After dressing as the parrot of the actor's house, I became popular in verse 188
Li Pu helped the young man who was about to slip again, and said in a low voice: "I didn't take a good look at him." ”
Nidia looked up and sobered up, remembering what happened last time, and nodded, "You really have to take a good look at your boyfriend." ”
Nitya wanted to make a joke, after all, after all this time, she also saw that the two were not a couple.
However, unexpectedly, Li Pu looked at her deeply and echoed: "That's right." ”
“…… Wow. Nitya was stunned for a long time before she reacted, and she held back a sentence: "I wish you success." ”
Li Pu was very calm: "Thank you." ”
Nitya followed Darren step by step and turned around, leaving Li Pu standing there with Bai Xingxing.
Li Pu pondered whether to take the person back directly, or call Mei Youshu to pick him up, but before he could make a decision, the body in his arms moved, and his head rested on his shoulder.
“…… Don't want to go. ”
The boy muttered, but Li Pu didn't hear clearly.
He leaned down slightly, "What? ”
"I don't want to go."
This time it was very clear, Li Pu was stunned, and he couldn't tell whether Bai Xing was saying "leaving the crew" or "leaving him".
He still remembered what the boy had said - the future that he didn't know if he would leave suddenly. Because of this, anxiety and restlessness have been hovering in his heart and have never disappeared.
But he didn't think much further, raised his hand and rubbed the young man's head, "Well, don't go." ”
Bai Xingcai seemed to be relieved, and fell asleep on him heavily.
……
As soon as the filming of the film ended, the publicity became more and more hot.
The movie that was only vigorously promoted in country F before, and later began to warm up in country M. It is said that the release of the movie is still very early, but through Frank's name, "Las Vegas" has been long-awaited by many fans.
After returning to China, Bai Xingxing saw a bunch of new Weibo posts from Frank, one of which was to congratulate Adonis and Noah on the perfect ending of the story, and also circled him and Li Pu.
Is......
Bai Xing couldn't cry or laugh, his Weibo was already crowded with new comments, all of them howling.
"Ahhh
"After a few months of waiting, spring is almost spring, and there is finally news."
"Hey, hey, hey, hey, I've already imagined the picture of Mr. Li and Xiaobai standing together, subduing the temptation! I love it! ”
“……”
After flipping through the comment area, Bai Xingxing leaned on the head of the bed and was silent for a while, and turned his eyes to the side of the bed.
The spread trunk lay haphazardly on the floor, containing a few clothes he had folded, and a large space in it.
In the end, I chose this step.
As early as after thinking that Li Pu would get married and start a family, he had the idea that he might leave Li Pu one day sooner or later.
This kind of thought was deeply hidden in his heart, and he felt that as long as he ignored it, he could live with Li Pu calmly for a longer time.
At that time, he only regarded this reluctance as a habit of getting along with Li Pu for too long, who knows how it will ...... He only then realized that it was "like".
The feeling was too unfamiliar, and he felt apprehensive since he found out, and he wanted to stay with Li Pu even more, and even wanted to open his mouth to say it to him.
However, the only remaining sanity stopped him.
"Like" is good, but it doesn't fit between him and Li Pu.
First of all, it is about Li Pu's career, he doesn't want to trouble Li Pu, who is a public figure himself, a star who is still very young in the rising period of his career, should not be disturbed and affected by him in any way.
Then, he should not have crossed from his original position.
If you think about it, he is only a pet to accompany and comfort his soul - a family member on another level, nothing more.
Isn't this what Peter sent "him" for?
From the beginning of "I want to accompany Li Pu as a parrot all the time" to "I want to live with Li Pu, if he leaves, I will say it in advance", and then to "I want to be with Li Pu all the time"...... He may be a bit insatiable and aggressive.
And if you want to not let yourself become so annoying, leaving completely is probably the best choice.
Bai Xingxing buried his face in the quilt and took a deep breath.
……
When eating, Bai Xingxing had already adjusted his state.
He chatted with Li Pu as usual and shared gossip, just to prevent men from seeing that he was already in a mess.
He is familiar with this kind of disguise, and he behaves very normally in the later stage of the crew, although his acting skills are not professional, presumably Li Pu will not think about it in that way.
After all...... Li Pu will not like him.
Sitting at the table, Bai Xingxing wanted to speak several times, but finally swallowed the words back.
He didn't know how to tell Li Pu about leaving, and he didn't know whether to say it or not.
Thinking about it this way, he did quite badly, he was helped so much by Li Pu, but in the end he wanted to leave - it stands to reason that he should be grateful for his hard work.
…… If he doesn't like Le Phu.
"What's wrong?"
