She doesn't want to ...... anymore Love him.

It hurts so much, the lake is too cold.

She has her own home, and her aunt wants to see the snow in Jiangnan, and she wants to take her aunt out of this prison-like Jiang Mansion and go to Jiangnan, which can be reached by boat in three days.

She thought in a daze, the warm blood of the corpse in her hands, sticky and slippery. Her hands were slowly wet with blood, mixed with dirt, Jiang Wu picked up the extinguished lantern from the ground, got up from the ground tremblingly, and then, slowly, straightened up and bent down, and walked towards the darkness in the distance.

Is it dark?

It's dark.

Is she afraid?

She was not afraid, for she knew that if she walked a few hundred steps, she would see a dim light. The lamp hung on the narrow door, swaying with the wind, but it would not go out no matter how long it had passed.

She took out the handkerchief from her bosom and, little by little, wiped the blood and mud from her palms.

When she killed the guard, she was afraid.

But when she came out of her grandmother's yard, and the guard greeted her respectfully, and spoke to her in a gentle voice, she knew that something was wrong. How could there be such a person in this house who treated her like this?

Moreover, she looked into the guard's eyes, and he really didn't look like it at all.

If it's too late, let her not see the slightest mistake.

But in the eyes of the guard was a wild and filthy joy. It's not that she hasn't seen this kind of vision, it's just the previous life, not this time, not this guard, but it's no different, presumably, it can only be the handwriting of her second sister.

If it was her in her previous life, she would definitely choose to avoid it.

In the previous life, when she was in Jiang's mansion, she hung her head all the year round, and her eyes rarely looked at people. Because I observe others every day, it is very easy to discern the emotions of others.

When she realizes that the guards may be against her, she must avoid them in every possible way.

But...... What did she get in exchange for that?

Jiang Yuying's methods intensified, and each time it became heavier and more viciously resentful.

These are nothing to her, but ...... Jiang Yuying stretched out her hand to her aunt, and she killed her aunt. In her first life, Jiang Wu knew that if she wanted to protect her aunt, she couldn't ...... No more, as in the previous life.

It's hard, it's really hard.

But she always had to take the first step.

When the guard monkey hurriedly ripped at her clothes, she didn't think about what would happen to her, but she thought of the previous life when she pushed the door open, and her aunt hung her slender pale body on the beams of the room.

The silver hairpin, which was already in the sleeve and sharp enough, stabbed into the guard's neck in the next moment.

She didn't even hesitate.

Her heart, at that moment, also suddenly stopped. She didn't really know what she was feeling, she looked at the guard, and watched him fall with surprise and resentment.

Her heart suddenly gasped, then...... Let's start different. But when I looked up, I saw Xie Yuwan. As she was thinking, she had seen the lantern on the door.

At that moment, what was too late to thank was suddenly dissipated in her heart.

She wiped her hands with a handkerchief again, brushed her hair on both sides, and then walked inside. The dim lantern on the door creaked in the wind.

The candle flame was dim, like the next gust of wind was about to go out, but until Jiang Wu walked by, the lights that had been shaking were lighting the way for her.

Jiang Wu pushed open the door and looked at the plain white figure under the eaves: "Auntie." ”

After saying that, she ran to her aunt, and she fell directly into her aunt's arms and rubbed it. Ji Yaochun didn't know why her daughter had become a lot more clingy in the past few days, but she still hugged people as gently as usual, raised one hand, and gently touched her head like a cat.

But after a while, my aunt coughed softly.

The smile in Jiang Wu's eyes suddenly changed to distress, she got up, took her aunt's hand, and walked into the house, and only when the door was closed and her aunt was placed on the wooden bench did she feel a little more relieved.

Looking at her aunt's pale face, she squatted down and gently leaned herself against her aunt's lap.

"Auntie, the night of spring is very cold, you can't stand it, don't go outside to wait for your sister-in-law in the future, okay?" She reached out and grabbed her aunt's sleeve.

