123 The Past

There is nothing to clean up in the hospital, Rao is so, and it is already midday when he goes to the hospital. Chen Wengang got into the car, Huo Niansheng opened the car door for him in advance, and went around to the other side by himself. He should have been flattered, he didn't expect that this Young Master Huo would have the heart to accompany him to seek medical treatment in person. The driver held the steering wheel and said hello to the employer.

Huo Niansheng glanced at Chen Wengang: "Let's go."

Yesterday, the driver went to the dock area to return the rented house, and brought Chen Wengang's things over - in fact, there are not many, the basin and tooth jar are not needed, only a few clothes and personal documents are left, and a 26-inch suitcase is enough to fit.

The scenery on the road regressed, and Chen Wengang inexplicably remembered a winter when he was a child.

He had a high fever for several days, and his father took him to the children's hospital. Most of the children were held in their mothers' arms, and the doctor who saw them subconsciously looked behind the man holding the child: "What about the child's mother? She didn't come? I'm going to ask the child for details. โ€

The fever was too long, the diagnosis was pneumonia, and my father was busy with work and couldn't stay in the hospital every day, so he asked a nurse to take care of him. I remember that the nurses were very gentle with him, and although his parents were not there, they were also taken care of. There was a little nurse with a round face with her hair coiled, who looked very much like the sister next door, and would give him a lollipop every day.

But the impression of hospitalization is still mostly scared, there should be few children who are not afraid to go to the hospital, the dazzling white walls, the smell of disinfectant water wafting everywhere, the cold tin box brought by the nurse, the cold swishing alcohol, and the needle pumped the liquid medicine in and pushed out a string of teardrops......

Chen Wengang remembered that at that time, he had been in the hospital alone for a long time, and he had no idea how long it was, after all, he was young, but he was just looking forward to going home every day, looking forward to his father coming to pick him up, looking forward to not having injections and infusions, looking forward to wearing it, and feeling that he would have to wait for a lifetime.

Private hospitals don't have such a strong smell of disinfectant water.

The main decoration is mainly in warm colors, and the layout is simple and warm, even a bit like a hotel, but the barrier-free facilities are more complete. There was no need to queue up for the examination, and it took an afternoon, and it was done here, and Amanda had already completed the hospitalization procedures over there. When Huo Niansheng asked, "Can you do it alone", this sentence reminded Chen Wengang of his father again. Two completely different people said the same thing in completely different situations. Huo Niansheng left him here to be hospitalized and went back by himself.

In fact, this time it was not a person, when the boss went back, Amanda was still on standby in the hospital. Chen Wengang and her were polite, but there was almost no communication outside of eating and drinking. She only helped with some formalities and so on, and it was the duty of doctors and nurses to take care of him. Huo Niansheng, the assistant, is thoughtful and absolutely businesslike, and will not say more than half an irrelevant word.

Chen Wengang also does not need to talk to anyone

Just chat.

He remained silent most of the time, no matter whether the doctor told him about his illness or injury, or made a treatment plan, he just listened, nodded in agreement, at this age, it is impossible to be afraid of injections and infusions. As for the pain on the โ–กโ–ก, it has become numb.

When the sky darkened, the nurse brought a light hospital meal.

The ward is a high-class suite, with two bedrooms and one living room, and for safety reasons, the door is not locked, and the windows in the room can only be opened by one slit.

But there are a lot of things to pass the time in the house, and the entertainment facilities are complete. There are large-screen color TVs, game consoles and cassettes, a small bookshelf with classic books and some popular books, and various magazines with regular subscriptions.

The dim darkness of the sky engulfed the silhouettes of these objects. After a while, it was completely dark and I couldn't see clearly. The cutlery was put back at the door, and Chen Wengang curled up in the single sofa. He felt the process of his vision sinking into darkness little by little.

After all the examinations, the doctor sentenced him to another sentence for the loss of vision, permanent damage to the eyeball of the right eyeball, only a little bit of light is better than nothing, recovery is impossible, the best result is left, just hope to save the existing vision of the left eye.

This is a fact that Chen Wengang has long accepted, but after Huo Niansheng heard it, he chased the doctor to ask many questions. Chen Wengang leaned against the corridor and touched the handrail by the wall, and he had an urge to stop asking him during the whole process.

He didn't want to see or hear any more expressions, tones, and voices that didn't give up.

