34 Chapter 34
Chi Qingtai hugged Xie Shula, almost greedily absorbing the taste of his body.
The temperature of his body and the touch of his skin were feelings that he couldn't replace when he heard Xie Shulazy, no matter how much clothes he lacked.
It wasn't until his body was wrapped in a piece of softness that Ji Qingtai realized that he had gone home.
Xie Shuyi put him on the sofa, but when he got up, he was tightly hugged by a pair of arms and fell back to the sofa.
The two bodies collided in the dark, and for a moment neither of them spoke, only their breathing became heavier.
After a long time like this, Xie Shu's faint voice sounded: "How long do you want to hug it?" ()โ
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Xie Shu sneered at each other: "Compared with you who pretends to be asleep, I don't know who is more like a primary school student." โ
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"Who's pretending to be asleep?" Chi Qingtai said lightly, "I just woke up by you." โ
Xie Shu glanced at his hand with a lazy downward gaze, and said "oh" slowly: "It turns out that I woke you up?" โ
Chi Qingtai: "......"
It was not a good thing to say when he heard it, and Ji Qingtai refused to communicate with him.
"Let go." Xie Shuyi reminded him.
Chi Qingtai was almost enough, and let go of the person and sat up.
Xie Shulazy stood on the edge of the sofa and untied his tie with one hand, and said while taking off his suit jacket: "This time I will treat you as drunk, but there is no next time." โ
After being silent for a while, Chi Qingtai raised his head and asked him, "Is there really no room for negotiation?" โ
Xie Shuxian threw his suit on the sofa and glanced at him: "You know what I want." โ
What does Xie Shuyun want?
- I only let people I like to hug.
Chi Qingtai had this sentence in his mind.
Xie Shuyun wanted to leave the hug to the person he liked, which was understandable, and Xie Shuyun didn't need to accompany him to do this. It's just that for some reason, when he thought that Xie Shuyan would hug others, Chi Qingtai's heart was filled with fine and dense pain.
This pain urged him to speak again, he looked up at Xie Shuyan, and cautiously tested: "Then do you have someone you like?" โ
The latter just glanced at him and said lightly: "What about you?" โ
"Me?" Chi Qingtai suddenly became vigilant, "Why did you suddenly ask me?" โ
Xie Shu looked at him for two seconds, and then said unhurriedly: "Intimate things like relieving skin hunger and thirst are usually done with people you like, right?" Why did you find me? โ
Chi Qingtai fell silent for a moment, he didn't know why he didn't just reject Xie Shuyan, even hugging Lu Niandong, he was not completely relaxed, it was their friendship for many years, and he knew that Lu Niandong was a person, which was barely acceptable.
The only thing that can make him completely accept it is Xie Shuyan, although it is strange, but it just happened.
This discovery made Chi Qingtai a little flustered, and he hurriedly said: "Lu Niandong has gone abroad, and I have no one else to choose." โ
He's hinting at Xie Shu, he
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Xie Shuyi: "Just like this? โ
Chi Qingtai: "That's it. โ
Xie Shuyun didn't speak again after listening, I don't know if it was an illusion, Chi Qingtai felt that he was in a bad mood.
But now that he is rejected, isn't he the one who should be uncomfortable?
Chi Qingtai's voice cooled: "If you have someone you like, I don't mind if you file for divorce." โ
Xie Shu's breath was sluggish, and even the air around him dropped several degrees: "You want to divorce me?" โ
Chi Qingtai: "It's you who have someone you like." โ
Xie Shu stared lazily: "Who said I had it?" โ
Chi Qingtai was stunned for a moment, and asked with a sour nose: "You don't even have someone you like, and you don't want to hug me?" โ
After being silent for two seconds, Xie Shuyu responded in a low voice: "I said, I only give hugs to people who like me." โ
The negotiations broke down completely.
