Only one was taken, so she only 'allowed' Miss to be a little more sad.

Jiang Wu swallowed the noodles in her mouth one by one, and she picked the ones that looked ripe to eat according to Chenlian's words. Occasionally, I will eat one or two noodles that are not so cooked, but the taste is much better than eating them directly.

When she was full, she looked at the lone candy on the table.

She reached for it, held it in her palm, and when the sugar was a little melted, she gently opened the candy wrapper and put the white crescent candy into her lips.

The familiar sweet taste spread in her mouth, and she folded her hands and looked out the window.

She tried to avoid everything that day on both days, but in her dreams, she still remembered those reddened eyes. She was stunned and silent, not knowing what that meant, but she knew so well that she didn't want to step into the abyss again.

No matter what the reason for being late, treat her like this.

She didn't want to think about it anymore.

It had been a long time since she had remembered the feeling she had felt when she had been reborn, like a lake of icy water, enveloping her from head to toe, unable to breathe or move.

She was scared, so she just wanted to run.

But yesterday, when he said 'go home,' she regained that feeling. She thought that so much had happened, she should let it go, but it seemed that the fragility of that moment told her-

She didn't.

Jiang Wu was stunned for a moment, and then accepted this fact.

She once regarded the person who called her 'home' under the banyan tree as a kind of redemption, and her feelings were green and complicated, wrapped in countless apologies and fragility.

She didn't even know if she could call it love.

Because from beginning to end, she was not pure.

The moment the sunlight outside the window shone in, Jiang Wu's eyes looked into the distance faintly, what was she thinking?

She was thinking about the icy lake in front of the Prime Minister's Mansion.

The snow fell with her into the lake, and she slowly descended, her mind a little confused, and she lost her will at first. But the sudden coldness made her whole body shrink.

At that time, Jiang Wu looked at the lake that was getting farther and farther away, and at this time she looked at the light that was refracted from the window into her eyes.

...... She's struggled.

In that lake, she struggled.

Even if she was burdened with unparalleled grief, even if it was the last straw that pulled her, it broke when she heard the young man's sentence 'self-destruction and reputation, the villain'.

Even when she was at a loss, she had struggled towards the surface of the lake of life when the cold water had soaked into her nostrils, when her body had choked on the water and could not be controlled.

It's just that the water is too cold, and the speed of entering the body is too fast. All she could see was the lake farther and farther away, and the patches of snow falling from the sky.

She felt that she should never have given them such an ending.

She still has to go to see the snow in Jiangnan, and she hasn't gone to the fragrance of spring tomorrow with her aunt.

The water slowly choked into her nose, her will gradually blurred, and a sound echoed back in front of her eyes like a horse. The last thing she saw was not the kite her aunt had set up for her, nor the snow-white rabbit she had briefly owned as a child.

It was under a banyan tree, a young man holding a lamp, talking to her lightly.

"I'm home."

Chapter 63

Horse-drawn carriages drive through the mountains and forests.

Jiang Yu closed her eyes and listened softly to the wind in her ears. The summer wind is not the same as the spring day, and it is the middle of the day, and the wind brings a touch of heat to the face.

She lay in the silence of the summer, listening to the sound of the wheels rolling of the carriage beneath her.

The descent seemed to be quicker than the ascent, and it didn't take long for her face to turn red in the summer light, and they were already in the city.

Unlike the silence of the mountains and forests, the city is noisy and noisy. Jiang Wu lifted the curtain and looked at the crowd outside. She quietly looked at everything that was reflected in her eyes, at the lives of others who were very different from her.

Her eyes rested on the little girl with the basket of flowers, when a carriage came on the opposite side, and the groom stopped and let it pass first.

Jiang Wu looked through the curtain of the car and looked at the little girl who was quietly selling the flowers in the basket.

She was not very clean, the only hands were white, and the flowers in the basket should have been picked from outside the city, but they were placed in the basket one by one, and there was no excessive decoration.

Her voice was too quiet, and others had no intention of stopping for a flower in the wild, Jiang Wu's eyes stopped for a moment on the brown stain on the little girl's cloth, and said softly: "Chenlian, let the coachman park the carriage in front of the restaurant first." ”

Chenlian lifted the curtain and said a few words to the driver with a smile.

Jiang Wu dug out her purse, ready to look for Chenlian to ask for some broken silver, but as soon as she opened it, there were a few pieces of broken silver in the purse.

She was stunned for a moment, and said softly: "Chenlian, did you put the broken silver in my purse?" ”

Chenlian was surprised, poked her head over, and shook her head: "It's not a slave, maybe it's Miss last time...... Then I forgot about it, just some broken silver. ”

Jiang Wu's eyes stopped on the broken silver for a moment, and then got out of the carriage.

When passing by the little girl, the little girl's voice was as soft as a mosquito: "Miss, do you need flowers?" The kind I just picked today. ”

The street was noisy, if it weren't for Jiang Wu paying attention to the little girl, she would not have been able to hear what the little girl said in such a small voice. She didn't walk over like the others, but said softly: "How to sell?" ”

The little girl's hand holding the basket tightened for a moment, she looked at the luxurious dress of the young lady in front of her, and whispered: "A copper coin and a plant, if the young lady wants more, you can, you can be cheaper." ”

Jiang Wu squatted down, picked a few, and then looked at the worried little girl opposite: "Is there anyone sick at home?" ”

One sentence made the little girl, who was already a little nervous, immediately panicked, she shook her head: "It's my mother who is sick, I'm not sick, I went outside the city in the morning to pick these flowers, and I'm not sick." ”

The little girl lowered her eyes, Jiang Wu looked at it for a long time, and then gently touched the little girl's head.