Like a building that has destroyed its foundation, it is crumbling, and anyone who sees it knows that it can no longer be restored. With such an obvious situation, why do you keep asking? It's not enough to know that there is no hope, so what's the use of asking more?

When Huo Niansheng left, Chen Wengang stood behind the curtain and watched him leave the ward building.

The tall back went farther and farther away, gradually becoming a black dot.

Chen Wengang suddenly felt sad, and said in his heart that he didn't know what to do.

The nurse almost tripped as she pushed the cart through the door, thinking there was no one in the house.

She patted her chest and turned on the light, Chen Wengang took the medicine from her hand, drank the water, and she helped him check the wound on his face.

He knew that there were many people in the world who were physically disabled and strong-willed. Not more than him, not less than him. But the so-called life is that no one and no one can replace each other. Compared with distant inspirational stories, Chen Wengang can only see the scope of tomorrow and the day after tomorrow.

Next week is a little bit more, next month, next year...... It's impossible to imagine where he'll be doing then. There is an old saying that saving the emergency does not help the poor, when he was stuck in the quagmire, Huo Niansheng unexpectedly pulled him. And then that

Sentence - and then what?

Two days later, Huo Niansheng came to the hospital again and pushed the door open, but the ward was empty. Amanda rushed to hear the news and told her boss, "Mr. Chen is out for a walk at this time." Huo Niansheng didn't take the elevator and walked downstairs slowly. The floor of the ward is not high, only the fourth floor.

It's late autumn, and the sky outside is a metallic, cool white hue, divided into irregular patterns by the branches of the trees. The leaves were about to fall off, and only the trunks of the trees stood sparsely at the water's edge. The water level of the lake is not high, and the water and trees show a solemn artistic conception.

Huo Niansheng saw Chen Wengang by the lake, it was cold, and he wore a white knitted cardigan over his blue and white striped hospital gown.

A nurse was talking to him, and Chen Wengang turned his face and replied.

When Huo Niansheng walked over, his leather shoes stepped on the wooden plank road, making a gurgling sound.

The two looked at each other at the same time.

The nurse smiled at Mr. Huo, said a few words of greeting and left, while Chen Wengang was still sitting on the bench and turned his head to look at him. Huo Niansheng sat down on his left, with a distance of one person in between: "Zheng Baoqiu has been asking about you everywhere recently." Chen Wengang paused for a long time, seemed to be considering his words, and spoke slowly: "You told her that I was here?" Huo Niansheng asked in turn: "Do you want me to tell her, or don't tell her?"

"If you haven't said it yet, don't do it." Chen Wengang turned back, "Don't give her my current number." Huo Niansheng crossed his legs and put his arms on the back of the chair: "Why didn't you even say it? I remember you were on good terms. Chen Wengang looked at the ground in front of his feet fixedly, and pulled a far-fetched reason: "It's just that I don't want her to worry about it." He was so stubborn, Huo Niansheng couldn't help but glance over, Chen Wengang held his hands in front of his chest, and pulled his cardigan inside.

His thin shoulders were shrunk, the back of his white hand was covered with clear blue veins, and the back of his other hand was scarred. Like the dead tree in front of him, he presents a sense of lifelessness, silently blending into the silent background.

Huo Niansheng looked at those Taoist trees, and in the spring of the next year, most of them will send out new shoots, ushering in a green summer. But there are also individual ones that may wither, and those that die will be eliminated, dug up, and planted with new trees to replenish them. He slid his gaze to the right, and half of Chen Wengang's face facing him was bathed in the watery skylight. Huo Niansheng thought back quietly, as if he had never seen a look of resentment on this face.

Even when he saw him at his worst - Huo Niansheng remembered that under the bridge cave, Chen Wengang was hiding in the shadows, and a pair of eyes looked at him, that look made Huo Niansheng always dream recently, and he still remembered every bit of overwhelmed brittleness that flowed out of it

Weak and lonely.

But there is no hatred, unwillingness, and bitterness, and these darkest emotions in human nature seem to have never been related to the person in front of them. Chen Wengang didn't wait for him to speak, he glanced at Huo Niansheng again. Huo Niansheng put Erlang's legs down and suddenly turned his body sideways.

In Chen Wengang's impression, this son-in-law always had a kind of senselessness and ridicule on his face, as if he didn't care about anyone, and no one could get into his eyes, thinking about it, Huo Niansheng suddenly approached him a little, as if he was going to taunt him in the next moment.

However, he only sighed: "Does it still hurt?"

