December 31, City G.

The night gradually closed to the completely unfamiliar city, Lu Yinong sat in the taxi, rolled down the window, and lay on the edge of the window, the night wind blew in and plucked the hair on her forehead, and there was a brightly lit tower standing on the riverside in the distance.

The road ahead was blocked, and I saw the red taillights all the way.

The driver's master complained to the WeChat group by voice: "I knew that I didn't take the order, and the car didn't move." ”

Su Shenzhen patted the back of his chair in the back seat: "Sir, I'll ask you to add money and shut up." ”

The driver realized that the passenger understood Cantonese, and was a little embarrassed to turn off the mobile phone screen.

They arrived outside the stadium more than half an hour in advance, there was a long queue at the ticket gate, and some people along the road pulled a big flag and held a light sign to support the idols.

The scalpers came over and asked them if they wanted tickets, and the front row of the infield was only 3500. They refused.

Entered the infield, found a seat, and the show began. The graceful hostess was making the opening remarks on the stage close by, Lu Yinong leaned her neck, and she could almost see the glitter on her eyelashes.

The opening singing and dancing was a newly debuted boy group, and the sound of stage music and the cheers and screams of fans behind it almost burst the eardrums.

The stage erupts with fireworks in the shape of bouquets, and then slowly flows backwards, like a golden river that meanders and flows.

It is rare that Su Shenzhen also has a blind spot in knowledge, she used Baidu to check the name of the men's group, and then got together with Lu Yinong, barely recognizing her face in front of the people on the stage.

Repeated this several times, Su Shenzhen also laughed helplessly.

"You don't know it's so hot? Tickets are a waste for us. ”

In the middle of the concert, some familiar faces slowly appeared that they could recognize, and some old songs with soothing tones came out, and they shook glow sticks and slowly hummed along.

The atmosphere of the scene was like a roller coaster, sometimes the crowd was so jubilant that they wanted to tear down the roof, and some people followed the footsteps of their idols in the quiet interval between the scenes, and hurriedly left the stage after the performance.

An unknown singer on stage plays a guitar and softly sings a quiet ballad.

Perhaps in such a lively time, this song is not so suitable, like a smooth valley between successive peaks, making a smooth transition period.

Lu Yinong listened to the clear and clean male voice, which also caused a few long-lost emotions.

She couldn't tell who her mind was stirring.

Halfway through the song, she hesitantly pulled out her phone.

[Thank you for your ticket.] Today's concert was wonderful and very happy. ]

She struggled repeatedly, deleting and revising, and then returning to the way it was.

I wanted to send it out, but I always lacked some courage.

Wouldn't that be abrupt? Wouldn't it? Thanks to him, wouldn't it be strange?

She thought about it and added [I wish you a happy New Year's Day in advance].

Then I clicked the send button.

Su Shenzhen propped her chin beside her and yawned: "It's the new year soon." ”

Her mood was inexplicably a little low.

This time, she seems to have been a little bit pressed by her thoughts.

"Yinong," she propped her hands on her knees, supporting her face, "Although it's a bit unfortunate to say this now, I'm afraid I won't have a chance in the future." ”

It's rare for her to speak such standard Mandarin without an accent.

"I'm dropping out."

Lu Yi clicked on his mobile phone from time to time, looking forward to the reply letter that he didn't know when it would come, and looked back at her in amazement.

"What? ”

She couldn't believe it, it was so outrageous that it wasn't even more convincing than an April Fool's joke.

"Your grades are so good, now that you are in your final year, and there are five months left before the IB exam, why should you drop out?"

Su Shenzhen made a bitter gourd face mischievously: "I annoyed my daddy, he asked me to return to Hong Kong to study, otherwise I would stop my family." If you don't drop out, you can't do it. ”

"How so? Your grades are so good, and everyone likes you so much......"

She is so good and dazzling, and she has a bad relationship with her family, which sounds incredible.

"Maybe it's an excuse to stop the child support for me and Mommy, or maybe it's really ashamed of me," she smiled indifferently, "Such a traditional family has raised homosexual, and I can only blame Mommy for teaching me badly all day long." ”

Lu Yinong was dumbfounded for a while.

Su Shenzhen looked at her, smiling and crooked: "Are you afraid of me?" ”

She subconsciously shook her head. She knows the person in front of her, and it has nothing to do with family, sexuality, or all other factors.

This is her friend.

Su Shenzhen smiled more cheerfully: "You don't have to be afraid, just like heterosexuality doesn't like everyone of the opposite sex, I only treat you as a friend." ”

"I have someone I like."

There are new top performers on stage to sing, the surrounding lights are bright and brilliant, the voices are boiling, and the hustle and bustle is all over the sky. There may be a few moments in life that are as lively as now, but Lu Yinong feels that this moment is quiet.

