34 Chapter 34
The night was cold, in the east wing of the small courtyard, a candle bean burned incense, and the system silently nested in Rong Tang's arms for half a night, watching his host silently copy Buddhist scriptures from the beginning of returning to the room.
During the period when he was just reborn, Rong Tang copied a lot of Buddhist scriptures, and the system knew what he was for. Later, after getting acquainted with Su Huaijing, although Rong Tang also copied scriptures, the frequency was much lower, and he often copied and copied Su Huaijing to do something else to pass the time.
The system also thinks that the villain is very good.
At least one time to accompany its host.
But today Rong Tang copied it in the middle of the night, his expression was cold, and his pen was like a hook, if it was said that the Buddhist scriptures were copied because of guilt, the system would never believe it.
But its position really doesn't allow it to say anything to Rong Tang at this time, all it can do is accompany Rong Tang, so that he won't be lonely at night.
The candlelight became darker and darker, the beeping sound of the lanterns exploded frequently, and Rong Tang dropped the last stroke, and finally let go of the wolf.
The system silently let out a long breath of airwaves.
Rong Tang heard the movement and laughed softly.
After sitting for too long and feeling a little sore, he got up, pushed open the door and went out, wanting to take advantage of the evening breeze and enjoy the stars for a while.
There was no one in the attic, only lanterns were hung in the four corners, Rong Tang wanted to go up, but when his eyes turned, he caught a glimpse of the lights still lit in Su Huaijing's room.
Very faint light, emitting through the window, a little brightness, far less than the night starlight.
Rong Tang turned his toes on tiptoe.
After copying the Buddhist scriptures for a long time, I still feel bored, so I want to take a look at the bustling night star, but Su Huaijing is awake, and Rong Tang's first choice is to find him.
For no reason, and for no reason.
Rong Tang knocked on the door, took a step back, and waited quietly.
Footsteps came from inside, the door was opened, and Su Huaijing appeared in the dim light, his expression rendered more gentle.
The moment he saw Rong Tang, he seemed to be stunned for a moment, and subconsciously turned sideways to welcome the person into the room, separating the cool evening breeze.
"Didn't you fall asleep?" Su Huaijing asked.
Rong Tang shook his head, his eyes fell on the ink on the desk and desktop with the lamp lit, and he regretted it for a while.
He thought that Su Huaijing was writing a secret letter, and he wanted to go out with a turn of his toes, but Su Huaijing had already naturally poured a cup of warm water for him, and said, "It's easy to fall asleep when drinking tea at night, Tang Tang drink some water." ”
There was a hint of sweetness in the water, as if honey had been added, and he was stunned the moment he entered the mouth, took a sip, and said to Su Huaijing: "You really like sweetness." ”
Su Huaijing smiled: "So I really like Tangtang too." ”
He has said similar things many times, Rong Tang is sometimes immune, and sometimes the roots of his ears are red, at this time, he is probably pressed in his heart, and it is easy to hear it, and he does not go to his heart.
He put down the teacup and said, "I just wanted to go out for a walk, and when I saw that your house was lit, I came and knocked on the door, there is nothing important, you still have something to do, then I will go back first." ”
Rong Tang turned around and wanted to leave, but Su Huaijing stopped him, frowning lightly: "More deeply exposed, is Tang Tang wearing such a thin dress to go out for a walk?" ”
Rong Tang paused slightly, lowered his eyes and glanced at the spring clothes he was wearing.
Su Huaijing didn't wait for him to speak
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But there is still a little bit of finishing, if Tang Tang can't sleep, can he accompany me for a while? ”
Rong Tang blinked, watched Su Huaijing take him to the desk, pulled a chair for him, and then sat down by his shoulder, while he sat opposite...... Copied a Buddhist scripture?
Rong Tang was stunned for a long time, almost thinking that he hadn't left his room at all, otherwise there was no way to explain that what he thought should be a bunch of very important secret letters had become Buddhist scriptures that had already been copied most of them.
