“……”

Ning Sui suddenly had a sense of humor that he had defeated magic with magic.

She touched the tip of her nose and lightly covered the curvature of her lips.

The relationship is also relatively familiar, so I won't go around the bend with him.

Ning Sui drooped his eyelashes, and said in a soft voice: "Actually...... I'm in a bad mood today, but it's because of my mother. ”

After briefly telling him about the process, she said, "I just don't understand why she always treats me as a child who hasn't grown up." ”

I'm eighteen years old, and I'm already an adult.

Many other students were already independent at this time, and were even able to work on their own to make money.

But Xia Fanghui still cares about this and that, and is used to controlling everything about her.

This sometimes made Ning Sui feel a sense of suffocation.

- Can excessive love also become a kind of stress?

She really didn't know.

In her sophomore year of high school, Ning Sui remembered that that time was very difficult, and coupled with Xia Fanghui's desire to control that deviated from the normal range, she once collapsed and complained to the pen pal.

"I have no secrets in front of her. So I never kept a diary, and I hated people trying to get close to me. 】

[She will look at my phone and ask to see my chat history.] I felt like a stripped naked person in front of her, without any privacy or dignity to speak of. 】

Because of this, sometimes Ning Sui only hopes that everyone else will ignore her, and let her shrink quietly in her own small world alone, and the door of her heart is tightly closed.

Excessive love and care is also an intrusion.

[This may sound a bit hypocritical. But I felt like the attention I was getting was a bit overwhelming for me, and they were like a dense tidal wave, leaving me breathless. 】

So she doesn't know how to get close to others, and she always feels that there is a barrier in her heart.

- Of course, Ning Sui admitted that these were all words that were said after he was really angry, which was a bit excessive.

Every time she calmed down, she remembered a lot of Fangfang's goodness.

The conditions of my grandmother's grandfather's house are not good, and my grandmother is not willing to spend money, so Xia Fanghui has shrunk from a small diet and has never been full and warm.

Until now, she still retains this frugal habit, but when she buys things for Ning Sui, she seems to have changed as a person, spending lavishly, and buying the most expensive and best everything.

Ning Deyan is already enough to spoil her, but Fangfang is more than that, she bought her a very high insurance when she was born, but when it was Ning Yue's turn, she didn't.

Other people's families are patriarchal, and theirs may be a bit patriarchal.

From a toddler in kindergarten to being admitted to university now, in the past 18 years, Fangfang has taken care of every little thing in her life, caring about whether she is well fed and clothed, and whether she is happy.

If Ning Sui said that she was unhappy, then Fang Fang might be a hundred times sadder than her.

Fangfang stayed up late and worked overtime when she had a high fever, but even if Ning Sui just had a small cold, she was so distressed that she couldn't do it.

And Fangfang can always notice some of the wishes that Ning Sui wants to fulfill.

When I was a child, I went to Suzhou with my parents with a group, and there was a street where all the handmade gadgets that Ning Sui liked, but because the tour group had a tight schedule for each scenic spot, I only finished half of the shopping.

Ning Sui turned around and was dragged away step by step, aggrieved, but she didn't expect that Fangfang didn't go to the high-end teahouse with everyone to watch the Pingtan performance at night, but immediately took her to take a taxi through most of Suzhou, and finished the remaining half of the street.

This incident made her particularly impressed, and she remembered it movingly for a long time.

Sometimes Ning Sui thinks that he should be content.

After all, not everyone has the opportunity to receive so much love.

But the rest of the time, it is inevitable to feel aggrieved.

Ning Sui felt that her thoughts were still quite chaotic now, maybe because the authorities were fascinated, so she especially hoped that someone could say something to clarify her.

Ning Sui crackled and spoke, and finally raised his hand and touched his eyes lightly: "Xie Yichen, do you say that I am a particularly white-eyed wolf, while enjoying my mother's goodness, I reject her discipline over me." ”

She was at a loss, and she didn't expect to get any answer when she asked this.

This may be an unsolvable problem.

Who knew that the other end of the phone shook, and said slowly: "Where is this?" ”

Ning Sui: "Huh? ”

Xie Yichen: "If you want to say that, I still hid from my father that he gave his money to other relatives." ”

He is very arrogant and self-aware: "A white-eyed wolf is not enough, you have to add a loser." ”

Oh yes, three or four million.

Ning Sui also remembered it, and was silent for a moment, inexplicably wanting to laugh.

- Compared to this, it seems that it is indeed willing to bow down.

Xie Yichen laughed again, and said in a lazy voice: "I'm second and no one dares to be first." I've got you covered, don't be afraid. ”

“……”

Ning Sui felt that his way of comforting people was really rough and peculiar.

In just a few words, decay turned into magic.

She licked her lips, her phone pressed against her cheek, and slowly blinked again and ate a gummy.

Sweet.