Ji Yaochun's eyes were more gentle, and she said softly: "It's just an occasional cough, it's not because of the cold, my body, Xiaowen knows." The little woman has to go to the school every day, it's very hard, and the aunt is in the house, except for embroidering the handkerchief, there is nothing to do. It's only in the past few days that I've gotten better, so I can—"

Ji Yaochun coughed again, Jiang Yu hurriedly poured warm tea, held it with one hand, and stroked her aunt's back with the other. When the aunt stopped coughing, she hurriedly handed over the tea, and when she saw that the aunt wanted to talk again, she looked at the aunt and shook her head.

The aunt looked at her gently, smiled helplessly, and then took a sip of the tea in the cup.

Jiang Wu found a charcoal basin from under the bed, and went to the next door to get a few pieces of charcoal, took a fire fold, and lit it lightly, the smell was a little pungent, and she choked for a while.

In the Prime Minister's Mansion for ten years, she has not used the charcoal she and Xiaochun burned themselves for a long time.

In fact, every yard in Jiang Mansion, ordinary things, clothes, tea, and charcoal fires all have their share. They used to have, but that was when she was very young. When she grew up, her aunt was sick in bed, Jiang Yuying began to target her in every way, and Uncle Liu, the housekeeper, saw the wind and steered, and didn't know what she ordered, and later, she never waited for anything again.

The clothes on her body are still the clothes of her aunt before. At that time, my grandparents' family was slaughtered by mountain bandits, and my aunt's orphan daughter was bullied and driven out of the house by the side clan, so she had to come to seek refuge in my grandmother's former close friend, that is, the mother of the Jiang family at that time, and now Mrs. Jiang, her grandmother.

At that time, my aunt had just lost her family, and her clothes were all plain white and transparent, and the one given to her was also plain white, with only a magnolia outlined with silk thread at the bottom of her skirt.

It was originally a bit big, but Xiaochun changed it so that she could wear it.

She should have worn this garment...... It's been three years, when I first wore it, it was a little big, Xiaochun made it smaller for her, and then she grew up, and this year Xiaochun put down the sleeves folded with needles and threads.

She lowered her eyes and looked at the few plum blossoms splattered with blood on her sleeves.

After she married Xie Wanwan, every piece of clothing she owned was very valuable, but she always felt that it was not hers. If you want to talk about liking, in her heart, no one can compare to the one on her body that is white and washed yellow.

When the smell was a little gone, she put the charcoal basin into her aunt's room.

When she coaxed her aunt to bed, Jiang Wu lowered her eyes and looked at the charcoal basin. Wisps of smoke floated out one after another, and she pondered for a moment, then went out to clean her body, took a fan, and fanned it gently.

In a daze, she knew that she couldn't go on like this.

My aunt's illness always gets better in the spring. But in this life, the trajectory of everything seems to have changed. She can't gamble, she doesn't have money, and her aunt will be a little more ill in the future, what will she do.

...... She is trapped in the mansion, and she can't get out of the house, where can she get money?

Moreover, there is also the matter of being late, and the banquet is only half a month. Jiang Wu was stunned for a moment, her hand was suddenly held from behind, and she turned her head softly: "Why did my aunt wake up, did I make a noise to my aunt, then I will go out now." ”

She turned around and wanted to leave, but was pulled by her aunt.

Ji Yaochun's strength was like a feather, but Jiang Yu stopped in an instant. She squatted down, looked at her aunt on the bed, and asked softly, "What's wrong?" ”

The aunt gently lifted the corner of the quilt.

Jiang Wu was stunned for a moment, then quietly took off her clothes and went to bed. She was afraid of squeezing her aunt, so she leaned against the edge of the bed, and if she didn't pay attention to it, she was going to fall.

Ji Yaochun naturally saw it, and said softly: "Come here, it won't squeeze me." ”

Jiang Wu obediently passed "some".

Looking at Jiang Wu, who only had a strand of hair moving, Ji Yaochun's eyes were a little more gentle: "Little sister-in-law." Jiang Wu blinked, and met Ji Miaochun's eyes, but she admitted defeat in an instant, and said softly: "Okay." ”

She leaned over cautiously, and under the futon, her aunt took her hand.

She was stunned and curled herself up in her aunt's arms.

It's hot.

Hot aunt.

Ji Yaochun didn't ask, she knew that her daughter had been abnormal in the past few days, and she also saw the trace of blood between her sleeves, but since Xiaowen didn't tell her, she didn't ask.