Chi Qingtai didn't want to humiliate himself anymore, so he turned around and left the room: "Okay, I'll move out." โ
Xie Shuyan grabbed him, and his sharp gaze swept over: "You want to break the contract?" โ
Chi Qingtai's expression was tense: "You said to keep your distance." โ
After a few seconds of confrontation, Xie Shu was defeated: "Maintain the previous way of getting along, you come over on the weekend." โ
"Nope." Chi Qingtai shook his head, "I can't accept it." โ
Xie Shu narrowed his eyes: "The year is not over yet, and you have to draw a line with me?" โ
"You know I have skin hunger," Chi Qingtai was a little angry, and said disregardlessly, "I see you every day and I can't hold you, and I feel very uncomfortable." Once I feel bad, I don't know what I'm going to do to you. For the safety of your life, it's good for everyone to live separately. โ
He didn't choose to scare Xie Shu away, but the latter lowered his head slightly and asked with interest, "What will you do to me?" โ
Chi Qingtai: "......"
"Stealing my shirts, t-shirts, ties like a pervert?" The man looked him in the eye and said word by word, "And then hide under the covers and replace hugging me with these useless things?" โ
Chi Qingtai's face turned red in disbelief: "You really know everything!" YouโDid you do it on purpose? โ
"You are the one who stole my things," Xie Shuyan laughed angrily at him, "You thief shouting to catch a thief?" โ
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Chi Qingtai was speechless for a while, and then quickly reacted and said, "But if you didn't let me hug me, I wouldn't have stolen your things." โ
Xie Shu looked at him calmly, and after a few seconds, he suddenly spoke, "But this is not fair to me. โ
Chi Qingtai was stunned for a moment: "What did you say?" โ
Xie Shuyun suddenly asked him: "Do you know that in the process of psychotherapy, it is full of sex... Attractive? โ
Chi Qingtai was stunned and didn't react for a while.
Xie Shuqing: "And in the healing act of skin hunger, there is a lot of intimate contact. From your point of view, you're just treating me as a therapeutic object. But for me, I will build a deep relationship with you through hugs again and again. โ
"When you're healed, or if you've found someone else to hug, you can walk away. But for me, it was a difficult goodbye. Xie Shuyun, who also got degrees in personality psychology and criminal psychology, said
"I'm not a professional psychotherapist, and I can't deal with the negative effects of this separation. โ
Chi Qingtai was completely stunned, and it was only now that he realized that his actions had already invisibly hurt Xie Shuyan.
"I'm sorry, I didn't expect this kind of harm to you......"
He lowered his head, sinking into deep self-reproach, "I'm sorry, I won't mention this again." โ
He decided to give up the treatment of skin hunger, after all, it was not as serious as physical contact phobia, as long as he stayed away from the stimulus Xie Shuxuan, he was confident that he could maintain a normal life.
As for insomnia, if melatonin doesn't work, take sleeping pills, there is always a solution.
He hadn't hugged anyone for so many years before, so he wouldn't suddenly become hypocritical, and he had to hug someone to live.
Xie Shuyan: "Then what are you going to do?" โ
Ji Qingtai said his thoughts.
Xie Shuyun seemed a little surprised, and lowered his eyes: "I'm sorry, my purpose in saying this is not to criticize you and make you give up treatment." What's more, if you can hold back, you won't steal my clothes. โ
Chi Qingtai: "......"
But there was really nothing he could do.
Xie Shuyun: "In this way, let's sort out our thoughts first, and then discuss the solution together, okay?" โ
Is there a solution?
Chi Qingtai raised his head in some surprise.
Xie Shuyun continued: "I understand your original intention of asking me, you asked me to treat skin hunger, and I refused you without giving me room for negotiation, which is indeed what I did wrong. I can work with you in your treatment, but in the process, I want you to understand that we are all taking some level of risk. โ
Chi Qingtai's expression was a little tense: "What risk?" โ
Xie Shu looked at him for two seconds, and said in a calm tone: "Perhaps, I may fall in love with you." โ
Chi Qingtai's face turned red all of a sudden.
The risk is to fall in love with him?
But why did Xie Shuyun fall in love with him?
