The only extravagant hope is verse 156
That's why he is like that, in the face of her resolute attitude, he will hate because of love, and now he will be so indifferent to her.
Bitterness overflowed her heart, and she couldn't help asking, "Aunt Zhao, can you let me in for a while?" I just wanted to go in and have a look. ”
Aunt Zhao hesitated and nodded: "It should be okay, this is also your room after all, Miss Sangli, you wait a minute, I'll go get the key." ”
Soon, Aunt Zhao came back and helped her open the door.
Sang Li walked in, like opening a dusty storybook, and in an instant, memories came to her face.
She looked at the furnishings in the room and thought that when she first came, she didn't expect to live in such a beautiful room.
The room was still clean and tidy, as if the six years had been folded up, and she had never left.
Sang Li opened the wardrobe, which still contained the clothes she used to wear, as well as her Jiang Wang's school uniform, and walked to the bed, where there were dolls neatly placed on it, all of which Kuang Ye grabbed him with a crane machine on her eighteenth birthday......
On the table, there were mobile phones, dancing shoes, etc., which were given to her by Kuang Ye, and she saw a cowhide color book that she had never seen before, and picked it up suspiciously, and found that it was a photo album.
There are all kinds of photos taken by Kuang Ye for her, as well as a group photo of them......
Sang Li held the album in his hand, his eyes full of shock.
This album must have been made by Kuang Ye, when did he do it, and how could she never see it......
Was this what he was going to give her......
Kuang Ye is such a boy, but he will do such a careful thing, obviously to please her.
Sang Li held the photo album, her eyes were red, and her eyes fell to the desktop next to her, and she saw the painting that Kuang Ye had painted for her in the villa.
She noticed that the painting had been torn and carefully glued together.
The housekeeper said: "I saw that this was Ono sticking up little by little, and he originally wanted to throw it away, but then he must have been reluctant." ”
Sang Li's hand caressed the sticky marks on the painting, feeling the pain of Kuang Ye at that time, and tears fell from his eyes.
He wrote that "sometimes life is only for a special meeting", but later, she hurt him so hard that he said that he would rather never meet her.
At this time, a nanny came to inform her:
"Miss Sangli, Young Master Xiao Kuang said he went to the garage."
Sang Li answered with tears in her eyes, and asked the housekeeper not to say goodbye to the wilderness, and after she went upstairs to say goodbye to Song Shenglan and Kuang Minghui, she walked out of the villa and got into the car.
Kuang Ye didn't speak, and started the car.
It's like a ruthless driver.
The sports car was slightly fast in the night, and in the window that was only a little open, the cold wind blew in, and the street lamps and lights flickered rhythmically in front of her eyes, causing her to feel up and down.
"Where to stay."
Kuang Ye's voice sounded mixed with the wind.
She came back to her senses, "The Lingjia community is the one next to Times Square. ”
The road conditions were good at night, and it took less than twenty minutes to pass here.
When she was about to arrive, the mobile phone in Sang Li's bag rang, and she connected: "Hey, Ji Huai." ”
"Are you back in the community?"
"It's almost there."
"Yiyi bought fruit and snacks tonight, let me bring you one, I'll give it to you directly downstairs when you get there, I'll go over now."
Ji Huai lives in the same community as her, in different buildings.
"Okay, I'll wait for you downstairs."
Sang Li's words floated to his ears, and Kuang Ye drove the car, with a dark shadow in his eyes.
The red light turned on, and the car turned right and drove into the community.
Sang Li saw that he was going to send him downstairs, and gave him directions: "I'm in Building 10, ...... here."
Finally, the car stopped next to the building.
The surrounding vision is dim, and no one passes by.
Sang Li's red lips pursed lightly: "Thank you for sending me back." ”
Kuang Ye didn't speak, Sang Li slowly unbuckled his seat belt, stirring the bitterness all the way uncontrollably spread to his throat, and after a few seconds, he choked lightly:
"I heard from Aunt Zhao tonight that you locked my former bedroom and didn't let people in."
Sang Li thought of the scene when he kept her, and lowered her eyes sadly: "Kuang Ye, I'm really sorry for causing you so much damage......
This is the first time since the reunion that she finally revisited the events of that year.
Kuang Ye's black eyes rolled with emotion, and he sneered when he heard the words: "What, guilty? Or sympathy? ”
She was speechless.
After a few seconds, he whispered:
"You think too much, in just two months, it's just childish play, and no one takes it seriously."
