Qing'e's legs were weak and she fell to the ground, Feng Zhiyu hurriedly went to help, but Qing'e grabbed her arms, her eyes moist but stared at her urgently.

"Miss One, Miss One, I'm leaving here, please let me see Ruru again, let me go out of the house."

Feng Zhiyu slowly tightened his eyebrows, "You want to leave?" She was already aware of the strangeness, "Who won't let you see Ruru?" You make it clear, Feng Delu is still waiting outside, you only have to make it clear word by word, I only know what you want. ”

Qing'e looked back, took two deep breaths, and said to Feng Zhiyu: "The master sent me to the Qin family, I can't go... I can leave here, but I can't go to Qin Mansion, Miss Yi, please help me. My brother is in the city inn, you just need to take care of the steward for me, and in a quarter of an hour, I will take a look at Ruru from afar, and I will leave. ”

Feng Zhiyu held her hand, she had heard the case in Qiantang, and she knew the relationship between Li Qing'e and Qin Xiaolin, "Why did the master send you to the Qin family?" ”

Qing'e just saw that Qin Xiaolin was outside Master Feng's study, so she wasn't sure if she was going to be sent to Qin's mansion, her eyes were slightly dodgy, and she said: "Master wants to drive me out of the mansion, Miss Yi, only you can help me, my brother is in the city inn, can you send me to see him?" ”

Feng Zhiyu knew Li Qing'e's origin early in the morning, but he didn't want her to be exposed so quickly, thought for a moment, and pretended to be puzzled and asked: "Why don't you ask me to help you stay, but ask me to help you get out of the house?" If Juncheng comes back, how should I explain it to him? ”

"I..." Qing'e's heart that had just been put down was clenched up again, and the tips of her nails were digging into the flesh, "I can't stay." ”

She has nothing to hide, until now, it is all the fruit she planted with her own hands, she always likes to deceive herself with the story that Feng Juncheng told her at the beginning, what dragon girl Han Xiangzi, even if she learns from the dragon girl to become a lover, she is not as great as the dragon girl, and all kinds of gods come to break up the two of them.

It was always herself who broke them apart.

Don't say that the eunuchs' families are ordinary people's homes, and they don't look down on the people in the lower nine pops, and Qing'e is not in the lower nine streams at all, and she is not yet in the stream.

"I'm a liar. Miss Yi, the reason why I left Jiangning five years ago was because I deceived the young master, I took his silver, and now I have come back to covet his feelings. ”

Qing'e scolded when she said this, and when she said it, she was fully prepared, and looked at Feng Zhiyu with her eyes, but when she saw Feng Zhiyu sitting on the collapse, she sighed lightly, as plain as water.

"You walked through it once five years ago, and this time it's the same? What's the difference, although it's like an afterthought, but I still have to complain, if you have this awareness, you shouldn't give him hope over and over again. ”

Qing'e raised her head in surprise, and saw that Feng Zhiyu's face was not stunned at all, as if she had just learned.

Feng Zhiyu sighed again, but she was lamenting that she was unrealistic, she was the same as Feng Juncheng, she was a person who knew that she couldn't do it.

Li Qing'e is the opposite, but she is not inactive, but she can't do it. Her ability and situation only gave her the courage to act downward, she can cheat money by any means to make a living, but she can't use any means to climb a relationship.

Her high climb would pull Feng Juncheng off the high platform, and he was covered in mud.

She knows that people live in the world, so they care about the world's opinions, and he dares to resist, just because the world has never hurt him, and he has never really experienced the oppression of the world.

Qing'e couldn't

If she wishes to see Ru Ru again, fortunately, she had a premonition last night, and said goodbye to the sleeping Ru Ru, the four-year-old child does not remember, even if General Hua can accompany her to her teens, she can't remember the hardships before the age of four, only to be her carefree eldest lady.

Feng Zhiyu made arrangements for Qing'e, let her listen to the movement outside the door, once Feng Delu walked away, he went out of the courtyard, and copied the path of Fenglai Pavilion to the south corner gate to go out of the house, and she asked someone to answer there.

The servants who married their daughter and brought home are no longer considered the Feng family, and they are only for Feng Zhiyu to support alone, and the Feng family servants will not point fingers at them, so Feng Zhiyu is willing to help, and for Qing'e, one foot has passed the ghost gate safely.

Qing'e didn't take anything away, only a small sweat towel on Ruru's side, which was wrapped in the piece of jade that had been untied from her neck.

She threw off her armor and fled, followed Feng Zhiyu's servants out of the house, and got into the carriage, but she saw Feng Zhiyu walking with her, and she wanted to use the carriage for a reason, so she walked with her.

But the car was not going to the inn, Qing'e was shocked, she didn't want to speculate maliciously, but at the moment she could only plan for the worst. Didn't Feng Zhiyu turn his face and tell Master Feng about her asking for help, and act together to send her to Qin Xiaolin?