She took out a piece of broken silver from her purse, gently held the little girl's hand, and put the broken silver into the little girl's hand: "These flowers look so fresh, they are so difficult to see in the city, give them to me." ”

The little girl hesitated for a moment, but still clenched the broken silver in her hand.

Her mother was seriously ill in bed and needed money to see a doctor. Last time, the doctor said that her mother should use some medicine, and maybe, maybe this piece of silver is enough.

She looked at the gentle and good-looking young lady in front of her, and said softly: "Thank you, Miss, I will also sell flowers in front of the restaurant in the future." After the Miss Day, I give the Miss the freshest flowers. ”

Jiang Wu smiled softly and did not refuse.

Seeing the little girl gone, she lifted a basket of flowers on the ground and sniffed it gently. When she felt something, she looked up at the carriage in the distance.

The curtain was gently lowered from the inside, and he had a pair of slender and bony hands with a brown scar on them. Stunned, she saw half of the man's face.

...... It's Yu Chen.

However, in March, he had faded from the appearance of a teenager and began to have the shadow of a youth. The half of the face that was not covered by the curtain of the car showed thin lips.

The groom whispered, and the horse began to stride, and the carriage drove slowly past her.

Jiang Wu's eyes turned red almost instantly, she looked at the direction of the carriage leaving, and cried directly on the street. A basket of flowers fell to the ground, and some of the flowers broke their petals and scattered all over the ground.

The people around were still bustling, and no one noticed the remote corner behind the tree.

Chenlian put away her dress, squatted down, and put the flowers in the basket one by one, she didn't ask Jiang Wu why, but said softly: "Miss, we're going home." ”

Jiang Wu's eyes were stunned for a moment, she clearly remembered that in the previous life, Tangtang told her that Yu Chen entered Chang'an in the fifth year after the destruction of Yu's family, but now it is only March.

...... She didn't want Yu Chen to go down the same path as in her previous life and become a traitor who everyone insulted. But she knew it was a trajectory she couldn't change.

From the moment Lord Yu 'hanged' himself in prison, Yu Chen had to embark on such a path.

He wants to pursue the truth and redress his grievances for adults.

Can...... Where is the truth? In an instant, a line suddenly connected in Jiang Wu's mind. She looked in the direction of the carriage and was stunned for a long time.

She never understood why a sincere and enthusiastic young man like Yu Chen would eventually become the biggest traitor in the future. But just now, she suddenly understood.

Because compared to being a loyal minister, it is much easier to become a traitor and climb up the ladder than to follow the rules.

Yu Chen can't wait.

He sacrificed his former ideals and morality, violated his original intention and conscience, and pursued a truth, wanting to rehabilitate his father who 'died in vain'.

But what is the truth?

The truth is that Yu Father did not die in vain.

And Chen, who was in the mouth of the orange candy in the previous life, hanged himself in prison.

Something broke out in Jiang Wu's heart like a seed sprouting, and she looked at the direction where the carriage was going, which was to the west. Things that I didn't think clearly in Jiangnan before, this moment opened the curtain on the lively streets of Chang'an.

She seems to finally know why 'Chen Yu' hanged himself in the previous life.

The sincere and fervent boy betrayed and buried himself himself, only to discover that the morality he had pursued from the beginning had been wrong from the beginning—that his beloved father had indeed been stained with the filthy waters of the plague silver.

Chenlian held a basket of flowers, and she picked up the petals that fell to the ground. Looking at the young lady's actions, she also looked in that direction.

She didn't ask anything, just smiled and said, "Go back and flip through the book to see which flowers can be included in the meal." A few days ago, there was a flower cake in the recipe for the slave with orange candy, and if it was in the house these two days, the slave could try it. ”

She has killed many people, but cooking is also the first time.

Actually, it's not very interesting, but if it's for Miss, it suddenly becomes a little more interesting. Chenlian winked at Jiang Wu: "Miss, let's go home." ”

The two got into the carriage together, and the street was still lively, but Jiang Wu's hands and feet were cold.

Ahead of schedule.

Why in advance.

Yu Chen has entered Chang'an, what is his next step, can she tell him the truth before he makes a mistake? How can she tell the truth about the 'previous life' with Chen.

She has no evidence, 'slander' is Yu Chen's beloved father since childhood, will Yu Chen believe it?

How did she talk to Yu Chen about the 'last life'.

Questions lingered around Jiang Wu, and her breathing suddenly stopped for a few moments. She looked at the basket of flowers in Chenlian's hand, and her breathing was lighter for a moment.

She thought of the little purple flower that she had put into her hand when she was young.

Remembering the tips of the boy's reddened ears and the day he knocked on her window.

Jiang Wu covered her face, a little helpless. She already knew the cause and effect, and she couldn't let such a good person repeat the mistakes of her previous life.

She didn't know why he hanged himself in prison when she was in Jiangnan, but now that she knew, she couldn't sit idly by.

The carriage came to a leisurely stop, and the groom whispered outside, "Miss, it's here." ”

Chen Lian helped her out of the carriage, and she looked at the plaque with everyone's inscription - 'Jiang Mansion', and her eyes were suddenly stunned for a moment.

...... As long as Jiang Fu was exposed before Chen did something wrong, she would go to Yu Chen to explain the matter clearly, and with Chen's intelligence, she would naturally think of the connection.