Both of them were quiet for a while, Xie Yichen's voice was low, and he said with a straight face: "Do you want to hear my understanding of this matter?" ”

Ning Sui was stunned for a moment, and immediately nodded: "Hmm." ”

Xie Yichen said: "From Auntie's point of view, she loves you very much, so I hope to be able to understand all your circumstances, and this starting point is not wrong in itself." ”

"But from your point of view, you also need personal space, you want to have your own life, and it's normal to feel that her way is inappropriate, so you don't need to feel guilty and blame yourself for having those negative thoughts."

"On the contrary, I don't think it's easy for you to be able to understand her difficulties. If I were in your position, I wouldn't have been able to handle it as well as you. ”

He is so objective and fair, Ning Sui feels very useful.

Unlike some outsiders, the elders always stand on the moral high ground and tell her that your mother is so hard and her temper is a little anxious, but you should also be sensible and more considerate of her.

"Ning Sui." Xie Yichen paused and called her name seriously.

"You have to know that you are a whole, independent individual who has the right to make choices and the ability to take responsibility for what you have done."

"Isn't she worried, then prove to her that you have grown up."

Ning Sui felt that he was suddenly sudden.

In other words, when chatting with him, there is always a sense of openness and lightness that is suddenly open and bright, as if everything is not a big deal.

I originally thought that mathematics made them have such a common topic, but later I realized that not everyone who studied mathematics seemed to be so like-minded.

At least tonight, when she had dinner with the senior in the mathematics department, she didn't have that special feeling in her heart.

However, perhaps it was her delusion, Ning Sui always felt that Xie Yichen's tone of speech was somewhat similar to her previous pen pal.

But she can't remember exactly how the other party answered.

Ning Sui pinched the gummies in the bag and hummed warmly.

She always felt that her heart was beating a little fast, and she subconsciously asked, "Have you ever used that Q&A website for Shujing?" ”

The other end was quiet for a moment, and chuckled: "Where did the go, what website?" ”

"Leonhard Euler, I told you before."

He replied nonchalantly: "It seems that you have checked the information?" I don't quite remember. ”

Ning Sui stared at the bag of candy silently, and only after a long time did he hum again.

—

The next day was the reporting day, and Ning Sui had to get up early to volunteer, so he didn't talk to Xie Yichen for a long time.

It was only nine o'clock in the morning, and there were more people on campus visibly, Ning Sui put on the slash red bar for the guide, introduced the registration process very dutifully, and took the freshmen to the designated dormitory.

After standing for a morning, her work assignment was successfully completed.

Sun Xiaozhen is also in the Department of Mathematics, but Ning Sui is not very familiar with her, only knowing that the two of them are far apart from each other, and they have not had much contact.

Back in the dormitory, Ning Sui found that the other three roommates had also arrived.

One of them was quite self-reliant, moving up and down to make the bed and tie the mosquito net, and when he saw Ning Sui, he also introduced himself cheerfully: "Hello, I'm Bi Jiaqian." ”

Ning Sui greeted her, and seeing that she had already put the desktop in order, she asked curiously, "You cleaned it all by yourself?" ”

"yes."

Bi Jiaqian wiped the sweat on her head and said quite frankly: "My parents didn't come with me, so I was self-reliant, but it wasn't too difficult, hehe." ”

As she was talking, another roommate, Liang Xinyue, came in with a mop, and her eyes lit up after seeing Ning Sui's new face: "Are you going to volunteer?" ”

Ning Sui nodded gently: "That's right." ”

The three of them exchanged pleasantries in a triangular shape.

Liang Xinyue's parents came in after her, and both of them called "Hello uncle and aunt". Seeing that the bags and small bags were packed into the cabinet, Bi Jiaqian sighed on it: "Wow, Xinyue, you have a lot of things." ”

Liang Xinyue's father rolled his eyes helplessly: "I said earlier that you don't want to bring everything." He scooped up a big banana doll, "It's good to play with one or two, you have a whole box." ”

Liang Xinyue seemed to have long been accustomed to her father's nagging, rushed over and hugged the doll in her arms, and grinned: "Don't worry, you can stuff it, you don't care so much." ”

Liang Xinyue is obviously a little princess type, a local, so she brought a lot of things, and there are cute blind box ornaments on the table, as well as calendars and a small pot of succulents.

The other roommate didn't show up for a long time, and the suitcase was simply piled under the table, before he had time to pack it properly.

Bi Jiaqian asked, "Do you know where Yu Qin went?" She seemed to be here for a while before leaving. ”

Liang Xinyue shook her head, indicating that she didn't know.

The dormitory is a bed and table type, and it is relatively spacious, her parents helped clean it inside and out and left, and the three of them were about to talk about something, Yu Qin rushed in while crying.

Bi Jiaqian is a warm-hearted person, and immediately took out a tissue to greet her, Yu Qin wiped away her tears, and was still snorting.

Liang Xinyue also surrounded her and roughly understood what had happened.

It was she who fell in love with a high school senior who was one year higher than herself, and both of them were admitted to Beijing University, and they had been in different places for the past six months.

As soon as Yu Qin came over, he wanted to see his senior, and he didn't tell him in advance, so he wanted to surprise him, but he didn't expect to be frightened - he found out that his boyfriend had another girlfriend at Beijing University, and the two of them were downstairs in the men's dormitory.