It was so quiet that she could hear every word and word Su Shenzhen said, and she could see her subtle expression every second.

"Actually, there's nothing special, heterosexuality and homosexuality are the same, and going both ways is a small probability event that depends on luck."

"From the first day I realized my sexuality, I began to learn to accept. Accept that your feelings may never be reciprocated, accept that all one-way giving is not proportional to the reward, and accept that you may never be with the person you like in your life. This is my self-consciousness as a minority. ”

Lu Yi's empathy was so strong that his eyebrows fell: "But I think you're sad now." ”

"A little." Su Shenzhen drank her drink and looked at the stage, the light shining her eyes.

"I just dropped out of school, and I didn't plan to tell anyone. But you still invite me to watch the concert, children, it's really rude not to say goodbye. ”

She looked at the tears that fell from Lu Yinong's eyes rolling on her white face, stretched out her fingers, and gently wiped them away for her.

"As a friend, I can't say anything particularly good to say goodbye to you. People must always learn to let go and make themselves comfortable. 'Who can let Mt. Fuji be private by love?' That's the truth. ”

When the plane took off from G City, a light rain fell from the sky, and the raindrops fell on the portholes, winding out transparent water marks.

The mobile phone in his pocket was black, and the message sent to Zhang Ronghui last night was unexpected, and it was reasonable that he did not get any response. The gloomy and depressed mood is not the sadness of the departure of a good friend at the moment.

Originally, the two of them traveled, but only one person came back.

There really couldn't be any worse.

Lu Yinong was on the plane, covering his eyes weakly with a blanket.

During the New Year's Day holiday, Beicheng ushered in another blizzard, and Lu Yinong did not go out again, huddled at home, wilting like a palace guarding the winter period.

As she was wrapped up in negativity, she snuck the more docile Simons out of the kennel and pointed her finger at its cool nose.

She began to talk to Shoumiya, talking to herself.

"Simons, where are you from? Foreign? Where did your master buy you from? He doesn't care much about you, he only comes to see you once a month or two. ”

"But he still likes you, once a month, and it's not bad. At least to visit you seriously. Let someone like him be a little bothered and a little careful. It's not easy. ”

There was some envy in her tone that she couldn't even detect.

She touched Simons' soft belly again to check if it had been molted last time.

"Do you have troubles too? For example, her roommate is always not very good-tempered," her shoulder collapsed unconsciously, "Actually, it's still you, and the biggest worry is that you can't grab crickets." ”

At the door of the glass flower room, Mr. Gao coughed softly.

Lu Yinong's spirit was shocked, he opened the kennel, put Simons back, and then turned around as if nothing had happened.

Teacher Gao wanted to laugh a little because of her clumsy acting skills, but she still held back.

As if he hadn't seen anything, he said to Lu Yinong, "Mrs. Zhang was still looking for you just now." ”

My aunt has been going out to play lately, or coming to the house to touch mahjong with a card partner, and it is lively every day, and occasionally she calls Lu Yinong to help add some tea and water, and she also shows her face in front of the wives.

Lu Yinong thought that she would be asked to say hello again today, so he went to the living room.

When I walked to the door of the living room, I heard my aunt's voice: "If you come, you can live for a while, you have everything at home, and if you are not enough, you can call your aunt to go out and buy." ”

She was a little puzzled, did the Zhang family have relatives who wanted to come to live? Why haven't I heard from my aunt.

In the next second, the voice made her stand still.

Lu Yong's voice cloudy from smoking is very recognizable: "I know." Pei Ming did a really good job, and his family lived in such a big house. ”

"Yes," a slightly shrill female voice gently echoed him, "Xiaoqing, you are still blessed and discerning." Reading a book is different. ”

If it had been before, Lu Qing might have replied to her: Didn't you say that girls would marry sooner or later, and it was useless to study, and encourage my parents not to let me continue to study in graduate school?

Now she only glanced at Yu Pei's puffy and flattering face because of pregnancy, and disdained to lower her value and turn over old accounts with her.

"Okay, Pei Ming is generally not at home, and there are no rules. Just stay and wait for childbirth, pay attention to some hygiene habits on weekdays, and don't trouble your aunt. Also," she emphasized, "This is in my house, and I am raising Yinong, so don't you shout and scold her at random like you did in Yuancheng before, you know?" ”

Lu Yong laughed: "Your aunt is more attentive than being a mother." ”

Lu Qingpi smiled and said, "But as long as her father serves snacks, it won't worry my aunt." She's been in Beicheng for so long, have you ever called her? ”

Lu Yong stopped talking.

Lu Qing's expression was indifferent and serious: "Yi Nong will have a future in the future." Be a good girl, don't become an enemy. ”