Su Huaijing lowered his eyes, quietly, his demeanor was very easy-going and calm, when he was not cold, he looked like a gentle and kind moon god, not some tyrant.
Rong Tang watched it for a long time, until one was used up, and Su Huaijing replaced it with another and continued to copy, he came back to his senses, his voice was very soft and soft, as if he was afraid of disturbing something, and asked, "Why are you copying Buddhist scriptures?" ”
Isn't that what I'm supposed to do?
Rong Tang was puzzled.
He was even thinking that the villain should have a violent factor trembling in his bones at this time, and he wanted to kill but had to hold back, so he copied Buddhist scriptures to suppress it.
But this is obviously not in line with common sense, and almost the moment the thought first appeared, it was denied by Rong Tang.
His cub is not such a person.
His cub is the best and gentlest in the whole world.
Thinking about it, Rong Tang heard Su Huaijing laugh softly and replied, "Because I don't know why Tang Tang is unhappy." ”
Rong Tang was stunned: "Huh? ”
Su Huaijing was still copying the scriptures with his eyes down, his eyes were neither sad nor joyful, and there was no superfluous emotion.
If you really want to analyze, it is probably conniving and spoiling.
He copied the scriptures, not for himself, just as Rong Tang copied the Buddhist scriptures for himself.
Su Huaijing said: "Since I entered the mansion for a few days, I have occasionally seen Tang Tang copying scriptures. I don't know what you're prostrating for, but I know you're not happy. ”
"If you don't want to say it, I won't ask, but it seems a little tiring to take on too much alone, we are husband and wife, I should help you bear half of it."
Su Huaijing said in a low voice: "Tang Tang, no matter what it is, you can ask me to share it for you." ”
Whether it's sin or guilt, I will bear everything you can't bear.
As long as you are happy and happy, you will always be my carefree little bodhisattva.
Don't be unhappy, or I'll be even more unhappy.
And if I'm not happy, a lot of bad things will happen, and I won't feel the slightest bit guilty about it.
So Rong Tang, you'd better be obedient, sensible, well-behaved, willful, arrogant, and unscrupulous.
What do you feel guilty about, I can make the other party dare not accuse you.
I don't mind if you have any sins, I don't mind taking them all on me, anyway, what I'm going to do will never be recovered.
But you are different, you have to be clean, you have to be happy, you have to be a more dazzling existence than this spring, you have to be with me all the time
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Su Huaijing raised his head and looked at Rong Tang, his eyes were deep and indissolvable thick ink, just like the scriptures jumping on the paper under the lamp, and like the moonless night shadow outside the window.
"Tang Tang, so can you tell me why you're unhappy?"
Rong Tang sat opposite Su Huaijing and did not return for a long time
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Su Huaijing rarely gives people a sense of coercion in front of him,
A few times,
Once he saw Shen Feiyi return to Yongan Lane, and once after he talked to Rong Zheng in Tanghua Courtyard.
The former Rong Tang knew that he was suspicious of himself, and the latter still hadn't figured out what the reason was.
But he knows that Su Huaijing is a very coaxing person.
Show weakness, be coquettish, and then obediently rub him, like a cat to express that he has no second thoughts, and the villain will automatically take back his anger.
Rong Tang didn't know if he was like this for others, or if it was his unique privilege. He originally felt that he just wanted to give Su Huaijing shelter because of some inexplicable guilt, and the villain should also treat him as a tool that could be used recklessly.
Everyone knows who is not sincere, so it's good to have peace of mind.
Don't explore the meaning behind every sentence, and don't ask the other person if they are sorry for themselves.
He sheltered Su Huaijing and dissipated his guilt; Su Huaijing used him to speed up the progress of revenge.
Taking what you need, being able to become friends or even confidants in the process is already very, very enjoyable, don't think about more.
But Su Huaijing told him, "We are husband and wife, I should help you bear half of it."
But when Su Huaijing didn't know it, he copied the Buddhist scriptures that should have been copied by Rong Tang.
The villain of "The Emperor's Journey" should be a person who doesn't believe in ghosts and gods and Buddhas, otherwise how can he explain that there are gods on his head, but his whole family died tragically?
