At that moment, Lu Ying completely woke up!

She shoved him away, got up with a flushed face, apologized in a panic, "I'm sorry," and fled.

Mu Tianlin froze in place.

After a long time, he smiled bitterly, rubbed his forehead, and went back to the guest room.

The next day, he sobered up.

Inside and outside the villa, Lu Ying can no longer be found. contacted her bodyguard to find out that she bought a ticket before dawn, flew to Rongcheng, and left a message on his WeChat: I miss grandpa, and I will come back in the next year.

Mu Tianlin looked at his mobile phone, and was a little distracted for a while: his little wife had escaped, obviously avoiding, should he chase after him? Was it too abrupt and scared her last night?

Why don't you give her some more time?

The last accident, after all, has just passed. Although she never mentioned it, it doesn't mean that this thing hasn't happened, and she has been closed in the ghost gate...... He suddenly wanted to be intimate with her at this time...... It's really too anxious!

Even if you are married, you will have a name.

Making her fall in love with herself is not something that can be done overnight! Lu Ying has always regarded him as a brother in his heart, and Mu Tianlin knows this. If he wants to take the relationship one step further and become a real husband and wife, how can he force it?

can only wait for the day when she is willing!

After Valentine's Day, Mu Tianlin and Lu Ying tacitly chose to forget about that night.

Cryogenic treatment.

Majiagou, a breeding base for wild pandas. Lu Tianxiong was naturally happy that her relatives suddenly came over, but he could also see that she had something on her mind.

After asking several times, she refused to say.

18th, Chinese New Year's Eve. The grandfather and grandson nested in the dormitory of the base, making dumplings while watching the Spring Festival Gala, just like Lu Ying did when she was a child.

Lu Tianxiong kneaded the flour and frequently looked at the relatives who were in a daze.

Lu Tianxiong is rolling dumpling skins, and Lu Ying is still wandering in the world, which is very abnormal. He took the rolling pin and shook it in front of her eyes.

Lu Ying blinked: "Grandpa? ”

Lu Tianxiong: "What are you in a daze?" Still eating or not? Make dumplings! ”

"Oh."

Lu Ying hurriedly went to wash her hands, ran back and sat down, and skillfully pinched one dumpling after another. I learned this craft from my grandfather when I was a child. The dumplings are placed on the board, and they must be lined up one by one and neatly arranged.

The pro-obedient has obsessive-compulsive disorder.

Lu Tianxiong smiled.

What kind of program is performed in the Spring Festival Gala, in fact, the grandparents and grandchildren don't pay much attention to it at all, and they just enjoy the lively atmosphere of this festival when they turn on the TV. That night, Lu Ying was so worried that she didn't fall asleep in the early morning, and sat alone at the desk in the bamboo house to practice calligraphy.

She has practiced calligraphy since she was a child, and writes a beautiful thin gold hand:

Spring has an appointment, the flowers are not wrong, and the years are not negative.

There is rain in summer, delicate and dewy, and scattered and scattered.

There is wind in autumn, the meaning is strong, and the morning and twilight are waiting for reunion.

Flying snow in winter, there is a rest, gathering and scattering to say goodbye.

In ward 801, Lu Nanxing came with a large bag and a small bag, the same fruits and pastries were placed on the table, and there were four plates of Chinese New Year's Eve dishes cooked by him himself.

Du Ruo was still delirious.

Lu Nanxing looked at his undiminished ex-wife, and felt a lot of emotion in his heart: "Ruoruo, my daughter called me to accompany you, she went to accompany my father for the Spring Festival, and she won't be able to come back to see you until the New Year." ”

"Alas...... You say you, if you weren't so suspicious...... How nice it ......."

"I know that I used to be too busy at work and neglected your feelings. Count it up, it's me who can't stand you. Our daughter was taught very well by you, she has a kind heart, excellent character and learning, tenacious temperament, filial piety and sensibility, and is also married...... It's just with me. ”

"I still remember that when we divorced, she was only eighteen years old, and she dared to sign up for the army without authorization...... It turns out that the young eagle spreads its wings and travels thousands of miles! Nothing can limit her from living beautifully and confidently! ””

"Come, try the steamed sea bass I made! It's your favorite dish before, but unfortunately, I haven't cooked it for you in years......"

Du Ruo, who was delirious, listened quietly, let her eat, and she opened her mouth. fell in Lu Nanxing's eyes, but it made his eyes sour for a while.

The Mu family's mansion.

