Is the prime minister crematorium today Section 174
Jiang Wu bent her eyes and said softly, "No." ”
Xie Yuwan paused for a moment: "Is that delicious?" ”
The girl shook her head honestly and said with a smile: "It's not delicious, the lotus root slices are very old, and the eggplant is very salty, but you can eat it with rice one bite at a time." "Maybe it's because I couldn't taste it in the last life, but Jiang Wu actually thinks it's okay. But she didn't want to tell him about things that were already in the past.
She whispered: "When I was a child, Jiang Yu suddenly disappeared from me and my mother, and the people in the house began to withhold everything from me and my mother. My mother was sick and needed medicine, but we didn't have any money, so we had to sell things. Those people kept the price of things very low, and in exchange for the money to buy medicine, there was nothing left, so my mother and I often had to deal with what we ate. ”
"Sometimes I deliberately go to the kitchen late at night, and I can find some bad food, and then I sneak it back. Sometimes I don't, so I'll go and exchange some rice, potatoes, and sweet potatoes with people, but very little. So, in fact, everything is better than those things. ”
She said it very seriously, and the moonlight shone on the side of the girl's face, reflecting her faint smile. She looked at the young man opposite, and said frankly one after another. She still didn't say some things, such as that she didn't eat a lot of times in order to keep her mother full, for example, as long as she was bullied by Jiang Yuying, she and her mother could live a 'good life' for a day or two.
But she was already confessing, she didn't know why he felt that she didn't love her, maybe ...... Like his, it's too subtle. It doesn't matter, they're going to know a lot about each other for a long, long time.
"And what do you want to eat tomorrow?" The young man swallowed all the words, and finally asked softly.
The girl rolled her eyes and laughed softly: "Eat dumplings, eat dumplings made of orange candy." In the past, we said that we didn't make dumplings together on the winter solstice, so let's make dumplings together tomorrow, and then boil orange sugar, thank you for being late, will you make dumplings in the shape of ingots? Well, the kind that can also put silver money in it. I've heard that people who eat it will have good luck, and I want everyone to have good luck......"
He picked up her words: "Then put silver in each of them." ”
Jiang Wu was amused, and her hand gently held him.
Moonlight heard the girl's whisper, and she chuckled softly, "It's okay." ”
She continued to eat, and most of the time it was quiet. Occasionally, Xie Yuwan asked, and she answered, and Xie Yuwan also started to eat with her.
Because they all asked in advance, the young people probably knew what each dish tasted like. He used it, occasionally glancing at the people around him. It's all dreamlike, but it's true.
The basket of pears lay quietly aside, and another pear rolled equally quietly under the tree, and the lights next door were all extinguished. The two men under the tree had the same dinner, and occasionally they would talk softly, and then they would eat quietly.
When the two of them are finished, they take the things to the kitchen together. Jiang Wu suddenly saw her purse, and her eyes stopped for a moment, as if she had forgotten something.
She looked at the young man who was washing the dishes on the side, her voice was a little well-behaved, but there was an unknown smile on her face.
Then Xie Yuwan heard her say softly: "Xie Yuwan, can we make an appointment with three chapters of the Fa?" ”
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Without asking too much, the young man who was washing the dishes answered softly.
He said, "Okay." ”
Jiang Wu pinched the paper in her purse, tilted her head slightly, and watched the foam disappear into the young man's slender and jointed hands. It's supposed to be a not-so-good picture, but because it's too late, it seems to be okay.
Her eyes stayed on the green tendons protruding from the young man's wrist, and the young man was washing the dishes, and she just watched quietly. The lights in the kitchen are dim and dim, adding warmth to the people and things reflected in the light.
Jiang Wu sat on the rattan chair beside her, waiting for Xie Yuwan to finish washing the dishes. She thought about tomorrow's dumplings, and looked at the flour on the side, The noodles can be kneaded by her and Xie Xiang, but let the orange candy come to adjust the filling.
......
After washing the dishes, the two of them went to the room together. The 'three chapters of the covenant' in the mouth of the suitable girl finally became a thin piece of paper.
Looking at the rice paper in front of me, except for the four big characters on the top, 'Three Chapters of the Law', the rest is blank. Jiang sat across from him, across a desk, staring at him.
She chuckled, "Is there any progress?" ”
It was a question, the young man hesitated for a moment, then shook his head, and said softly: "Don't advance, retreat." ”
Hearing this, the girl laughed directly: "It seems that oh, shouldn't it be written like this here, it should be lighter, and here, it seems that it should be more forceful." The girl's slender fingers casually pointed to the word 'chapter' in the 'Three Chapters of the Law', and said with a smile.
"Well, it should be longer here, too." He continued with her words.
The girl looked at him with bent eyebrows, and then said softly: "The first one, you can't deceive people." She couldn't catch her off guard, and at that moment she looked into the gentle eyes of the young man by the light of the light.
The young man was stunned, then raised his pen, and a rustling sound began to sound in the room. The four words she said, 'can't deceive people', Xie Wanwan wrote them down one by one.
