Ah Xing saw that the situation was wrong, helped him talk to Zhuo, and said with a smile: "He loves to read, and his articles are well written, and the imperial grandfather often praises him." Copy the URL to visit Fourteen became more and more unhappy, and said: "No one asked him to take the test for fame, and a good article may not be useful." "He Zhuo is the eldest son and grandson in the family, and no one has ever given him a face since he was a child, and he really thinks he is likable. Fourteen deliberately made things difficult, he was completely confused, and he didn't even dare to say anything with his face down. I didn't want them to have a stiff encounter when they met the day before, so I smiled and said, "He Zhuo is still young, and it's still too late to practice martial arts archery." "Actually, I also felt that He Zhuo was weak, so I was not satisfied with him at first.

He Zhuo hurriedly echoed me and said, "When I go back to my house today, I will order someone to ask the master to teach martial arts." ”

As he was talking, Hongming's voice came from outside, and he was shouting through the window: "Amma, Eniang..." It doesn't matter if you have been trained by Fourteen to study, He Zhuo glanced at Fourteen cautiously and said, "The article doesn't have to be written too well, it's important to practice martial arts well." ”

Fourteen faces turned blue, and said: "Hongming, martial arts must be practiced diligently, and articles can't be missed, do you know?" You show me all the homework you've done in the past month. Hongming said respectfully: "Yes, Amma." ”

It was dark, and he Zhuo said goodbye and left. Ah Xing and I escorted him to the porch, and when we saw him go to the garden, we slowly walked back along the corridor. Ah Xing complained: "What's the matter with Amma? While telling He Zhuo that it was useless to read the article, he also strictly guarded Hongming's homework, obviously deliberately targeting He Zhuo. I pinched her pouting mouth and said with a smile: "You Ama can't bear you, so you don't like anyone, you know?" If you really complain about him, you will have no conscience. Ah Xing said: "I always feel that Ama has changed, and it is not my previous Amma." He always kept a straight face and didn't smile at me or Hongming. ”

The courtyard was already fresh and green, shivering in the cold wind. I lowered my voice and said: "You Ama has to command 100,000 troops and horses, march and fight, and deal with the involvement between the court and the army. Just like you and He Zhuo, after getting married and having children in the future, we will no longer be as innocent as we are now. ”

Ah Xing seemed to understand when he heard it, he was stunned for a moment, and said with a smile: "I really envy Eniang and Amma, and it will be good if I and He Zhuo will do the same in the future." She took me into the house and went back to her yard. Fourteen went into the study again, and I didn't want to disturb him, so I sat on the kang outside and guarded. At nine o'clock, Min Qiu asked, "Master, do you need to be late today?" ”

I picked up an idle book and looked nervous, and when I heard Minqiu speak, I rubbed my eyes and wanted to get up. Minqiu hurriedly stepped forward to support me, and waited for me to put on my shoes. As I walked towards the study, I whispered, "Let the kitchen prepare dumplings and beef noodles, and prepare a few plates of pickles, so you don't have to bother." Minqiu belched, lifted the curtain to the porch and passed a message to the girl who was standing.

The light in the study was extremely bright, Zhang Fangfang stood inside and replied, I waited for them to finish, Fang raised his voice and said, "Fourteen, can I come in?" A deep voice came from inside, "Come in." As soon as I entered the house, Zhang Fangfang stepped back with a fold full of arms, and I said to Fourteen: "Are you hungry?" I had them cook dumplings and beef noodles. ”

Fourteen closed the movement, looked up and smiled: "Very good." ”

He got up and walked around the big case, and led me outside. When I saw that his face was happy, I couldn't help asking, "But is there a good thing?" Fourteen smiled and said: "Anan sent a letter, saying that several tribes in Qinghai have promised to send troops to escort the ** lama." ”

I laughed and said, "Great, you can breathe a sigh of relief." ”

Fourteen smiled at me, but didn't say much. The late was quickly served, and I ate with him on the kang. I was afraid that he would still have to read the paperwork, so I said first: "You went to bed late yesterday, got up early today, and didn't take a lunch break, how can your body survive?" I don't care, anyway, you will go to bed and sleep obediently after washing, otherwise if you don't sleep, I won't sleep either! Fourteen was stunned, and after a moment said, "Okay, listen to you." I immediately smiled, hugged him head-on, and said, "You are so obedient, if you are not pregnant with a baby, I really want to bite you." Fourteen's chin rested on my hair, and said meaningfully: "Ye also wants to bite you..."

On the couch, he kissed me shallowly, afraid of touching his stomach, and did not dare to cover me, just supported with his arms. He no longer only smelled of soap made by me, but more mixed with a hint of gunpowder smoke that I was unfamiliar with. For an adult man who has been abstinent for almost a year, just kissing is obviously not enough, and he slowly enters from behind, extremely slowly and shallowly.

