Am I dreaming?

I do not know.

Outside the window, there were small human voices faintly in my ears, and the north wind was howling, blowing sparsely. I saw Fourteen standing by the bed, holding a book, turning page by page, quiet and peaceful. Who is the chubby little girl in front of you? Why is she holding my hand, her lips are moving and moving, she, what is she talking about?

My mouth was dry, and I couldn't hear it, "I'm so thirsty..."

Every time I was in a dream, as soon as I spoke, the dream shattered.

The little girl turned and walked away, and climbed onto the stool, her short body lying on the edge of the table, lest she fall off. I wanted to shout, but when the words reached the door of my voice, I still held back. Even if it's a dream, I'd like to see more of Fourteen.

Fourteen wore a festival robe, with complex patterns, noble bright yellow, handsome and burly, as if he had grown a lot taller. With an angry look on his face, he walked up to the little girl in a few steps and scolded, "Ah Xing, are you done talking?" Let's go. ”

Oh, it turns out that the little girl's name is Ah Xing.

Ah Xing replied: "Ama, E-Niang said that she was thirsty, I want to pour her a glass of water, can you help me?" "She called Fourteen to be Amma, and for three years, even in a dream, he had a child. Fourteen was a little impatient, and I could see that he was impatient, and he was naturally not happy to take the little doll. He poured water and handed it to Ah Xing's mouth, and said, "After drinking the water, let's go see the imperial grandfather." Ah Xing turned her back to me, I couldn't see her face, I only felt that she shook her head, and said: "Ama is so confused, it's not that I want to drink water, I said that Eniang wants to drink water." "Hey, the little girl is quite bold and dares to scold Fourteen for being foolish!

I couldn't help but smile.

Fourteen saw me at last, and he seemed surprised and sad, and stood motionless, not as alert as he was. Ah Xing took the cup to the couch and said, "Eniang, drink water." ”

E-niang? She actually called me Eniang? I'm her mother!!

I forced myself to sit up, probably because I was in a dream, and my body felt heavy and stiff. I took the water and drank it in one gulp, returning the cup to Ah Xing. After a while, my mind was much clearer, and I got up and put on my shoes, and walked towards fourteen.

Fourteen was still motionless, and he looked at me, dumbfounded.

I smiled, it turned out that he was crazy at me sometimes.

Although in a dream.

I walked up to him and looked at him carefully. His beard was unshaved, his skin was dark, and the bridge of his nose was high. The only pair of eyes are no longer as deep as an abyss, but as lacquer as ink, reflecting my figure in them. His lips trembled, as if he was about to say something, and I quickly reached out to cover his lips and shook my head.

Every time, as soon as he spoke, the dream fell like a fragment.

I gently hugged his waist and threw myself into his arms. His heartbeat is still so steady and powerful, his arms are still so thick and strong, and the smell of his body is still my special pancreatic fragrance. If there is really room for inception in the world, I am willing to live in dreams for the rest of my life and confine myself in prison.

A familiar and nostalgic voice came from overhead—"Vivi." ”

Fourteen was calling me, and I knew the dream was about to shatter, and I grabbed the last bit of time, tightly... Tightly, with all my strength, hugging his body, grabbing his belt, eager to be one with him.

There was a "click" sound, a white light flashed, and I closed my eyes tightly and wept sadly.

Dreams will eventually be shattered.

Minqiu lifted the curtain and let Fang Fujin enter the house, and was about to say goodbye to Fourteen, but was stunned by the scene in front of him. Fu Jin, who had slept for three years, actually stood alive in the room, she was full of joy and sorrow, she knelt on the ground with a puff, and said, "Miss..." Fang Fujin was also stunned, she always believed that Fujin would never wake up.

Only if Fujin doesn't wake up, she will have the opportunity to step by step to the desired position.

I looked up at the roof, and the ornate carved paint was still there. I touched Fourteen's face again, but it didn't disappear. I can't tell whether I'm back in the Qing Dynasty or in a dream that doesn't have time to be destroyed. So I asked fourteen questions, which I had never dared to ask before, but had only been asked countless times in my dreams.

Every time his answer was exactly the same, and every time I woke up.

Awakened by his answer.

I looked up at him and asked, "Do you love me?" Fourteen's eyebrows drooped, his eyes were red, full of tears, and he pursed his lips in silence. His expression was exactly the same as before. I let out tears and sighed.

Sure enough, I'm still in a dream.

Fourteen's voice came low, but determined, and tenacious, "I love you." Without waiting for me to react, he suddenly wrapped his arms around me and said, "I love you, Vivi, I love you..."

If it was really a dream, I would have woken up laughing. My heart ached, and I was full of joy. This joy slowly overflowed, overwhelmed me, intoxicated me. I couldn't help but kiss him, I couldn't help it, I couldn't help it. Kiss his eyes, kiss his eyebrows, kiss his forehead, kiss his nose, kiss his chin, and finally kiss his lips... Wet wet, hot kiss him, so real, so... It's reluctant.

That's when I was convinced that I was back in it.

Because in my dreams, I will never kiss him, and he will never say that he loves me.