She held the car in her hand, looking nervous, as if she was ready to jump out of the car at any time, "Miss Yi, where are we going?" Don't you want to go to the inn? ”

Feng Zhiyu was closing his eyes and recuperating, and he slowly looked at her, "Of course you can't go to the inn, I'll just let you go, how can you deal with Jun?" If you have something to say, wait until you see him and say it yourself, don't say goodbye without saying goodbye, even if you are leaving, tell him why. ”

Qing'e was about to laugh, but she squeezed out a tear, "I was kicked out, instead of letting me say goodbye to him, it's better to go back now and ask Master Feng to hide a hundred taels of silver, and when he comes back, he will say that I ran away with the money and the man outside." ”

"It's a good idea, it's a little second."

Feng Zhiyu said it without disgust or dislike, like a cool sentence, but when it came to Qing'e's heart, it provoked her to wander out of the world, and she couldn't come back to her senses for a long time. She can't stay, and she can't say goodbye without saying goodbye, does she want to cut him face to face?

The frame drove up the mountain, obviously slowing down, and Qing'e lifted the curtain to see the lush vegetation, which was entering the mountain. I didn't know where this was, so I asked Feng Zhiyu, but Feng Zhiyu said that this was Wanning Mountain, and there was a Wanning Temple on the top of the mountain, that is, the monk temple where Liu Ruomei "took refuge".

"How did you come to Wanning Temple......

Feng Zhiyu got down from the carriage, "I must have a reason to leave the house, otherwise the master will not immediately suspect me." She got out of the way and made room for Qing'e, "You took the opportunity to run out by yourself, and it has nothing to do with me." ”

Qing'e hesitated to get off the frame, Feng Zhiyu asked the accompanying maid to go up the mountain first, and after a while, two little novices came down and led Qing'e to the back mountain to rest, Feng Zhiyu also went to see Liu Ruomei according to the original itinerary.

After she saw the people, she went to Qing'e to have a look, pushed the door and went in to see the pattern at a glance, Qing'e sat on the edge of the bed, her heart was at war, she wanted to run away, and she knew that she shouldn't say goodbye.

It was Qing'e who opened her mouth first, "You went to see Miss Liu?" ”

Feng Zhiyu bowed.

"Is she okay?"

"It's better than what you are doing. can eat and sleep, follow the monk to do homework and lecture on the scriptures, I see that her complexion is better than when she was in the Liu family, as long as she doesn't go back to that unkind home in the future, whether to marry or be a sister-in-law,

Or go to Ying Tianfu to join her uncle,

It should not be bad. ”

That being said,

is already turning the page, even if Qing'e meets her by chance on this mountain, one person should not be embarrassed. It's just that there should be no such coincidences.

Feng Zhiyu leaned against the door and looked

She, "When I go down the hill and leave, will you go?" ”

Qing'e shook her head, and then shook her head, denying her own denial, she didn't think about it herself, and she couldn't give an answer.

"Miss One, you really shouldn't have brought me here."

"Please let me help you escape, don't pick and choose." Feng Zhiyu walked into the house and sat down on the pestle, "Then let me ask you again, you have fulfilled his career today, and in the future, he will marry other official ladies, and he will be willing to come back to him?" ”

Qing'e raised her eyes and looked at her, without words.

Feng Zhiyu raised his legs and changed his sitting posture, "Actually, if you can really leave here, it's okay if you don't come back, ten or eight years have passed, he will forget about you, and take Ruru to live a good life, and he is still the respected Lord Feng of his glory and moon." ”

Qing'e's eyes moved, this was also her idea.

Feng Zhiyu changed his words and said, "But how much do you know about him?" And how much does he know about you? Will he not know that you would rather be wronged yourself than exalt him in the light and be sought after? Will you not know that you can't go willingly? What did he do then? ”

Without waiting for Qing'e to think about it, Feng Zhiyu said: "In my opinion, at least you will resign from the official, and at worst, you will cut off contact with the Feng family." ”

Qing'e is also a person with a bit of a shaft, and at this time, she is trapped in a dead end and can't get out, her mind is full of Old Man Feng's angry appearance, and Qin Xiaolin's greedy wolf and tiger's treacherous smile that day.

“… If I don't leave, he will lose his official position soon, and the next day he will have a lot of trouble with the Feng family. Miss Yi, please rest assured, I will make it clear, and I am afraid that he will do stupid things. ”

"That's it, you two are stupid." Feng Zhiyu said that, got up and pulled the door out, "You will live here tonight, and there will be novices who will bring you meals, only vegetarian, so let's do it." When Juncheng returns home, I will ask him to come to this mountain to look for him, and then I won't see him in you. For the sake of your sincerity for his sake, I can only help you get here. ”

Qing'e thanked her and watched Feng Zhiyu leave.

At night, the stars were shining on the top of the mountain, she pushed the door out, the autumn breeze was bleak, and she came to the mountain gate in her clothes, and looked down the mountain, it was the beautiful Qin Huai. Qing'e suddenly turned around quickly with an oil lamp in her hand, and she was shocked to realize that she had been to this place.