When the pen stopped, the girl continued: "Second, don't hurt yourself. Actually, these two are one for her, and she is a person who doesn't care much about lies. If there is a clear sense of love and care, then lies are only a trade-off for some time.
But...... He's different. He would hurt himself infinitely because of a lie to her. She didn't want to see that happen again, so she simply said 'don't lie'.
The tip of the pen touched the snow-white paper, staining the marks with jet-black ink, and as the young man raised his eyes, the second article was also written. Opposite him, the maiden supported him by the hand and looked at him quietly and earnestly.
He looked back at her like this, and the moonlight outside the window shone faintly, but because the candles in the room were not dim, they were completely covered. Only the point on the windowsill next to the window can be seen faintly different.
It was at this time that the girl spoke: "The third one, thank you for being late, you have to love me for the rest of your life." ”
She wants her ethereal love to turn into a promise, into a 'shackle' that will never be removed from the gentleman in front of her, and she wants him to be responsible for him and everything she chooses. She doesn't know what love looks like, but if it's what she wants, it should be what she wants.
She was looking at him as an equal soul.
The young man didn't say anything, but continued to write the 'third article' she wanted. The moment the ink-stained tip of the pen stopped, the young man smiled softly: "Do you want to sign and draw?" ”
In an instant, the dull atmosphere of Shicai was broken, and Jiang Wu whispered 'ah', it was the first time she had done such a thing, and there didn't seem to be any mention in those words in the book whether to sign or not. She squeezed the young man's hand and played for a while: "It should be ...... Yes. ”
He took her by the hand, then took her in his arms so that she could see what was in front of her. On the snow-white rice paper, a small part of them are her notes, and most of them are young people's notes.
An inexplicable feeling welled up in her heart, she turned her face sideways, threw her head into his arms, and muttered softly, "Do you want to ask the third ...... again?"
The young man squeezed her hand: "Okay, can you love a few more lives?" ”
Jiang Wu's face turned red, and she said softly, "You are serious." ”
Xie Yuwan's eyes deepened for a moment, and he didn't say that he was very serious now, but responded gently: "Okay, I'll be serious." After saying this, he looked at the sentence on the snow-white rice paper-
'Thank you for wanting to love Jiang Wan for the rest of your life. ’
He asked softly, "What is a lifetime of love?" The moment he asked, he clearly felt the stiffness of the body in his arms for a moment. He didn't poke it, just gently touched her head.
After a long time, he heard the girl whisper, "Thank you for being late, when I was young, I fell into a water in the winter and almost died." Although he was rescued in the end, he was sick for a long time, and because there was no medicine to cure it properly, although he survived, he fell into the root of the disease. ”
His hand stopped, and he looked down at the man in his arms.
Her voice was soft and calm: "So, I shouldn't be able to get pregnant for the rest of my life." But I'm very selfish, I don't want my husband to have anything to do with the people next to me, I don't want him to take a concubine, and I don't want him to have a child with someone else. Even if this child would be raised by my side, I wouldn't want to. I don't have that much love, and I don't think my husband should have more love. ”
Her eyes paused for a moment, but her voice did not stop, as if all dreams needed a chance to wake up. After solving all the misunderstandings in this life, she frankly looked at the various things in the previous life.
Some people can tolerate everything because of love, but it is clear that she is not that kind of person. If he had an heir with someone else, she would be disappointed, jealous, sad, and all those bad emotions she would have.
She knew these in her previous life, but in her previous life, those feelings of guilt were like a vast white mist, and all her emotions were wrapped in her body, and she couldn't say a word.
The poems he had taught her had already grown new flesh and blood in her heart, and those flesh and blood had unconsciously become her, and she could not ignore it because of love. She had a soul of her own, and at this moment, she didn't carry all those heavenly guilt, and at this moment, at least at this moment, she was equal to him.
He heard her say, "So thank you for being late, choose to love me, you will not have your own children in this life." ”
Saying this, something heavy finally dropped from her heart, and she didn't look at him again, but reached out to hug him and buried herself in his arms.
Even though the man's hands were icy, the arms were still warm. She listened to the young man's out-of-control heartbeat through a snowsuit. She allowed him to choose.
She felt the young man's hand leave her, but for some reason, she didn't panic at all. Maybe she has already fantasized about countless endings countless times, she has been confused and apprehensive in countless unknown corners, and when it really came to the moment of waiting for a choice, she calmed all her emotions.
She felt that she was being stripped from the young man's arms, and the moment she lowered her eyes, she found that the young man's eyes were already red. She was stunned for a moment, she had expected a thousand endings, but she never thought that it would start with the reddened eyes of the youth.
She stroked her hand gently: "What's wrong?" ”
Xie Yuwan raised his hand and touched her face, and suddenly pinched it. Jiang Wu was stunned, and subconsciously murmured: "...... Last time you said you were reluctant to pinch me. ”
The young man's hand touched it gently, and his voice was very low: "This time I am willing to do it." ”
The girl puffed up her face, and her hand pinched his face, and it didn't work out at once, and it pinched again, and it turned into a farce inexplicably. The farce ended with the young man pressing his forehead against the girl's forehead.
