Chapter 93

Xia Forsythia's eyes widened.

She didn't expect Ling Shouyi to ask such a question.

"I ......," she asked, stunned.

Ling Shouyi looked at her quietly. It stands to reason that after she exchanged hearts with him, he should no longer dwell on her past with Bai Ji'an.

But in the past few days, she has frequently been worried about Bai Ji'an, and she wants to stop talking to him, doubting his intentions for Bai Ji'an.

He didn't think he cared.

But he couldn't.

He still cares a lot, he cares a lot.

As long as she thought that she had moved to Bai Ji's peace of mind, it was like a sword to Ling Shouyi, stabbing him all over his body, every day, his breathing was full of fine and dense pain, like a boiled frog in warm water, not a sharp sting, but deep into the bone marrow, making him turn over and over every time he thought about it.

…… Did she like Bai Ji'an? Of course not. The original owner is the original owner, and she is her.

Even if she knew that the original owner had liked Lao Bai, she still had no way to admit it.

She likes Ling Shouyi, no doubt, a liking that is not mixed with any other affection.

But this question is so fatal that Xia Lianqiao was silent for a long time, and he didn't know how to speak.

Her hesitation in Ling Shouyi's eyes may be another kind of silence.

Ling Shouyi's lips pursed, knowing that the result would be like this, but it was still difficult to let go of the headache in his heart, what was he looking forward to, "I know."

…… What the hell did he think about!!

Xia Forsythia was shocked.

She grabbed Ling Shouyi's hand without even thinking about it, "Xiao Ling!"

Ling Shouyi lowered his eyes to look at her.

She wanted to taint this affection with something else, swallowed her saliva, and anxiously distinguished: "Why do you think so." ”

Ling Shouyi was silent.

She hesitated for a while, and when she raised her eyes again, her dark eyes flashed with pure light, and she said very cautiously: "I have never liked him since I first met him in the East China Sea. ”

It's a pity that Ling Shouyi doesn't think so.

After she finished speaking, Ling Shouyi's figure suddenly froze.

It was a long time before he gently and resolutely pulled his cuffs out of her hands. Ling Shouyi looked at her, his eyes were as light as rain and spring dust, and he couldn't see any emotion.

"Forsythia, you're lying to me." He said.

"Forsythia is still young, she has no character, her likes and dislikes are only for a moment, and before that, she had expressed her heart to me."

If you let Xia Lianqiao know that she was once sold by Bai Ji'an, a teammate. Give her another chance, she would never say that.

It's a pity that she didn't know that Bai Ji'an sold her to the bottom eight hundred years ago.

If there is a misunderstanding, of course, it must be remedied.

Because of her panic and urgency, Xia Forsythia almost bit her tongue, "That...... I ......"

"I ...... was young and ignorant before, and did ...... to Brother Bai, "There is no way, she can only try her best to describe the feelings of the original owner to the nestling plot, "Give birth to some nestling admiration, you also know that my father died suddenly......"

"At that time, I didn't distinguish between right and wrong, I didn't understand love, and I mistook this dependence for love."

The more she spoke, the more Ling Shouyi felt that thousands of arrows pierced the tip of his heart, and he would rather her speak bluntly and frankly admit that she had been moved by Bai Ji's peace of mind, rather than see her scruple about his feelings, repeatedly mending and covering up, listening to her tell her about her feelings for another man.

Ling Shouyi clenched his fingertips, pursed his thin lips, and his lips moved slightly repeatedly, before he let out a thin drink: "Enough." ”

Xia Lianqiao was stunned: "Xiao Ling? It doesn't matter to you, right? ”

Ling Shouyi also realized his gaffe, lowered his eyes and calmed his breath for a moment, before he said, "...... I'm fine. ”

"Sorry...... I ......"

…… Why.

Ling Shouyi's face turned pale a little, and a strong sense of self-loathing and self-abandonment suddenly rose in his heart.

Why is he always like this, still not satisfied, over and over again?

…… Ling Shouyi didn't believe her.

She looked at him in a daze, never so aware that a rift was spreading between the two of them.

When there is a crisis of trust in a relationship, it more or less indicates that a relationship is coming to an end. But what was she going to do? What kind of solutions will other couples take to solve such problems?

She didn't know.

Xia Forsythia was confused and even began to regret her self-inflicted cleverness, if she honestly admitted that she liked Bai Ji'an, wouldn't it be like this.

Seeing that she was silent, Ling Shouyi's eyelashes trembled, just as she was tired and tired of her own posture, and the self-loathing in her heart reached its peak again, and she was silent for a while.

In Xia Lianqiao's opinion, Ling Shouyi obviously had no interest in continuing the conversation with her, he was silent for a moment, and took the initiative to say, "Let's go." ”

Xia Lianqiao suddenly came back to his senses and hurriedly followed his footsteps.