"As I mentioned earlier, the psychotherapy process is full of sex... Attractive, because it requires both parties to open up and exchange their most intimate secrets with each other. Xie Shu's eyes looked at him calmly, as if he was just having an equal academic discussion, "For me, after seeing your pain, strength and vulnerability, I still have to be intimate with you for a long time, even if I can't restrain myself from feeling feelings for you." โ
So he can hug Xie Shuyun, but the risk is that Xie Shuyun may fall in love with him?
Chi Qingtai was a little confused in his heart, raised his head and asked, "What about my risk?" โ
"I'm in love with you, and that's the risk you take. I'm sure you know how much a relationship can make a difference in each other's lives. Xie Shu smiled slightly and handed him back the choice, "Even so, do you still want to find me?" โ
Ji Qingtai's heart beat rapidly.
Do you want it?
What exactly did he think?
He wants to hug Xie Shuyan, but does he want to develop a deeper relationship with Xie Shuyan?
He is obviously afraid, he doesn't want to be liked at all, and he doesn't want to enter into intimate relationships with people.
But......
But there was a voice in his heart that said he didn't want it to end there.
Chi Qingtai took a deep breath and exhaled slowly
go out
Said something that even he didn't expect: "What if I say I want it?" โ
Xie Shu's eyes darkened a little: "Then the behavior in the treatment,
may exceed your expectations. โ
Chi Qingtai's heartbeat was a little fast: "Behavior exceeds expectations? โ
"Qingtai," Xie Shuyun raised his eyes to look at him from a distance of about one meter, "I am an adult male in his youth, and I have quite strong sex... Demand. If I continue to hug you, I can't promise that I won't do anything to you. โ
What to do......
Chi Qingtai's ears were hot, but he couldn't help asking, "What to do?" โ
"Do everything that couples would do," Xie Shu looked at his red ears and said word by word, "such as holding hands, hugging, kissing, and even doing... Love ......"
Obviously, he was separated from such a distance, but he always had a kind of Xie Shulazy sitting beside him, and his eyes almost stripped him away... The illusion of light.
Chi Qingtai raised his head in shock, it turned out that Xie Shuyan was thinking about this?
He also said that he had a considerable need......
Could it be that he lives next door to him and is secretly doing this kind of thing?
Ji Qingtai's entire face burned, his fair cheeks turned crimson, and he could no longer maintain his apparent composure.
"You," he lowered, his eyelashes trembling, "do you have to do this?" โ
"I can't guarantee that I won't do anything," Xie Shu shook his head and said politely, "The only thing I can guarantee is to ask your wishes before doing it." โ
Ask for his wishes?
Chi Qingtai raised his eyes suddenly: "If I don't want to, will you stop?" โ
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"Of course," Xie Shu smiled lazily, "Could it be that in your heart, I am some kind of beast that is inferior to a beast?" โ
Chi Qingtai shook his head: "I didn't mean that. โ
But since he will be consulted and will stop when he is rejected, there should be no problem, right?
And except for Xie Shuyun, he really can't find a suitable person.
"Yes," Chi Qingtai took a deep breath, already making up his mind, "Xie Shuyun, I accept your proposal." โ
"Are you sure?" Xie Shu raised his eyes lazily.
"I'm sure, if you, then I agree."
He believed in Xie Shuyan's character, and if further behavior was destined during the hug, he would rather that person be Xie Shuyan.
Ji Qingtai has read a survey report before, which said that the average age of men in the world for the first time is under 20, and his age has been seriously delayed.
It's just that kind of thing, and it's not a big deal.
Chi Qingtai had done enough psychological construction, but when he saw Xie Shu's forearm exposed, he still couldn't help but feel his heart beat faster.
Xie Shuyan stretched out his right hand towards him: "I look forward to your performance." โ
Chi Qingtai: "......"
Don't act like a talent show.
Although the process was difficult, the matter was finally resolved.
Chi Qingtai glanced up at Xie Shuyi, who didn't get his handshake and had already turned around and went upstairs.
"Xie Shuyun," Chi Qingtai called out to him.
Xie Shuxian stood at the top of the stairs and looked at him with lowered eyes: "Anything else?" โ
Chi Qingtai raised his head and said:
"Hug it. ()โ
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"That's last week's amount." After Chi Qingtai finished speaking, he hugged Xie Shuyan.