The nanny prepared a large table of sumptuous Chinese New Year's Eve dinner, but the Mu family father and son sat in the huge living room, always feeling cold. Chairman Mu was holding a month-old baby in his arms, holding a bottle in one hand, and was feeding the baby milk powder.

Mu Tianlin poured himself a drink, and the joy and liveliness of the Spring Festival seemed to have nothing to do with him.

A corner of the living room.

There are two posthumous portraits, a man and a woman, who are Mu Tianlin's deceased brother and sister-in-law.

Chairman Mu's eldest son: Mu Tianji.

Lu Ying's aunt: Lu Lilac.

The couple has been married for several years, and Chairman Mu originally planned to let his eldest son inherit the family business and let his youngest son Mu Tianlin go to the entertainment industry. It's a pity that it backfired! A car accident killed both the eldest son and daughter-in-law, leaving only a posthumous son who was born prematurely at eight months.

Mu Tianlin had to inherit the family business, and during the National Day holiday, the two parents joined forces to force marriage, and he also had to compromise.

Mu Tianlin poured another cup: "Dad! There's something I'd like to discuss with you. ”

"You say." Chairman Mu didn't raise his head, only the baby in his arms in his eyes, which was the only flesh and blood of the eldest son.

Although, it was recorded in the name of the youngest son.

Mu Tianlin said: "I want to check someone, his name is Zhu Jun." ”

"Zhu Jun?" Chairman Mu's eyebrows jumped wildly, "Why are you checking him?" I'm telling you, there are some people we can't provoke. Mu Tianlin's heart was shocked: "Dad! What is his origin? You tell me! ”

"Just say one thing, you weigh it yourself." Chairman Mu sighed lightly, and it took a long time to say: "His family has been in the army for four generations." ”

Mu Tianlin's heart was shocked.

Four generations in the army? The Mu family has been in business for three generations, and they are already rich enough to rival the country, so isn't Zhu Jun's family background...... More terrifying?

No wonder!

That kid dared to say that he wanted to make the "Shengfeng Group" disappear!

At that time, he still scoffed, but now it seems that those words are not "newborn calves are not afraid of tigers" without purpose.

Rather, the other party has that kind of strength!

Even if that kid can't do it himself, he only needs to move his mouth, and how many people have to "help" one after another!

Chairman Mu suddenly changed the topic: "Oh yes, son, are you and Xiaoying having an awkward relationship?" Just got married during the Spring Festival of the first year, how did she go to Majiagou to accompany her grandfather? Look at our grandfather, how pitiful it is to spend the Spring Festival alone! ”

Mu Tianlin rolled his eyes indecently, not wanting to answer this question.

It's so heart-wrenching!

Chairman Mu looked at his son's expression and thought about it: "Why don't I call my daughter-in-law and ask her to come back early?" ”

Mu Tianlin is very arrogant and noncommittal.

Chairman Mu added another fire: "After the Spring Festival, she will go back to school again, and you won't be able to see it when you want to." ”

Mu Tianlin Huo Ran got up: "Dad! Why don't you tell me clearly first, is Wang Manman my cousin? ”

"Uh...... Why do you suddenly ask this? Chairman Mu was embarrassed, "If you want to say kiss, then it's naturally kiss, didn't I tell you a long time ago, you and Manman are cousins." ”

Mu Tianlin hit the nail on the head: "Is she related to me by blood?" Or is Vine your illegitimate daughter? Chairman Mu stood up with an angry face: "What nonsense? Of course you're not related by blood! ”

Mu Tianlin retorted: "There is no blood relationship, how did we become cousins?" ”

"That's not because ......" Chairman Mu's words came to an abrupt end, and it took a long time before he slowly sat down and asked, "Who told you that?" ”

"Your daughter-in-law!"

Mu Tianlin said bluntly: "Yingying suspects that Manman is your illegitimate daughter, otherwise it would be ...... Uncle Lu's ......"

Chairman Mu was silent.

Mu Tianlin didn't do it again, broke the sand pot and asked to the end. On this Chinese New Year's Eve, the Mu family's father and son disagreed and almost quarreled.

Every family has a scripture that is difficult to read!

A certain Air Force special forces. After Zhu Jun left the hospital that day, he returned directly to the army, with a regular work and rest time every day, day after day.

He became, more and more silent.

He became, more and more masochistic.

Loneliness is not that there is no one to accompany you, but that the soul has no home. If the heart has no place to dwell, it will wander everywhere.

