The only extravagant hope is verse 139

Sang Li's heart finally calmed down, and the bottom of his heart instantly turned over the river and the sea.

Fan Manzhi actually knew her home's address, and she still didn't give up, so she sent someone over to deliver these gifts......

Lian Yuzhu looked at Sang Li: "Tiantian, you have been sullen these days, is it because of the matter with Xiao Ye?" ”

Sang Li was stunned: "What did they tell you?" She has something to ask me for, why did she come to talk to you......"

She didn't want to tell Lian Yuzhu about those things, she just didn't want her to feel uncomfortable, but Fan Manzhi actually came to the door directly, clearly wanting to do things to the end.

"Tiantian, I already know everything."

Lian Yuzhu regretted bitterly: "You and Ono should be separated." ”

Sang Li froze, and the tip of her nose was sour: "Grandma, why do you say that, you obviously know that Kuang Ye and I like each other......"

"But people have made it very clear that you are not suitable."

Tears rolled in Sang Li's eyes, and the anger that had been suppressed for a long time surged up: "What do you mean inappropriate? Did they do such a thing and ask Kuang Ye? I'm going to ask Kuang Ye if he thinks we're a good fit! ”

Sang Li trembled and wanted to make a call, but Lian Yuzhu came over and snatched her mobile phone, angry and heartbroken:

"Tiantian, don't mess around!"

"What do you call me fooling around? They forced me to leave......"

"Tiantian, do you have to say some things so ugly?! People just can't look down on you, they can't look down on our family, why don't you understand! ”

Sang Li's throat was sour: "Grandma, I will work hard to study to become excellent, I really don't have such a bad ......"

She will work hard and stand by Kwongye's side, as long as she is given a few more years......

Lian Yuzhu's eyes were red: "Tiantian, look at our conditions, we live in a mud house in the countryside, people live in a big villa in the city, run a company, how much money do we make a year, how can we be worthy of the Kuang family?" ”

Even Yuzhu held her hand, and her heart was like a knife: "Silly child, we can't have no self-esteem at all." ”

Chapter 65

The daylight is hidden behind the hills, the afterglow is swallowed up by the night, and the faint stars are sprinkled in the dark sky, and the moon is nowhere to be found.

The summer breeze was slowly blowing, and Sang Li hugged her knees and sat alone on the grass in the backyard, her back was small.

After a long time, Xu Xiao came over and sat down next to her.

She saw Sang Li's face on her knees, her cheeks were stained with tears, her apricot eyes were lowered, and she couldn't find a trace of life.

"Tiantian, even grandma told me just now......"

Since Sang Jing's death, Xu Xiao has never seen her so sad and sad, and her heart is also painful: "I'll just say why you are in such a bad mood these days, why did you suffer so much grievance and didn't tell me." ”

Xu Xiao thought of what happened to Sangli, and was furious: "You and Kuang Ye are good together, and they were finally admitted to Yunda together, why did his grandmother interfere with the relationship between the two of you?" And she didn't agree with her going to her grandson and saying, what's the matter if you are forced to leave secretly! I thought it was a clichΓ© plot in the TV series that gave her 555 leaves! ”

The more Xu Xiao said, the more angry he became: "Lili, I'll accompany you to Yunxuan!" I'll go to his grandmother for justice! ”

Sang Li shook her head and took her hand: "Xiaoxiao......"

Xu Xiao's eyes were also red: "I'm just angry for you, Tiantian, you are so good, you are the best girl I have ever seen, you and Kuang Ye are also a good match, why does Grandma Kuang Ye disagree with you being together, is she ...... have no vision"

Xu Xiao was angry, but she also knew that she really couldn't do anything, She wiped her tears with a tissue for Sang Li, and her mouth was so angry: "Then what do you think now?" Are you really planning to leave? ”

"Can I stay......"

Fan Manzhi had good words on her mouth, saying that she was giving her a chance to choose, but did she really have the right to choose?

Even though she has always given herself the courage to go to Kuang Ye, but as soon as she touched her hand, she found that everything was in a flash.

She was not qualified to fight at all.

"Aunt Song and Uncle Kwong can't help me, and I don't want to make my grandmother sad, is there anything I can do......"

She was like a boat trying to sail to the other side in the face of strong winds and waves, alone and powerless.

"But what if you tell Kuang Ye?"

Sang Li's eyes were sour: "I don't want Kuang Ye to make a choice for me." ”

With her understanding of Kuang Ye's character, if he knew about it, he would definitely make a fuss, and he would not hesitate to give up everything to fight against his family, and now Kuang Ye finally started to open up with his family, if she broke up with her family again, she couldn't bear it, and would rather choose to leave by herself.

She didn't want to see him angry at her for being so uncomfortable, even if her departure would hurt him a lot, but it would certainly hurt less than anything else.

She hopes that between her and the family, he can lose her less important.

Sang Li's eyes slid into tears: "Xiaoxiao, do you know, after I was with Kuang Ye, I heard a lot of discussions, and many people said that I was not worthy of Kuang Ye's ......"

Since the relationship between the two became public, Sang Li has heard a lot of gossip, not only in the dance institution, but also between classmates intentionally or unintentionally to her ears, as well as other people's posts on the school website talking about her, many words are harsh and ugly.

"It's because I've been hypnotizing myself not to care about the opinions of the outside world, deceiving myself, and I have to wait for Grandma Kuang Ye to come to the door to see the reality......"

Maybe what Fan Manzhi said is right, without her, Kuang Ye will also meet better and better ones, and meet those who like more.

Why should she expect to be the only one he was exceptive?

Sang Li looked up at the sky, his eyes were sour: "On the night of the Chinese New Year's play, Kuang Ye and I came here to sit, he accompanied me to see the scenery, I chatted with him about when I was a child, I really want to go back to that time......"