The two turned back to Xinglin Peak and said nothing all the way.

Bai Ji'an was still by Li Langhuan's side. Li Langhuan has few people around him, so he didn't go to the peaks and valleys to compete today.

As soon as he returned to the small courtyard, Ling Shouyi walked to the bedside and took over the work of taking care of Li Langhuan.

Bai Ji'an was quite self-aware and threw away his hand to find Xia Forsythia.

Bai Ji'an: "......"

I don't know why, this little Taoist priest and Lang Huan have no blood relationship, and they are not any friends in the same family, when he saw Ling Shouyi treating Lang Huan so meticulously, he always had a kind of shortness of breath when he saw Lang Huan's family.

Whether there is ambiguous flow between men and women, Bai Ji'an can see it almost at a glance. Xu is the first time this little Taoist priest saw Lang Huan, he took care of it a lot, but it was not mixed with any ambiguous meaning.

As soon as he turned his head, he saw Xia Lianqiao standing hesitantly at the door, and he didn't enter, looking at Ling Shouyi with big eyes without blinking.

Bai Ji'an frowned slightly.

As soon as Ling Shouyi entered the door, he felt that the atmosphere between the two of them was wrong.

"Forsythia." He stopped Xia Forsythia, who was obviously stunned, and asked in a low voice, "You quarreled with him again?" ”

Xia Lianqiao was distracted, and when she looked up, she saw Bai Ji'an frowning at herself.

At first glance, when she saw this "culprit", she was stunned, nodded subconsciously, and felt that it was not appropriate, so she shook her head again.

Bai Ji'an raised his eyebrows: "What's the matter with nodding and shaking your head?" ”

Xia Lianqiao sighed: "Brother Bai, you don't understand. ”

Bai Ji'an: "How can I not understand?" ”

Xia Lianqiao was stunned, and suddenly blessed his heart, and asked hesitantly: "Brother Bai, have you told Xiao Ling about the two of us before...... Uh, what happened before? ”

Bai Ji'an didn't keep up with her rhythm, puzzled: "What's the matter?" ”

She coughed dryly: "That's it...... That thing......"

She looked at Bai Ji'an with her eyes blank, her eyelids were about to cramp, and Bai Ji'an suddenly realized what she was talking about, and suddenly fell into a strange silence.

Xia Lianqiao felt bad: "...... Big Brother Bai, ...... you? ”

Bai Ji'an: "......"

It's been so long, and he and Xia Lianqiao are now pure revolutionary comrades-in-arms and family members, and Bai Ji'an himself feels embarrassed to mention this matter of Chen sesame seeds and rotten grain.

"When I saw you chasing him so hard," Bai Ji'an was silent for a while, and said, "I told him that you used to ...... me."

Xia Forsythia: "You really told him??" ”

Bai Ji'an: "......"

She was a bolt from the blue.

Bai Ji'an looked at the girl in front of him, and was silent: "...... Are you quarreling again over this? ”

The girl wrinkled her bitter melon face, nodded, and shook her head again.

Bai Ji'an: "......"

He stubbornly suggested, "Why don't I go talk to him again?" ”

"Don't, don't!" Xia Lianqiao was shocked and hurriedly stopped Bai Ji'an, "It's not fun to talk about this." ”

"Brother Bai," she said with a sad face, "You are not a wanderer, why are you confused by the authorities, and your brain is not clear when it falls on your head?" Is that what you can say? ”

…… Isn't he concerned about chaos? After coming back to his senses, Bai Ji'an smiled bitterly, and felt that it was inappropriate.

"And what are you going to do?"

Xia Forsythia honestly continued to shake her head, "I don't know. ”

She really didn't know.

The emotional crisis between her and Ling Shouyi is not just because of Bai Ji'an. Even if Bai Ji'an really persuaded Ling Shouyi, it would be useless.

The relationship between the two of them was too complicated, and Xia Forsythia came back to her senses and found that it was simply a minefield, one mine at a time.

She was concerned about chaos, and she was always worried that Ling Shouyi would do something to Bai Ji'an, which really hurt his heart.

But what she did was sending a signal that she wasn't even aware of

…… She had unconsciously seen him as a hostile camp watching out for him.

Maybe her personality is too heartless, and he is cold and stubborn, loveless and paranoid, and has never really believed in her sincerity.

Just as she didn't believe in Ling Shouyi, Ling Shouyi didn't believe in her either.

Xia Lianqiao knew very well in her heart that Ling Shouyi's suspicions about her were not unreasonable. She sighed, she was sincere to him, but she was not a character who could give up everything for the sake of falling in love, she could indulge him, but she would never waver her will for him.

If that day really comes, if it really comes that day......

She thought that she might still choose Lang Huan and Lao Bai, facing him with a sword, and she would not hesitate to leave him and choose to go home.