Chen Wengang was stunned for a moment and didn't know how to answer.

The cold wind whipped two or three yellow leaves to the foot of the bench. The wind in the late autumn season already has the meaning of chilling, and the hand that covers the face is particularly warm - and in Huo Niansheng's gaze, there are also some temperatures that people can't face up.

That hand twisted into Chen Wengang's earlobe, he suddenly woke up, shook his head, and blocked Huo Niansheng's hand.

"Does it hurt or doesn't hurt?" Huo Niansheng asked, "It seemed to be a little suppurative before, but now it looks a little better."

"It's all right." Chen Wengang became cramped and stiff because of his concern, "It doesn't hurt if you don't touch it usually."

He had retreated to the end of the bench, and if he pushed it back, he was about to fall. Huo Niansheng stretched out his hand to grab him, and as soon as he stretched out his hand, Chen Wengang stood up. Then he realized that his reaction was a little intense, and Huo Niansheng stood up with him, but he didn't say anything.

The two of them were silent at the same time, and walked forward along the lakeside plank road one after the other.

When he came to the end, Chen Wengang hesitated for a moment before he spoke: "When will I be discharged from the hospital?" Huo Niansheng laughed when he heard this: "You ask me? Shouldn't you listen to the doctor, what did the doctor say?" Chen Wengang lowered his gaze and looked down: "I didn't say anything else, I just said that I would observe for a few more days." Huo Niansheng raised his eyebrows: "What's the hurry, what's the matter, you have enough to live here?" A wry smile tugged at Chen Wengang's lips: "It's not my turn to say this."

When he was a child, he lived in a children's hospital, and he remembers that there were three or four children crammed into one ward, and it was still overcrowded, and it was difficult to find a bed. That is, private hospitals where money knocks on the door, so that the door is always open, as long as they can afford to pay the bills, the doctors and nurses have no opinion.

The premise is that someone is willing to pay the bills for him.

Chen Wengang lowered his head.

But Huo Niansheng didn't care about burning money: "For the sake of insurance, it's better to stay for a while, at least everything is convenient here."

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Wen Gang suddenly stopped and looked up at him: "How much does it cost me to stay in this ward for a day?"

Huo Niansheng smiled and said, "So you're worried that I can't afford it? That's not all. โ€

Chen Wengang whispered: "No, I want to calculate how much money I should pay you back in the future."

Huo Niansheng patted him on the back: "Who said you should pay it back."

On a cold day, Chen Wengang was a little sweaty on his back, and the places he touched seemed to feel hot through his clothes.

However, after Huo Niansheng finished speaking, there was no follow-up, he seemed to be deliberate, but he dragged it out and didn't talk about the conditions behind it, and he couldn't go up or down. Compared with temptation, Chen Wengang even had the impulse to ask him directly, and then, what did he plan to do with himself?

These days, the first thing he opens his eyes every day is that he is at a loss for his situation.

Alone, like a sandbar in the water, there is no way to go in all directions, and there is no object to discuss and confide in. His future was in Huo Niansheng's hands, but the other party's casual attitude and ambiguous answer didn't seem to give him any answer.

The lake in the hospital is beautiful, although the sun is not shining, but the scenery has a different taste, Huo Niansheng walked with him for another hour.

He looked very gentlemanly and sent Chen Wengang back to the ward before leaving.

Chen Wengang was lying on the bed, with his back to the door, his arm on his pillow, this time he didn't go to the window to see Huo Niansheng again, but the back that was fading away always appeared in his mind. It was difficult for him to guess the purpose of Huo Niansheng's coming to the hospital, just to take a look at him.

Suddenly, Chen Wengang got up and got out of bed and walked to the window. There was only one staff member squatting in the open space in front of the building to clear the weeds.

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Huo Niansheng visited about two or three times a week, and as for the rest of the time, Chen Wengang didn't know what he was doing. Asking me directly is undoubtedly a loss of boundary, and from the mouth of the assistant lady, there is no possibility of knocking on the side.

During her hospitalization, Amanda stayed with him at all times.

Of course, Chen Wengang has never called her confidently, and he rarely even bothers her when something troubles. After all, he is not qualified to command others, so her work here is actually very easy, and most of the time she only needs to report the situation to Huo Niansheng.

Once Chen Wengang heard her on the phone, holding up his mobile phone to repeat the doctor's original words, talking about the condition of his eyes.

He pretended not to hear, turned away, and went for a walk by the lake again.