She said that she still remembers the days when he accompanied her home, he helped her grandmother tidy up the front yard, climbed the roof to repair tiles, accompanied her to catch fish, went to the plum blossom forest to take pictures, played with the children, chatted with her grandmother in the living room, and in the house, he said she couldn't help but want to hug her......

After her mother left, she didn't seem to be so happy in a long time.

It was Kuang Ye who sewed up her broken heart, made her let go of her guard against people again, let her be healed, warmed, and loved, and made her look forward to the future again.

Except for his mother and grandmother, no one loves her as much as he does.

Sang Li looked at Xu Xiao, her eyes were red, and the tip of her nose was sour: "Xiaoxiao, I really like Kuang Ye, but why in the eyes of others, I can only see that we are not a good match......

Xu Xiao hugged her distressedly, and also shed tears, and the words of comfort became pale and weak.

The first love of the young is sincere and pure, and for the first time in this world, people give their hearts unreservedly, but everyone is like a baby who has just walked, stumbling, accidentally breaking his head and bleeding, bruised all over his body, and hurting all over his body.

At night, when Sang Li and Lian Yuzhu were sleeping together, Lian Yuzhu held Sang Li's hand and sighed:

"Tiantian, don't be angry with your grandmother, your grandmother is for your good."

Pantothenic acid at the tip of Sang Li's nose, "I know." ”

Lian Yuzhu held Sangli in her arms, patted her shoulder distressedly, and after a long time, she said: "Forget it, separate from Ono." ”

Parting from Kuang Ye is the only way to go.

Outside, the night was vast, and the surroundings were dark, and everything was immersed in the dark deep sea, and there was no light to catch.

Mulberry leaned on Lian Yuzhu's shoulder, closed her eyes, and tears slipped down.

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In the next few days, Lu Lidu sent someone to pick up Sangli to go to the city, go through various procedures through the relationship expedited processing, and take the exam.

Sang Li is like a soulless marionette, obediently doing what he is told.

After the formalities were taken care of during the day, she was sent home at night, and she was left alone in her room, not saying anything.

She looked at the photos with Kuang Ye over and over again, listened to his voice messages over and over again, and looked at their chat records, as if a robot wanted to implant these into the deepest memory of the brain.

She wept until she dried up.

Sang Li delayed the time to return to Yunxuan on the grounds that she wanted to accompany Lian Yuzhu more, and she no longer took the initiative to contact Kuang Ye, and also reduced the frequency of calls.

But he can't be suspicious, every time he looks for her, she responds, and every time a boy's message pops up, her emotions will fluctuate like a pool of stagnant water, and then fall into a new round of bitterness and sadness.

After everything was taken care of, at the end of August, Sangli was ready to fly back to Yunxuan.

The night before she went back, she received a call from Fan Manzhi, the other party spoke in a close tone, as if nothing had happened, saying that she would hold a birthday banquet in Yunhui tomorrow, and let her participate in it when she came back.

Lying on the bed, she received a call from Kuang Ye.

"Come back tomorrow?" He asked.

Sang Li suppressed her emotions and hummed softly: "It just so happened that grandma invited me to her birthday banquet." ”

Because the headquarters of Chuanghui Group is in Yunhui, and Fan Manzhi is the previous chairman, her birthday banquet was held in Yunhui this time.

At that end, Kuang Ye asked in a low voice: "You are willing to come back for grandma's birthday banquet, don't you want me at all?" ”

Sang Li suppressed the sour words and said, "What do you have to think." ”

The other one smiled, "You come back and wait." ”

He asked her why she had been so busy lately, and she always felt that her mood was not high, and Sangli said that the village had been doing various things recently, and she had to help during the day, and she had no strength when she got home.

"If only I had gone back, you wouldn't have been so tired."

She wiped her tears when she heard this, and her voice tightened: "It's okay, I'm already busy." ”

Kuang Ye hooked his lips and smiled: "When grandma celebrates her birthday, the day after tomorrow, we will get rich and six of us go out to play together, didn't you say that you would buy a lot of things for military training at the beginning of school?" I'll accompany you to buy, and when the time comes, we'll go on a trip before school starts, where do you want to go, just the two of us, Lao Tzu will definitely not disturb people this time. ”

Kuang Ye on the other end didn't know what was going on.

He still thought that they could go to Yunshu University together, he was still planning the start of school, and he was still so happy and full of expectations......

Sang Li only answered vaguely, hung up the phone without holding on, covered her face with a quilt, and shed tears.

She felt like she had been hit with a blunt object, and the pain was beyond words.

She can not feel sorry for herself, but what about Kuang Ye......

He liked her for so long, chased her for so long, and after she promised to be with him, he was so happy every day, and he said that he would always be by her side, but how sad would he be if he knew that she was leaving......

Sang Li curled up, sobbing and weeping.

Outside the door, even the raindrops listened to it, and they were distressed.

The next day, the weather was overcast and the sun was not visible.

In the morning, Sang Li packed his luggage, and Xu Xiao also came to eat at noon, and the atmosphere at the dinner table was also very low.

After lunch, Sangli had to leave.

Sang Li and Lian Yuzhu hugged for a long time, Lian Yuzhu touched her head, and gently told everything, Sang Li didn't want to make Lian Yuzhu uncomfortable, endured tears, and responded obediently.

Then, Xu Xiao sent Sang Li to the gate of the village.

Xu Xiao hugged her reluctantly: "Tiantian, you have to be good, call me more, you can tell me if you are unhappy, I will accompany you, don't forget me." ”

Sang Li hugged her and asked Xu Xiao to take care of herself.