Half-sibling.

Shen Shuyi finally understood now what Gu Chi's sense of alienation from his brother was.

"Are your parents also reorganized families?" Shen Shuyi washed the towel and handed the hot towel to Gu Chi to scrub.

Just like his father did with Sang Wan.

Gu Chi took the towel, and the first time was not to wipe his face, but to gently wipe the water droplets that had just been splashed on his face for Shen Shuyi.

"It's not. My father's wife has always been my mother. My brother's birth mother, to be exact. ”

Shen Shuyi took off the towel on his face and looked at Gu Chi in a daze.

Gu Chi's father's wife has always been Gu Chi's brother's biological mother.

This also means that Gu Chi's father has never remarried.

did not divorce and remarry, but Gu Chi and his brother were half-brothers.

Isn't that ......

"I'm an illegitimate child. The product of my father's extramarital affair. ”

Chapter 129: Love

The product of an extramarital affair.

This "definite term" is too derogatory.

It shows that Gu Chi subconsciously has a strong negative attitude towards his background and his identity as an "illegitimate child".

Shen Shuyi hung the towel in his hand back on the towel rack.

He stepped forward and hugged Gu Chi: "Gu Chi, it's not your fault. ”

He didn't quite know what happened between Gu Chi's father and his biological mother.

But the mistakes made by the two adults should not be borne by Gu Chi, and Gu Chi does not have to be ashamed of his origin, or even disgusted with his origin.

Gu Chi thought about how Shuyi would react if he was honest with Shuyi about his life experience.

He guessed that with his bookish character, even if he was shocked, he would not show it too much.

However, the bookish reaction was much better than he expected.

Gu Chi slowly wrapped his arms around Shen Shuyi's waist and rested his head on his shoulder.

Shen Shuyi's body, after being smeared with essential oils, had a faint fragrance of roses, which smelled very good, and Gu Chi's spirit was unconsciously relaxed.

Or perhaps, it was not the rose scent of essential oils that made him feel relaxed, but the book itself.

…

Gu Chi sniffed the fragrance of roses on Shen Shuyi's neck and chuckled, "That's what my mother told me. ”

Shen Shuyi asked hesitantly, "What do you mean...... Your brother's birth mother? ”

Gu Chi's hand around Shen Shuyi's waist tightened, like a person who had been floating on the sea for a long time, and finally hugged his driftwood, "Hmm." When I was a child, I was raised by my father and mother. ”

Shen Shuyi's heartstrings shook slightly: "Mrs. Gu...... Was it informed all the time? ”

Knowing Gu Chi's life experience, he still chooses to keep the child by his side?

"You know, before he took me home, my father told her about my existence."

…

The occurrence of an extramarital affair is mostly bloody.

It is nothing more than a man who has changed his mind and is unfaithful to his marriage.

Gu Chi's situation is a bit more complicated.

The Gu family was a scholarly family, and his father, Gu Huaichuan, was a visiting professor at the university at the time. He accidentally noticed that a girl in one of the classes he was teaching occasionally had injuries on her body.

Sometimes it's the corners of the mouth, sometimes it's the arms, and so on......

Probably because there are always injuries on the body, even in the summer, girls always wear long-sleeved shirts.

At first, Gu Huaichuan thought that the student was being bullied on campus, and out of a sense of responsibility as a teacher, he called the girl to the office to understand the girl's situation and asked if there was anything he needed help with.

The first conversation didn't go well, because the girl wouldn't say anything.

Later, Gu Huaichuan learned from his colleague that the injuries on the girl's body were beaten by her family.

Her mother was pregnant before she was married, and after giving birth to her, she left her with her grandmother and left.

My grandmother is also divorced, an elderly woman, and she has to raise a child, especially if the child is still an illegitimate daughter. And because the immediate family of the baby girl is only one grandmother.

I can't throw the child away, so I can only raise it unwillingly.