To tell the truth, before this, Chen Wengang had always thought that Huo Niansheng would not be interested in small fish and shrimp like him

ใ€‚ Or maybe not even the impression

It must be deep.

To say that the deal is actually still fought. And Chen Wengang remembered that he had known Huo Niansheng since he was in elementary school, and the first time they met was the Zheng family banquet, but over the years, the other party has changed a lot, and things that are too long ago seem to be meaningless to mention again. When he became an adult, he only had the impression that the other party was a famous playboy in the city, living a drunken and frivolous life.

That's all.

It's not that I haven't thought about why the other party has become like this.

In the years of growing up, these humble thoughts are like winter snow particles, fluttering, and may dissipate before they hit the ground. There is only one thing that is undoubtedly Huo Niansheng is the kind of person who is very different from him and Zheng Yucheng.

Even if they are all big families, there are always differences in family education and door style. The young master of the Huo family was obviously less disciplined, and was connived at by his family. This is unimaginable in the Zheng family, so Zheng Yucheng has always warned Chen Wengang to keep his distance from him, so as not to learn badly.

Of course, Zheng Yucheng's insistence has a lot of selfishness, after all, it is Huo Meijie's nephew and Zheng Maoxun's cousin. It is only natural that he does not like cheap relatives with the surname Huo.

Chen Wengang does not have this level of identity antagonism, he just has the obligation to stand on Zheng Yucheng's side unconditionally, love what he loves, and hate what he hates. used to be because of childhood sweethearts, and later developed into lovers, all of which, needless to say.

It's ridiculous, but what is it now?

Zheng Yucheng was the first to betray him.

Huo Niansheng didn't care about his previous suspicions, the world is unpredictable, who would have thought that there would be such a day.

Chen Wengang realized that his understanding of Huo Niansheng was actually as shallow as paper. It is said that it is an old acquaintance, but it is not an understanding at all. But if you want to say that you don't understand, you always listen to every scandal of the other party in various places as a condiment after tea and dinner.

Speaking of which, compared with Chen Wengang's social circle with little soup and little water, Huo Niansheng's private life is like a rich and colorful - indulging in the wind and moon places, and from time to time he goes out with all kinds of handsome men and beautiful women, because of this, there are both people who envy and people who despise them.

But all this seems to have nothing to do with Huo Niansheng, let the outside world gossip, he just does his own thing. As long as he doesn't break the law, who can control him, can the law judge him to see one and love another, and change people like changing clothes? Chen Wengang couldn't help but think, when Huo Niansheng came to visit the hospital, would he get off which lover's bed with his front foot in his front foot?

This kind of speculation itself has a sense of irresponsibility and malicious speculation, after thinking about it, he will most likely reflect on it, but when he is bored, he still can't control his cranky thoughts, otherwise there is really nothing to kill time.

Although the entertainment equipment in the ward is complete, Chen Wengang can use it

Very little, actually. Because of eye injuries and surgery, you need to limit the time you spend on electronic screens as much as possible, and you hardly use mobile phones unless necessary, and you can only watch TV for a limited time at most.

His main sources of information from the outside world were traditional newspapers and magazines, as well as the small talk of medical staff. Recently, Mr. Chen has developed the habit of listening to the radio.

The local radio station seems to have some kind of entertainment channel, once Chen Wengang tuned the frequency from the music station, and as soon as he switched to this channel, he heard a familiar name pop up in the exaggerated dialogue between the male and female hosts, although he did not name names, it still made his heart skip a beat.

After listening to two more sentences, I realized that they were the new actresses in the breaking news circle.

The male and female hosts have a playful tone, laughing and ridiculing, although they dare to say anything, but they are also smart-minded, in order to avoid eating the lawyer's letter, they specially emphasize that the content is not true, uphold the principle of believe it or not, and the words are "heard and reported to be insiders".

Speaking of the recent people who went in and out of the hotel after accompanying the film, it was a certain Huo Gongzi, a lonely man and widow, who left traces at the door of the hotel late at night. The actress was picked up by capital, and now the spring breeze is proud, the resources are soft, and the process in the middle is guessed by the audience.

Broadcasting is not like a newspaper, not even the photos taken by the candid are published physically, and the pictures are all described by two mouths, but they are more reverie.

Chen Wengang frowned and listened to the whole program before moving on to the next channel.

When the nurse came in, he had turned off the radio, leaning against the window, not knowing what to look at.