She didn't take it seriously, and he naturally won't take it seriously.
These words stabbed her like a sharp blade, and her heart was thrown into the bitter water, and Sang Li's eyes were red and her expression tense.
At the end, she got out of the car and walked downstairs, and Ji Huai came, carrying something for her.
It seemed to be waiting for her to come home.
Kuang Ye left the community and drove along the seaside road.
The windows were open, and the cold wind like ice blades blew in his face, and frost formed ice under his eyes.
He accelerated, and what flashed in his eyes were all pictures related to Sang Li.
Finally, the car pulled to a stop next to the lighthouse.
Kuang Ye got out of the car, the sound of the waves lapping in his ears, he thought of the time with Zhouxi before, Sang Li was in a bad mood, he didn't know how to comfort her, so he brought her here.
The whole world was bathed in orange that day, and he sat on the shore, turning his head to look at her with the breeze blowing away her long hair and looking at the seaside smiling, and his whole heart was possessed.
Those images were so long apart, but they were still so clearly stored in his brain.
Kuang Ye's black eyes were dry, and he lit a cigarette, and the events of this time were like a boulder, and his heart was pulled to tears.
He kept telling himself that he had forgotten her.
Even if she came back, he would never care anymore, he would only treat her as a stranger.
But he slowly discovered that after many years, as soon as Sang Li appeared in front of him, his suppressed emotions rushed out, and when he saw other men beside her, he found that he was still so jealous that he went crazy.
He can deceive Nie Wen, but he can't deceive himself.
Even after six years, he still can't let go.
It's ridiculous, obviously she said so decisively that she didn't like him, she never came back for six years, she didn't contact him, and now she is only returning to China for work, he is still making himself amorous, and there are a few moments of delusion, thinking that she still has feelings for him.
He really didn't dare to fantasize about anything anymore.
Kuang Ye lowered his dim eyes, and his fingertips were scarlet and bright.
The frost is thick and the moon is thin, and the night is dark.
Kuang Ye drove the car and returned home.
On the fourth floor, he walked to the door of the dance studio, pushed open the door and walked in.
After Sangli left, this room has been abandoned for six years.
He couldn't see her dancing here anymore.
He sat against the wall, half-lowered his eyes, and half-darkly Kuang Minghui came up from downstairs, saw him, and came in: "Why is you here alone?" ”
He immediately saw his son's state, "Bad mood? ”
Kuang Ye didn't speak.
Kuang Minghui found that what Song Shenglan said was really right, and smiled with emotion: "It's because of pears, right?" I didn't expect us to invite her to our house for dinner tonight, and your reaction was so big. ”
Kwong Minghui said that he knew his son Mo Ruo's father, and they all knew what Kuang Ye thought in his heart:
"Since you still have feelings for Lili, why are you pretending to be uncaring for people today?"
Kuang Ye said in a dumb voice: "She must have forgotten me a long time ago." ”
He said he had forgotten about it.
But he knew that she had forgotten him first.
Chapter Seventy-Three
If Sang Li doesn't have any feelings for him, why should he go to a hot face and a cold ass.
Kuang Minghui knew that Kuang Ye was not easy to bow his head, seeing his son uncomfortable like this, he was also uncomfortable knowing the truth, and couldn't help but say: "Xiaoye, perhaps...... Did Lili really have a hard time at the beginning? ”
Kuang Ye snorted lightly: "But she doesn't believe me, she would rather break up than face it with me." ”
Kuang Minghui put his hand on Kuang Ye's shoulder and said softly:
"But not everyone can be so brave, you and Lili are in different environments, different personalities, you may not know what kind of environment she is facing, you can't generalize."
Kwong Minghui comforted: "Ono, now that you have grown up, you know more about what you want, if you have tried to restrain and found that it doesn't work, then you might as well follow your heart, maybe there will be a different answer." ”
Kuang Ye lowered his eyes, and his eyes moved slightly.
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On the other end, Sang Li got out of Kuang Ye's car and met Ji Huai.
Ji Huai saw that her face was not very good, and his heart was dark, so he said to send her upstairs.
When he got to the apartment, he asked, "Aren't you supposed to be happy that he's coming to pick you up for dinner tonight?" Why doesn't it seem like they get along? ”
Sang Li covered her broken eyes, shook her head lightly, and Ji Huai comforted her: "I haven't seen each other for so many years, there will be an ice-breaking period at the beginning, and after all, you ...... at the beginning."
The tip of Sang Li's nose was sour, "I can't go back." ”