I woke up in the middle of the night, I had always slept well, and I always slept until dawn. There was a painful moan around me, and I looked at Fourteen with an oil lamp the size of a soybean, and I saw him trembling all over, beads of sweat on his forehead, I don't know where it hurt or dreamed, his whole body was cowering away from me, muttering in his mouth, and it seemed to be crying.

I was half bluffed and hurriedly called, "Fourteen, fourteen, what's wrong with you?" ”

He seemed to be unable to hear, immersed in a dream, and when I saw him crying, my tears spurted out like a faucet, and I struggled to sit up, and shouted outward, "Come on...", the girl who was on duty in the cubicle stumbled into the house, and I wiped the sweat of Fourteen with my sleeve, and said, "Hurry up and light the light...", but Fourteen didn't know when he woke up, and said, "No need, go down." ”

I was shocked and said, "You scared me to death." I couldn't stop crying. The girl didn't know what was going on, she just thought that the two of us had quarreled, so she didn't dare to talk and look more, so she lowered her face and quietly retreated.

Fourteen took me into his arms and said distressedly: "It's okay, I'm fine, don't cry." ”

I leaned into his arms and choked up, "Are you sick?" Fourteen's big palm covered my face, rubbed it carefully, and said, "Those who come back from the battlefield will probably not have a good time." "I stopped crying, the ancients may not have understood, but I knew that this may be the so-called psychological trauma. A normal person would not be indifferent to death.

Fourteen kissed me on the forehead and said, "Didn't you ask me how I got out of trouble when I met Blizzard in the morning?" ”

I said, "If you don't want to say, I don't want to know." Fourteen paused for a long time before he said, "Of the whole thousand people, only fifty-one survived, it's too miserable..." He continued: "I was too arbitrary, and I let them die in vain. He added: "Weiwei, I don't want to go to Qinghai anymore, I don't want to fight anymore." People die every day, and even when I leave the army and return to the capital, I keep being told how many people have died..."I told him, "If you don't want to go, don't go, tell Huang Ama and he will allow it." ”

Fourteen: "Okay, I'll talk about it tomorrow." ”

He said so, but he could never speak. The next day, Qinghai reported that the newly selected ** lama was injured by the chaotic party, and the remnants of various tribes in Tibet were ready to move. Kangxi was furious and ordered the fourteenth to set off immediately and rush back to Qinghai to preside over the overall situation.

It's only been three days, and it's only been three days since he returned to the capital!

I came back after a long journey, and I only stayed for three days! I had a lot of words for him, and I didn't even have time to say it, I always thought that he wouldn't leave until after Ah Xing's wedding, and I always thought that there was a long, long time for us to catch up, so I never said it. But when he turned around, he was about to leave again. At night, I cried so much that my eyes were red and swollen, and I was reluctant to give up before, because I was worried about Fourteen. But now, when I know that Fourteen doesn't want to go to the battlefield, this reluctance has become more and more fermented, and has turned into pity and pity.

Poor fourteen.

The night before leaving, Fourteen didn't close his eyes all night. In ancient times, there were no telephones, and many things relied on manpower, and when the letters arrived in the capital, they always reported a few days ago, and no one knew what the current situation was. Fourteen didn't even have time to sleep, kept writing papers, and kept asking Zhang Fangfang to send out. I sat in my bedroom and cried, afraid to let him see it. I embroidered a purse overnight, and my lady was poor, but Fourteen didn't care. I put my usual handkerchief in it and tucked it between Fourteen's robes.

Before dawn, Fourteen dressed directly from the study and entered the palace to bid farewell to Kangxi. I was afraid that I would oversleep, and he would not wake me, so I did not sleep soundly all night. As soon as there was any movement on his side, I sat up and looked at him with my shoes on. As if nothing happened, he washed his face with his back to me and said with a smile: "I'm afraid I won't see the baby born." I followed him and said, "Just rest assured, the baby and I will be safe." ”

Fourteen threw away his handkerchief, but still stood with his back to me, and said, "We must all be safe." ”

I couldn't help but cry and said, "When will you be able to return?" "Before I left, I started to miss him. He smiled, turned around and said, "When the ** lama is sent back to Tibet and succeeded to the throne, when the situation is stable, the master will return to Beijing to accompany you for a long time." He cupped my face, kissed it on the tear stain, and said softly: "Don't worry about me, you take care of yourself well, you are happier than anything else." I cried and said, "I put a purse in your robe, if you are sad, open the purse and take a look, just when I am by your side, always with you." ”

Fourteen hugged me and said, "With you by my side, I won't be sad." ”

He was in a hurry to go out, and he couldn't wait for me to get dressed, so he only let me send it outside the door, and he was not allowed to send it again. It was raining again, and the spring rain was really endless. The rain was clear, and I watched his back disappear into the corner, and finally couldn't help but throw myself into Ah Xing's arms and cry bitterly. The thought that his hard-earned position as a general would not bring him any benefit from winning the throne, I treated him with great pity and reluctance. Poor child, desperate for everything, did not get what he wanted. To find this site, please search for "6 Mao" or enter the URL:.