There is a sense of unreality.

The warm water in his hand gradually became cold, and You Yi stopped for a long time before stabilizing his mind and returning to the second bedroom.

What she didn't see was that

The man at the table took out a cigarette from the cigarette case after she left, walked into the balcony with his legs raised, and closed the door.

-

At night, I returned to the dormitory and slept deeply.

It wasn't until he got up early and washed up that You Qi saw the message sent by Jiang Chiqi at three o'clock last night.

[Are you thinking about giving up on me?] ]

……

During the final week, the temperature was close to minus five degrees, and Jiang Chiqi gave You Yi a long down jacket with a good texture, which was ankle-length, very warm, and wrapped like a white bear.

Despite her well-equipped, the invigilator of several exams forced the windows open, and her fingers stiffened when writing the papers.

Compared with other disciplines, there are still some modeling assignments at the end of the advertising semester, and there are planning projects with a very tight time limit to catch up, and they have a few fewer papers than other disciplines, but they stay up all night.

During this time, You Qi and Jiang Chiqi did not have much contact, and many times they only had a meal together in the evening.

After eating, You Yi hurried back to the dormitory to do modeling, and Jiang Chi returned to the apartment to prepare for the next exam.

Even Qin Lin, who was nervous, could see that the reason for You Yi's bad mood some time ago was probably related to Jiang Chiqi.

She probed her tone openly and secretly, wanting her to say it so that she wouldn't feel uncomfortable, but in the end, if she couldn't find out, she muttered from time to time, how good Jiang Chi is, and silently catalyze her.

How good Jiang Chi is.

Every time Qin Lin said this, You Yi would repeat it in his heart.

And then follow it with a sentence...... It's that she's not good enough.

After the end of the semester, people were already leaving with suitcases in tow.

It's almost New Year's Day, and for college students whose hometowns are not in the same place, this day can also be regarded as New Year's Eve. Last year, the 305 dormitory was a year when the group went outside to cross the year, but You Yi went back early because of his grandfather's illness and couldn't catch up.

This year, Jiang Chi set a niche tourist spot manor in a neighboring province to prepare for the New Year's Eve.

You Yi packed his luggage, dragged a 20-inch suitcase with him to a neighboring province, and refunded the previously booked ticket for New Year's Day.

Familiar foursome, same seats.

Ying Tianyang and Qin Lin in the back seat tried their best to render the atmosphere, and the cold jokes were thrown one after another.

Jiang Chiqi drove a rented off-road vehicle, and there was a cup of rich ice American next to the driver's seat.

Walk along the rugged mountain road all the way, and you will have a place to camp halfway up the mountain.

Some nearby residents had already set up tents and hung signs for rent, Jiang Chiqi unbuckled his seat belts and said that he would go down to see the environment.

You Yi followed closely behind, his fingers grabbing the corners of his clothes.

The corner of the man's lips tugged slightly, and he used the palm of his hand to lead her.

"The road is slippery."

His voice was low.

The green mountains seem to have forgotten the cycle of the seasons, and the oxygen on all sides is so abundant that it feels like the weight of the shadow has been removed, and it is light and comfortable.

In the distance, there is a sign that you will not enter the mountains, and the tent is very clean, and mosquito repellent spray is given.

Jiang Chiqi let go of his hand, held the spray and asked You Yi to turn in a circle, but before she turned, she pressed it down and sprayed her with a bunch of sprinkles.

You Yi choked and hit him while coughing.

"Jiang Chiqi, you're squirting too much!"

"There may be snakes around here, don't spray too much, bite you."

The man chuckled, dodging her palm.

Approaching evening, there were many branches and leaves on the ground around, which was enough for them to find firewood for fire, Qin Lin and Ying Tianyang took care of this matter and went to collect firewood side by side.

There were only two of them left.

You Yan didn't know why, but he actually breathed a sigh of relief.

In fact, by now, she didn't have too much panic in her heart.

She had been mentally prepared in advance, so whether it was good or bad, she could barely accept it.

"Jiang Chi period."

"Huh?"

"Can you kiss me?"

She was not ashamed this time, and her eyes were clear.

The man didn't say anything, and it took a few seconds before he came over and pecked her very lightly.

The entangled eyes looked at each other for two seconds, and when Jiang Chi was about to hold her face and deepen the kiss, You Qi smiled and turned his head to dodge.

