After two minutes, she asked with concern, "Are you better?" ”

"Nope." He spoke like a mosquito.

……

After another two minutes, she asked again, "Do you feel better?" ”

"I'm still dizzy."

……

Two more minutes passed, and she asked for the third time, "Is it better now?" ”

This time, Zhu Jun did not answer.

His chin rested on her shoulders, his hands loosened, his whole body was relieved of his strength, and the whole person fell softly to the side. Lu Ying's face changed greatly in fright, and he hurriedly hugged him firmly.

At an angle she couldn't see.

The corners of his mouth raised a triumphant smile.

In fact.

He couldn't wait to fall with her, he had even rehearsed such a scene several times in his head, and even imagined how to let her happen to smash him on the chest in a female and male posture without a trace.

It's a pity that Lu Ying didn't give him this opportunity.

She's nervous about him!

I'm afraid he'll fall!

Although she didn't say it, the moment she fell down, she firmly hugged him, and it was so obvious, wasn't it?

"Zhu Jun! Wake up! ”

"Don't scare me!"

"Zhu Jun! Zhu Jun! ”

Listen, her nervousness and worry about him are all in her trembling voice, there is nowhere to hide, nothing to hide!

She's so innocent! So easy to be fooled!

Zhu Jun was overjoyed in his heart, and suddenly had a guilty conscience, and finally couldn't bear to tease her and test her again, so he slowly pushed her away and let himself fall back into the bench.

"Zhu ......" Lu Ying's words came to an abrupt end.

In just a few days, how could the energetic and energetic junior who smiled warmly like a little sun, suddenly become so pale, blind, and haggard and weak?

Such a man stung her eyes and made her heart hurt inexplicably.

Perhaps, his heart is like ashes, extremely dazzling.

Perhaps, his decadent and desperate appearance is extremely heart-wrenching.

"What's wrong with you?" She asked.

Her voice, as pleasant as ever, was faintly tinged with a hint of anger that hatred of iron could not be made of steel. It came into his ears, but it made Zhu Jun's heart feel uncomfortable like a pinprick.

- What's wrong with him?

- Doesn't Senpai know?

- You've become someone else's bride!

The farthest distance in the world is not life and death, but I am by your side, but you don't know my heart for you.

Zhu Jun laughed at himself: "I'm out of love." ”

Hearing this, Lu Ying breathed a long sigh of relief, thinking that something irreversible and a matter of life and death had happened, but it turned out that it was just a loss of love.

She persuaded with good words: "What's the big deal about falling out of love? Why are you tormenting yourself? I've never been in a relationship, and I don't know what it's like to fall out of love, but if I were you, I would never joke with my life! ”

Zhu Jun was aggrieved in his heart, staring at her, his eyes were wandering, and he was full of love.

What did she just say?

Never been in a relationship? Don't know what it's like to fall out of love? Is this true or false? She's married, why hasn't she been in love yet?

Seeing that he seemed to have listened to his words, Lu Ying continued to advise: "It's just a broken love!" Life, except for life and death, is all bruises. Junior brother, everyone is unique in this world, and no one can replace it! The girl you like doesn't cherish you, it's her loss, you don't have to abuse yourself because she doesn't have vision! Punishing oneself for the mistakes of others is the most stupid thing to do. ”

Just a broken love...... Nothing more...... Is it?

No vision...... Is it?

- Do you know that the person who didn't cherish me was you, senior sister!

- Who is responsible for this mistake?

- Why did you get married all of a sudden?

Zhu Jun's long eyelashes trembled slightly, turning a thousand times for a while, and his mind was upset. He quickly turned his gaze, not wanting her to notice his thoughts.

I wanted to confess to her desperately......

Why did she want him to see the diamond ring she was wearing on her left ring finger? So dazzling! He almost lost his mind, and he couldn't wait to rush over and snatch it down.

Stomp on your feet hard!

Official announcement!

Birthright!

Fiance!

Rich three generations!

These words jumped repeatedly in his mind, jealousy was like a sharp knife, piercing the deepest corner of his heart, and his anger rose again and again.

He suddenly pulled out the needle, grimaced, raised his leg and left.

On the back of his hand, the blood flowed incessantly.

Drop by drop, falling on the tiles of the floor, bright red and eye-catching.

Lu Ying was shocked: "Zhu Jun! What are you doing? ”

Zhu Jun's back stiffened, and his footsteps couldn't move for half a minute, after all, he couldn't be tough enough to speak cruelly to her, so he could only grit his teeth and try his best to control his emotions.

The boy has his own arrogance, and some things are disdainful!

Some feelings, disdain to meddle!

No more entanglement.

It was his only generosity.

Why does his mood fluctuate so much? It's not all because of her! In the past three days, he has lost his soul and almost lost half his life, isn't he enough to let him see his mind clearly? From the first sight of the reunion, she was always controlling his emotions......

And only her!

She just stood there and won! She is afraid that she has forgotten his life-saving grace when she was a child, right? A group photo plastered all over the street, a diamond ring on her left ring finger, and that rightful identity made him lose completely.

As for the confession that he didn't have time to say......

Forget it!

I verified it in myself, and it turned out that missing was really a disease! And she stayed out of it, like an outsider. From beginning to end, the life-saving benefactor he put on the tip of his heart was completely unaware. This crush is, after all, just a mess for him alone.

What is a love robbery?

Moved for one person, deep love for one person, infatuated for one person, and lost half of his life for this person. I can't say what's good about her, but no one can replace her, this is the catastrophe of this life!

"Senior sister, I'm fine, let's go first."

The mouth is strong.

Tears in surrender.

Who's pretending again?

After Zhu Jun finished speaking, he left without looking back. Lu Ying was left alone, standing in place with a stunned face, wondering which sentence he had to say, and provoked this junior again!

Lovelorn boys, are they all so desperate?

Moody?

The next day, a Hongqi sedan was parked in an alley across the road from the "Military University."

I waited for about ten minutes.

Zhu Jun, who was pale, ran all the way out of the campus, crossed the road, looked left and right in the direction, and then turned into this alley, pulled the back door of the car, and got into the back seat.

"Sixth uncle! How did you get here? ”