I first knew your name, and I lived in my heart for a long time.

You are only you, and all people are not you.

As long as she goes to that station, she wins everyone and occupies his heart. He can't get out, and no one else can get in.

Countless times, Zhu Jun ran five or ten kilometers like crazy until he was exhausted...... He sat on the steps by the side of the road, his head in his hands, tears streaming down his face, his heart aching so much that he couldn't breathe.

Disconnect!

Don't contact the person who doesn't belong to you, remember, you can be secretly sad, you can have an emotional breakdown, but you can't pick up your phone, send messages that you shouldn't send, and make calls that you shouldn't. He forced himself to disappear completely from Lu Ying's world, no longer asking anything about her, and forcing himself not to think about her.

One-day, two-day ...... One week, two weeks......

From that day of departure to Chinese New Year's Eve night...... From the first day of the first lunar month to the Lantern Festival...... From Qingming Festival to May Day...... From the Dragon Boat Festival to the National Day...... From last year to this year...... Brutal training, beating his body day by day......

It turns out that the longing is so painful!

He's paralyzing himself in the crawling! Bitter longing, tormenting his soul night after night...... He couldn't control his heart and didn't think about her!

Now, like a puppet body, he has lost all power.

The south wall has been hit, and the story is unforgettable.

There's a beautiful word in mathematics called sum.

There is a word for regret called incomprehension.

There is also a very domineering word, called there and only.

There is also a sad word for infinitely close but never intersecting.

If I didn't miss you suddenly, why was it raining outside the window?

If I didn't forget you, how would the night go over and over again?

- He asked himself: the best love, not to give up or not to bother?

The comrades-in-arms around him replied to him like this: The two sides will not give up, and wishful thinking will not disturb...... But he was reluctant to give up, but he endured it and didn't bother. I wanted not to bother, but occasionally I wanted to ask if she was okay.

Give up unwillingness, bother is not qualified.

originally thought that she was a passerby in his life, but in the end she became a frequent visitor in his heart.

I can't forget it, what should I do?

His comrades-in-arms run five kilometers a day, and he doubles his run for ten kilometers; The comrades-in-arms trained for eight hours a day in a devilish way, and he doubled it and automatically added four hours; When his comrades-in-arms went home for the New Year, he worked overtime in the army to stand guard...... Zhu Jun began masochistic training, standing guard, working overtime, working, studying, going out early and returning late every day, refusing to receive any news about Lu Ying.

Can't forget, it's not busy enough!

I can't forget it, it's not ruthless enough!

Zhu Jun felt that if he was busy, he would not have time to think about her anymore. Let yourself be ruthless and completely cut off relations with her, he won't believe it and won't forget it......

His first mission!

At the border! Several major underworld organizations fought each other, almost starting a war, causing many innocent casualties. The elite special forces came on the field, and Zhu Jun rushed out with a gun and swept through thousands of troops. The posture of not being afraid of death and daring to play with you made countless underworld bosses tremble on the spot.

The underworld boss also spares his life!

But this kid is just dead!

Zhu Jun ignored the ambush surrounded by underworld snipers, and shot directly into it! frightened his comrades-in-arms, and chased after him to cover, for fear that this kid would really lose his life here.

Special forces are extremely dangerous, and every time they go on a mission, they can die.

The following year, in a research base, which was usually tightly protected, it must not be ordinary underworld elements who could fight the ideas of such people and institutions. This time, Zhu Jun went out on a mission, and he rushed to the front, almost "brave" and "tough" like a desperate person.

The task was successfully completed, and the person who was most seriously injured was Zhu Jun!

Every time, when taking a bath in the bathroom, the comrades-in-arms saw the scars all over his body, and they were all in awe, and they were all convinced of the "ruthlessness" on Zhu Jun's body.

Zhu Jun was born and died again and again, and he was honored again and again.

Again, wounded again and again!

After two years of training, Zhu Jun has undergone a transformation!

Before retiring, he received a capture mission. A criminal escaped from prison, and the police sent a large number of police forces to search everywhere, but they have not been found. You must know that prisons are generally equipped with power grids, guard towers, and complete equipment, and it is really not something that ordinary people can do to escape from prison.

After receiving the task, Zhu Jun cooperated with the police to set up checkpoints in many places to prevent fugitives from escaping elsewhere and narrowing the scope of the search little by little.