The name of the child is also very arbitrary, called Yu Yu.

Just look at the name, it means that this is a superfluous child.

If you are a little unsatisfactory, you will be angry with the child.

Gu Chi's mother grew up in this kind of growth environment.

Elementary and junior high school are compulsory education, because of good academic performance and well-wishers help themselves. I work and study part-time in high school, and so do I go to college.

Gu Huaichuan was in a banquet venue and accidentally met Yu Yu, who was working part-time in the hotel.

In order to protect the students, Gu Huaichuan did not say that Yu was a student at the school, but would take extra care.

However, a beautiful young girl, working part-time outside the home, always has to be a little more difficult to protect herself.

Gu Huaichuan helped Yu Yu to relieve the siege more than once, not directly, but with someone he knew, in order to avoid hurting the students' self-esteem.

It can be said that all aspects have been taken into account.

…

Yu Yu still knew.

In Yu Yu's formative years, Gu Huaichuan may be the only person in her world who is good to her without any purpose.

Once Gu Huaichuan was drunk, Yu Yu happened to be the waiter in the private room.

It is difficult to say whether Yu Xian took the initiative or Gu Huaichuan unknowingly crossed the line of defense in his heart in the long-term care of this student.

There was only one night, only that once.

Just like fate, Yu Yu followed in her mother's footsteps - unmarried and pregnant.

The difference is that Yu Yu doesn't even have a mother to entrust.

For Yu Yu, who has not graduated, has to work to earn living expenses, and regularly gives her grandmother's living expenses, it is impossible for her to afford a child.

It takes money to get a tire.

But she couldn't open that mouth to Gu Huaichuan.

Saving money became an urgent matter.

But the belly is getting bigger day by day.

You can only take a leave of absence.

Maybe it's because the child has fetal movements and has a closer relationship with the mother, or maybe it'...... It is a girl's deep attachment to the man she loves, and she wants to leave the only connection between the two.

In short, Yu Yu still gave birth to a child.

By accident, the money saved for the abortion at that time allowed her to give birth in the hospital.

Gu Chi's birth greatly reduced Yu Yu's income.

Grandma, who didn't get living expenses, found Yu Yu and knew about Gu Chi's existence.

No matter how his grandmother asked, Yu Yu did not let go of the identity of the child's father.

…

"My biological mother...... I sent one last text message to my father and killed myself. Carbon dioxide poisoning. My father arrived, and she was lying quietly on the bed in her bedroom, no longer showing vital signs. I slept soundly in the living room. At that time, except for a great-great-grandmother with an uncertain temperament and no regular income, when my biological mother was gone, she knew very well that with my father's sense of responsibility, he would definitely take me back home. ”

Gu Chi pillowed on Shen Shuyi's lap, and his tone was calm, as if he was telling the story of someone else who had nothing to do with him.

In ancient times, there was a mother who sought a child.

Gu Chi's mother used this way to seek a relatively stable life for her son.

Gu Chi's name was also taken by his mother Yu Yu.

It was too late to meet Gu Huaichuan.

If only we could have met earlier......

If you meet earlier, you can't change the ending.

The two people who are different from each other will not have any results.

still has hope, so he named his son Gu Chi.

At the same time, Yu Yu also knew very well that Gu Chi's existence would be a huge storm for Gu Huaichuan's family.

If she was alive, Gu Huaichuan would only give her a sum of money at most, but he would not take Gu Chi into the Gu family.

She can only die.

She was ashamed.

But for the sake of the child, she still did it.

For Yu Yu, who has never had an easy day in this world, letting her son grow up in a well-equipped Gu family is the only thing she can seek for her children.

…

Shen Shuyi finally knew why Gu Chi mentioned in "Spring Hair" that he was not sure if he could have the ability to love someone.

Gu Chi was carrying too much on his body.

A dishonorable birth, the life of his own mother, a mother who was forced to accept his presence because she loved his father......