This kind of saliva show is actually not worth worrying about, just listen to it, the next time Huo Niansheng came, everything was still as usual. Just looking at the way he talked to the attending doctor, Chen Wengang still felt a strange sense of strangeness and separation in his heart.

Knowing people and knowing faces but not hearts, how much can you know about a person, and which side of him do you know? What the attending doctor explained to Huo Niansheng was nothing more than the course of the illness that Amnda had already relayed. I don't know what to hear, he already knows a rough idea, and he will go to the hospital in person, and he will listen to it again in detail.

If you only talk about the wounds on your face, you are naturally already in the process of healing. But the scars left behind will not go away on their own, and they still look shocking, which is also something that cannot be helped. Doctors recommend that plastic repair work be considered after a few months.

As you can imagine, it's a long and big project, and it's not sure how many surgeries will be done, only how expensive it will be.

Chen Wengang actually ruled out this option in his heart for the first time.

For some reason, he only felt that he was lacking in interest, and he was not interested in how far his appearance could be repaired. extremely

Huo Niansheng showed more enthusiasm for this than himself, and went to the dean's office to talk for a long time before returning to the ward. Chen Wengang sat curled up on the sofa, pretending to be reading a magazine, but in fact, he read a passage over and over again, but never understood the literal meaning.

His mind was tied to the sound of the door opening, closing the door, the footsteps gradually approached, Chen Wengang raised his gaze a little, two centimeters above the book, but not to the extent of looking directly at the visitor, until a pair of shiny leather shoes broke in and paused in front of him.

Then the side sank, and Huo Niansheng also sat down on the sofa: Working so hard, doesn't it mean that you have to rest your eyes more? Chen Wengang smiled: "It's okay to watch it for a while, otherwise it's boring, and you can't never use it again in the future." Huo Niansheng leaned back in a comfortable position, and then he asked, "Do you want to have repair surgery?" Chen Wengang sighed in his heart, he had already expected this question. He shook his head.

Huo Niansheng asked: "Why don't you want to? Afraid of pain?"

Chen Wengang looked at him and made a draft in his heart. Just before he could speak, Huo Niansheng said "oh" again: "I know, it's 'I don't want to spend your money' and I don't want to cause trouble, isn't it?" If you ask such a question, you must say that you don't want to.

He leaned forward and looked a little more serious: Think about it, okay? Chen Wengang was dumbfounded for a while.

During the days of getting along, no matter whether the other party laughed and scolded or spoke coldly, he was used to it. However, Huo Niansheng suddenly showed such a rare solemn look, there was a kind of pressure that made people unable to say no, Chen Wengang's mind was swollen, and he could only follow him.

โ€ฆโ€ฆ Good.

Huo Niansheng sneered and took out a lighter from his pocket: You said that you are a person, is this soft or hard? There is no need to refute, Chen Wengang laughed at himself lightly: "I can clearly carry whose food I am eating now." The ward is non-smoking, and Huo Niansheng took the lighter just to play, and the metal lid opened and closed, and a cluster of jumping flames appeared.

He suddenly laughed, glanced at Chen Wengang, and put the lighter back in his pocket: "Okay, there is growth. Compared to being blind and clear, I like this attitude of knowing the current affairs.

Chen Wengang was in a calm mood, but he did not feel offended.

The sunset hung in the sky, no longer dazzling power, but the sea of clouds burned mightily, the oblique light shone into the room, and every piece of furniture was plated with a layer of quiet red, silent. Huo Niansheng didn't know why that day, he hadn't left at this point in time.

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Chen Wengang didn't want to drive him away, on the contrary, he somewhat hoped that the other party would make an exception and stay a little longer.

It's also good to have someone to talk to.

In fact, it is also very strange that before he really got to know this person, he had unconsciously developed a dependence on the other party. Or as Chen Wengang himself admitted, he can indeed only rely on Huo Niansheng in all aspects now, eating people with a short mouth and being soft on people.

But for Huo Niansheng, even if the other party is notorious, there is still something different. At least Chen Wengang couldn't imagine that he would show his weakness to anyone else like this.

Yes, weakness.

The word was like a bubble suddenly rising from the bottom of the water, and it suddenly surfaced, and slowly became clear in his heart.

Chen Wengang hugged his knees, he faced his heart in the blood-red sunset, and it was also the first time to examine the past after being injured. Even if he assumes that he is facing Zheng Yucheng, who has never betrayed, he is never willing to let the other party see the unbearable and hurt he has suffered.

