The day of leaving Beijing on the 14th was soon coming, Kangxi held a grand banquet in the Qianqing Palace, and the Manchu Dynasty and the princes and nobles were all sent off outside the noon gate. I was detained in the Yonghe Palace, and I went to the Buddha hall with Concubine De to throw incense and kowtow, asking the Buddha to bless the fourteenth peace. The sunlight is reflected on the pillars of the vermilion palace, rising inch by inch, scorching the eyes. I knew that Fourteen was leaving, and I knew that I didn't know when I would see him again, but I didn't even have the courage to move and say goodbye to him. I got up this morning and entered the palace with him, and asked Concubine De to say goodbye, I went into the tea room and wanted to make tea for him personally, but I didn't want to even see the last one, so he was announced by Kangxi.

I stood in the empty pavilion with the tea in my hand, as if something had been suddenly removed from my heart, and I was stunned.

After worshipping the Buddha, Concubine De walked to the platform and looked at the Qianqing Palace. White clouds emerge in the blue sky, and the golden eaves fly majestically, shining under the scorching sun. She took out a handkerchief and wiped the corners of her eyes, wiped away her tears, waved her hand and beckoned a little eunuch to step forward, and ordered: "You go and ask, can the fourteenth master set off?" ”

The little eunuch snorted, took a few steps back, and then turned and galloped away.

Today's weather is particularly sunny, with lush trees, branches and leaves flying in the wind, and the sound of rustling makes everything around you quiet and peaceful. I stupidly followed behind Concubine De, she went to the Buddha Hall, I followed her to the Buddha Hall, she kowtowed and read words, and I also kowtowed with her. When I saw her walking into the pavilion, I followed her into the house like a piece of wood that had lost its lustre.

The corridor of the palace hung a bamboo curtain to block out the daylight, and when I crossed the threshold, there was a sudden darkness in front of me, and my head sank, and my whole body collapsed to one side. Concubine De's eyes were quick, and she hurriedly held me up, and said with concern: "What's wrong?" I was so sad that I couldn't even speak, I just shook my head. My eyes gradually adjusted to the darkness, I stood firm, and Concubine De patted my hand and said, "It's really embarrassing for you that husband and wife are separated." I'm so sad that I've forgotten about you. She took me to the kang and sat down, and said to the lady in charge: "Go and make a bowl of ginseng tea, and then pour a basin of water for the Fourteen Fujin to wash their faces." ”

Mama agreed to step down, and Concubine De comforted me again: "Yinzhen has been reused by the emperor, made meritorious contributions, and served the court, you should be happy for him." bluffed like this, and spread it to the ears of the emperor, so as not to make people say that you don't know the decency. ”

I relieved myself and said with a cry: "I understand the reason, I just can't bear to be fourteen." Concubine De sank her face, looked at the few purple begonias on the high table, and said, "If you can't bear it, you have to give it up!" "Mama presented ginseng tea, but I didn't have the heart to drink tea at all, I ate two mouthfuls like swallowing medicine, and then rested on the kang table, and couldn't help crying silently.

When I thought that it would be difficult to go back this time, I really wanted to stop him desperately.

But I can't do anything, and I can't do anything.

There was a rush of footsteps outside, and the palace maid at the door lifted the curtain and exclaimed: "Lord De, the fourteenth master is back..." Concubine De's joy almost blurted out, but she didn't have time to greet before she heard Fourteen's words. Her expression suddenly darkened, and she didn't want to go against Fourteen's intentions, so she said, "Okay." Then he led the people out.

Ever since I entered the room, tears had gushed out of my cheeks, dripping down my cheeks and on the back of my hands.

I held back the crying and just wept silently. Fourteen walked up to me, held my face with both hands, rubbed his thumb lightly against the corner of his eye, and said softly: "Don't cry, I only have a quarter of an hour, don't you have anything to say to me?" When you came out of the house in the morning, you kept a straight face and didn't say a word to me. I raised my head, tears in my eyes, he stood with his back to the window, blocking all the light, I don't know if it was dark in the room, or I was confused, I always felt that I couldn't see his face clearly, I looked hard, I looked hard, I couldn't remember what he looked like at the moment. I had a fever in my throat and threw myself into his arms, just crying.

Fourteen's palm fell on my hair, stroked it gently, and said, "I will come back soon, write to you every day, and when I encounter delicious and fun things, I will order someone to send them home for you to eat and play." Although I am not by your side, I always think of you and think of you in my heart, and you have the right to be an errand in the palace, and I can't go back to my house because I am busy doing things. I choked up, "What a... Can't even go home? Can't you do it? Fourteen sneered softly and said, "It's really not good." ”

He leaned down, put his hands on his knees, and came face to face with me, and said, "What do you have to say to me?" ”

I said, "There are many, many things, and I can't finish talking about them in a lifetime." "My sideburns were messed up, with tears sticking to my cheeks, messy. Fourteen raised a hand, put it to my ear, and said, "Then it's a long story short." I said, "I'm too long-winded to make a long story short." Fourteen looked at the wrong golden wisp flower inlaid agate Western clock on the case, faded his smile and said: "The original quarter of an hour, now... Now I'm leaving. He straightened up, and I instinctively grabbed his robe and opened my mouth, but I didn't know what to say.