"Let's go for a walk."

Jiang Chiqi smacked his lower lip in dissatisfaction and followed behind her with his pocket.

"Playing with a boyfriend is like playing with a monkey."

The sun was setting over the mountain stream, and there was a long chain suspension bridge nearby, but You Yan didn't dare to go up, but just circled around.

She unconsciously grabbed the corners of Jiang Chiqi's clothes again, and her fingertips grinded on it.

Jiang Chiqi looked down at her, his black eyes were deep, but the hand hidden in the side pocket of his jacket was restrained into a fist.

"That day, I heard it."

She spoke abruptly.

His eyebrows jumped heavily, and the man raised his eyes,

Something that should have been foreseen came flooding up.

You Yi found a clean stone and sat down, his calves stretched out from the heavy cotton clothes, and his thin shoulders were lined thin in the pale green behind him.

Her voice was quiet, and she looked up to grab him, wanting him to sit down with her.

"My dad said there was a contraceptive pill on the spot, right?"

The swept mountain wind whistled.

You Yan put his face on his knees and looked sideways at him, looking peaceful.

On the third day after her grandfather's death, she hid in the kitchen and overheard a conversation between her father and Jiang Chiqi.

The first sentence of the opening smashes her into confusion.

You Jiangfeng said: "When we were in our second year of high school...... Something happened once. ”

"One of my classmates has always liked to make a joke, and one weekend in his sophomore year of high school, he didn't know where to get a small jar of □□, and he stunned her on the way out of school, and he carried her to an abandoned building nearby, and prepared birth control pills in advance."

The little rascal panicked and didn't know the dose, so he fed her six pills at a time.

"Half of his shirt was taken off, and the animal was about to do it when the security guard of the abandoned building came over, put on his pants and left. At that time, there was only an empty aluminum foil board of contraceptives and half a bottle of mineral water. ”

"The uncle was kind, knew me, and immediately called me, and I sent him to the hospital for gastric lavage. At the end of the wash, she asked me with a surprised face, 'Daddy, why are you here?'"

She didn't know that, but she didn't dare to talk to boys her age since. I guess she was awake for a while, maybe the memory was too painful, so she had selective amnesia. ”

“…… I want you to pay attention to her aspect and pay attention to the scale of communication in your daily interactions...... It's best not to tell her this, you're a good boy, and my uncle wants you to care more about her, and don't dislike her for this disease,"

"If you don't like her one day, remember to give her back to us......"

"Her family will always love her."

You Jiangfeng's words gradually swirled in her mind.

You Yan didn't know until that day that her so-called social barrier turned out to be a fear of the past.

But in fact, even if these words were heard in her ears, the brain did not activate the relevant memories.

That encounter was sealed.

She was only stunned for a while at the time, and she didn't hear Jiang Chiqi's reply.

So much so that it is impossible to confirm his intentions.

…… Will he dislike her?

There was a small sound of stone bricks and clothes rubbing, and You Yi slowed down for a while, and then loosened his shoulders.

"Actually, I still haven't recovered that memory, and when I heard those words, I only felt that my parents had protected me so well."

"For so many years, no rumors have reached my ears, which is also a kind of luck in a sense......"

You Yi finished enlightening himself with relief, feeling the warmth of a soothing palm above his head.

She thought about it for a while, but still chose to bury her head and not look at him.

The fresh air slowly and continuously inhaled into his nasal cavity, You Yi bit his lip, and paused for a while before he was ruthless, saying the lines that had been rehearsed many times.

"So Happy New Year, Jiang Chiqi."

"Are you going to break up with me?"

As in the rehearsal, she tried her best to create an atmosphere for Jiang Chiqi without the slightest moral constraint, so that he could say his true thoughts without burden.

If he broke up with her because he minded this, it wasn't his fault.

The air was still for a long time, and You Yi's heart gradually accelerated, and she waited uneasily.

In the end, I really couldn't hold back, so I quietly added a sentence without any confidence.

“…… Can you say no. ”

The strength between the strands suddenly decreased.

You Qi heard Jiang Chi chuckle awkwardly, and his loose voice was the same as usual.

"I thought you didn't like me anymore, it turned out that it was just this bit of, and I struggled with it for so long."