I hung around Fourteen's neck and refused to let go. If it weren't for the outsider, I would have pounced on him at once, stripped off and fought all night. Ah Xing suddenly cried loudly, tears and snot flowed together, and said: "I also want Ama to hug, not to hug Eniang, Ama hugs Ah Xing... Amma..."I looked down at the little person, pouted, and said, "Ama is Eniang's, don't rob it..."

Ah Xing cried even harder.

Fourteen tried to put me down and talk to Ah Xing, but as soon as my hand was released, I threw myself straight on and fell to the ground like wood. Min Qiu came to help me in a panic, and Fourteen lost his soul and asked, "What's the matter?" I laughed and said, "My legs don't seem to feel anymore." Fourteen crossed me with his eyes and said, "I'm unconscious, and you're still smiling?" I just wanted to laugh, laughed more and more, and said, "It's okay, even if your leg is broken, it doesn't matter, as long as you can come back, it doesn't matter." He squatted down, and I put my arms around his neck and smiled at him. He picked me up, put me back on the couch, and shouted out, "Zhang Fangfang." ”

Zhang Fangfang bowed her head and entered the house, seeing me open her eyes and looking at him, she was stunned, patted her thigh seriously, and said, "Fujin... You... You..."Fourteen said: "What are you, hurry up and ask the imperial doctor to go." Zhang Fangfang paused, sighed heavily, and turned around and ran out.

Fang Fujin stepped forward and curtled his knees and said: "The concubine asked Fujin for peace, which is really gratifying." Then he said to Mama: "Go and bring the eldest brother in, give it to Fujin... E-niang, please be safe. ”

The children born to the concubine must be called Fujin as their mother.

Fourteen sat on the edge of the couch and said, "Hongchun is Shu Gege's child. The people outside all called her "Side Fujin", but she was still called "Shu Gege" at the age of fourteen. Fang Fujin understands that over the years, even with Hongchun, he has not changed in the slightest in the heart of the Fourteenth Master.

Hongchun was carried into the house by Mama and shouted at Fang Fujin, who was extremely unbearable, but still kept the rules and said: "Hongchun, go and ask your Eniang for peace." I don't care, it's not my child anyway, I'm too lazy to worry about it, so I said: "In the future, Hongchun will still call you Eniang, call me... Call it a blessing. ”

Seeing me say this, Fang Fujin was taken aback, and his face widened before he said, "Thank you for your grace." ”

When the imperial doctor came, almost the entire harem came. I was met separately by Concubine De, Concubine Liang, Concubine Yi, and Concubine Hui, and two other women with raw faces stepped forward to laugh. Concubine De smiled and said: "They are the martial nobles of your Emperor Ama Xinna, and they are often nobles. I nodded, as if I had said hello. After a while, Kangxi also came, and the concubines asked for peace, and he really helped up the Wu nobles and Chang nobles first, and then smiled: "Get up." I looked carefully, but Kangxi didn't even look at Concubine Liang.

In the past three years, many people and things have changed.

Kangxi treats me, can also be regarded as a loving father, he said: "It's good if you wake up, I have ordered someone to go out of the palace to tell you at home, and Ming'er will allow you to come to my brother to see you." Then he said to the fourteenth: "You will accompany your daughter-in-law well tonight, and the banquet will be free." "It's really a good emperor who is empathetic, I hurriedly said: "Thank you for the grace of Emperor Amma." ”

After a while of greetings, Kangxi left with everyone.

Fourteen was afraid that I would worry about my legs, so he said: "The doctor said that it was caused by the blockage of the meridians, so you have to move slowly and practice, and when the joints are activated, you can be like ordinary people, and there is no big problem." "I smiled like a flower, and I really didn't have any worries in my heart. If I can go back to the Qing Dynasty, I can go back to the Fourteenth, no matter what happens, I will not be afraid.

I hooked my finger at Fourteen, and Fourteen said with a look of trepidation, "What's wrong?" Isn't it painful? ”

I said, "It doesn't hurt anywhere, you come here." Fourteen Fox sat down beside me suspiciously, and was about to speak, but I blocked him with his mouth. There were so many people just now, I didn't kiss enough, I really can't wait for it... I can't wait to eat him in one bite.

Early in the morning of the second day, Ama Eniang came. Amma saw me smiling at him, and said with tears in her eyes: "It's good for you to wake up, it's good to wake up!" "I don't know what else to say except muttering this sentence repeatedly. E-niang cried heartbreakingly, as if I was not awake, but I was dead. After babbling in the morning, Fourteen sent them out of the palace.

It's not easy to practice rehabilitation every day, I have to endure the pain and walk a long way, if I don't think about it, my leg is not good, Fourteen won't roll the sheets with me, and I really can't keep up the spirit! Ah Xing is really a little girl, as soon as she sees Fourteen hugging me, she wants to cry. And it's not a little crying, every time I have to cry so much that the sky is falling apart, I can't persuade her, unless Fourteen throws me off and hugs her.

I'm also angry.

But Fourteen hugged me for a little longer, and he would hold me all night, hehe.

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