Love begins with marriage v. 131
So every step of the way was tough.
I already have resentment towards Duan Baiting in my heart, and now I have even stuffed all my resentment into him.
She turned around, took something out of her bag and threw it at him: "You stay away from me." ”
Duan Baiting didn't seem to feel the pain, and picked up the lipstick that had hit him and fallen to the ground.
It was covered with dirt, and he wiped it carefully before putting it in his coat pocket.
Song Wanyue couldn't get angry, so she directly picked up the bag and threw it at him.
He didn't say a word, he didn't say a word, he just silently picked up the things that had fallen from his bag to the ground.
It's like a tug-of-war between two people, he respects her wishes and won't get too close to her.
But only if he can see her.
There are street lamps on both sides of the road, but here it is far away from the road, and only the crescent moon in the sky remains.
Doesn't emit a very bright light.
Song Wanyue took two steps and stopped under the tree next to her.
She lowered her head to wipe her tears and began to cry: "Do you have to keep pestering me like this?" I hate you, don't you know? ”
Duan Baiting's heart was stabbed.
His voice was low: "I know. ”
"Then don't bother me anymore."
Duan Baiting lowered her eyes and chuckled, she only heard his faint faint laughter, but she couldn't see the bitterness in his eyes.
"Contradictions are meant to be solved, not to be escaped."
Song Wanyue pursed her lips: "At this time, you still want to preach to me?" ”
"I'm telling myself." He said, "Song Wanyue, I made this mistake once five years ago, and I will not repeat it a second time." ”
Five years ago.
Song Wanyue knew what he was referring to, but now she didn't want to hear him explain at all.
Duan Baiting's mobile phone rang, he glanced at it, but didn't answer.
It wasn't until the other party made a second call that he briefly informed him that he might not be able to go today, so let them play by themselves.
Seeing him hang up the phone, Song Wanyue asked him: "Today is actually not Yunwei's birthday, right, did you ask her to tell me like this?" ”
"Hmm." He didn't deny it, "Last time I brought you food, I didn't look good when I saw you." You've been in the hotel for too long, you should come out and get some activity. ”
Song Wanyue is extremely sensitive to her appearance: "I'm just a little anemic!" ”
"I know." He quietly leaned closer to her, "Have you eaten well lately?" ”
"No, it's hard to eat." She said this on purpose, because she knew that those meals were all made by Duan Baiting himself.
Duan Baiting nodded: "Next time I'll ...... I'll ask Aunt Qin to do something else. ”
Song Wanyue didn't know what he was going to do: "Are you going to bother me like this all the time?" ”
"Hmm."
He took out a carton of milk, plugged it in a straw and handed it to her.
It should have been carried with him all the time, and the carton even carried his body temperature.
He doesn't drink milk, so it's for her.
Song Wanyue didn't answer. She kept her head down and her chin in her knees.
"Duan Baiting, I have been a very coaxing person since I was a child. So somebody will always use this to hurt me. I confess that the pity you put on in front of me has really softened my heart. ”
Her voice was full of anger, with a little unwillingness to be angry with herself.
Why is it always easy to be soft-hearted, it is obviously his fault for this matter.
After Duan Baiting listened, his hand gradually drooped: "Do you think I'm pretending to be pitiful?" ”
"Isn't it?" she asked. ”
"If pretending to be pitiful softens your heart, I might try it in the future. But not now. Song Wanyue, I don't want to run away from it, and I don't want to estranged us because of this incident. I won't force you to listen to my explanations, but I can wait until the day when you want to listen. ”
Song Wanyue said: "What if I don't want to hear it all the time? ”
He replied decisively: "Just wait." ”
She said harshly: "Then what if you die, I don't want to hear it?" ”
Duan Baiting smiled: "Then don't cremate it first, and when you want to hear it, go to my grave and dig me out." ”
Song Wanyue's tone was arrogant and awkward, her body leaned to the side, her back to him, and her tone was disgusted: "I don't want it, the corpses stink." ”
He always had to deal with her: "Then I'll try to live as long as I can." ”
While Song Wanyue didn't want to pay attention to him, she also felt a little incredible: "You still say such things, you weren't like this before." ”
"Oh?" He raised his eyebrows slightly, "What is it like in front of me?" ”
Song Wanyue flattened her mouth: "It's serious and old-fashioned, anyway, it's not like a young man." ”
"Actually, I am too."
Song Wanyue raised her eyes.
He kept narrowing the distance between the two subtly.
By the time Song Wanyue reacted, he had already come to her.
The sleeves of her blazer and her scarf were next to each other.
"I'm not very good at coaxing people, and this is the first time I've done it. If you think I've changed, I think I'm quite talented. ”
It doesn't seem like he was saying that.
Song Wanyue's heart seemed to have countless invisible tentacles itching.
"So, this side of you is the only one I've ever seen?"
He nodded: "Strictly speaking, it is. ”
Song Wanyue sneered: "Actually, I also have another side that you haven't seen, I treat the people I like and the people I hate are completely different faces, do you want to take a look?" ”
Duan Baiting closed his eyes and calmly refused: "I don't want to see it." ”
The suburbs are remarkably quiet, with few residents nearby, as if the two of them were the only ones left in the world.
In this quiet conversation, Duan Baiting became his truest self.
I had long thought about calming down and having a good talk with her, as I did today.
Song Wanyue told him: "I don't want to forgive you so quickly, because I feel unwilling." Why am I the only one who is sad, in the years when you suddenly disappeared from the world, I was the only one who was sad, but you were not affected and lived your own life. ”
Duan Baiting's movements slowed down, and he was in a trance for a moment.
He always thought that she didn't care.
In those years, he also did not have a good life.
Abandoned by his family and ignored, he only gradually became silent.
They are often labelled as cold-blooded because they are too emotionally stable.
It really doesn't matter if he's gone.
But after completely severing contact with Song Wanyue, he began to receive psychological counseling regularly.
It was the most mentally broken period of his life.
There is even a psychiatrist at home who monitors his mood at all times.
"Song Wanyue, I thought you were playing with me. I already have someone in love, but I still have the illusion of being loved. It took me a long time to come out. ”
His voice has become muted, in fact, he has never come out, including now.
He said, "This is the dirtiest side that I don't know about." ”
He is very heavy-minded, and in other words, it can be said that he is hypocritical.
The Song family pays attention to the style of high wind and bright festivals, but Duan Baiting does not have these.
He is indeed a very qualified capitalist, and the only purpose of what he does is profit.
Now he deserves this height.
Even Song's father said that his position in the future would definitely be more than what he was in front of him.
Duan Baiting knows what he wants, and he is also very clear about his future planning and development.
But now, it's all out of order.
He dissected his liver and told her about his past.
There was no misery, and there was no pretense of pity.
Song Wanyue was stunned, her eyes that had just cried were still red and swollen: "People who love each other? ”
Her bag was still in Duan Baiting's hand, and he took out a tissue from it to wipe away her tears.
The movements are delicate and gentle.
"I didn't lie to you at the time, I did buy a plane ticket and went back to China. But I saw you and Zhou Wenyang together. ”
He paused in his tone of speech, and his movements also paused, and his eyelashes drooped, covering the emotions under his eyes.
"I thought you were together."
Song Wanyue felt outrageous: "How can Zhou Wenyang and I ......?"
"But you want to be his family, and you want him to go to your house." He wiped her tears, and there were no trash cans around, so he clutched the tissue and held it in the palm of his hand, "Anyone who looks at it will feel like that." ”
Song Wanyue was silent for a few seconds, busy recalling.
When did she say that?
Wait, wait, wait!