I can't explain it, so I don't believe it.
Even if there really is, Su Huaijing should want to tear the gods and Buddhas off the high platform and set the heavenly way right.
If he's messy, he's messed up to the end.
It was impossible for him to believe in Buddhism.
He doesn't need anyone to redeem him, and he doesn't need to wash away his so-called sins.
But just because Rong Tang was unhappy for a while, he copied Buddhist scriptures here for half the night?
Rong Tang felt that his brain was a little bent.
He didn't even know how to react.
His throat was a little itchy, but it was rare that he didn't want to cough, he swallowed his saliva unconsciously, and looked at Su Huaijing, his nominal wife, through the light.
Readers say: This is the deepest and most ruthless villain in the whole book.
The system says: This is the villain who will ruin the country.
Heavenly Dao said: This is a villain who is out of the fate of the character, causing the protagonist's luck to dissipate and the whole world to be annihilated.
Everyone told him that Su Huaijing was a villain, evil, a sin, and a villain who escaped from the corpse mountain and the sea of fire, but turned into a powerful ghost and caused trouble in the world.
But in Rong Tang's eyes, he is a thousand and one times better than the protagonist.
He is smart, calm, generous, scheming, ambitious, principled, knows what he wants, knows what he is fighting for.
He would waste time with himself to see the spring flowers, and because of his casual words, he would let many poor people who were worried about their livelihood go to work in his house.
He may not have much kindness to this world, but he definitely has incomparable patience with Rong Tang.
Why is that?
Just because he was the first to reach out and pull him out of the abyss?
Li Changfu from
When the Xianguo Mansion took away Su Huaijing,
I don't know who he really is,
I only know that this is a relative of my own, who has no father or mother, but has a huge amount of money. He had a rare trip to the capital, and he wanted to ask for some benefits from the Guogong Mansion to return to Shu, and maybe he could be transferred to the capital as an official in one fell swoop, but he ran away and was almost implicated, and finally saw a child who could be squeezed by himself, and he didn't even hesitate to take someone back.
Li Panyan knew that Su Huaijing liked to eat desserts, even if she didn't know why, but she knew that he loved lotus cakes, so she put the medicine in the lotus cakes without any psychological burden, and wanted to exchange Su Huaijing for the honor of his family, and even changed herself for the title of princess.
What about Rong Tang?
From the encounter to the present, the house, the carriage, the name, the amulet...... He gave everything to Su Huaijing, and he didn't ask for anything.
He didn't want to ask for it.
He just wants Su Huaijing to have a safe and smooth life.
But Su Huaijing said, no matter what it is, you can ask me to share it; Su Huaijing said, you can't be unhappy; Su Huaijing also said, Tang Tang, you have to live a long life.
Since Rong Tang crossed into this world, he has long been accustomed to giving, giving, and paying without asking for anything in return.
He is very good to Sheng Chengli, has systematic tasks, reader filters, and his own holy father psychology, and he never thought of asking the male protagonist to repay him anything.
He is good to Su Huaijing, he has guilt, pity for talent, and pity, but he does not think about letting the villain repay him anything.
At most, you can remember his good and give his mother a good death in the future.
But Su Huaijing told him, we are husband and wife, and I should help you share half of it.
Behoove.
There is no such thing in the world.
They are not really a husband and wife who love each other.
What he has to carry negates Su Huaijing's existence itself, where does it come from to share it......
The throat was still a little dumb, Su Huaijing copied the scriptures to the end, Rong Tang picked up the teacup, and took another sip of slightly sweet tea, and the inexplicable astringency in the corners of his eyes was scattered in the night sky.
He didn't answer Su Huaijing's words, but got up and walked to the door, stretched out his hand to feel the temperature of the night, and suddenly heard an extremely faint cicada chirping in the grass.
Rong Tang was stunned and said, "Huaijing, it's summer." ”
He smiled slowly and said, "It's good that we went from spring to summer." ”
We went from the blooming flowers to the scorching sun!