In order to survive, fugitives will also steal or rob property by jumping over the wall, and many people have provided clues. According to these clues, a carpet search was carried out day and night, and Zhu Jun and the fugitive spent half a month, and finally succeeded in arresting the person.

During this mission, Zhu Jun was seriously injured again, and was stabbed seven times by the fugitive, losing too much blood and having to be sent to the hospital for rescue.

Okay.

These seven knives finally allowed this kid to be honest and lie in the hospital for two or three months.

Honorably wounded, go on vacation!

Zhu Jun was pushed out of the operating room, and his grandfather and his parents were all waiting outside, wiping his tears and sending him back to the ward. A certain company commander blamed himself, so he almost knelt in front of the "head of the Liu family" and kowtowed to ask for guilt.

"Old man, blame me for blaming me, it's because I didn't take good care of this kid, so I let him come again and again, and I didn't take my life seriously at all."

Liu Jianguo was angry: "You get out of here!" Last time my grandson was shot, you said the same! ”

Liu Shoujiang hurriedly persuaded: "Father, your old man is angry, this is not to blame on the cousin, your grandson's temper, he is going to die, who can stop it?" The last time he was shot, he almost lost his life, how long have you been persuading him to be serious? Did this kid listen? ”

Liu Jianguo was furious: "Rebel! My grandson is like this, it's not all because of you, there is more than enough success and more failure! Get out of here, get out of here. ”

A room of people looked at each other.

What can I do?

.

How dare you really go? A group of men and women in military uniforms stood guard in the corridor of the hospital in full order.

In the hospital room.

Liu Jianguo looked at his own grandson, and burst into tears on the spot.

No way!

I can't let him do anything anymore, so self-abused! How long has it been since this happened, and why can't you let it go so much? Isn't it just a woman, as long as it is what you want, what can grandpa do to fulfill you? Can the sky still fall?

Alas, what a hero is sad to pass the beauty pass!

The children and grandchildren of the Liu family are all lovers! Wasn't he like that back then? Now it's his grandson's turn, he is also sad, he is a dead-eyed character, who he recognizes, and he can't let go of it for the rest of his life......

Why don't you say hello to the hospital and let this kid stay longer? In two months, exactly two years, he can be justified in retiring.

Liu Jianguo made up his mind, tucked the quilt for his grandson, turned around and walked out of the ward on crutches. Under the instruction of the old man, Zhu Jun stayed in the hospital for three months this time, and received a retirement notice before he was discharged.

He applied to "stay in the team" five times, but was rejected each time. After being discharged from the hospital, he went straight to a special forces unit and prepared to make a statement in person.

Well, I won't even let him in the door.

Even his personal belongings have long been packed and sent home.

Zhu Jun was angry, knowing that someone was doing ghosts, he hurriedly called his grandfather, and the old man reprimanded him with righteous words: "Bastard!" You unscrupulous descendant! The country has a law, and the army has discipline! I will not interfere in any decision-making of the troops! ”

He called his uncle and a company commander, hehe, but he was refused.

Zhu Jun still doesn't understand anything.

It's annoying!

The elders always interfere in his life under the pretext of "for your own good".

When he was six years old, his grandfather sent him to Shaolin Temple, and he went for six years.

Did you ask him for his opinion?

When he was twelve years old, his father threw him back to his hometown in Chongqing to study.

Did you ask for his consent?

After the college entrance examination, Uncle Tang selected him to join the special forces and directly transferred his files. Now it's even more excessive! If you don't let him go back to the army, you won't let him go back to the army, who asked his opinion? Who respected his ideas?

Speaking of which, there is only one thing left that Zhu Jun is willing to be controlled by the family!

That was when he was six years old, his grandfather set a baby for him.

It's a pity that the Lu family doesn't admit it! What's even more excessive is that the Lu family took the lead in marrying their daughter to the Mu family.

When he was eighteen years old, Zhu Jun went on a hunger strike for Lu Ying!

At the age of nineteen, Zhu Jun overcame the psychological obstacle of being afraid of water, jumped into the deep pool in the cold winter, and saved Lu Ying's life!

When he was twenty years old, Zhu Jun became ill and masochized himself for Lu Ying.

In the past two years, the special forces have been injured again and again for many days and nights, but they still can't forget her. Zhu Jun suddenly understood what his grandfather said back then: "Asking for nothing is a lifelong regret......"

His life had just begun, but he already felt like he was living his life.

Missing her......

It's not fun!