Fourteen Dao: "You don't have to move, don't send it, just sit here, just treat me as if I just went to the Qianqing Palace to restore my life." ”

I bit my lip and said, "If you go to Qinghai this time, you will definitely have a big political change on the day you come back..." You... No matter what happens in Kyori, you don't have to worry about your family, I will raise Hongming and Wake up well, and I will never let anyone hurt us. ”

Fourteen seemed to understand whether he understood or not, and was about to ask, when Zhang Fangfang was urging outside, and said: "Lord, the hour has come, and the emperor and ministers are still waiting for you..." I tilted my face and said, "Everything is about the body." Fourteen replied in a low voice, the strength in his hand became more and more relaxed, and finally turned away.

I raised my hand in the air, listened to his footsteps and turned around the flower hall, watched his vague figure pass through the flower window, half a sound, and then slowly hung down, put it on his knees, stared at the place where he had just stood, and couldn't take his eyes off it for a long time.

There was a loud bang in the distance, and I knew that Fourteen was about to leave, so I panicked, and ran out of the pavilion in a hurry. Concubine De was ignored by the er, she was already angry, and when she saw me running out in a hurry, she scolded: "What are you going to do?" "I really don't have the mood to pay attention to her, even if I want to kill or chop, I can't care about it at this time.

I wore flowerpot shoes and ran through the palace corridor, running until my lips were dry and my throat was cracked, and I couldn't even breathe. Seeing that it was still far from the noon gate, he panicked and climbed up the Buddhist pavilion. The Buddha Pavilion is a small wooden building built with four floors, which can be seen outside the palace. I carried the robe, tears wet my eyes, climbed to the second floor when the Buddhist pavilion errand maid came out to say goodbye, I didn't have time to pay attention to her, a few times off the flower pot shoes, one step and two steps to run upstairs. When I finally reached the top of the building, I found that the doors and windows were locked, and I couldn't see outside. It was too late to shout that the palace maid would open the door with the key, so I was ruthless and smashed the glass window with my flowerpot shoes. The glass cracked, shards bounced to my ankles, and blood gushed out.

But I didn't even know it hurt.

The winding palace corridors, one heavy palace after another, I can't even tell the difference between the southeast and the northwest, and I looked around for a while before I found the direction of the fourteenth. From the noon gate to the Desheng gate, the continuous figures are moving. The imperial city under the blue sea and blue sky seems small, and the team of people who leave the palace is like ants under the pillars. I couldn't see Fourteen, but I was relieved that he was in it. I stared closely, hoping to recognize him. The fourteenth procession slowly left the palace and slowly marched into the city, slowly... Finally integrated with the city of Beijing.

There was a palace maid behind me who suddenly screamed, my tears were dried by the wind, and I turned around and gave her a smile, and said: "Glass is very expensive, the Internal Affairs Office asked, and said that I accidentally broke it, and if I want to lose money, I will go to the Fourteen Baylor Mansion to get it." The palace maid panicked, knelt down and wrapped a handkerchief around the bleeding part of my ankle, and said, "Fujin, you are injured." ”

I looked down and said gently, "It's okay." ”

The maid tried to bandage the wound, but I moved my foot, tiptoeed, passed through a shard of glass, and went downstairs unhurriedly. My heart was half empty, even my consciousness was numb, I couldn't feel everything around me, even the pain, it was like cutting on someone else's body. I walked back to Concubine De's Pavilion with a pair of flowerpot shoes, and before Concubine De could reprimand, she was startled when she saw the blood-colored footprints behind me one by one, and said, "What's the matter?" The palace maid on the errand of the Buddha Pavilion knelt down and hurriedly told Concubine De about the things before and after. The lady in charge called the imperial doctor to disinfect me, bandage the wound, and by the way, looked at the pulse for me.

The imperial doctor diagnosed my left hand and then my right hand, and asked me about food and drink, and asked me if I was dizzy, and after asking for a while, his face was solemn as if I had cancer. Concubine De asked, "But she has a health problem?" The imperial doctor pondered for a moment, clasped his fists and said: "Lord Qi, the health of the Fourteenth Fujin is very good, but..."

Concubine De said: "Just what? ”

The imperial doctor said: "The humble position thinks that Fu Jin Xu is pregnant, but because of the short time, the humble position is not very sure, according to the humble opinion, it is better to invite other imperial doctors to come and take a look." Concubine De was stunned for a moment, and then said happily: "Hurry up, go and call me all the doctors from the imperial hospital..." ”