It was Shangyuan Eve five years ago, and she and the young master had a fireworks here that she didn't see. Since then, everything has been in place.

Qing'e walked to the mountainside, wanting to see the pavilion, but when she went down, she saw that the pavilion had been enclosed into a small courtyard, and like her wine shop back then, it had already changed its appearance, even if she walked by the door, she couldn't recognize it.

Qing'e looked at the winding mountain road and wondered if she should just leave. There was still a voice in her heart that kept her, persuading her not to say goodbye without saying goodbye.

When I climbed up the mountain, I saw two monks looking down the mountain, and when I saw her returning, I saluted her. It is said that there are wild cats and mice in the woods at night, and there is a precedent for pounceing on people, so don't take advantage of the night to walk down the mountain road.

Qing'e nodded as if she had found an excuse and walked back to the temple with them. The moon is clear and the clouds are sparse in the mountains, and you can see the clouds clearly when you look up, and you can count the peaks in the distance.

Listen to the two monks behind him: "Oh, you see, it's been three watches, what's the matter."

Is there still a light on the path and going up the mountain? ”

"Check it out."

Qing'e also looked back, and saw a bean light swaying on the path under the mountain gate, slowly walking towards the temple.

Qing'e stood farther than the two monks, so she couldn't see it very clearly, so she could only listen to them, "What kind of clothes is that donor wearing?" How is it red? ”

Wearing a red dress to the temple at night is indeed a bit bizarre, Qing'e couldn't help but look in that direction, but saw that it was not a red suit, but a crimson official uniform that had not had time to change out of the hurry in a hurry.

The lamp faintly illuminated the five-rank white pheasant complement on his chest, and he carried a shaking lantern in his slender and white hand.

Feng Juncheng walked up the mountain, but he didn't expect to see her at a glance.

She was dressed in a sackcloth from the mountains, her face was white from the mountain wind, only the circles under her eyes and the tip of her nose were the light red of crying, and her eyes were wide open, staring at him almost without blinking.

She must have been surprised, surprised that he was here at this moment, for she said that she would wait for him for five days, and therefore thought he would come back on the fifth day.

But it was precisely because she said that she would wait for him for five days before he would return home on the evening of the fourth day. Entering the door, there was no imaginary scene of tenderness and sweetness, some only brightly lit main hall, a gloomy father, a servant who dug three feet into the ground to find someone, a child who couldn't stop crying, and Feng Zhiyu, who could only let Aunt Bai deliver the news on his behalf because of the most serious suspicion.

"Didn't you say, wait for me for five days?"

Feng Juncheng walked in front of her, looking down and couldn't catch her dodging gaze, he could only see the hair on her forehead trembling lightly with the night wind, "Why?" ”

When the two monks saw that this person knew each other, they retreated into the distance, and Qing'e wanted to follow, but Feng Juncheng choked her wrist.

"You just threw Ruru to me like this, do you know how sad she cried?"

Qing'e couldn't hear the name at all, and a line of tears fell, "You are her father, you should leave her to you." ”

He pulled her to leave, "Follow me down the mountain." ”

Qing'e held her footsteps and wiped away her tears with the back of her hand, "I can't go back with you, don't be stupid, you go down the mountain first, I do have something to say to you, but I haven't figured out how to tell you yet, you go down the mountain first, give me one night, and come back tomorrow morning." ”

Feng Juncheng smiled, "I will abide by the deadline you set, what about you?" What do you do with me? ”

Qing'e pulled her wrist back from his hand, "You know I'm here, I must be from your house, didn't your father talk to you?" He knows where I came from, he knows that I will destroy you in the future, and he is right, you should listen to your family sometimes. ”

She paused, "Actually, I already knew I couldn't hide it, but I just looked forward to coming later that day." Now that you want to go back to Shuntianfu, it is a time to separate, and it is good to pass, and if you continue to live in the future, you can't say if you are tired of each other. ”

The more she spoke, the softer she became, and finally she didn't open her eyes, and she couldn't even lie by looking into people's eyes at what she was best at.

Feng Juncheng frowned, this was the first time he heard what she said in his heart, it turned out that she had never been optimistic about each other, thinking that this day would come sooner or later.

Although he didn't have time to find out what was going on in the Feng Mansion, he could guess that she had been kicked out, so all the fire could only be smothered in his chest, and it was impossible to be angry with her. But he was just as disappointed, and couldn't figure out why she had never believed in herself.

"Okay." Feng Juncheng paced and thought in the night, and after a few moments, he finally stood still in front of her again, "You're right, you can't hide it, but you can't tell the difference." Li Qing'e, you are my important witness in the Qiantang tea tax case, you must follow me back to Shuntianfu. ”

Qing'e frowned and looked at him, her eyes passed by the white pheasant on his chest, and came to his burning and clear eyes, but she couldn't wait to go up and bite him twice.

"You just don't get in the oil and salt!"

He just didn't get in the oil and salt, "Li, this official ordered you to go down the mountain with me now." ”！