From childhood to adulthood, he was always the excellent one.

Putting in ten times and a hundred times the effort, just in exchange for a compliment from others, he also did it, and did it well, so he became extremely intolerable to imperfect himself, which may be a kind of vanity, but ruining these is equivalent to ruining everything in his past.

And Huo Niansheng is a good person, he looks down on no one, and he looks down on everyone equally.

So every time he was stared at by those peach blossom eyes that were sneering and smiling, Chen Wengang suddenly felt funny, maybe because of this, he would be seen through by the other party no matter what, so subconsciously, it made people feel that there was no need to pretend anymore.

What's more, in front of this person, the most unbearable and embarrassing appearance has been exposed. The other party has seen everything, everything is clear, and he already knows how he fell into the mud and struggled all over the mud, no matter how ugly it is, where can he see it?

Perhaps because of the right atmosphere, Chen Wengang asked Huo Niansheng directly for the first time: "Why do you want to help me?"

Huo Niansheng still didn't answer positively: "What do you think?" Am I not like a person who loves to do good deeds?"

Chen Wengang gave him a faint smile: "I can't see it. Do you think I'm pitiful?"

Huo Niansheng smiled and said, "Then I didn't." You just think I really like to do good deeds. โ€

Chen Wengang didn't bother with him: "It's been several times, and you always say that I'm high. In fact, I was not convinced, I felt that like me since I was a child, many people's eyes grew on me, just waiting to count how much I took advantage of, many times it was not I wanted to be like this, but what could I do if I was not like this. It's just that now I find that it is possible

Or are you more right.

Huo Niansheng motioned for him to continue.

Chen Wengang stared at the coaster on the coffee table: "I remember a few years ago, you said something like asking me to think about what I wanted as soon as possible, which is probably what I meant, I didn't listen to it at the time, and I always thought you were laughing at me. As a result, you see, I really got so miserable, as if sooner or later it was going to be fulfilled.

When he mentioned this, Huo Niansheng didn't seem to expect it, and was silent for a short time without speaking. After a while, he spoke: "You misunderstood, I didn't mean anything bad about you. I won't talk about it anymore. โ€

Chen Wengang looked at him sideways, the sun was setting, the twilight was getting thicker, and the darkness was getting worse and darker, drowning over their bodies little by little. In the hazy veil of night, Huo Niansheng gradually came up, and he got closer and closer to Chen Wengang. The distance between the two was already a bit dangerous, and there was only a fist between the chests and chests.

You can almost feel each other's breathing.

Suddenly there was a knock on the door twice, Chen Wengang reflexively avoided it, Huo Niansheng said come in, and it was Amnda who pushed the door in. She turned on the light in the room and reminded the boss that there was a phone call: "It's lawyer Zhu, I want to discuss with you about those people."

(There is a bit of dispensable character analysis in the speech)

The author has something to say:

In fact, I don't think the author needs to explain the characters separately, otherwise it will be tantamount to a failure in the portrayal. just wrote about this "indulgence in the wind and moon place", although the text has implied that it is a smoke bomb behavior, but considering that some people will skip the order to pick and choose, in order to avoid misreading, I still say a few more words to give him a name

Regarding the character setting of Huo Niansheng, it is not that the author asked him to forcibly "pseudo-prodigal", but that it is only reasonable if it is so. Lao Huo suffered a loss in the relationship between the sexes in his early years, and was framed by his cousins, and after he chose to go abroad, how could he be promiscuous? If that's the case, the first character is too new, not in line with his heart-eyed character, and a small stumble is not repaid

I want to fall again. The second is too low, so easy to give up on yourself, just when something doesn't go well, you are driven by instinctive desire and can't control the lower half of your body, but all such people are just making excuses for wanting to slide. If it is such a low character, how could he make those actions that he later had deep feelings for Chen Wengang, and this character will be completely separated.

Of course, as for Lao Huo's deliberate laissez-faire and disregard for his reputation, it was his passive confrontation with the "family reputation" that other Huo family members tried to maintain. He won't do useless self-evidence when he encounters something, because self-certification is difficult and very passive, he is precocious, and he saw through this when he was very young, so when he was framed, if he didn't get the trust he deserved, and he didn't get respect, he would rather choose

Choose extreme means to drag the other party into the water. Everyone is not a perfect character, on the one hand, he is happy to be revenge, on the other hand, the side effect is that he is not only misunderstood by outsiders, but also by those who want to be close.