Her life is useless, but she just pity her little sister-in-law, and this world is full of suffering.

Jiang Wu didn't feel bitter, she blinked her eyes blankly, and her heart was pounding. Until late at night, she didn't fall asleep, her eyes widened and she looked at her aunt's still pale face, her fingertips gently touched her aunt's hand, and as if she was afraid that Aunt Jiang would wake up, she hurriedly removed her hand, as if she didn't want to go to school to pretend to be sick with her aunt when she was a child.

Warm, hot. Her aunt.

Even though a few days had passed, she still didn't react until the moment when her aunt had just held her in her arms in the mattress.

It's so warm.

She repeated in her heart like a child, her aunt was no longer the cold, pale corpse. My aunt's warmth and heat will light a lamp for her, and she will wait for her to go to school under the eaves.

After her eyes were bent, Jiang Wu fell asleep, the most stable sleep in the past ten years.

So much so that in the morning, before dawn, when Xiaochun came to wake her up, freshen up and go to school, she wanted to bury herself in the quilt. When she made such a childish move, she was stunned, and then she saw her aunt smiling in her eyes and looking at her gently.

She blushed, lifted the covers, and got out of bed.

*

Out of the door of the small courtyard, all the expressions on Jiang Wu's face were put down.

She hung her head as if she had been in a previous life, walked on the inaccessible path, and avoided people when she met them. I also met three or two maids on the way, but today they obviously had more 'fun' than embarrassing her.

One person covered his lips: "I heard that the guard was bitten to death by a wolf in the mountains, and I heard that it was miserable, and there was no good piece of meat on his body." ”

"Who said no, the little mandarin duck was going to run to see it today, and when he went, he saw blood all over the ground before he had time to clean. However, there is one thing you should not know, the guard, yesterday I sent the third lady back. ”

The other maid was suddenly disgusted: "Sure enough, it's a mourning star, no wonder the adults and young ladies don't like her, let's go around in the future, I don't want to meet the evil wolf running down the mountain......"

Jiang Wu, who hung her head, was stunned.

Bad wolf?

Then a cold swelled up in her heart, Jiang Yuying in this life, seeing that the guard was dead, chose to destroy the guard's body with a vicious wolf at this time......

Jiang Yuying was born a month earlier, two months ago, Jiang Yu held a huge ceremony for her, and now Jiang Yuying is only in her prime, and she has been pampered by Jiang Yu's brother and grandmother since she was a child, how can she do this?

Jiang Wu's eyes trembled for a moment, and then she clenched the book in her hand tightly, forcing herself to calm down.

She once thought that in the previous life, it was she who was too weak and gave Jiang Yuying room to press step by step. But it seems to ...... No.

Seeing that she used a silver hairpin to kill the guards who wanted to do wrongdoing, Jiang Yuying reacted, and it turned out that she was like her, and destroyed the guards' corpses with a vicious wolf.

Suddenly, she arrived at the school.

Still sitting at the back, hanging his head. When I raised my eyes, I saw Jiang Yuying casually pulling out the hairpin on the head of her fifth sister Jiang Yuan.

Suddenly, all of Jiang's hair was scattered.

Her fifth sister, Jiang Yuan, stammered when she talked to herself, turned around in a panic at this time, and reached out to take the hairpin back, but was stopped by Jiang Mingming on the side.

Jiang Mingming looked at her sister and took off the hosta from her head at will, but in a moment, she curled Jiang Rong's hairpin.

Jiang Yuying didn't say anything, just held her hands.

Jiang Yu was stunned, and a bad premonition rose in her heart, and almost instantly, Jiang Yuying raised her hand and threw the silver hairpin directly at her.

She hurriedly turned sideways, and there was an instant blood mark on her neck.

The silver hairpin fell to the ground with a "bang-" sound, and in the school, there was a sudden silence. Only Jiang Mingming, who was behind Jiang Yuying's side, raised her eyes and glanced at Jiang Wu, who was hanging her head.

After three seconds, with Jiang Yuying's laughter, the school hall became noisy again.

Jiang Wu calmly picked up the silver hairpin on the ground and put it on the table, as if nothing had happened.