A familiar voice came from his ears, Bai Xingxing pursed his lips, opened his eyes slightly, and hooked a smile, "What's wrong?" ”
He's actually very good at making this kind of innocent expression, and in the past, when he was like this, no one would ask any more questions.
However, Li Pu kept looking at him for a long time, so that he could barely maintain it.
After another half an hour, Li Pu finally withdrew his gaze.
Gotta get out of here.
Bai Xingxing's hand holding the chopsticks trembled a little, and it was only with force that he could poke at the bottom of the bowl to stop, the soreness in his heart continued to expand and spread, and his breathing became a little difficult.
After eating, he said that he went back to the bedroom to rest, typed a bunch of words to Lei Li in a private message on Weibo, and finally deleted them all.
Originally, I wanted to tell Sister Li about her preparations to leave, or ask her to help find a suitable rental room, but when I thought that I had received a lot of help from them, I thought it would be better to forget it.
And...... What if Li Pu finds it.
Until he's completely calmed down, he'd better be left alone.
At the same time, Li Pu picked up his phone and flipped to the topic that he had already collected.
He remembered that the birthday on the juvenile's ID card was February 11, and he was thinking about surprise the juvenile on that day, by the way...... Tell each other too.
It's not been a few days.
Li Pu looked at the topic of how to surprise people on their birthdays and how to confess on their birthdays, and he had never been so happy and looking forward to it in his heart, but in this expectation, a trace of uneasiness that could not be ignored secretly surged in his heart.
The boy's abnormal performance at noon took all his attention, and under that seemingly normal expression, the emotions that seeped out had reached the point where it was impossible to ignore.
"......" always felt that the other party had encountered something that could not be solved.
Li Pu pursed his lips, put his phone on the bed casually, opened the door and walked towards the guest room.
But when he was halfway there, he stopped again.
More than an hour had passed since lunch, and perhaps the boy was resting.
Li Pu's footsteps stopped, and after thinking for a while, he walked to the sofa and sat down, deciding to wait here for him to come out and ask again.
There were dark clouds outside the window, and the light in the living room quickly dimmed, Li Pu didn't plan to turn on the lights, just turned his head to look at it for a moment, and then put his eyes back on his mobile phone.
In the living room, only a faint fluorescence reflected on his face.
……
Bai Xingxing packed the suitcase again, and the time that was deliberately delayed seemed to tell him that he was actually reluctant, but another voice denied that it would be too late if he didn't leave.
He no longer paid attention to his inner voice, and the answer had already been determined in the past few days since he returned home.
Speaking of which...... I learned how to organize my suitcase from Mei Yushu.
Bai Xingxing looked at the box for a long time in a daze, feeling a little tired, and looked up at the scenery outside through the window.
It seems to be a bad time, the weather outside is gloomy, but it fits his mood very well.
Is there anything else to worry about now?
For example, living alone...... It's nothing, after his parents died in a catastrophe, he got used to being alone.
No matter when or what state he is in, he survives alone.
He learns to fade away memories that were too horrific for him as a young man, to heal himself from pain, and to draw warmth and give back from the school and the people who cared for him. He did quite well, as if life had always been so peaceful and stable, like a normal person who had always lived in happiness.
This kind of overly intimate affection is not suitable for him, and he can't adapt to it.
Bai Xingxing tugged at the corners of his mouth, what worries him the most now is Li Pu - his "family" who is used to accompany him to heal is gone, will the other party have problems again?
Probably not...... During the filming of "Las Vegas", the man did not fall into too strong emotions anymore, and probably will not be overly affected anymore.
Bai Xingxing's lowered eyes revealed a bit of reluctance, and finally turned to firmness.
Even if you don't look at the points you care about the most, even if they can really be together, a successful career, a happy family, and an excellent self, Li Pu has everything, and he has nothing, even ...... I can't be sure that I'll be able to stay with the other person all the time.
He didn't belong here.
And......
Bai Xingxing's hand stopped at the lever for a long time, and finally held it tightly, opened the door and walked out.
Unexpectedly, Li Pu sat on the sofa.
The dim daylight shines through the balcony, making the figure on the sofa seem to hide in the shadows.
In the afternoon, Li Pu should be in the bedroom, right......?
Bai Xingxing was stunned for a moment, and then saw the man's gaze stop on his suitcase.
He exhaled secretly, originally struggling with whether to say goodbye, but now it seems that he should still say goodbye, I believe Li Pu can also understand.
"That...... I'm ready to go. Bai Xingxing stood at the door, holding the lever tightly and tightly, and he was also so nervous that he deliberately looked away.
"Let's go?" I don't know when, Li Pu has already walked over, and his voice sank, "Where are you going?" ”