Jiang Yu lowered her eyes lightly, and then heard him whisper: "Last life...... I thought you wanted a baby. I thought you needed a child more than me, and you had to take me a concubine because of this child, so I wasn't very happy. ”
......
She was stunned, and wanted to say something, but she couldn't. She lowered her eyes, and finally said softly: "Thank you for being late, are you stupid......
Her voice was soft, and tears flowed from her eyes as she spoke. She was a little inexplicably depressed, but she didn't know where to vent. Because, she is also stupid. It was at this time that she remembered that the matter about the heir had always been asked and confirmed by her again and again.
She choked softly: "But thank you for being late, you didn't refuse those who sent it, and Shangyang always sent some women of the same age." When I asked you, you didn't tell me what you thought, and you pinched my face. ”
Although he didn't know how the last sentence got in, the young man looked at the tears on his hand, hugged the person in his arms, and said softly: "I'm sorry, it's my fault." ”
He leaned over and gently kissed the place he had just pinched, and then wiped the tears off the face of the person in his arms with a handkerchief. He gently held the person in his arms and whispered words of apology.
He took all the faults, but still explained softly: "The affairs of the inner house are within the scope of the little woman's control, and most of the people sent by the people in the court are spies. I thought that after talking to my little woman that day, my little woman would send it out directly. I didn't know I was going to misunderstand her. As for the heirs, I'm not not a child of a young woman. I don't want to ...... either. I don't want my little woman to have children. ”
Jiang Wu in front of her could understand it, and in the last sentence, she couldn't help but be stunned for a moment, and raised her eyes to look at Xie Yuwan.
She whispered, "Why?" ”
Speaking of this, his voice was calmer, and he gently held the person in his arms. His voice went all the way down the snow coat to Jiang Wu's ears, very soft, very gentle, with a kind of cherishment that is rarely revealed.
He put one hand around her ear, as if he didn't want her to hear these words: "Because the little woman will be very painful, will bleed, will be dangerous, and there is nothing in the world worthy of the little girl." ”
Jiang Wu was stunned for a long time, she lay quietly in the young man's arms, listening to one heartbeat after another. She didn't say anything in the end, just whispered a 'stupid' curse. But after scolding, she laughed for some reason, laughing and laughing, and tears flowed from her eyes again.
She was originally going to take him to see her mother tomorrow, but now she thinks she shouldn't be able to go tomorrow, she has cried for so long and goes to see her mother tomorrow with a pair of red eyes, and her mother will think that he bullied her.
Thinking that she wouldn't go to see her mother tomorrow, Jiang Wu simply cried louder, and she said "stupid" while saying, "I'm not that smart, and I can't guess that." You're so clever that you can't guess what I'm thinking, why do you think I'll know if you don't tell me? Why are you so 'stupid', obviously, obviously we don't need to be like this. ”
She was crying in his arms, tears soaking his snowcoat, of course she knew that she had a problem in it, but she couldn't help it, fortunately...... Fortunately, there is still a life.
The mother returned, the misunderstanding was solved, and they fell in love. It seems that at this moment, they are truly in love. Exposed to the sun, in this world with the wind and leaves.
Xie Wanwan gently hugged the person tightly, and said 'I'm sorry' again and again. It was on this day that he said to himself in his heart that he would never let her cry like this again.
He hugged the man in his arms and lowered his eyes gently.
The night outside was already very deep, as if it had been mixed with thick ink, and the young man in the house carried the girl who had cried and slept to the bed, and the hand that untied his shirt hesitated for a moment, but he stopped. He tucked the bedding for her, blew out the candle, and left the room.
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Window.
The cicada picked up the pears that had fallen from the ground, put all the good pears in the basket, wiped one of the pears that had been broken with his clothes, and then took a bite in silence.
Chen Lian didn't know where she came out, looked at the pear in Han Cicada's hand, and asked with a smile, "Is it sweet?" ”
The cicada nodded silently: "There is one over there." ”
Chenlian shook her head, jumped onto the pear tree, and shook her head: "I'm not orange candy, I don't eat pears." After saying this, she looked at the silent young man under the tree, and her voice was rarely softer: "How are you ready?" ”
The cicada took another bite of the pear: "I don't understand." ”
Chenlian didn't bother with this answer, but took a leaf beside her. She looked at the leaves and thought about it, and finally put it in her mouth and blew it gently.
......
This time it was the chilling cicada who opened his mouth first: "I will leave." ”
Chenlian, who was still blowing leaves, couldn't help laughing, laughing and rolling back and forth, she looked at the cicada, and didn't know why she was a little sad. Maybe she saw something similar to herself in the body of the cicada, and it was normal for someone who came out of a place like the Dark Guard Camp to have some similarities on his body.
She tore off the leaf in her hand along the veins, and then leaned back: "Is it the kind of departure that only Tangtang Candy can't see?" ”