Xie Shuyun was more than half a head taller than him, and now he was standing one step higher than him, and Chi Qingtai's head was just buried in his chest.
Just hugging and hugging, Ji Qingtai found that his stomach suddenly touched a strange thing.
The location......
Chi Qingtai raised his head in disbelief: "Xie Shu, you-"
"Don't you want to hug?" The latter looked at him as if nothing had happened, putting one hand in his pocket and looking down at him, "Why don't you continue?" โ
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Who can hold it up in this way.
"I suddenly felt that there was no such urgency." Chi Qingtai's ears were hot, and Xie Shuyan pushed away, and rushed back to the room without looking back.
The first thing he did when he got back was to lock the door, then he closed the window again, and then he casually unbuttoned his shirt and went into the shower to shower.
When he washed a certain part, Chi Qingtai was suddenly stunned.
As if he had thrown away something dirty, he quickly rinsed off the bubbles on his body and returned to his room wrapped in a bath towel.
As he lay on the bed, he finally couldn't help but blush.
Chi Qingtai suddenly remembered that Xie Shuyun had been very strange a few times before, that time he fought free fighting, and that time he swam......
Maybe this wasn't the first time he had come across that place, but he didn't know that Xie Shuyan had a strong need before, so he didn't think about it over there.
Can ...... now
Ji Qingtai pulled the quilt over his head and forced himself not to think about the mess.
But even if he didn't think about it, things were firmly engraved into his head.
After that, every time he saw Xie Shuyan, he was vigilant enough, and he was worried that the other party would take the opportunity to do something to him.
He didn't even have to hug much, and only when he couldn't help it anymore did he pick up the trouble to find Xie Shuyun during the day.
Fortunately, Xie Shuyan didn't go to work today, sitting on the sofa and playing games.
Taking advantage of the other party's focus on the game, Chi Qingtai leaned over and hugged him.
It is like a vigilant stray cat, obviously super eager to get close to humans, but as soon as humans show the slightest thought of touching it, he immediately raises his head and makes it look like he is about to run away at any time.
After coming back and forth like this several times, Xie Shuyan was so upset that he pulled the person closer to his arms.
Ji Qingtai: !!
The sudden contact startled him, and he reflexively wanted to run.
"Don't move," Xie Shuyun wrapped his arms around his body, and pressed the handle with both hands around the front, "I entered the monster's territory and let me finish beating this boss." โ
Chi Qingtai was still a little nervous, but he was relieved to find that the other party was indeed playing a game.
He found a comfortable position to lie down and watched Xie Shu play a game.
"Do you still play games?" Chi Qingtai was a little surprised.
"Occasionally," Xie Shu's voice came from behind him, "I only come in when I want to fight monsters." โ
Fighting monsters?
Soon he knew what Xie Shuyun was referring to.
The protagonist of the game rides a motorcycle through the tundra terrain, unknowingly
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Two black footprints suddenly appeared on the screen, and Chi Qingtai was so frightened that he trembled.
"Don't be afraid." Xie Shu took the time to rub his head, as if to appease.
Chi Qingtai didn't answer, just silently held his breath.
The plot continued, and the next moment, a series of humanoid black shadows suddenly appeared on the screen hanging in the sky, getting closer and closer to him in the weird music, and then quickly grabbed his shoulders in an instant.
A large amount of tar overflowed from the character's feet, and a pair of black hands climbed up his body.
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Chi Qingtai closed his eyes in fright: "Why don't you hide?" โ
Xie Shuyun: "The mechanism of this monster is to be captured to see the big boss." โ
After saying that, the protagonist is washed away by tar, the ruins float in the tar sea, and there are pitch-black monsters crawling out in the distance.
Xie Shulazy changed his previous lazy appearance, quickly mobilized the dial, and took out the grenade: "Bang-"
The grenade hit the monster's head, and the blood mist splattered, and a blood bar appeared on the monster's head, howling and rushing up.