His life seems to have lost all color, and his whole heart seems to have fallen into a bottomless abyss, living in darkness every day. He rarely laughs, rarely cries, rarely cries out in pain, and doesn't talk as much as he used to.

Temperament has changed dramatically.

This word also seems to be inferior.

On November 1, 2014, he joined the special forces force, when he was 18 years old; In the early morning of January 26, 2015, he quit the program group and left the hospital where she lived, a month ago, he had just turned 19 years old; On November 1, 2016, he retired from the army after two years of enlistment, and was discharged from the hospital with serious injuries in early December, just a few days before his 21st birthday.

I still remember that her 19th birthday was celebrated with him in the "Walk with You" program group. She also gave him a gift that Zhu Jun had treasured in his wallet for two years.

It was an amulet that I had asked for from the temple, and it had been opened.

His name is engraved with it, and the year, month and day.

When he was at school, she gave him a hand warmer, which he also treasured.

For two years, he never took the initiative to contact her once. Even if he didn't say goodbye at the beginning, even if he quit the recording of "Walking with You", even if her phone number was lying quietly in the address book of her mobile phone.

She didn't contact him.

Zhu Jun doesn't know, is it his complete disappearance that has fulfilled her happy marriage? Or was it her lack of contact that made me make up my mind to cut off contact with her?

I just know - he misses her very much, he misses her very much......

If you don't fall asick in your life, you will be lovesick, and you will be lovesick.

If you want to ask about the lovesickness, when the flowers bloom and fall.

When there is poverty at the end of the world, there is only endless lovesickness. Siqing makes people old, and the years are too late. It seems that this star is not last night, who is the wind and the middle of the night?

I miss her when I eat and I think about her before I go to bed.

It's all her in my dreams, and I can't see her when I wake up.

Even if there are thousands of reasons to miss her, eager to see her thoughts, love her to the bones, the pain is unforgettable, and the thoughts are growing wildly, how can she be indifferent?

Zhu Jun returned to his home in a daze.

Slept with his head covered for three days.

Except for eating and going to the toilet, he hardly left his bed, didn't bathe, didn't shave, didn't change clothes, just slept.

Because it's so idle!

There was no task, no training, no need to stand guard, no need to go out to exercise, he didn't know what he had to do, he could only sleep.

I was faintly looking forward to her appearing in his dreams again.

And sure enough, she appeared!

But he woke up from his dreams again and again!

The day before, I dreamed that she and Mu Tianlin were married, she was shot dead at the wedding banquet, and the blood stained her white wedding dress......

He was woken up!

The next day, I dreamed that they were recording a show, she was kidnapped, and the murderers brutally assaulted her, and she fell in front of him full of embarrassment......

He screamed like madness and sat up!

Another day, I dreamed that the time she fell from the top of the mountain into the pool in the Dream Chasing Valley, he jumped into the water to catch her ashore, and did cardiopulmonary resuscitation over and over again, but she couldn't wake up...... He fell into a nightmare, struggling but unable to wake up.

Fake! Fake! It's all fake!

That time, he obviously rescued her in time and saved her life, and personally sent her to the hospital, personally probed her snort, and listened to her heartbeat.

She's fine! She's alive!

He told himself over and over again in his dreams, shouting over and over again in his dreams that "she is still alive" and "she can't die"! Perhaps, it was this psychological suggestion that played a role.

He awoke abruptly from his nightmare.

Sweat like a pig.

Pillows, sheets, covers, pajamas, all soaked with his sweat. Zhu Jun sat at the head of the bed in a daze, his eyes were blank, and he couldn't tell what was a dream and what was reality for a while.

It's been a long time.

Zhu Juncai got up, rushed into the bathroom, bathed and changed, took his wallet and mobile phone, and rushed out of the door. He took a taxi and went straight to the high-speed rail station.

Bought a ticket.

From his capital city to her provincial capital, it only takes three hours to reach by high-speed rail. The train was speeding away, and he stared at the window in a daze.

Exit the station, take a taxi.

Zhu Jun went to the Lu family in the city first, and the nanny opened the door, but told him: The Lu family's father and daughter are not at home. Zhu Jun walked out of the community in despair, not knowing where to find her.

Mu family?

He didn't know where Mu Tianlin lived.

He never even asked, after she got married, did she live with Mu Tianlin? Earlier, when she was in the school dormitory every day, he deliberately avoided this question. Later, when he was recruited into the special forces unit, he didn't have a chance to ask.

Standing at the crossroads, Zhu Jun was at a loss.

I don't know where to go.