After some time, the lion and octopus-shaped monster were finally destroyed, the tar under their feet dissipated, the sky cleared, and a pile of golden crystals burst out on the ground.
It's over?
Chi Qingtai's nerves were a little tense: "This is the monster you want to fight?" โ
Xie Shuyun said yes, and then explained to him while manipulating the character to pick up crystals: "Players may be afraid of monsters at the beginning, but later they will deliberately fight monsters to collect crystals." โ
Ji Qingtai commented: "It feels quite interesting. โ
"Want to play?" Xie Shuyun handed him the handle.
Chi Qingtai took the handle: "I'll give it a try." โ
Xie Shuyun marked a route for him, and said, "I play in very hard mode, if you are not used to it, you can lower the difficulty." โ
"It's fine." Chi Qingtai's joystick has been played.
The delivery man got on the motorcycle and drove along the established road to make the delivery.
When the car drove halfway up the mountain, small red skulls appeared on the map.
Xie Shuyun reminded him: "I entered the BT territory. โ
As soon as he finished speaking, the motorcycle was stopped in mid-air by a strange force, and the monster found him.
The monsters in the very hard mode are so strong that they are perverted, and it is so simple to see Xie Shu fight lazily, and you can only know how fast the monster is when you play it yourself. The first time Chi Qingtai died, a big crater was blown up on the map, and he was also dragged into the sea.
The second time he was blown up at the last minute.
It wasn't until the third time that he brought enough weapons and finally cleared the level in one go.
When the sky cleared, Chi Qingtai's tense nerves finally relaxed. He picked up the crystal, looked up and saw that half an hour had passed.
The game is fun, but it takes too much time, and Chi Qingtai vaguely gives birth to some guilt, put
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Xie Shuyi: "Go on and drive the car to the port." โ
Chi Qingtai glanced at the map, and it was less than a kilometer away from the destination, so he picked up the handle and continued to play. At this time, he had not yet withdrawn from the crisis surrounded by monsters, and his body was a little tense.
He steered his motorcycle over the top of the mountain, and the road in front of him turned downhill. As he drove past a place, soothing music suddenly sounded.
"Look up."
Xie Shuyi reminded him.
A sea suddenly appeared in front of Chi Qingtai's eyes, and a port was quietly moored by the sea, which made people feel at ease in an instant.
Looking at the scene in front of him, Chi Qingtai seemed to go back to the time when Xie Shuyu asked him to look up at the aurora when they were traveling in Iceland.
"Still playing?" Xie Shuyi asked him.
"Nope." Chi Qingtai returned the handle, but the person did not get up.
In all fairness, Xie Shula's body is very comfortable to lean on, not soft or hard, like a large cushion.
Reason told him that he should leave, but the body was addicted to this lazy feeling and was reluctant to leave.
It wasn't until a few seconds later that Ji Qingtai sensed that something was wrong and jerked his head up.
Xie Shuyi played the game calmly, as if nothing had happened.
Again?
Chi Qingtai got up and wanted to leave, but was dragged back by Xie Shuyan and just sat down.
Chi Qingtai's whole person was not good, and he hurriedly struggled: "You let go of me." โ
"Shhhh Xie Shu wrapped his arms around his body and said in a miserable tone, "You have hugged me so many times, I can't ask for too much, right?" โ
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Chi Qingtai gritted his teeth: "You'd better just hug it." โ
Ten seconds later, Chi Qingtai kicked Xie Shu with red ears, and couldn't bear it: "Is this the only thing you think about?" โ
Xie Shuyun: "What's the matter?" โ
Chi Qingtai: "It's definitely not normal for you to be so frequent, it's better to take a look at the andrology department." โ
Xie Shuyan: "That's why I didn't promise you before." โ
High-sounding, Chi Qingtai snorted coldly: "Then why didn't I?" โ
Xie Shu was curious: "Not once?" โ
"Not once." Ji Qingtai did not hesitate.
After being silent for a while, Xie Shu said quietly: "Otherwise, let's go and take a look at the andrology department." โ
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Chi Qingtai couldn't bear it anymore, kicked Xie Shulan and ran away.!
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